Tuesday, October 5, 2010

enjoy

This is one of the few times in 2.5 months that i have so much enjoyment during work. Haha. It's a good thing to be in the same company as Vivian. And so, we went for our tour earlier on, from production line to the lead free line to FA lab.

Hmmp. I am enjoying my attachment in Delphi. I hate for the time to go back to NTU. But i rather not think abt it now and enjoy the rest of the remaining weeks here! :)

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Thank you for giving me so much time and space :)

Sunday, October 3, 2010

new life

I have been neglecting this blog for a long time.

Im 21st now!!!!!!!! :) hehe. Very happy and contented with my birthday celebration. All the friends who have helped me so much, from decorating the place (Vivian and Siew), to baking brownies (Xy, Py, Yt, Ly, JW). Its great to have good friends. And all my family, friends and relatives.. The list goes on and on. :) in my heart i know.

Having my attachment at Delphi now. Lots of new changes in my life.

Let's hope things continue to go well :)

Love, bliss, peace, hope =p.

Monday, June 28, 2010

life

been a leap of time since i came in here. dont know where to start the updates in my life. randomly....

having my holidays now. waiting for next sem to start.. staying at my grandma's place with the new maid...

this is the period of life where i should be happy... and contented.. should be stress freeeeee and relac relac.

but since i came back to nuh to work, its a different feeling and different things. many things are not like as before. i believe friendship doesnt change. its the people in the friendship that changes... just disappointed at and on a lot of things here...

few months back, when i used to come to work, i was always full of joy and excited for the new happenings... and now.. i drag my feet to work everyday... i am just not happy here. for a lot of reasons. perhaps coming back to work is not the most best choice... i seem to have lost.. dunooo what...

learning driving now.. dun intend to choing or do a fast session thru out. missed the july test date because of my eyesight.. and now since the date is aug which already overlap into my attachment period, might as well push it to sept when ive stabilised more in my attachment.

I should be more content with life now... for this will be one of the best period..

Sunday, April 18, 2010

:)






Happy 81st birthday to dearest grandma :) Love you more than words. The dinner was great, but it costs $893.56 for 2 tables which i felt that the dishes are maybe not so worth. It was grandma treat, hehe, just happy that she did enjoyed herself :).

Friday night was battling myself with the stupid chalet system. I have to wait till midnight before i can press the magical button to book. But when i enter an hour before, many of the chalets were locked, i didnt know how they did this. And so the seaview bunglows at loyang were gone, and only left with the garden bunglows and pool terence. And when the clock strikes, i got bounce out of the stupid system. What a joke. And when i manage to relog in 2mins time, everything was full.

In short to say i didnt get a chalet at loyang. It was only left with a pool terence. But i dun like terence. Im really real disappointed! And i proceed to my other alternative, i booked the biggest chalet from Aloha though its located at Changi. Lets hope everyone will enjoy the bigger space, and bigger privacy :). With 6 rooms, 7toilets, 1queen size bed and 11single size bed, lets hope everyone have fun and comfort :) I really very much wanted to make my 21st a very very wonderful and fantastic one.

Really thanks to Bro and Elise for helping me late at night, i was really lost when i got played by the system, without them i bet i wudnt even have got this chalet. Thanks so much :), really appreciate the effort!

Today, i browse through Fb. And saw 2 in a row my friends changed their status to single. And today is the 2 year anniversary my sis will have with yong if they didnt break up few months ago. My mum was saying, a could have been 2 years r/s is nothing but ashes today. It really makes me doubt and wonder real hard. What is the problem nowadays? Something to do with the society change, with personality, with? I duno what. I have lost faith in this stupid thing call relationship.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

LEE SING ZHI VIVIAN

Hi LEE SING ZHI VIVIAN, thank you for buying me yam yam, snack potato, pockey and wang wang! :0 I LOVE Yam yam. Yam yam is my favourite snack ever since i have teeth!

I love Yam yam with chocholate rice and rainbow topping, but it seems like it went extinct in the market now! Ahhh :(

Im going to NTUC later to stock up myself with lots n lots of yam yam to encourage myself!

Exams coming! Just got done with the industrial attachment companies. Ah, i wish i could get into that company, big company with lots of prospects and learning points, ok lets see how the interview goes if im shortlisted :). Yeah, best of luck to Vivian too. We will not be together for next sem liao haha, but surely can meet up more and have feast together, also complaining about the company to each other LOL.

