Thursday, May 27
-8:16 pm
No, no. Don't misunderstand the song, it just that Winamp was playing this song when I'm writing this entry. Coincides with my fleeting thoughts tonight.
I'm now in SAJC, a college which I had seriously contemplated going after my prelims, ( but before the release of the results of it ) because first and foremost, it is a Christian school. Secondly, it's a more fun school than AJ. Thirdly, their uniform is cool. Fourthly, their academics aren't thaaattt bad. =P But after the release of results, I made a choice to go to NJC which I don't regret at all now that I'm not in it. Came to know tons of wonderful and wacky people: Ellyn, Pin Jie, Hui Ming, Jo to name a few. Haha, just being with them will give me a wealth of laughter and joy. NJC PAE 04S23 just rocks! Hey people, let's keep in contact always k? =D
So now in SA, I had participated in cheering for many games: Volleyball girls finals, Cricket - it's quite fun you know, don't underestimate the power of the cricketeers, Rugby, Soccer. Think still got some more, but can't remember le. Anyway, cheering is FUN! Can feel the Saint spirit sia! Hehes. If I'm in AJ or NJ (no offense people) I wonder if it will be the same or not? Probably not. ( Ooh, I saw Favian at the soccer finals yesterday ;] )
Got over the initially loneliness in SA le. -whew- Can't imagine that period of time when I always wishing I'm back in NJ. So lonely so lonely. ='[ No company also. Sigh.. But now, everything is fine le! Hehe, so happy. Met sho many wonderful people too! Audrey, Elizabeth, Amanda, Hester (our residential Tai Tai), Samantha, Mindy and so on.. I even had a classmate who is only 1 cm taller than me! LOL. Now we are Merry and Pippin. -.-" Diaoz, but she's a very funny girl lo. Again, this class is a total mixture of different types of people, just like 04S23. Interesting and lovable class. ;D Hehes, so lucky to have them. Then my CT is chao chao cute lo. She's very liberal - not like some teachers who's always afraid of all the protocols, gossipy, teaches well, a woman of her own mind, caring etc. Anyway, just all the qualities that you will like to have in your teacher. She's just pure havoc!
I'm also doing quite ok in my studies. At least not failed anything yet, not even Economics, the one subject I most have doubts about. GP is also another one, but I think can manage at least a pass ba. I've a GP group which is rather hard-working. All of them are nice people, though I'm rather afraid of one person's temperament, although this person is rather ok at most time. Just hope that this person will be more zi dong in controlling the ba qi ba. If you readers are not dense, then most probably you will know who I'm talking about. Hopefully this person is not reading this. *cross fingers*
Hmm, I remembered praying during the 'O' levels that my results will please God and to bring me to the school He wants me to go. I also remembered that I asked for growth in my spiritual being. By bringing me to SA, I felt that God has answered my prayers. Though the feeling of home has not really set within me, but I feel that it is starting to grow on me le. NJ will always hold beautiful memories for me. Maybe God wants me to get to know the people there ba, to learn about lotsa things, academics and non-academics. And now, I shall enjoy my time in SA! and learn of God's purpose for me in SA. =) Sorrie people, such a long entry.
I realised today that I missed my ZH friends.. ALOT. Especially when I met up with Sharon yesterday. Sigh.. Don't mind spending time with her and not go to the soccer match lo. LOL, we even exchanged uniforms lo. She just loves SA uniform and we went walking around with her in SA U and me in VJ U. Damn hilarious lo, we were so anticipating for people to come and look at us and dragged us back to change back. Haha. Lala~ Cindy, Shiling, Xiuyin!! Where are you guys???? Where's our saturday meetings?!?! -lauffs- Just having a bout of xiang si bing.. Don't mind me. -.-"
Ok, this is a super long entry sorry sorry. Signing out now, Janice out ;)
=[Feeling]= : Blessed
'-'Listening to'-' : ~*~ Bon Jovi - All About Loving You ~*~
Tuesday, May 25
-11:05 pm
I NEED HELP!
