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the risks and wonders of being able to post your inner most fragile feelings on the www.
who knows who’ll read it?
who knows what your friends will think?
people judge, i believe.
even if they say theyre your friends, they will still judge.
yet blogs are still the best outlet to ventilate all anger/frustrations/sadness. somehow.
and if you post it, you jolly well be able to accept criticisms that come with it.

blogging used to be sucha happy place for me.
but now i see its cruelty.
it brings nothing but judgmental eyes from those whom you call your “friends”.
it brings conversations that you will never hear.
it brings people indirectly telling you something.
so people end up locking it, putting it as private posts, silencing afew words here and there so it leaves thinking for the reader to do.

you dont know who you can really trust.

its mid afternoon now and im here at home….
-stuck with the cool cool rain pouring outside my window
-doing my accounting tutorial which i know i wont have time to do once i start work hence the early start
-wearing my new heels in my room attempting to season it cus i dont wanna die with blisters (yes i know how ridiculous it is but it doesnt really matter)
-blowing my nose cus i have flu oh “yay”
-yes, and i just sneezed, i love sneezing
-rotting for 3 days and counting and i know i wont be a housewife in future cus i CANNOTTTT stand being home all day, i just needa get out and do something
-feeling greedy cus i saw hashbrowns and garlic bread in the freezer
-touching my face gently cus its so oily and i cant stand my oily skin

and yes, i am gonna continue with my tutorial now.

i love my dee aly and drey cus they are the bestest people i can talk to about anything and everything in my heart. and talking to them now makes me really comforted and blessed.

i <3 ya'll loadsssss!

why are some girls so downright cheap?
they dont respect themselves or their body.
and it makes me despise them, with a capital D.
i’d spit at you if i could, cus i just dont get it.

back from taiwan and ive suffered all kinds of “im-sick” sickness. -.-
first sore throat, then fever, then came cough and a tad bit of flu.
seriously, i think the food in taiwan is outrageously unhygienic. yet DELICIOUS. ;)
they leave their food out in the open for god knows how many days!
and their oil they use to deep fry stuff?
its black. not gold, BLACK.
still………..
i had a whole lot of bubble tea there!
its was EVERYWHERE.
ate my XXL chicken and smelly toufu.
die die must try!

and lessons learnt:
1. never join a tour if you want to do shopping. they only gave us 1.5 hrs for one night market and it included dinner time! where got time to shop?!
2. never go with your parents although they will pay for your stuff. my parents are not fun people to shop with!
3. dont go during winter. NOTHING TO BUY. but weather’s perfect. i ended up buying only 1 piece of clothing and 2 leggings. the rest were ding ding dang dangs.

and i really think we spent a great deal of our time travelling to the different parts of taiwan. waste time sleeping in the bus! but i must admit the hotels we stayed in were nothing short of awesome! great food, great accomodation! :D
yes, i had loadssss of fun! but i must go back there again to shop. haha.

and results came out on the last day of my trip! i was dying to get some internet connection and i finally got it at the airport while waiting to board the plane! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!
very non-depressing results, all above target! and no i didnt target for all modules to pass. looks like all that mugging and drawing up of timetable didnt go down in vain afterall.
whaddya know? i put in my best, and God did the rest.