Sunday, September 28
-6:35 pm
"I realized I can't look you into the eye. Even if I do, it feels as though I'm not really
looking at you, as though a veil of gauze has covered my eyes. The lack of feelings, something
, makes me safe. A safe haven; a pseudo sense of reality. Staring will force me to look into your soul. After all, don't they say eyes are windows to the soul? This makes me weak because I'll remember. Memories while little and sweet, the tinge of bitter lingers longer than I like.
Yet something deep in me seemed to have understand the meaning of moving on. Honest to God moving on.
It's regretful, it's painful, it's necessary.
I must stop acting on reflexes and stop looking back."
-5:20 pm
We love her a lot. Can't you see that she's damn cute? ^^
Today is Children's Day in church! HAHA.
Cute right? :] Too bad I don't have the whole video of them singing. Blame it on the small memory card. Sad.
《圣哉三一》
Holy, holy, holy!
Lord God Almighty!
Early in the morning
our song shall rise to Thee;
Holy, holy, holy,
merciful and mighty!
God in Three Persons,
blessèd Trinity!
Holy, holy, holy!
though the darkness hide Thee,
Though the eye of sinful man
Thy glory may not see;
Only Thou art holy;
there is none beside Thee,
Perfect in power,
in love, and purity.
Only You are Holy. (Holy, Holy, Holy)
圣哉，圣哉，圣哉！
全能大主宰！
天上地下海中，
万物颂主圣名；
圣哉，圣哉，圣哉！
恩慈永不变，
三位一体神，
父子与圣灵。
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"I long to be rid of the depression I felt upon waking up. Looking back at the days since I reunited with Ren, the bits and pieces of loving memories and the reinstated bitter emptiness simultaneously flood my thoughts. The more I think of it, the more I yearn to weep."
- Nana 76
Ren died. In chapter 78.
I feel heartbroken.
Monday, September 22
-11:39 pm
Credit to Suikka on deviantart.com
雙魚座終極完美分析（上）
看過很多關於雙魚的各種傳說，分析，解釋。似乎無一例外的把雙魚當作了一個女人的星座，動不動就是流眼淚，唉聲歎氣。可惜可歎，如果雙魚真的只是這樣的一個星座，那麼可以說沒有一個人願意去做雙魚，而歷史上也不會有什麼著名的雙魚人物了。
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最本質的部分：思考
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雙魚座的最本質特點是什麼？善良？懦弱？溫柔？不是，我告訴你，是思考（在很多情況下，是過多的思考）。
是的，雙魚座的一切特性，都來自於他過多的思考，或許世上沒有第二個星座比雙魚座更能洞察別人的心理，更能分析事情的本質。
你可以稱之為敏感，但是一旦這種敏感能夠正確的使用，那麼沒有人能比雙魚座更快的學會人情事故，在這一方面，有一個雙魚座的偉人做的尤其出色，他的名字是周恩來。