For my GP essay. I really really really don't know what to write and I haven't really study for my econs test tomorrow morning!!! What did I do in the afternoon?!!? Sleep!! *tears hairs* Stupid discrimination.. Why are there discrimination in the world? Because of fear, ignorance, sense of superiority or just plain stupidity of humans? I think it's the last one, but I can't write that down for a GP essay. It needs to be coherent. I'm not even writing a coherent entry now. What the..
And I hate PW. Why do they want to implement PW?? Do they think that A level is still not enough for us to worry about? And what PEARLS? Not as though I will need them in the future.. I agree that the skills and experiences I gained from all these activities will give me an edge but how much of it is an edge? People are doing more then me, and they are given less credit. Is this system fair? Why do we need a ranking system to rank everyone? Why can't we just be one big happy family where we are just happy for each other in whatever we do and not compete unneccessarily?
Because the world is unfair. Plain and simple. -.- There's inequality everyone. Man sinned. All things beautiful created by God are sullen by the actions of Man. Stupid Man. Yeah I know I'm hitting on myself - human. But what the heck, I need to rant!! There's more to it than these. But for the sake of those who are reading it, I shan't elaborate more. And simply cuz I don't have enough time too..
I'm in a foul mood. Keep your claws to yourself and you shan't suffer under mine. In fact, they haven't been sharpened for a long time, make sure they don't. *growls*
=[Feeling]= : Snappish
'-'Listening to'-' : ~*~ Evangelion - Cruel Angel's Thesis ~*~
Sunday, May 23
-9:41 pm
You have a kind soul! What can be better than
cooking lemon-pastries? Only helping out sick
kids of course! Congratulations, you have a
kind soul. Known for your purity and goodness
you follow your heart and your brain. The path
you seem to talk on is golden, and your touch
can make others forget about their pain. Your
always the one who donates to charity, feeds
the squirrels in the park, and volunteers down
at the shelter. Youre determined to make the
world a better place, and be sweet and
thoughtful everywhere. You are probably
multi-talented, and others love being around
you. Be careful though. Dont let them take
advantage of you.
What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures! brought to you by Quizilla
Typical Pisces. haha..
-9:14 pm
F1 is now on TV and M.Shumacher (sp?) is one of the top three. Wonder why people still want to watch the show when he's winning all the races. Isn't that such a bore? The same person who wins at every race? Personally I like Rakkionan (sp?). The cool Fin. Haha. But this Monacco race is damn dangerous. The track is narrow and curvy, full of barriers. What were the authorities thinking when they decided using this track? Challenges? However this is much too far a challenge can go! People can just die there when they hit something and the driver is not the only who will get injuried! Think twice before deciding the next time.
Ellyn arh, I'm not in on Tuesday afternoons lo!! I'm still in school having lessons..!! What's so important? Try find some way to tell me k? Cause I really hardly see you online now!!
I should be studying now. Oh jeez.. But I just can't pry myself away from the computer. Sigh.. Lucky all important stuff had been attended to, I really have to go after this entry.
Eventful weekend? Not really. Went for the Chinese Society's drama performance on Friday. Was not interested initially, I mean, how interesting can a drama performance get? I don't mind the chinese but well, I just can't get my butt stick onto the TV for long, so why this? However, it turned out good. Very, very good in fact. The themes were of substance, acting was good, the props too. Most importantly, the way they presented the show was unique. Something out of the ordinary. =)Enjoyed myself immensly especially for the comedy.
Things I want to buy:
Tsubasa RESERvoir Chronicles 5
XXXholic 3
Haou Airen 8
Saiyuki: Reload 3
Fruits Basket 14
HanaKimi 22
Pencilbox
Handphone Pouch ( I lost mine!! -weeps- )
But I will need $$$$$$$$$. Sigh.
=[Feeling]= : Hmm..
