I've been waiting on the words to catch up with me for this next post...but I don't know that they ever will.
The one word I have is "thankful". On January 16th I took a pregnancy test. Unlike ALL the others this one said PREGNANT. The word never looked so sweet. John was at work that Sunday morning, and instead of sharing the news like I once dreamed, I called him. at work. and I think I just said
"IT DOESN'T SAY NOT"
Thrilled.
Bloodwork, lab results, progesterone, thyroid checks, bloodwork, labs...
PREGNANT
The official beginning to everything I have ever dreamed.
I've never wanted anything so badly, but had so little control. A lesson in trust. A time filled with prayer.
An amazing journey so far, and I am just THANKFUL that the lord had this journey in store for us.

