The IceFox DiAry

一个大男人

会觉得自己受了什么委屈？
哈

居然临终给我这么一个压力

从我认识他开始就没少过的压力

很讨人厌的压力
自己有压力请不要加在别人身上不管你有没有意

居然打来责问我了

真的假的
我看了你写的东西后

我已经不想问你真的假的了

walao..
just chat with that guy liked me for 4 years one..

i start the conver with..
hey how's life..
im so emo now..

and then he greeted me life and start asking why would i ignore him for 2 years?..
and i just tell him wat exactly was happening.
- you hacked my blog and u told me you saved it? i was mad.
 excuse me??? i told you i never hack your blog and i see nothing!!!
- really?.. oh no.. i told my friend and she was very mad too.. thats why i think i should stop our relationship like this..
 who is that??
tell me
tell me??
i wan to know who is that
- .. is that really matter?.. i just wanna stop our relationship because i think its best like this..
 tell me i wan to know who is this
or we end our conversation like this
- do you have to be like this?., sorry im headache i m going sleep now

and fc u . when he reach my house. that's the only reason he will keep calling me.
thats so frustrating.

ppl character wont change at all.
just like this person.
and now him. oh gosh.i should have learn it long ago.

别想如果了
没有如果

如果他是个主动的人
如果他是个什么事都告诉我的人

但现在回想
其实每次每次都是他在我发现或不爽以后讲的
一些一些让我听起来觉得很合理的借口
每次每次听了我都会原谅

恶心
学到的词
是不是这样用的？

。。。
你很恶心！

原来心很痛

感觉
其实他真的没有很喜欢我
是我自己主动的

以后我不会了我发誓

他不喜欢回应我
是他懒得跟我吵
因为他喜欢安静

所以每次每次我想把问题摊开来说
都会变成我在吵

我觉得自己很白痴
其实他因该不简单
只是我想的太简单

我损失了些什么
都是自己的错

哈。
看了他的fb

我实在无言了

其实没什么了

谁怠慢谁
无所谓
看见奶妈的女友支持他
有点心痛

哈
算了吧
我很懒的解释
心痛时间不都是最好的良药吗？

只是
如果能回到过去

结局真的会不一样了

回想起来

当初的他还没开始就怠慢我了
是我主动让这一切开始的
活该

太可怜了
哈
得到教训了