因為思考的太多，所以雙魚座的人就算不是真正善良的，也至少是表面善良的。對於雙魚來說，善良與其說是本質，不如說是雙魚喜歡的一種生活方式，以善良的方式活著，是輕鬆而又受人尊敬的，一般的雙魚座很早就能洞察到這一點。
再談談溫柔，這一點，不管是哪篇文章，都不會忘了提雙魚座的溫柔。是的，雙魚的確是溫柔的。因為雙魚總能敏感的體會到對方的細微變化，時刻瞭解到對方 心意的轉變，表現在行動上，就是能盡快的知道，什麼時候應該為女孩披上自己的外衣，什麼時候應該停下手裡的活，轉過身去和女友好好的說話。
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與眾不同的部分：信仰
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雙魚的信仰就是沒有信仰！
在雙魚的世界裡面，沒有絕對的對和錯，如果發生了一件事，他第一件做的事情是去理解這件事，去分析這件事，而不是去判斷這件事是對的還是錯的。
下面引用一段話說明雙魚的這個特點：
"魚座男人沒有偏見，沒有親自穿著鹿皮走幾哩路，他不會評斷印地安人；沒有試試赤腳走路，他也不會評斷裸體主義者。甚至這些做了，他還是會滿心諒解而 不會過於批評。他很少冷酷的指控，倒是每每溫暖的忍耐，他甚至會試試瞭解他的岳母，天底下有幾個男人能這樣？海王子擁有罕見的同情精神，他的朋友向他吐露 秘密而從不擔憂會把他嚇著，要嚇到魚起碼需要兩噸以上的炸彈。如果你和我以及你的魚兒三人同坐一室，一個男人走進來告訴我們他有些擔憂，因為他重婚，在四 個州各有一個老婆，你可能眼睛瞪得大大瞧他，冒著火，心想監獄是最適合他的地方，我可能鄙夷的說他是個卑鄙的流氓，但你的魚兒很可能問："那四州？你愛不 愛她們其中任何一個？"魚很好奇，但防震。對他來說，這個傢伙需要一缸子同情以及好得要命的律師。"
有一位偉人利用了這點特性，結果成就了科學史上的神話，他就是愛因斯坦。
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雙魚的致命缺點：懦弱
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現實中的雙魚座確實給人太多的失望，懦弱，多疑，自卑，優柔寡斷，沒有主見.....一個雙魚座或許沒有上面全部的特點，但至少會有一，二個。就算是偉大如周恩來，有時候難免有些優柔寡斷和沒有主見，當然，這種時候不多。
造成雙魚座優柔寡斷的原因很簡單。因為同樣一個選擇，在一個射手看來，只需要考慮2樣東西，但是在雙魚看來，卻需要考慮10樣東西，因為他想的實在是 太多了。簡單的說一句話，雙魚都會想到它會給周圍的人帶來多少種不同的影響，它會讓人對自己有怎麼樣的看法，會不會造成誤解。（雖然很多時候，雙魚會衝動 的把一些話脫口而出）
至於多疑，這點和自卑聯繫的比較緊密。雖然雙魚座能輕易的瞭解對方的意圖，看透事情的真相，但是卻往往不能堅持住自己的觀點，這種不能堅持大多數是因 為雙魚座自己不願接受這個事實，也有很多時候是因為雙魚對自己不夠自信。關於前一點，比較突出的一個例子是，雙魚座的女孩不到男孩子直截了當的告訴她，他 不愛她了，女孩就總是還抱有一線希望，雖然女孩心裡明白的很。懦弱呢？關於這點，和信仰聯繫在一起。你一定覺得很奇怪，懦弱和信仰又有什麼關係呢？
信仰是種很可怕的力量，他可以讓一個人做出平時不敢做的事情，擁有不該擁有的勇氣，犧牲不該犧牲的東西。而雙魚恰恰是沒有一丁點信仰的，就算有，也不過是 為了給生活加一點調味劑，或是給自己找一個避難所。對於雙魚來說，自己能過舒適，安穩的日子，比什麼都重要。富貴如浮雲，最想的開這點的就是雙魚座了。至 於愛國什麼的，酒飽飯足的雙魚可以慷慨激昂，也會不惜重金施於，但是只是建立在自己有好日子過的前提下。
接下來，可以解釋下雙魚的懦弱了。
只要能讓自己和愛人平平安安，有什麼不可以忍受的呢？什麼尊嚴，什麼氣節，見鬼去吧。所以只要不把雙魚逼到絕境，你盡可以嘲弄雙魚的懦弱。每條魚的忍 受範圍都不同，但一般都比正常人多那麼一點點。但是如果你不小心讓一條魚覺得無路可走了，那麼你真的要小心了。魚可以踐踏人間一切法律，無視所有道理，更 不會考慮自己的尊嚴和人格。你務必要相信這一點，雖然這種時候很少，但那只不過是因為上帝不想讓人們經常看到地獄的慘狀。
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雙魚的最大優點：感情
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與其說雙魚是個為愛情而活的星座，不如說雙魚是個為感情而活的星座。
對於雙魚來說，世界上最重要的東西是感情，一條精神上滿足的魚，可以沒有其他東西，就已經是最幸福的人（當然，絕大多數情況下，沒有其他東西，很難精神上滿足）。
任何感情對於雙魚來說都是重要的，愛情很重要，但不見得會比親情更重要，在雙魚的眼中。
對於魚來說，感情是單純的，是單獨的。魚可以原諒對方的一切，只要那個人是真心對他好的。你可以十惡不赦，可以吃喝嫖賭，可以之前是人盡可夫的妓女， 可以是個卑鄙無恥的騙子，都可以原諒，只要魚能確定你是真心的喜歡他，對他好。但是請注意一點，大部分的魚都比你聰明，不要以為你的小伎倆可以騙到魚，你 是不是真心喜歡他，他比誰都清楚。
對於一個男孩子來說，雙魚女孩能給你對於一個女孩子想要的一切，溫柔，愛你不顧一切，可愛（很多時候是裝的，魚大多數是很聰明的），體貼.....
