lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Sunday, August 29
-12:34 am
I'm a bitch, a brat, an insensitive idiot, a narcissistic person, a prat, a hypocrite, self-indulgenced and who knows what..
And I wonder why God loves me so much?
And I just wanna give thanks to You.
For everything You have given to me.
Give Thanks
I Thessalonians 5:18
"In everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you."
Henry Smith
Give thanks with a grateful heart,
Give thanks to the Holy One,
give thanks because He's given Jesus Christ, his Son. (X2)
And now let the weak say, "I am strong!"
Let the poor say, "I am rich because of what the Lord has done for us!" ( X2 )
Give thanks.
Give thanks.
Just a thought..
Wednesday, August 25
-11:26 pm
shit u PW.. i'm so pissed.. don't know why also.. just for the stupid ****ing written report.. screwing up everyone's life.. damn jcs and the most high authority in the country.. gah.. hope i dun get sued for this little rant.. but it's just so........ bah....
i haven't started mugging for promos.. even kendrick has started.. what the... one of the most slacker person i've known is mugging for exams.. (well for his test as for now.. but what's the difference? he's already talking about promos?!!! o.O) what does this shows? what a pathetic lifestyle we are having now.. really wished that i was born earlier in the century, having no worries about pw or pearls or cip or whatever we are worried about now.. i've only a levels to care about.. or born later, with all the new changes in education.. lesser syllabus.. an education system that looks, acts, and provides like one.. no more mugging over information that does not concerned us in the future.. bet mugging will be an archived word after such changes.. to even talk to my child about the current education system will be a like playing the zither to a bull... .... damn it, i'm getting incoherent... yada yada.. i'm signing off.. going to get my beauty slp... i slept at 2am last night la...... geez... but much better then mister kenneth loy, who had papers today and went to sleep at 5 in the morning.. zhai la... ..........
Saturday, August 21
-11:22 pm
I finally sccumbed to the temptation of blogging.. Haiz.. Hmm, don't want to write about past events liao. At least for now. No point writing about it since it's over. So, what can I write? Hmm.. let's talk about my criteria for potential boyfriend who I believe will never pop out unless God wants him to. Anyway, these are some points I like him to possess..
- Be able to tolerate and accept my quirks which I have many.
- Tall, at least 165? No boyfriend of my can be shorter then me. That's a big nono!
- Able to make me laugh.
- Loves-God Christian.
- Mature. So, maybe need to be older than me le ba..
- Can engage in deep heart to heart talks and argue about brainless stuff. LOL
- Don't need me to become his mother or elder sister.
- Sentimental.
- Filial.
- Caring.
- Sensitive, but not until like a girl that kind.
- Sense of security must be strong.
- Responsible.
- Committed.
- Has some sort of dress sense. At least knows when to be presentable.
I think there's more ba, I can't remember exactly all of them. Demanding am I? Kind of. Not that he must have all these qualities but some major ones he should at least qualify for. Well, betcha that the One will severly lack many of these qualities that I have stated. It's always like that. Prince Charming is never the one you are together with in that end. Some may argue but that's because they are the exceptional ones. Who in this world get what they want, get their way in everything they do? Almost close to none. Stop deluding yourself and face reality. Have no mistake, I'm not blasting at anyone in particular. Just saying what I feel. This is a lesson I, too have to relearn. It's not an easy task, but nevertheless, unless I get it right, I'll be taking recourses again and again. Reality is harsh, ain't it? But too bad. You have to take it or leave it. The ones who are able to ride over it will be the champions of this everlasting race. So let us be champions too. =)
Friday, August 13
-6:33 pm
Freaky Friday really came true for me today. -grumbles- Had bad luck all the way, although it was ok till the end. Screwed up Maths test. Panicked, forgot everything, wasted time just to get paper. What the.. Felt so ashamed seeing Mr. Lee after that. Lucky I did my tutorials, wasn't that bad yet. Then later inGP, I forgotten to bring GP notes. ... Got some mild scalding from the teacher's acid tongue. :P Was in a bad mood today, in fact since like yesterday. Got told our interview questions went out of point, though Mr Chu was nice about it, and offered to help, but the disappoinment in it is undeniable. We are back to square one. Maybe not that bad yet, since we've got our research, but still.. Written Report up in two weeks time. Got pissed off by a group member who seemed to have no respect for me as a leader. Really wish I can blast at the person. Wish this person's attitude can change, if he's going to continue like that, I wonder how's he going to survive in the working world. Maybe he could, who knows. Then, I got shoot by my mother for not studying very hardworkingly. And for what reason? My idioitic brother didn't do well for his O level chinese, now have to retake. So she decided to aim me as well. I've been consistently getting not bad results, why can you just relax..!!