Ahh. What and how should i start studying? Wish me gooooooooooood luckkkkk!!!

hold on strong to your dreams





Hold on strong to your dreams. Even if it went unrealised, be glad that it came true so many times in your head.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

how people treat you is their barrier
how you react is yours.

event + response = outcome

one grave mistake impacts a lifetime.

no matter how long is the cold, the warm will still come.

Monday, April 5, 2010

exams

Chem CA2 is now over. There is 3 more CAs and 5 more final exams to go.

Friday, April 2, 2010

all of us

I hate the fact that I love the mother that belongs to all of you more. I hate the fact that im getting the heartache more than anyone of you children out there. she is the mother of all of you out there. what's e point of having so many children when there's only that 2 or 3 that truly cares? Im not trying to pin point or anything, im just speaking in general. can all of you give her a bit more love, time and care? in this world, I believe love and appreciation is as impt as money itself. i felt the agony that she hav to go thru and yet I can just sit here and do nothing. as siblings, shouldn't all of you be close and look after one another? or instead trying to sow discord so as to get favoured? what's e point of hurting one another when its e same parents blood that flows in all of you? when you have the same surname? doesn't it means that if one is good, everyone will be even better? if im in this scenario, I wud rather divert all these energy itself to think of how to love one another esp now that time spent together is even lesser cos of individual family commitment. sometimes e family itself is getting small enough, so stay strong for each other and suppt each other.

im glad that as for my family, my 2 siblings and me would always stay strong tgt, for the fact that each of us hav been thru a lot in this growing up years. we 3 value our mother and the ties that we all have. my mother is a strong woman who I will always hold high respect to. the beauty of my mother, I can't use words to describe. but she will forever be my honor, our honor. ;-).

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

happy birthday to you.
now I realised my insignificance.

thanks to all my friends who stood by me.
dun worry, I won't allow myself to be hurt. in every ending, there is surely an impt lesson learnt. I've learnt mine e previous time, a very impactful lesson that broke up all my heart.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Just now as I opened my fridge, I saw a container of grass jelly that I made specially for someone 3weeks ago. I threw it away cos its way not fresh anymore. I thought for a long time and decided that grass jelly is the best dessert for quenching thirst before riding on. I remember making it e day after e movie so that I can give it e next time I see him. everything is so short lived.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Take me away.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

guilt

i felt so guilty that im recovering from my cough, flu and sore throat, and that I've passed them to my mum and sis. :-(

sis came back from work just now and told me that she got sick because of me. I think I passed it to her yesterday when we slept in e same direction. I've been trying to avoid her direction but subconsciously I am too asleep. and she told me that last few night when I was having a fever, she still insisted on sleeping together wif me because she didn't wan me to feel bad. how sweet and loving of her. and today I told her that im sorry for not shifting because I reali felt like dying that night lol.

I realised that sometimes I care too much for things that doesn't even care, and that I forgot to love the ppl that have loved me, more. my sis is so nice. and it is time for me to be very very nice to her haha. yeah, bitch I love you ;-).

I've been trying to help yong to win you back. because we all think that he treats you better. but once again, its ur life, you definitely have e choice to choose ;-). I wish you forever happiness ;-).

Friday, March 26, 2010

friday

If only.........
Monday
Tuesday
Wednesday
Thursday
Friday

Round the world in Banyan tree resort :). Imagine how relaxing and nature life would be then. Just with the breeze and sounds of all nature... Sitting back and enjoying every moement.

Wake up Mitch! But at least this 5pics cheer me up.

Back to reality check. Today i just realised that i have 4 tests coming up.

1) Applied Chemistry 5th Apr
2) Materials structure 9th Apr
3) Thermodynamics 12th Apr
4) Econs of Mfg 12th Apr

Final exams start on 22Apr and end on 7 may. 5 final exams. So in short to say, ive 9 'cute' papers left. And thats the end of a semester! I cant wait for my holidays! But before that.... Dun ask me how much i have studied, im ashamed! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

eventful day

Today was an eventful day. Woke up early in the morning and met up with Pyin. Hit town and said we wanted to study at starbucks, but dun imagine too much we didnt, after that 1 hour of study, i started emo-ing and we were talking about a lot of things. She drew me a paper of analysis which i will keep for a long time, perhaps up til i got my own kids LOL. and wow, that piece of paper is really inspirational.

