Sunday, June 25
-9:17 pm
Acks, sick sick sick.
I really hate the feeling of being sick. Worst of all, I vomitted. Bah. Don't know if it's 'cause the dosage was too strong or something, but my fever broke after that. And after my prayer too. Wows, the miracle of God. =] Haha. Anyway, shan't talk too much liao, I'm going to sleep soon. Just here to post some pictures =]
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stupid blogger can't seem to be posting pictures bah. Anyway, if you wanna view them, just go to my yahoo albums and you will find them. =]
One last thing, I finally got the song - A Little Pain. So nice can. Hahahahahaha. =D
Wednesday, June 21
-1:06 pm
Just found out that Taiwan is starting on HanaKimi. They are really on a rampage sia, adapting japanese mangas for their tv serials. Wonder why can't they just do something original on their own. Like SanLi. Theirs are interesting and engaging. Not that I'm complaining that they shouldn't be adopting but well, it's pretty scary man. The wars of the tv channels for ratings. =\
Tuesday, June 20
-10:43 pm
Three years.
Same date.
Three different feelings and experiences.
It never amazes me how time manages to change our lives. Time waits for no man. How true this platitude is.
One scribbled memory on paper. One date. One boat ride.
I wonder what next year will bring. Kinda looking forward to it. Haha, if it truly means anything that is. Things don't really happen coincidentally, I believe. This date will forever be etched in my heart. Haha.
Anyway, church camp at batam was .... alright. At least I got my nephew to call me "jie jie" Hahaha. So cute. There wasn't much shopping to do in the area. The hotel's service was commendable. The food quality deteriorated from day to day. Wonder why? Haha. Someone explained, albeit jokingly, that the chinese cook was on the clock on friday 'cause the muslim chefs were away for prayers, so that was why dinner was fabulous that day. Hmm, I wonder if there is a hint of truth in it. It's plausible don't you think so? Haha.
Nothing inspiring from the talks, no offense really. I guess it's prolly I didn't pay much attention to it, 'cause the stupid lights were so glaringly bright. Bah. I couldn't focus on the speaker for too long without squinting my eyes. And if I didn't look at him, I would definitely fall asleep. Jeez. But I had a wonderful experince during the xian chang. =] It struck a chord in my heart. I wonder, really, if there is no God in my life, what will I be like? I can't live a day without Him in my life, though it may seem as though I'm like living a godless life now - as in not doing my ling xiu, prayers, reading bible ritually. It may seem that way, it may be that way but somehow, I just know that someone,
something is watching over me everyday. I don't know, it's really comforting to know that. But from time to time, when I think I'm taking that for granted and when I realize that, it never fails to scare me.
As for the timetable, it was a little screwed up on the first day. Everything was delayed and everyone got a little cranky. Hai. We started to criticize the committee. Then we had a lot of free time at this camp. And yet we complained. Haha. Thinking back now, this is so ironic. At previous camps, we complained how little free time we had, because of xian chang practices, because we had to practise for the skit performance later in the evening. Now that we had free time, we complained how the schedule felt slack. Think we should learn to stop complaining. Haha. Not like we'll do a perfect job if we are given these tasks to do. In fact, I think we'll just run away as quickly as possible. Serving is always a privilege, we should always remember that. I guess, what we need to do is to learn how to appreciate the good. =]
All in all, it was not a bad camp la, I got my sleep all the nights. Haha. Nothing much went on during the night. Maybe because world cup was on, and there was nothing to do but to play cards. We had couples around and though I didn't mind late night talking but it seemed that there wasn't a suitable place or rather the idea just wasn't conceived fully at that time or maybe even because the topics weighing on our mind were only that few and it wasn't convenient. Or maybe it's just me that people don't wanna talk to. Hmm, alright shudding up on that.
Hmm anyway performance night was hilarious. I didn't mean the act with my group. I thought it was just a little funny but it wasn't the worst I hope. Haha. Anyways, we had a lot of breakthrough from a lot of people! Haha. Man, the guys really sold their "sex appeal". I laughed my ass off that night. Wahahhahaha. Not literally though. Hurhur. Haha yeah, anyway, pictures are coming up.
OOOH, I missed TVPS 6A'99 gathering on sunday. =((((((((( I was so sad when I received Jias' message. Haha. Oh well, couddn't help it. Heard from K that they had fun. Hmm, really hope someone could update me what happened on that day's gathering. Any news to update, like who're attached and who can drive and such? Haha. Gossips and gossips. Wonder if any of the guys turned up. It'll be really great to see how we all have changed over the 7 years or so. Maybe we should have another gathering in 3 years time. That'll be like 10th year gathering of the P sixers. Lols.
Thinking back, I had alot of fun back in the days of primary schooling. We just popped down to each other's house after school. To do work, to watch TV, to play. Heck, even the parents knew all of us. Everyone lived so close to each other.. Man, those were the days. So carefree. Nothing to worry but friends and study. No relationships to talk of. No backstabbing to look out for. No real conscious thought of self. It was all for you, my friends. Now, how I wonder the realities of the world have change each and everyone of us. Hmm. Something worth thinking about I guess.
Ah.. An entry that was due for a long time. (For me) Felt like I haven't wrote something that wasn't connected to my everyday life for sometime. Well, time to brush up on my english to prepare for uni. Maybe I should learn what Sumiko Tan did. Get an English grammar book to study/read. Bet I have already made a thousand mistakes that will make the author weep to his grave. Haha. The massacre of the WORD. Hahhaa. All right, tatas folks.