I'm so going to refrain from typing any vulgarities..
STRESSED!!!!!
This blog is going to be on hiatus for the next month or two. I hope. Need to start mugging le, or else I'm going to be studying in SAV liao. Which I definitely do not want to. Although the school maybe nice and new, the prospect of studying there isn't very appealing, particularly now. Maybe I'll just add snippets of the most happening things around, but until then, perhaps, I won't have to worry about this bloggie for the time being. So until promos then. =P
Wednesday, August 11
-10:18 pm
Whoo hoo! I finally got my hands on Fullmetal Alchemist mangas and Prince of Tennis DVDs~~!!!! -fangirl screaming away!- LOLs.. It's not that exaggerated, but well, this is a blog, you've gotta do something drama once in a while.
Lala, nothing much to do. Just spending time away while waiting for stupid Ben to come online. To send something obviously for my brother.. -.- Almost had a wild time at the farewell party, but not really. Cause the gals weren't that enthu. Finally somehow understand why Amanda likes hanging out with the guys. Sometimes we need some wildness in da house, but no.. Oh well, this is them, what can I do. Amazing race is going on, but no mood to watch leh.. Hmm, maybe will just catch the ending, see who will get eliminated.
Still got econs tutorial to do. So wu liao, but on a high note, my haircut wasn't a failure, since some said I look better with short hair. And we missed double GP!! Isn't this a day for celebration? LOL.. Off to watch Amazing Race, tata~
Monday, August 9
-9:41 am
Happy National Day! =)
Happy Birthday to Samantha~! =D
Happy Belated Birthday to Kendrick~ =)
There's quite a lot of happening these past few days. Haha, no time to write at all.. -.- Shall attempt to note them all down within half an hour time before leaving to meet up with Ah Paul to study. I've been slacking these past 3 days, so I MUST do homework at least.. haha..
6th August
Saintasia II is an event to mark the end of the card fund-raising event. Sorry to Maria. ;P Anyway, we had inter-house telematches. Each telematch was organised by a House and played by various classes. During the intervals, we sang all the past national day songs. Only Gomes House was the most enthu. LOL, at least for my side. I don't know about the Loy Fatts. Bleh.. Played Musical Chairs with around 200 over people, managed to stay until the round to choose the top 20. However, it was getting boring cause people wouldn't move, and it is pretty stagnant most of the time. The high time was when one's at the edge, then you will keep asking people to move. Haha, hilarious sia. Then Lim Jun Jie came!!! Oh my gosh!! He's pretty good-looking upfront. Heh. He played Musical Chairs with the 5 survivors but didn't managed to get into the next round. Haha.. Then he sang "Home", or at least the chorus. Left and made all the fangirls picking up their pieces of broken heart. LOL, that's exaggerating, but well, could see that many were disappointed when he so soon. He did stay until all the prize-giving were over, but still. Anyway, after everything, was supposed to go out with Keni they all, but didn't. Cause they all had class outings. So sian.. And here I was, trying not to get myself involved in any outing just so to go out with them. -sighs- Well, not much when I got home. Rotted, vegetated was all I did.