對於一個女孩子來說，雙魚男孩....嗯..... 看你的運氣了，如果你遇到的魚是個沒有志氣，不想做事，玩玩樂樂的魚，而且他已經25歲左右了，那麼好心的提醒你，還是盡早離開他吧。除非你是個富婆，或 者你只是找個情人（沒有人比雙魚更適合做情人了：安全快樂而無副作用）。否則，你會經歷世間最淒涼的婚姻和生活，阿門................
那麼如果你遇到的魚是有事業心，能上進，肯做事的魚，或者乾脆就是事業有成的魚，那麼真的是恭喜你，你是千萬少女中最幸運的一個，再挑剔的女人也無法 對一個有上進心有事業的魚有更多的要求了。你可以得到世界上一切的溫柔和快樂，包括用錢買的到的和用錢買不到的，魚很樂意把他的一切奉獻給他愛的人，看到 他愛的人開心，他會更開心。大部分的魚的"一切"僅僅只有感情，而沒有物質，但是我們現在討論的是最優秀的那種魚，那種能隨時把名望和財富送給你的魚，現 在你知道你有多幸運了吧。
雙魚座終極完美分析（下）
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提到感情不得不提的：公平
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很奇怪嗎？公平對於雙魚來說，是個很重要的單詞。
雙魚沒有普遍意義上的價值觀，是非觀，你不能用這件事這樣做是對的，那樣做是錯的來說服一個雙魚座。永遠記住，魚的世界裡很少有對錯。
那麼魚又是怎麼來處理他和別人（尤其是愛人的關係）呢？就是公平。
如果魚曾經有過十幾，二十個女朋友，那麼他就不會在意你以前有過多少個男朋友，如果魚一個不小心跑出去玩了一夜情，那麼你一夜情的時候，他也會選擇無所謂
好吧，就算你的魚純情的一塌糊塗，你是他（她）的第一次，他也可以原諒你的曾經花心，一時花心，可能會的花心，只要你能用足夠的關心和真心的喜歡彌補。魚 大致兌換了下你的關心（兌換比例只有天知道了，呵呵），如果覺得雙方大致公平的（相對於他對於你的感情付出），那麼他就無所謂，就會原諒你。
所以和魚相處是件很簡單的事情，只要你能保證你給他的和他為你付出的差不多多，就可以了。至於倫理道德嘛...嗯，講真的，魚從來不是教條主義者。
反過來，如果你讓魚覺得你對他的關心不夠多，對他的愛不夠多（不夠多是指沒有他給你的多），那麼魚會在痛苦之後，也相應的減少對你的關心和愛，不要懷疑，這方面，魚比誰都表現的現實和斤斤計較。
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感情中的完美主義
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魚在意的東西很少，所以很不幸，魚對於他在意的東西就是完美主義者的態度。
對於魚來說，完美的情人不是忠貞不二的情人，不是事業愛情兼顧的情人，也不是外形完美的情人。魚要求的是"完美的愛"。
你可以不經常說我愛你，但是你說的時候，一定要是真心實意。
你可以很少陪他逛街，但是你陪的時候，一定要是真的開開心心。
你也可以對他說很少的情話，但是你要保證，你對別人說的情話更少，而且你對他說的是真心的話。
對於魚來說，欺騙和做作是最不可原諒的。很多人以為簡簡單單的對魚說幾句我愛你，固定性的發些短信問候魚，經常為魚買些好東西就能讓魚覺得被愛了。真 不幸，大部分魚都聰明過了頭，一般都能輕鬆辨別那些舉動是真心的，那些不過是手段（如果你曾經用這些手段征服過雙魚女生，也別得意，只不過是雙魚女生比男 生更難以拒絕別人而已）。
所以，請誠實一點對待魚，愛他多少就給他多少，他也會給你同樣多。這至少比他生你的氣好的多，不是嗎？
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雙魚真的浪漫嗎？
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所有的星座解釋都會說雙魚是浪漫的，但是所有和雙魚（特別是雙魚男生，一般浪漫都是指男生做的事情）接觸過的人，都往往感覺不到雙魚的浪漫，到底是為什麼呢？難道雙魚並不浪漫？
我給你個肯定的答案，雙魚絕對浪漫，他腦子裡面的浪漫點子不僅包含了所有好萊塢大片的經典場景，還有更多他自己的原創鏡頭，他時不時的都在幻想浪漫的場面，一個魚可能在他18的時候就開始想他30歲結婚的佈置。
那麼為什麼現實中是兩樣呢？因為2點，自卑和善良。
前一點很好理解，大部分的浪漫需要自信。很多時候，不是魚不想浪漫，而是不好意思和沒膽子那麼做，你能理解是吧，呵呵。
那麼自信的魚呢？為什麼他也不浪漫？
因為他沒有遇到合適的人，因為他善良。
