Tuesday, June 29
-11:19 pm
Whoohoo~! Had a blackout around an hour ago. The adrenaline is still on high~! Haha.. Apparently, quite a large area in Singapore tio blackout. Let's see, Bishan, Ang Mo Kio, West Clementi, Bukit Panjang, Seng Kang, Hougang, Changi, Punggol, Woodlands, Serangoon. Almost all part of Singapore are covered. -whistles- So exciting sia~! Haha. I'm sounding abnormal but the chances of this happening in Singapore is like once in a million, so should bask in the moment ma.. LOL~ Hmm, let's breakdown this moment of history.
[WHAT] Blackout la! Haha..
[WHY] Disruption in the flow of natural gas from Indonesia.
[HOW] Dunno, something wrong with the gas pipe? Check news tml.
[WHERE] Most parts of Singapore.
[WHO] The residents?
[WHEN] around 10:20pm
Was talking to Hester about maths, then *chu chu*, all lights and sound went off. Total darkness and eerily silent. People were shouting, kids crying out loud for the sake of it. Then flashes of lights began shining around the neighbourhood. In several households, candlelights can be seen too. 20 minutes later *chu chu* all electricity came back. >.<\/ haha..
All right, I'm off to mugging again. Nitex..
=[Feeling]= : Excited
'-'Listening to'-' : ~*~ Hoobastank - The Reason ~*~
Saturday, June 26
-1:02 pm
Well, I'm supposed to be mugging an hour and 3 minutes ago. But it never happened. Well, it definitely is going to start after this entry. MATHS!!! Here I come!! I'm so going to plough through AP, GP, Sigma, and trigo. In 3 hours? definitely not going to make it. But at least half of it, besides, thank God I'm only going to be starting from the latest years, not going to waste my time and brain cells pondering and pulling my hair over questions that went obselete. Muhahahaaha.. - lamer._. - I've also downgraded to the post of a slacker-mugger. Haha. (Yeah, an oxymoron.) How so.. Hmm, I slacked till the very last minute and mugged like there's no tomorrow. However, after only 3 hours of mugging, I return to slacking mode. So hence the term.. Does it make sense to you? No? Never mind, it doesn't to me either. Haha.. Was pretty impressed of myself when I recalled how I mugged through prelims. Just sitting there for 6 to 7 hours and mugged non-stop. I think I seriously need someone to mug through with me. Can't make it alone. *waves hand* Anyone wants a study group? Count me in! Seriously need to pull through this. Or else, I can't think what will happen during promos. For now, pass is all I'll ask for, though try to be a good pass, like a B? =P unrealistic expectations. But who knows?
PoT is finally coming up in another half an hour's time!! Woohoo. Finally, can get to watch the match between Fudomine and Seigaku! Lala~ Ryoma-kun!! *fangirl shrieking away* Oh yea, Kenneth bought FMA! Haha, another good manga coming up!! Woohoo!! Going to watch spidey2 next friday with the gang! Oh man, next week is so blessed despite all the examninations. Just meeting them is a blessing that exceeds all unhappiness. :D Hope Cindy will remember to bring her camera, then maybe we will go camera-crazy. We just have too little pictures going around. -sobs-
All righty, off to mugging. Ja ne~
=[Feeling]= : Hungry
'-'Listening to'-' : ~*~ Coldplay - Yellow ~*~
Thursday, June 24
-11:59 am
Haven't been updating for quite a while. Mugging session coming up soon, so can't write much. Prince of Tennis is taking forever to download. What the hell.. Feel like changing the layout, but there isn't any that catches my eye. It's either too pinkish or too flowery. Doesn't suit my mood or taste. =P Yeah, I'm grumbling, what else can you do when the exams are coming up and the amount of stuff you have to study is heaped up into a literary mountain? Only maths is going on schedule. Studied chemistry couple of days ago, realized that there's so much to study, especially for chemical bonding.
Such a bloody detailed chapter.
Thank goodness the others chapters are quite basic, and just need to run through them nia.. However, still have to write the answers out so to have a feel of it. Biology.. well... it's still ok, I guess. PW is off schedule. Econs, only be touching it over the weekend, thus everything have to be done by the weekend and at this rate I'm going, it'll never happen. Maybe chemistry will, considering that I'm going (church)YC's house to study on friday, then maybe everything will be all right. =|
Let's not worry about tomorrow, for today's is already a lot to bear.
The O level certs are finally out. Sure took a bloody long time to produce them sia. What's with the school man. Any one going back to take it must call me leh, I'll have to inform some others along too. Then maybe after that we go hang out k? Haha. Don't think got testimonials ba, since it's already written in the leaving cert. Damn unlucky to have Mr Choo for a form teacher, he writes almost the same things to everyone. Only those who are really outstandingly mischievous or goody-2-shoes then maybe there will be a sentence or two that emphasized on it.