8th August
Seriously, I'm getting afraid of all the fund-raising ideas they are coming up with for church building funds. But bo bian, cause of so many reasons that I don't know and can't say. But still.... Had a session of bible study after church. Learnt about anger management and about Abigail. Pretty interesting as I had never heard of this before. Then chiong to Kallang to meet up with the CO peeps, rushed to the function hall to help them decorate the room. 4 of us had to inflate 50 balloons and only 4 were used to decorate? Haha, the rest were just left around the room. Oh yah, before that, we wanted to push all the balloons into the main room when the seniors came in, but the plan backfired. Haha.. The balloons were not very obedient, you see. =) Btw, Ken's condo's function hall is like a chalet itself lo!! There's like 2 rooms and a kitchen, you can just practically live in the room by itself.. Kaoz, rich people.. -.- -mutters- Anyway, we had a few games, got forfeited with Yuqing. Danced with him, that kind of waltz thingy? But I had my head looking down to the hall, because I had to follow his steps. Plus I bet I was blushing all the way. Argh... And his HAND!! keep going to places he shouldn't be going anywhere near! Damn it, even Xiao Hui saw it la! Diao! It wasn't very near, but still can see la..... Hrump.. Whatever. I got knocked down to in Musical Chairs. -sighs- Think it wasn't my day. It's like a burn on the skin, still stings now as I touched it. Oh well, no pain, no gain. Then what? Hmm, oh the dance item. So what lo.. Haha.. We were all just in a mad frenzy, only like Liwen and Cornelius were dancing to the beat nia. Had friendship dance too, went one whole round. Haha.. Ceremony was next. Kenneth made his last speech, which surprisingly was short and sweet. LOL! Now here comes the funny part, when we were at the bus stop to get a bus to the MRT station, we were all taking photos and making so much noise that the teachers had to keep reminding us to remain quiet. However, all these lasted over a period of half an hour! Can you imagine? No buses coming our way for half an hour??? We then ran to the next bus stop to catch the incoming bus, but the pissed driver kept tellling us to wait over at the other one, saying there will be buses coming. And true to his words, it came within 5 mins. -sighs- What is the world coming to? Tension was pretty high before the bus came, some of us arguing whether to take bus down to Tanah Merah, which is like so far for most of us or to take bus down to Bedok interchange which is relatively nearer. But that all sizzled away when the bus came, so no harm was done. Heh. Took the same train home with Hester, Yuqing and Kenneth. Since he lives the nearest to me, almost had him sending me home, but it was pretty late and my brother could come down and accompany me back so he didn't. He's pretty hurt when I called him a jerk or thought him as a jerk. LOL. Don't know whether is it real or not, but well, since he's such a
sensitive person, shan't do that anymore. Problem with me is that sometimes, I unknowingly used words that are too strong for a mild situation. No proper usage of words. Bleh.. Well, this taught me a lesson too. Yuqing had to play the mediator when we were rubbing each other off with the usage of jerk. LOL.. Think he met with plenty of these situations. Anyway, only slept at around 2 am. Woke up this morning at 8. What the.. Stupid body, don't you know there's a thing call 8 hours of sleep? -.-
Well, come to think of it, Kenneth isn't really a jerk. He's just straight-foward, don't go around beating the bush. Just sometimes he is quite tactless. Always finding every opportunity to shoot people. Diaoz.. He's quite a deep person too since he's into reflections and stuff, which is good cause not many people I see likes to do that. Taking one day at a time, passing time away meaninglessly. Maybe because of religion, that's why I don't really connect with this kind of people. And I can't tolerate bimbos or airheads or those who simply talk nothing but fashions. Thank goodness, none of my classmates are in these categories. Thank you Lord. Haha.. I don't mind conversations that are no-brainer, but once in a while, I don't mind sitting down and talk on topics that are serious. Remembered that was a time in NJ where the Lit gals sat in the canteen and talking about whether to abort the baby or not, should it come at a unnecessary time. Or to give it life while I die or let it die without knowing the world.. It was quite heated if I didn't remember wrongly. =P Hmm.. Can't remember how I want to continue because my room's door slammed. Blew off my thoughts. Well, gotta go study. Tata~
Thursday, August 5
-7:09 pm
To be a Saint is to:
- Waste endless amount of time in the school cafe and still pass promos.
- Wear the famously blue and white uniform with nameless pride.
- Be coerced into buying innumerable Saints stickman tee-shirts.
- Work hard, Play hard.
- Learn to love the dilapidated school building to bits.
=) Got this from the Ideas Room. Don't know who did it, but he/she sure hit the spot in every Saint's heart. ^^
Wednesday, August 4
-10:49 pm
Found out that CO ex-president is not bad a person when he's not talking lamely and being a jerk. Haha.. Hope he's not reading this. We had a lot to talk about, there's no short of subjects, no len chang at all. Well, quite rare for me. Maybe he's a good conversationalist. -shrugs-
Eh, nothing much today, typical school day. Hehs, caught Maria and Ellyn online, finally~ Transformed Isabel into a shrieking fan girl with PoT. Getting myself excited over PoT too. Getting immersed into a Nora Robert book. Trying to find a song by Jet? Don't even know who's the singers and the title of the song. Sad case. But that song is really damn nice, anyone who knows must tag me k? So I can go download. =) Many people donated blood and I mean many. Didn't know SA people so ons. =P Yep, nothing much. No saving the world today, no war, no disaster. Typical day..
Sunday, August 1
-4:30 pm
Testing.. testing..