雙魚的愛情大部分是有些被動的。魚總是輕易的喜歡上一個女孩子（注意，我用的單詞是喜歡），然後開始和這個女孩開始交往，然後十有八九，會發現這個女 孩不是能給自己完美的愛的女孩（這是肯定的，遇到最合適自己的人哪有那麼容易），魚很現實的知道，他和這個女孩不可能有將來的，2個人能擁有只能是一段回 憶。那麼對魚來說，絕大部分的情話都會說不出口，因為魚自己知道這些話都是騙人的，很多浪漫的舉動做不出來，因為魚不敢讓女孩陷的太深，怕分手的那一天女 孩太傷心。很多人說處女，金牛的人想的多，其實魚想的並不比他們少，只不過猶猶豫豫又捨不得的魚，就算明瞭的知道和女孩沒有將來，也不會點破，只會靜靜的 維持，享受擁有的每一天。但是這樣的情況下，魚的善良就讓魚忍住了很多浪漫的情話和行動。
我這麼說是不是顯的魚很高尚？呵呵，沒有什麼真正高尚的人。魚能如此的為女孩著想，是因為這麼做能讓魚覺得自己很偉大，有一種悲劇式的美感，魚願意讓自己沉浸在這種自我的意淫中。
當然，這樣至少比不顧別人的死活，只圖自己開心要好的多是不是？所以還是應該為魚們鼓鼓掌的。
所以，如果有一天，你看到一條浪漫無比的魚，不要懷疑，他已經認定你們有個美好的未來，他已經知道他不會給你太多的傷心了，那你還猶豫什麼？上去擁抱你的幸福吧。
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結語：什麼樣是好的雙魚？
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雙魚有很多缺點，但是大多數都可以原諒。除了2條，懶惰和猶豫。
而雙魚要成為一條好魚，所需要的東西很簡單，事業。
其實不用去提醒魚們其他的事情了，他們自己都能想明白。只需能保證魚能穩步進行他們的事業就可以了。
一旦魚用心去賺錢了，那麼他肯定能賺到錢。但是這一點很難，真的很難，如果有一天，你看到一條生龍活虎的魚，千萬不要放過，好好的捆住他，很有可能，他會帶給你所有的夢想.
Got it from
here.
While it's not the entire truth but it did spot on on some points. Believe it with a pinch of salt though. Astrology does not dictate your entire life. God and you are the only ones who have any control of your life.
Friday, September 19
-7:37 pm
Prison Break 4 is back! With a bang! I had enjoyed the first 2 episodes and they are good! There's already breaking-and-entering in the second episode hahaha. Going to finish the next two before moving on to House 5 episode 1! Smallville S8 is back too. But I'll reconsider before starting on that. CSI NY is coming back next week! I'm stoked! :]]]]]]]]
Thursday, September 18
-11:44 pm
Timothy Go coughed last night while on air. I believed he blushed even though he went on with the broadcasting.
Haha. So cute.
yes I like seeing him on TV. He's the best looking male broadcaster on air now. :]
And Ringo is cheeky. Gosh. I think he has some weird personality trait where he takes joy in seeing us squirm in our seats over those damn statistics terms. But there is no doubt that he IS a good statistics teacher. Darn.
Tuesday, September 16
-10:27 pm
I was on my way to school when I heard two guys talking behind me. They were talking about cars and how their friends drove, or rather sped through the north-south highway in Malaysia to clean their engines. It was the almost lack of empathy in the way they talked about the issue that kinda caught my attention.
Yes I'm KP.