Just realized my tone is quite bitchy. Ah well, that's what I'm feeling now anyway. Don't provoke me. *snares*
=[Feeling]= : Lethargic and prickly
'-'Listening to'-' : ~*~ WeiB - It's too Late ~*~
Tuesday, June 15
-1:16 am
"The Notebook: The Movie" is going to be out SOOOOONNNNNNN!!!!!!! I can't wait for it man!!!! Argh!!!! Just love that novel so much!!!!! No one and I mean no one, is going to stop me from watching that show~!!!!! But it's coming out on the 25th, this month... Should I??? *bites fingers* Darn!!!!! *screams for Noah and Allie* I'm so going to buy the book. In fact, I think I wanna collect all of Nicholas Sparks' books. All of them had successfully put tears in my eyes, no matter what.. *kyaa!!!*
By the way, any manga lovers out there, check out Parfait Tic. It's great! Damn dramatic sia. But slightly draggy la, it's already at the 11th volume liao, but no sign of showing who she's really going to be with... Have checked out scans of volume 13 liao, still no sign of it.... the chinese title is "Ai4 Shi4 Bai3 Hui4" Ichi is a cutie >.< and so is Daiya!! >.<
Monday, June 14
-11:34 am
Came back from famine camp yesterday. Had a delicious dinner packed by Thai Express. =D Maybe should go and patronize them in the future. Then had another small dinner back home, though had to eat very slowly. Two dinners in a night? Who can take it even if they had gone through a 30-hours famine? Was so tired that I fell asleep with my spectacles on, only realised it this morning. Ok, about the camp. Well, it was a wonderful experience, extremely rewarding too. Actually frankly speaking, it wasn't a famine camp, we had sugar water. Bet the people don't even had that.. Anyways.. Went through several stimulated activities to experience what the people there are experienced. Realized once again how fortunate we are to be a Singaporean. Everything is provided for: food, shelter, clean sanitary, clear water (even though some maybe recycled). The hunger that I felt was only a very small fraction of what these people in Africa had gone through their entire life. Most of the people in the village are women and children. To add salt to the wound, some of them had contracted AIDS. How far worse can you get? Most of the women caught the disease because of their husbands' promiscuous behaviour in the cities. AIDS is wiping out an entire generation of people there in Africa. Grandparents have to look after their grandchildren despite their old age; older siblings forsaking their future to look after way way youngers siblings. It's so heart-wrenching.. Liz said she often wondered why God caused such severe suffering on one side of the world while give such bountiful blessings to another? I had no idea too.
Hoping to make a difference, our group(my classmates too) decided to sponsor a child. But that will have to go through the entire class' voting/agreement. It's only $45 a month, everyone just contribute $2 every month, and you can make alot of difference in a child's life. You can provide him with clean water, nutritional food, basic medical care and a shelter. Basic skills are also taught to him/her so that she can go out and make a living. How great is that?! What they are earning now is so meagre that I just can't see how they make do with it. If we can do so, really hope we can go see the sponsored child soon, to see how he/she is doing. =)
=[Feeling]= : Sored
'-'Listening to'-' : ~*~ Jolin Tsai - Hai Dao ~*~
Wednesday, June 9
-12:02 am
Here I am, blogging in th middle of the night, again. -.-" Well, my hands can't keep away from the computer, might as well put them into good use. Hehe.. Had weird dreams last night, can't remember most of it, but it felt so real. .... But all my dreams felt real. The most scary thing? Some of them really happened, though not exactly the same way/events but the end results are the same. However, after getting the results, what happened next, I don't have an inkling. *shrugs* maybe I'm just too sensitive. Over-imagination. No wonder have these kind of weird dreams.
Downloaded some pictures. Was scared to death when I found out that 133Kb was received. Initially when I calculated, I thought I spent over $70. Was frantically trying to think up of suitable excuses but to a mother who will question at every cent spent on anything, and I mean anything, it's kinda hard. Then it hits me, it's 0.53 cents for each Kb. Multiply by 2, it's about 10cents. So I've only spent 70 over cents.. Do you know the sense of relief was so overwhelming that I almost jumped around?? Haha. Stupid me. ;P
CO camp coming up in another 10 hours time, so I don't think I'll be blogging for the next few days. Hope I can snatch like half an hour of any breaks to just type something in. =D Hehe, ciao den.
=[Feeling]= : bleary..