'-'Listening to'-' : ~*~ Gundam Wing - Just Communication ~*~
Tuesday, May 18
-6:21 pm
Ellyn, not that I don't want to be online, just that when you are online I'm not... Haiz.. What time you online? Give me specific time then I go or else night time normally reserved for homework liao. -.- Hehes. Drop a tag kz?
Yea!! Bel gonna help me scan a totally adorable picture of a kitten!! It's so cute that I want the picture there and then! And she's gonna help me scan a picture of Brad Pitt! Arh!!! I'm so happy. Hees.. Brad Pitt Brad Pitt.. He's so shuai. Damn it, I can't stand it sia. Orlando Bloom you can temporary step aside. Ok my female hormones are going into an overdrive.. But how can I help it when I hardly notice any eye candies near me?? =( So sian..
I'm getting sick and sian and irritated in Bio class now. The teacher has absolutely very low EQ!! She thinks that everyone is as smart as her arh? Or she thinks she teaching HC or RJ people? She like them so much go there teach la! But there's one fact I'll grudgingly admit. That she teaches very well, though sometimes her facts are damn confusing. It contradicts to what was taught in the lectures. Haiz.. So fan..
Today got chemistry spa mock test. Didn't really study for it. Hope can do well or at least not fail. Just pass averagely is fine. Chinese Composition test was held today also. Crapped out the entire story. Haha, come to think of it, the plot was so damn stupid!! THe ending was also hastily written. Bleh, hope will not get penalised. And this will be the marks for my common test Chinese Paper 1. Die die!! Just as the Spartans rowers of NJ'04 1st Orientation Playhouse event had said..
=[Feeling]= : Excited
'-'Listening to'-' : ~*~ Jay Zhou - Yi Fu Zhi Ming ~*~
Sunday, May 16
-10:31 pm
Grumpy because of the weather. Making me all sweaty and sticky... Argh. Watched 'Troy' yesterday. Hmm, good movie but just find it quite similar to LOTR. Well maybe all historical stories have about the same skeletons. Just that how the authors fleshed them out is another matter. However, for the matter of 'Troy, the siege is possibly a truth, but the love story and all, it's kinda off track.
Apparently, Helen was chosen from among 3 women, 2 of them were Greek Goddesses, by Paris, Prince of Troy. But she was actually married to the King of Sparta ( He's such a pig in the movie.. Made me winced when I remembered that I was once in 'Sparta' :P Lucky we didn't have such a tryant leader at that time. Hehes ) So he got angry and enlisted the help of his brother, another king of one of the many cities of Greece, who enlisted the help of other kings. In other words, the whole of Greece was going to attack Troy. Achilles was the greatest warrior among the Greeks. He was sent to take bak Helen. To cut the long story short, Achilles died, killed by Paris who shot his heel ( thus the idiom 'Achilles' Heel' ). Paris died too. Helen was taken back to Greek I think. Troy was destroyed, ironically by the object of their worship, the famous Trojan Horse.
Well, initially I didn't think Brad Pitt is very handsome. Okie, he's good-looking, but I just don't like his kind of looks. But after this movie, he's definitely droolicious! Haha. Orlando Bloom sometimes paled in comparison. But I still like Orlando more, cause of his I-dunno-what accent. And when he's shooting stance. He's so shuai!! XD Oh man, but Brad Pitt is just oozing with manly charms in that movie!! Damn! I can't decide now... Wanna see?
Brad Pitt: Achilles
Orlando Bloom: Paris
Eric Bana: Hector ( Paris elder brother, Commander of the Trojan Army, killed by Achilles )
He's not bad looking too. ^.^
Anyway, the movie left a lot of room of imagination for fan fiction to take place. Hehes, and I'm looking foward to them!! >.< Especially the one between Achilles and his captive, dunno what her name is. =P Hehes..
=[Feeling]= : Grumpy
'-'Listening to'-' : ~*~ Wang Lee Hom - Ni He Wo ~*~
Friday, May 14
-6:58 pm
Blogger is malfuntioning. -.- Why am I always met with this kind of things. Blah!