And we were talking about S. And. Today i was further reassured that our used to be love was so strong, the feeling is so deep. No words can fully or accurately describe the times that we spent, the experiences that we had. And yup, i can no longer control my tears when i think of him, esp when i said abt how nice he was in the past. I felt the chill of my heart, i could feel my bloody heart after a battle, i could feel the pieces shattering, its like quenching and putting my heart into the fruit blending machine. Its like a bomb exploding inside, its like lots of glass pieces stinking into it. Its like someone stepping on it, its like a thousand needles poking on it. Its like ... No exact sentence to describe the depth of the pain. The pain will always be there with me, for a long time, long fucking time, the pain wun go off. It will be my shadow and im gonna live in that kind of pain for a long time.

Pyin, thank you for being there with me. Thanks for all the comforts which you gave me. And i really cherish all the advices that you gave. You are really a good analyser.

After that started shopping and bought some stuffs. Went back to Eunos together with Pyin to wait for the rest of the girls for dinner. And continue chatting :).

Met up with Yt, ly and trish. And so together with Lu as well, we were dinner at sempang bedok. I finally had the chicken chop. A chicken chop in a food centre that costs a freaking $9. And today i had it. If i can spent $50 buying a shirt for a firned, why wun i just spent $9 on my meal. And i really really fully realised that, why haven i been loving myself? Why haven i been pampering myself? I seldom buy things that i love for myself. All the things that i bought for myself are essentials. Whats the point of saving up on my bank and so willing buy things for others when i dun even care for myself? Who's there to love me if i dun love myself?

I saw the mickey, beauty and the beast light up figurine at precious tots. it costs more than a hundred. Py wanted me to choose one and she wanted to buy it for my birthday but i didnt wan to. I will, one day when i start to love myself, own all the figurines there. Have i really enjoy the quality of life? I thought.............

After dinner, Yting drove us to Yishun Dem, hee thanks thanks! That i got the chance to really chill down and straighten my thoughts out. im having too many thoughts in my mind. I have been lazing around and didnt really study for this sem, this is not how a undergrad should behave. And this is totally unacceptable. Let me pick myself up and start my engine again. I hate myself for being the way the past months.

Today just so happen to be a day whereby i really deeply reflect about my life. I should start loving myself more, i should start pampering myself more. End of the day, what i learnt most is if i dun love myself, whos there to love me. So start loving myself.

And now. What i can say is that. Once i have decided on something, its hard to change my mind. Im that kind of person. It happens a few times. And yes, im that way. Don't regret. Im not for taken for granted. Im a human too, a human that have emotions and feelings. That's it !

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

I duno what to blog but subconsciously im here at this page. Life is boring. And with the cough flu and sore throats. Thanks Vivian for buying me strepsils, that definately helps a lot.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Geraldine's bdae


The birthday cake Claire, Gaik Lan, Vanessa, Chloe and I made for Geraldine :)


Me and the birthday girl :)


The beautiful birthday girl :)


Me and Auntie Gaik :) Haha designer clothes, its beautfiful!! I really love it !!


All of us at paradise inn. Another designer clothes here! Ahhh :) Beautiful ! :)

I LOVE YOU ALL :)

Saturday, March 20, 2010

.

Yesterday after school went to celebrate GC birthday.

Parted with Vivian after school and i went to plaza sing. Shopped for a while before heading down to centrepoint. Sat at Long John alone. And called Py. Thanks a lot girl :). 3hours alone at long john makes me ponder on a lot of things.

Met up with my NUH friends at 313, we had paradise inn :) good place! There was Claire's, her two kids, Geraldine and her daughter and Auntie Gaik :). We had a nice dinner. This is the first time celebrating GC bdae. Time really passes by so first lor, ive known them for almost a year already. I really enjoyed my times in NUH, and there's also Steph, Laura, Aisha, my JGH friends etc etc.

And then, after the dinner Claire Gaik and i decided to design a handmade cake for Geraldine's :) i cant rem the shop name but we have a good time decorating :). And we had the cake there! LOL i think Geraldine is so tired with the pic taking. haha. Overall, its really a fun time with them :)

I believe in friends forever. But not love forever.


A picture tells a million words, lazy to elaborate here. That's it.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

life

Got this quote from IA briefing today.

********In life, there are 3 kind of people,
1) those who let it happen
2) those who make it happen
3) those who wondered what happen

Short 4 sentences yet inspiring. Deep down and even more meaningful. The briefing was superb, it says cheers because we are half mile to graduation LOL. But in actual fact, its still damn long.

Yesterday met up with Pyin and Yting to ECP mac for study session LOL and more of talking rather lar haha. Time pass by really fast. And we were wondering in the future probably we would bring our kids there and us sitting down at the beach enjoying the picnic. Friendship is a superb thing :).