Sunday, June 11
-10:30 pm
I had an interesting bible study yesterday. It was led by the Reverend and I'd say, it probably brought out more other than text knowledge. Maybe 'cause Jewish history and culture were added into the mix, making the lesson all the more engaging for me. Though I didn't dare to talk much. Don't know why. Haha. I guess, the picture is much clearer now. I wonder if I have ever missed one session, will I miss the whole picture as well? It's like we are going very slowly that I wonder is it just us or is this just the normal pace.
But I must say, I will try to make it for every bible study. =]
Okay, so we have talked alot on
that. But I guess it's still not up to us pass judgement on him, her and them. Oh I wholeheartedly disagreed with what she did. It was irresponsible and immature of her. No one had thought it would happen. Or rather not say too much of it. Whichever way goes. I'm already a little biased against her but she has always been an introverted one and I guess no one came close knowing too much. I guess this is what she is like, unless she finds a way to find an answer herself, all we can do is to only help when she falls. [That is if she doesn't ask for any help whilst on the journey.] Mistakes, I feel, are an essential part of life. One just can't go through life without pitholes, no matter how deep or shallow they can be. She's feeling her way around, let's just help wherever we can. Actualy we ourselves do need help all the time, no? Haha.
Just felt like blogging. Inane post. =]
Thursday, June 8
-9:45 pm
Caught X-3 today..
To tell you the truth, it was a tad disappointing.. Didn't think there was much going on, except for the cure thing. Innueundos here and there. Haha. Why introduce Angel into the show? What about Phoenix? That's all about her? Scott's just gone like that? What's with the last part of the credits?
Promise of more X-Men? I hope so. =]
Now, waiting for Superman and Pirates! Ah, Captain Jack Sparrow. *grins* He is one guy worth waiting for. Haha. Spiderman 3 is next year right? Hmm..
Wednesday, June 7
-1:28 am
I mourned for the lost idealism and enthusiasm the you had for God.
I mourned for the loss of a capable soldier for God.
I mourned for the grief I imagined God has when you turned away.
I'm angry with the youth who had acquired too much.
I'm angry with the youth who had more but chose to reject.
I'm angry with the youth who thinks too much and has little faith.
I'm angry with you for being a hypocrite.
But
I pray that one day God will bring you back.
I pray that you will be back stronger than anyone I've seen.
I pray that you will use your capabilities to the upmost.
I pray that I'll be able to witness it.
Monday, June 5
-11:05 pm
Yays! the 700 over photos are finally up on my yahoo albums! take a look while you can. You can just access them by going to the "me" page at the side.
Met up with S today. Had been a looong time since we had saw each other. But what I like was there wasn't any awkwardness that usually linger when I'm with friends whom I haven't seen for quite some time. See I so nice to you k? Haha. So.. We went to Din Tai Feng for brunch, and then updated with each other about stuff.. Okay maybe not really update about each other; more like gossiped la. Haha. Anyways, it was fun. =]
Was told I haven't changed much - mannerisms, thinking, actions.. Is that a good thing? Hmm, I don't know. But I like myself this way and well, if that questionair was any good, it's the me I am inside. Unpretentious. I like that. Haha, but I supposed I still need to learn how to be less blunt and more thoughtful of other's feelings. I just feel that one can never feel being very thoughtful everytime. Everyone's changing, I supposed it's okay that one thing is in constant ba? haha.
-8:54 am
Went to CO camp 2006. =] And I stayed for the interview part! Haha, but missed canoeing with Hosanna. =[ But come to think of it, maybe I really wouldn't have the energy to go for canoeing. I was energy-less but not exactly tired. Physical activity would really have taken its toil on me.. Ah well. I'm glad that they had fun there. Heh. I wanna see pictures okay!
Anyway, I was kinda excited about the interview 'cause I missed my chance as an interviewer last year because of gospel camp. And it heightened when I realised I didn't have to go for the canoeing. Heh. Well, I didn't do much too la, just a little question here and there, mainly there to sit in and SEE. Just trying out on my skills to assess people. Haha. Well, let's just say these bunch of J1s has potential and hopefully the new committee will be capable of bringing their words to a reality. Oh and hopefully, they will learn the meaning of the Rs.
I'm looking forward to the next syf. =]
I guess this is the last batch of juniors whom I will get to know. Next year's J1s is prolly a little too far-fetched, seeing that we don't really know the current J1s.. It's good enough I supposed. Heh.
Thursday, June 1
-11:21 pm
I've got nothing to do at all!
Except going onto youtube watching whatever there's worth watching. Ie: Nana and Bleach anime. But Bleach is getting a litttttttttle boring, since it wasn't going on with the manga arcs. This filler arc seems to be taking up alot of episodes. Hmmm. At least Nana seems to be more entertaining, I feel.
And reading up for the bible quiz. Got paired with 2 guys. Not that they are bad, in fact they are so studious that I feel that I won't have to do a thing at all. Haha. All right that's bad. Should really get a start on that..
Wonder how hostel life will be like? When I don't feel like going out for late night suppers, proscrastinating assignments, no webbies to surf.. Think I'll just stop procrastinating those stupid assigments and finish them on time. And make my roomie too horrified by my lack of social life. LOLS. Darn, I wonder if I will really become that mugger I had aspired to be back in the early college days. Haha.