It's the attitude that ... gave me a pause. I thought these people are your friends. How come you can talk about them "going to die if they don't curb their speeding actions" apathetically? Maybe they really ain't much of friends, more of acquaintances. But still.. if they are really good friends, will you still be talking like that about them? Won't you feel worried about them?
This indifference is worrisome, don't you think?
The world is getting lonelier by the day. And the fact is made even more obvious by today's video on online gaming. Gamers who rather spend time in front of the computer facing their characters admit that virtual world is a much better place than reality. You get to be whoever you want to be. You get to have what you desire the most. But don't you think that this is pretty much running away from 1) reality and 2) responsibilities? I think it's also a reflection of how inadequately youngsters are socially equipped nowadays. Rejection seems to take a whole chunk of esteem and respect out of themselves. In virtual reality, rejection can be defeated because you can just restart the game to get whatever you want, or just hunt up another character to make friends with. It's also less painful. But in the real world, why can't such resilience be shown too? How is making friends different in the real world and the virtual world? Just because there's the safety of "disguise" behind your characters doesn't mean you can hide there forever (But I believe they can.) .
On the other hand, it just shows that humans are interactive creatures. We interact with others, we seek out relationships with others, we want to be comforted and to comfort, we want to be praised, we want to be loved and to love. If this avenue doesn't work for me, I'll find another one, albeit it probably doesn't seem healthy to anyone.
This is kinda true don't you think?
Sunday, September 14
-10:38 pm
Ah well.
My issues are done. HAHA. OVER.
And I have 3 CDs to listen to! One by Ayaka - I have been searching for it for a damn long time la. Finally got it in Gramaphone on Friday with Isabel. :] And then 2 by Avalon which I borrowed from church's music library. Hehe. Good music while I slave through a 2000 word essay which I have yet to start. I'm really not in the mood to do that now. Haiz.
Anyway, internet access was done on Friday and Saturday. Don't know why and how, but the cable at some headquarter in the area was spoiled. (Only our house's got spoiled?) But yah, it was pretty boring without the internet. Luckily though I was damn busy with many things over the weekend. Went to school early in the morning to run experiments till 3 and then went to meet Isabel for movie and dinner date! :] We caught Hana Yori Dango Final! YAY DOMYOUJI! It's really a fangirl movie. No recommendation unless you are like a total fan of the series. Lols. Just pure fangirl service stuff. Half naked actor stuff, all the glitz and glamour of LV, HK and Japan etc. But I like the beaches of the South Sea island which they were stranded on. :] We were out LATE! She had to introduce a new game "The World Ends With You" just when we were about to go home la. Lucky it was on DS which I don't own, so I won't be hooked. Heng.
Then on saturday, we went for Stephen Tong's Gospel Rally! Points mentioned were things that I've heard before. I'm just there to listen to how he preach and to soak up the atmosphere. Hopefully he will be able to continue to serve God for more years to come! After that we headed down to Yishun 848 for supper. It was a pretty heavy one. -__-" Our table of four had fries, rojak and fried chicken wings. My brother and Paul shared those with us along with a plate of rice complete with stingray and "Lalas" (which is some kind of mussels/oysters) with two other guys. They shared cockles too. I think cholesterol levels were running high that night.
Today in church, I had a long day. Sighs. Spent the whole morning doing children ministry stuff. I'm pretty mad with them for so noisy. They have no semblance of discipline at all. Then after that there was choir elections for the new committee next year. Fish and Co next for lunch. 3 seafood platters for 2 with 8 people sharing! Some of the guys had additional meals along with soup and drinks. The total bill came up to $254 bucks. Gosh. I think it was a nice fellowship lunch. :] It's always good to eat with people whom you have known a long long time. Ah Paul just have to recommend that durian eatery to everyone which admittedly, does serve nice durian pancakes haha, though the durian can be bitter at times.
Alright that's all for the updates for now. I probably should start on the essay now. Should write at least one paragraph ba. I hope. :p
Wednesday, September 10
-11:35 pm
Oh what the hell.
Why at this time.
Not when I'm busy with my school work.
I'm so unprepared for this.
Oh what the hell.
Sunday, September 7
-8:55 pm
My eighteen years-old present is no more. :[ The connecting part of the slippers broke when I was just bending my foot. I think it soak up too much water already from all the bathing back in hall days. I'm sad actually because that pair of slippers was really comfy although slippery. Haiz. So I got a new one at some lao pok supermart haha. It's quite nice la. And cheap too. Before getting that, I had to drag my foot all the way from the hawker centre to Samuel's car. Lucky he got drive la. Or else I really don't know how to get back to church hahaha.