=[Feeling]= : Pissed
'-'Listening to'-' : ~*~ Mayday - Heng Xin De Heng Xing ~*~
Wednesday, May 12
-9:12 pm
Yea! Bought a new wallet! Have been waiting for it for sooooooo long. XD Bought some pens too! And all at the expenses of my mom. Nope, not very guilty but still somewhat is. Oh well, it's not everytime that I get to knock my mom for some extra things. Oh yah, how can I forget the new New Balance shoes too! It wasn't the one I reallly wanted, but still do well. Hmm, this wasn't my idea but because she needed a pair of shoes for her aerobics class, and it's only for 3 months, so might as well buy one so that I can wear after she finished the class. Now I have two pairs to wear to school, can afford to wash that pair of barely a year shoes liao!! Saw an identical pair, and the colour contrast depressed me so much. Never thought that wearing it for 3/4 of a year will cause it to become such an ugly colour. Oh well, it has braved through the rain and sun. *pats shoes* Good work! =D
Hey Bel, the previous entry is only once in a while, won't happen for the next few months unless I'm again in a somber or contemplating mood. Was pretty bored yesterday, so write down something meaningful lo. Hehes. Hmm, today CO pretty slack leh, 'cause I think most J1s ponned lo. ( There's a match between SA and YJ in CCAB ) Actually only J1 from the Hose house can go, but, as students of SA, who cares. Many non-Hose memebers sneaked out of school too. With the truckload of students leaving, who will know. They damn lucky that they were not required to wear the house t-shirt lo. Haiz. Anyway, we won. With a wide gap. Shouldn't be an exciting match. I just want to watch the one between HC and SA. That one will be pure excitement! Sadly, only the J2s will get to go. *pouts*
Stupid Friendster is malfunctioning again.. Just want to log in and see see also cannot. Ah.. Shall try later again then. Tomorrow's Chemistry test still haven't study yet. Haiz.. Hmm, will go study now. Will not suffer the same fate as Kendrick with his chem test that day. Hahas.
=[Feeling]= : Joyful (^.^)
'-'Listening to'-' : ~*~ You're Under Arrest - Opening Theme ~*~
Tuesday, May 11
-8:29 pm
Hmm, blogspot has a new layout. Not bad, I think. Quite refreshing and bright, unlike it's previous one, orangy and dark blue-y. It's not a bad combination, though I will prefer this current one. They add a whole lot more things - profiles, photos as though it's a friendster kind of thing, think it lacks the testimonials part nia. -.- Actually come to think of it, there are a whole lot more of website like those of friendster. Zorpia, Hi-5 what have you? Wonder what is the need for all this? Has such programmes, websites eroded the tradition of "writing" a letter? Such that we only use the email to handle such stuff? No wonder people cherish their letters, may it be from old lovers or just a greeting cards from distant friends. I still keep every single cards and letters I've got all my life. :D Especially those during my stint in NJ. Yeps, the Valentine Day letters and cards too. Hehe.. Anyway, Nicholas Sparks' novels always have the use of letters. To him personally, letters are an effective way of communication, one that is personal and can convey hundreds and thousands of emotions and feelings in it.
The epistolary form has been around for centuries, of course. I'm neither the first nor finest to use it. But letters are a wonderful vehicle for emotions, if used effectively and sparingly. In the case of a novel written in third person, for instance, a letter might allow the reader deeper insight into a character's feelings or thoughts, since a letter is written in first person.