'-'Listening to'-' : ~*~ Rurouni Kenshin - The Fourth Avenue Cafe ~*~
Tuesday, June 8
-2:29 am
Got to be quiet here.. It's like 2.27 in the morning?? Shucks.. Haha. Was up surfing the net, searching for ryo x saku fanart. =D Didn't regret it. Though I'll suffer later in the morning for maths. Bleh.. Maybe I should pon? Cuz I didn't do any tutorial. Besides, I want to do other stuff. However, if I don't go, then I'll definitely missed out. Oh, and I have to get Liz's sleeping bag.. Oh well. Let's go then.
Went to watch Harry Potter today, well yesterday techically.. Pretty good, but like what Paul they all said, also quite disappointing. Well, there's action and the drama and that blossming(? ;D) romance betwenn Ron and Hermionie. But I think they cut out alot on the Mauranders' story. Alot weren't explained, as though the director thinks that everyone watching would have read the story. Blah. And there's only half a quidditch match, and he got knocked out so soon. WTF.. Oh well, Spidey is coming out soon!! Can't wait to catch it! Peter Parker, and has he got a damn find physique! *wolf-whistle* LOL..
Depressed.. What the heck am I supposed to do?? I'm trying to let go, but noooo! I had to see you and your friends, not that I mind. And my heart had to betray me and went into excited state. =p You always appear in places where I least expect the most. Wherever I go, I will always look for you, but you will never ever appear. And now, this? What the.. God, are You playing a prank on me?? You will always remain special in my heart but I think I should let go, really soon. As soon as possible. Now will be the best. But who said letting go is easy? As soon as I saw you, my lips just broke into a smile immediately, without thinking at all. You smiled too but you always ready a smile for everyone. Never will I be the special one. I've conceded to the fact years ago but why just can't I let it go? Every time when the feeling starts to fade, something happened or I was given another opportunity to get to know you better. But silly me never took good care of these rare chances. Ah... I've laid this matter in Your divine hands, Lord. Guide me please. I really don't want to dwell on this matter anymore. Save me from this misery. Moving on is the only way foward.
=[Feeling]= : Hungry
'-'Listening to'-' : ~*~ Fan whirring ~*~
Friday, June 4
-11:27 pm
Had an interesting and educated trip to the biodiversity musuem today. Never knew that our country had such a large biodiversity hidden in that small plot of rainforest. *rubs chin* So amazing right? There's a wide range of corals too, just along the coast of Chek Jawa, but it's going to be destroyed soon if we don't preserved now. So sad~ ='( We never appreciate what we have until it's lost.
I'm pretty dreading church nowadays. Not that I'm losing interest in God, but by the people, more particular the admin people ie: Reverand Phua, Shi Ying, Dennis blah blah, just those who had a say in my handling of stuff. I'm not enjoying my serving in the ministries anymore. They are making them as my burdens. It's choking me up... Really wish there will be more youths coming into the church when it expands. So that we (my age group people) will not be overloaded by all the responsibilities. Their expectations are draining all of us out. =.= wanna run away. ~Run away, run away.. Run away run away..~ *singing to the tune of the Sugar Ray's song*
Just found I'm pretty sua ku about some things. Not exactly a lack of knowledge of stuff, but not knowing what's going on in my friends' lives. We claimed that we are the best of friends, but do I know what's happening to her/him during these past few days? No, I don't. Seriously I don't. Is the result of lack of communication, lack of being in contact, lack of seeing each other? Is it true that by saying that you are in my heart and it will be ok? No I don't think so but what else can we do, in these days of work and more work? A bout of melancholy.. Sometimes in times like that, how I wished I was living in the past, where villages still exist. My world might not have been exciting and full of discovery, but at least I'm with family and friends. I might not have a wide circle of friends, but at least we are close enough to call each other sisters/brothers. My world will be so much simpler.
=[Feeling]= : Draggy
'-'Listening to'-' : ~*~ Canon in D - Piano Variation ~*~
-10:16 am
Haha, my bacteria transformation was successful. However, the success of it is still to be determined because I think we put in too much of the solution into the agar plate liao. >.< Oh well, at least we managed to get results. Also, my group/class has the highest number of successful transformation!! Hehe, so happy. =D
Was looking through Lonely Planet website. Stumbled upon England. Went to find pictures on the Canterbury Cathedral. Damn beautiful sia!! It's so grand and ancient and full of history.. Convinced me once more that I really should travel to Europe and take pictures of that wonderful continent. Haha. But I also want to go to Japan.. Ah.. I will definitely travel to these places before I die, keke. =) All right I've got to go. Maybe will return later to blog again, if I have the time and the interest to do it. Going to NUS Raffles Musuem of Biodiversity later, going to go see how animals get preserved. =P Then when I get home, I may want to play Zeus. Damn, hope I don't get addicted to it.
=[Feeling]= : not much..
'-'Listening to'-' : ~*~ Nothing ~*~