Children's Ministry has no pastorial guidance. Hmm. Not that I mind since the one in charge now is someone I can trust. But.. it shows something right? Hmm.
Tuition Ministry is coming to an end too. Yay! I'm happy 'cause my saturdays are back now! :] Haha. Hope they have learnt more from these sessions. Got to know the Hallelujah girls more too. Think they are an opiniated bunch, typical teenagers who are trying to push their boundaries and finding their identities. It's a good learning curve I guess. I pray that God will use them greatly. Not like Hosanna who probably has disintegrated by the sides. I only hope and pray that the core will stay, that's all. But then there are signs of new blood so all is not lost. :]
Alright I really to finish doing that damn outline. Sighs.
Friday, September 5
-12:03 am
Tomorrow I shall, I will, I must at least do these few things:
1) finish that damn transcript.
2) done research/do a damn outline for HA304 presentation next week.
3) finish reading for HP320's presentation next week.
4) go to TP, AMK and Queenstown libraries just so to get my hands on research books and Jodi Picoult's. Hopefully no one will steal them away from me. HAHA.
5) sort out the presentation needed for this sunday's meeting.
Wish me luck! Hurhur.
Monday, September 1
-9:06 pm
Thanks to Lala, I got the chance to read this book (Still reading it, I'm finishing very soon though). Anyone who has read any of Jodi Picoult's book would know that she always make you think about the grey areas, the what ifs. She questions you hard about your beliefs and their reality. It's always wretching because you don't have the answers to any of these questions. She doesn't give you an answer too. All she does is to present all the point of views and you can do your judging. I have only read 3 of her books and I have to say they were all riveting.
Maybe we don't need to know the answers to all the grey areas, after all, many has lived out their lives without knowing too much anyway. Why start now. But I guess... it's a way to know your world more. You won't know all the answers, you can't know all the answers, you'll just have to make do. But by making do, can you make the lives of others around you and yourself better? Can you change some things within the circle of your influence? Will your actions actually help to revolutionise a cause? Maybe that's what she's trying to do.
All of her books has a consistent theme of parent-and-child relationship. Taking a module on adolescence this semester has made this book all the more riveting. Researches have consistently showed that "at-risk" youths generally have a bad childhood and poor (in economic and emotional resources) environment while growing up. At times while reading all these information, I'm actually scared of raising a child. WHAT IF something still goes wrong despite all your knowledge and best interests? There are only so much that we can do for them and so much that the children will
allow you to do for them. I don't have to look at others. Me myself is a perfectly good example of how I've been treating my mother.
Parenting is a tough job. All children could do were to lean on the parents for help but if the parents can't/didn't do anything to help, then is it any wonder if the child may deviate? Of course school bullying doesn't help at all. But according to what I've read regarding adolesence literature today, as long as there is one positive environment which the child can turn to for support and help, he can turn out to be a socially functional individual. Then again, what does it mean to be a socially functional individual?
Perhaps we need more of this positive centres around so that we can be involved in helping troubled people. Involvement is a big thing. Men are selfish creatures who seldom see beyond their needs. Maybe that's why youth work can be tiring. We only help when we are convenient to do so.
I don't really know what is the point of this post. It's just that so much is whirling around my head. Fear in not raising anyone well, even if it's not my own child, is being compounded by the fact that I'm a sunday school teacher teaching 7-8 years olds. Have I done enough to help them stay on track? What if at some point of time, some careless words have slipped out of my mouth and had hurt a kid's heart unknowingly. I can't do this on my own. Only God can do miracles, I have only to lean on Him.
Teaching and parenting, I think, are the two toughest jobs on Earth. No one can claim they have mastered both. If they do, they had probably earn millions, billions by now.
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I'm glad I'm brought up in an Asian society. Had it been in America, I don't know how I'll turn out. Would I be subjected to bullying? Or would I try to be in the popular crowd? Or would I have hang around the geeks or actuallly be one of the Straight-As student? It seems so easy to seggregate the students just by their appearances. Or maybe it's a necessity to do so. Hiding behind personas huh. I can't really imagine that. But it looks like that seems to be the case in many countries all over.
... Singapore is good. :]