This is a busy week !

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

What am i living for?

Some people live for fame,

some people live for wealth,

some people live for love,

some people live in vain,

some people live for others,

some people live for themselves,

some people live for the sake of it,

And so what do i live for?

What is my life purpose?

What do i go after in this life?

What is the reason behind everything?

I suppose i have no definate answers for all that. Life's short, make it beautiful. But how to? Stuck in this damn NTU hole right now, everything is revolving around studies.

When there's no turning back, you just have to decide your end. But i would choose to walk on. And perhaps at the end of the tunnel i will be able to see more light.

The cycle goes on. One can never be content. One goes after everything to have a fulfilled life. And is this why its the journey that counts? Is life interesting because we never know when is our expire date?

Just a lot of random thoughts....

Exams coming. Project submission this week. Thurs Lyan bdae, Fri Geraldine Chow bdae. :)

Keep me busy, time will pass by fast. I am damn looking forward to my mays hols, will get to work in NUH :) cool cool cool !!!!!!!!!!!!! Now, im very greedy, can i fast forward time to 2012 may? Everything will be good then, perhaps.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Instead of just wanting something simple.

Now, i realised the simplest of all is not to want.

Out and out and out further.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

fate decides

Sunday, March 7, 2010

2 tests, mon n tues

ask me how little I've studied

I duno

Saturday, March 6, 2010

lost balance.

back out.

thought on thoughts.

:-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-( :-(

Thursday, February 25, 2010

love.


Love. Are you the right one that will love me all our life?


Are you the right one that will cover the darkness and bring me to the light?

I have never ever thought about riding a bike, never ever. And, i have never thought that i will allow myself to sms on the bike. Never ever. All because, i felt so safe when im with you :).

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

:)



Last night was fantastic. Out with R*. My first time on bike, my first time to Rochestra park, my first time to opp Sembawang park. It was really an exciting night! :) Thanks for the wonderful night! And, i really have fun.

I wish the whole journey will continue on and on..

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

CNY

Happy CNY to all :)

CNY is no longer CNY to me. Haha, probably because of the studies, because of what it is, no mood and no 'atmosphere'.

Last friday went flowering with Pyin for V day! So cool :) hehe. Setting up a small small business is our dream. And though, that day was tired and didnt earn much, we earn one valuable thing call the experience. And for next year, it will surely be better :).

Sat was reunion dinner. Every year, there's only 2 dishes that i most look forward to, its the shark fin and the abalone! i really love shark fin, i know its cruel blah blah blah but its really nice :). Not being a vegeterian itself is already very cruel so yup no choice :(.

Shou ye with my siblings and so slept very late. Sun morning the first day of CNY woke up and go temple bai nian with shen first. After that went to Grandma's house. And then late at night went to cousin's house for gambling session. And ha, 3siblings added up losing 100plus. LOL.

Den tues morning, rushed back from gambling session to send mum to airport. Shes gg to yogakarta. Its a nice place! Very cool. And she's flying alone there to meet her friend. LOL how brave, i wonder if i were to fly alone whats e feeling like! haha.

After that evening wwent over to my aunt's house. Went with my dad.. He's telling me how to drive LOL. And i dun deny his driving skill is really luan luan lai. Its good learning defensive driving LOL.

Back home and spent the night alone at home sleeping!! What a CNY? Woke up today and continue staying at home. Got a test next monday and yet not touching my books since last wed.

WELL DONE MICH! Damn. I need to work hard LOL.

Friday, February 12, 2010

: )

Wednesday went to Jie's house. WOW! OMG, i reali love going to her house!! REALLY REALLY nice and beautiful. And each time i go there, im very very inspiried. Very cool!!! :). Her mum is so nice to gift me CNY goodies :).

Went to Loyang temple to bai bai :) pray for a good new 2010 :)

Thursday, woke up early in the morning and went to finally fixed my broken teeth. And yes the pain is LOL but the heart pain is OMG. 95dollars gone in half an hour's time, ahhh. Thats stupid, and i have learnt my lesson.

1) not to be so greedy and eat so much sweets without stopping
2) not to bite on hard things thinking that my teeth is super solid

And now, for the rest of my life, i cant eat with my front teeth anymore. And if i do it will chip off again. If i dun, after 6years it will be gone again. OMG.