http://www.nicholassparks.com/FAQS/
Notebook/FAQ_Book_Notebook_6.html
Sometimes words alone cannot express the pent up emotions within. The slightest falter in handwriting, the exact timing of the arrival of the letter, the arrangement of the letter, the type of paper used could have so much more to add to these complex feelings of ours or even to the receiver. It has so much impact on us, we who we called logical, thinking creatures. Woah.. Come to think of it, I never reallly liked to write letters, because I never knew what to write! This sense of helplessness hindered me from progressing with the letter. I think it's the innate shyness from within. Since young, I rather hide away and seek solace in a corner of a room rather than running around and jumping about seeking attention. ... I think it's because of "jia jiao" ba, my siblings are all like that. =P
Whoever said that chivalry has died has obviously not met all the guys in this world. First and formost, I'm not advocating that guys are superior than girls or whatever chauvinistic opinions the males normally have. But yet also, I'm not a feminist either, though not an extreme one. Anyway, yah, I was heading to a reading room then this guy was just leaving the room. Apparently, he saw me and held onto the door until I reached. Was pretty surprised at his gestures but nonetheless touched. I don't even know him! =) People may argue that it's just manners or just sun bian, but the fact that he did this is a huge thing already. Yea, that was my take on chivalry of the minority of Singapore men. Hehes.
Bio test was only a MCQ. So... diaoz by it lo. Thought was essay. Haha, anyway, lucky it's a MCQ, wasn't very prepared if it was an essay. Then, my Econs teacher was not here today. Had a double period lunch. =D Pratas they are, my lunch for today. They weren't very delicious, something seemed to be lacking today from the usual. Perhaps it's cold that's why. =P Oh well, have to go do homework liao. Byes people~
=[Feeling]= : Lucky
'-'Listening to'-' : ~*~ Christina Aguilera - I turn to You ~*~
Sunday, May 9
-10:57 pm
Whew, haven't update for a week! And no one put the update signs.. Hmm, good or bad? Hehe, whatever la, as long as I remember to update can le.
Hectic week, you ask? Not really, considering the things I have to do for the weeks and months to come. Did flag day yesterday, collection was fine, had quite a bagful of coins. There was only 3 $2 notes in it, so heavy sia. Imagine carrying at least 2kg worth of coins, your wrist will hurt man.. However, I did slacked la, for about 30mins, in the library. Went to chiu air-con with Min Chu. =) Well, after this flag day, my dislike for it deepens even more. I just don't like going around asking people for money, even if it is for a good course. It just simply too discouraging and embarassing if people treat you as transparent or just stared at the bag and walk off. I finally understand why Xintian said she don't like people saying "It's ok"! I should be the one saying it ok?! Oh well, but that's only the minority. So in the future, I'll avoid flag day as much as possible, unless it is really a last resort. =|
PW is on its way to the body. Lala~ So much thinking to do.. My brain is going to get some pure hard thinking treatment for this coming months. Add on to common test. Haiz, with all the camps and CIP in June, think I'll hardly have the time to study. But.... whenever I said that, God always give me the time to do, I realised over years of education. It's not that I don't have the time, it's just that I'm too lazy and unwilling to touch my books or notes or homework. This type of people is call "slacker" Haha, no la. It's just called laziness. Should be different from being a slacker? I don't want to offend any slackers or slackers-to-be =P hehs..
So, I have identified areas in which I seriously lack. Discipline to be exact. Timetabling has no effect on me. I really need a study partner to go through this rigourous "training"! Maybe will pop down to the library or wat. Just hope that I will not be tempted to read books or sleep or pop to the cafe for a bite instead of studying. But then hor, by the time I reached AMK library, I'm pretty sure that it will be occupied by AJ people. -.-" Oh well, when I can force myself to do it then will I make comments.
Tomorrow is another brand new day. Another brand new challenge lies ahead. Cheerios people, beat the monday blues! =)
=[Mood]= : Sweaty
'-'Listening to'-' : ~*~ Rurouni Kenshin - 1/3 no Junjou Na Kanjou ~*~
Sunday, May 2
-10:29 pm
Had to change my layout temporarily. Something went wrong with the script. Will change it ASAP but hope still can have the same one ba, because I kind of like this one. =( Don't have much time to blog this weekend as well as today. Sorry people.. Anyway, I really enjoyed the NJ choir concert on Friday, really think that you guys are zhai sia!! I like the sacred music part the most. Keep up the good work k? Haha. =D
=[Mood]= : Overloaded..
'-'Listening to'-' : ~*~ Nothing ~*~