After that had lunch with my brother! :)

Met up with Pyin yesterday to proceed with our V day business plan. So excited so excited. I hope everything works out well!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Den reunion dinner with Pyin Yting Lyan Xying Jw and Trish! So sorry for the long wait, didnt expect to get jammed up at the florist as well. Hmm, and then we went to bugis to have some desserts. After that went to Luis house with PY to collect something. LOL the wooden door is locked but luckily the tenant was awake. Back to Py house to pack and get ready the stock to sell today.

Today morning woke up early to pass some cookies to my Jie's for her mum :). Back home and continue sleeping. Oh dear, theres tests coming up and im bumming around all the time. God bless me lor! LOL.

Now go back to sleep and then recharge some energy for tonight's :).

Monday, February 8, 2010

frustration

Bad mood. CSC, you really caused me to be so frustrated. Im angry and frustrated not because i have a feel for you too or that i even bothered about you. But i just get frustrated and sick and tired and irrtated by you, seriously speaking i wonder how clear must i make it to you that, i do not love you, not in the past, not at this present, and not even in the future. Oh gosh, stop harrassing me. Yes i use the word harrass. You make me fucking damn fed out that if there is a sms blockage, i assure you i will. Or even in advanced scientific terms, if I can block you from seeing me thats even better. Stop looking at me, seriously. That's aint romantic, thats not the way to court a girl. Yah right, i would think that you are extremely macho and not bad looking if i have feel for you too. But sorry, you just disgust me. And probably to be even clearer next time, i would like to tell you that the very mention of you or even your sight turns me off, turns me off is too light a term to use, you disgust me! Stop looking at me each time every lecture ends, stop purposely walking past me and try to show yourself in front of me, just get out of my sight. Its not like i even care a bit about you. But the feeling of being looked at everytime makes me so damn uncomfortable in sch. I have never felt so turn off and so sway at a courtship before. Now i just pray that you stop having wishful thinking on your own side. Im just a short, fat and ordinary girl. That's it. Damn.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Holidays?

Last week:

Wednesday went movie-ing with Vivian and Siew after lab practical. Hmmp, watched the spy next door, not bad a movie haha. It did touched me in the end. Ate at Breeze, the student meal was nice! trying to take every single advantage of being a student for now! though i cant wake for the day i grad! :)

Friday went to Vivian's house for revision. LOL. Make some agar agar. My role there initially was to watch but it ended up that become hands on! But the result was best!! :) so nice lor. And i ate ___ lol!


Today went to my sis place for some cleaning! so cool lor... I also want to leave in a big house!!!! And its so nicely renovated that can do photoshoot there!! But i realised something the climbing up and down of stairs from the first to the third is enough to help me lose weight! LOL.

Im very tired now...............

Saturday, January 30, 2010

letters to heaven

I was so inspired by this show. Letters to heaven.. Hmm. Today's episode is about the boy, Andre, he was said to be able to live 3days only when he was born. But 3days became 7 days, 1month, 6month and subsequently 14 years. The strong will power and determination to live on. His younger sister asked him how do they communicate when he had left for Heaven? He responded that every night the shinest stars hanging on the sky would be him. He requested his mum to keep his room untouched and leave it that way so that whenever his mother missed him, just look for him in the room and he will be there. Im inspired by the love, the bonding that the family had.. And, we should love our family and friends while we can...

Yesterday met up with Jane and Xin hui :) LOL. Long time no see and as usual our best thing to do is to eat in Pizza hut. I love the baked rice since i detest pizza LOL. Hmmm. With the long catch up and the 'exchanging of birthday present' lol since we failed to meet up months ago... And then.. They 2 bought me a cup with the photo of us 3 printed on it. I was quite touched seriously LOL. We were reminded of all the times when we went to Vivo, sat at the top deck with a big tub of ice cream and shared all our woes. That's what friends are about. Simple friends, simple feelings, simple life. Hmm and we started to talk about our life in Swensen (we proceeded to swensen after pizza hut LOL.. Exchanged lots of gossips. LOL. I duno when our next meeting will be. The 3 of us will be lazy to organise one.

Today morning woke up and went to Ying Ting's house! :) She's so nice!! :) hehe. PS: She's really a good cook lor. Hais. Clever and yet able to cook. She asked me a question that stunned me : Michelle lee, when are you cooking for me to eat?...... LOL i didnt know how/what to ans. I sucks at cooking and i hate cooking!

Elise came over to my house. Havent seen for about 2weeks since she started work.. :) hmmm and now they are slackking lol. I cant wait to graduate, i cant wait to work!! :)

Thursday, January 28, 2010

tired.

Tuesday was Hui ni's chalet. Its a beautiful place. Went with Yting and Trish. and so the 3 of us cant stop wowing all the way when we were on our wya to the unit.. Its really sooo sooo beautiful... And now i wonder when will i have worked enough to buy a beautiful house? Stil got 2 more years to graduate, and yet im thinking of many many many things now. Its a good thing to dream, to plan, and yet wait for the time to start :).

Yesterday was a fulfilling day. First thing in the morning dragged myself out of bed. And Vivian gave me 4missed call and 2sms LOL. For fear that i will miss the lab session then dead meat.. After lab, as both of us were too hungry we went to Jurong Point for the one for one meal. And i have learnt that do not eat with someone who requires a fork if not halfway throgh the fork will pierce into your fingers. And then acc her to red cross house to collect your cert, then to bugis to buy one more of the similar dress but in black color! :) End of day, reached home and fell asleep and i only woke up till now. Waiting for Bro's call to have lunch together!!

Sunday, January 24, 2010

sch days

School tomorrow. School. Im lerthagic when i think about the CAs and the exams, still long way to go :(. But sometimes, i love school. Because i have the freedom to do what i want. its not a 9 to 5 thing. At least i can wake up late! Trying to do up the experiment part for the lab report now. 4 more lab session to go!!!

Last friday went out with Py and Ly :). Beginning my intention is only to acc them for their Cny buying, but also fulfilled with what i needed for the Cny home :). Love the pink dress soo soo sooooo much :). Decided to wear the pink dress for Cny instead of the colorful dress i bought from Bkk. This is because, at the rate im eating, i surely cant squeeze inside that colorful dress. And so, i need to slim down soon.. Not now, after the Cny. Im enjoying myself with good food when i lunch with my bro from Wed to Fri :).

JIAYOU wor, bro :). Your decision is final and everyone in the family will support you. You will always be the most outstanding in the world in our eyes! :).

Leave myself with this quote for today:
Strength does not come from winning.
Your struggles develop your strength.
When you go through hardship and decide not to surrender, that is strength!

Friday, January 22, 2010

abcdefg

I start to wonder what's wrong with my life. When i have to type this out 2 times in a few months.

LOVE THE PEOPLE WHO TREAT YOU RIGHT!

I learnt this phrase from somewhere i cant remember. But somehow somewhat it's always that fresh in my mind every now and then. Yes, it is absoutely true. Love the people who treat you right. Some people just like to take some people for granted. Perhaps this is the give and take that we all understand in human to human relations - be it relationship, friendship or even kinship. But if the taking is too much it gradually becomes take things for granted. Certain people are nice to others purely because they are nice to everyone, not because they owe everyone a thing. Certain people doesnt want to voice out even though there's a thousand of stings in their heart because they still thought of the past, not because they are cowards or hypocrites. Certain people like to keep things in their heart because it doesnt make a difference if it is understood or not. Certain times, certain things are meant to be that way.. I strongly believe, no one will in the shadow of sadness, sorrows, regrets, hatred, burdens, poverty, doubts forever. So long as the person works hard, there's always a chance to turn everything around. The transition period is tough. But the person will be touger or perhaps toughest when its all over. Feng Shui turns. No one will be happy forever if it is not maintained. The rich wont be rich forever, the poor wont be poor forever.

What happens if:

-what's used to be not important is important now
-what's used to be important is not important now
-when the ugly side of the objects are revealed

Perhaps then, this is life. But if this is life, i will face all the obstacles and defeat them, because I will follow my own purpose, my own mission, my own dream closely.

Just some randome thoughts.
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Last friday i met up with mama Aisha :). As usual we were talking about all the lame things. Hmmp, it just feel great to be with her :). Im looking forward to the birth of my baby sister!! :) hehe.

Friday, January 15, 2010

start

Pretended that im still on holiday right now. I only go to school 2 times this week. I wake up at 11am everyday and slept at 11pm. I think im sleeping more than what i had during my official holidays. And it's only the first week now, im so looking forward to my May holidays. Life is short and so this 4months should pass by fast. It's fast when i look at it but slow when i been through it.

Random thoughts.

A simple word but filled with millions of other emotions.
People can forget the act done but never the feelings incurred.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Happy 2010

2010 started with a holiday trip to Bkk :). Enjoyed a good 6days with no worries and stress. Time to face the reality. Im facing 2010 with excitements, anticipations and more. I have got ready my list to fulfil for 2010, not releasing it here. Start life anew, start life afresh. Michelle will be strong, good and happy.