Salmah the so wow chick

Beauty.

Before this, I was trying to understand someone who doesn't want to be understood. This was hard for me because I don't know what makes you tick. That’s why I wasn't able to make the best out of anything.

I'm learning to give in, to be patient, to respect you and your boundaries, to not argue when we don't see eye to eye and most of all trying to be more understanding of you. The thing that I mostly find hard is to accept reality. I'm childish and some decisions I’ve made are bad but that doesn't make me different from you. People make mistakes and all I’m asking is just another chance. I'm just me and I’ll always be me to you because I can’t pretend to be someone else. It’s just not right to not show your true colours and let me tell you this, people can’t change in an instant so give me time to change and start clean again. Get one thing straight the only difference between you and me, is the way we think; nothing else. I do bad things because there is a saying for me “the sweetest things in life are the things that you can’t have”. I’m not saying its good but that’s the world that I live in. A world that I’d like to show you somehow but have doubts about doing so because I want to keep you safe. This is the reason for me to keep secrets and prevent myself from crossing the limit. I want to share everything with you and I mean everything but it’s just not the right time yet. This proves that a difference in age does matter even if it's only a year, four months and ten days. I'm trying to keep up with time and also adapt with the changes but I just want to hold on sometimes because I believe in you and trust in what we had before. You know me too well so you should understand to be patient and I keep saying that but have you ever stop to think, to feel, to experience that this could lead somewhere? I wonder if you've ever stop to savour what's left before it's gone because a second chance comes rarely. If you’re reading this right now, stop for a while and feel time passing-by. As you hear the beat of your heart pounding in you so as the hands of the clock with seconds ticking away, you can almost feel that you don't have enough time to spend with that someone you love which in this case is “YOU” because reality has that effect. Fantasy and the word forever have similarities because forever is impossible and impossibility occurs only in fantasies. I love you forever won't last or sound that realistic when you think about it logically. It is just a sort of false hope that people believe in so they can move forward. I'm expressing my opinion to you very strongly. Words can't paint a picture and a picture can't explain itself so I hope you understand and get it through to that thick skull of yours that I want to spend the remaining time I have, if I’m given the chance, as who I am to love you and take care of you cause when I've changed for the better, loving you won't be the same since I’ll be taking it to another level. Maybe you won't see it but I do and I most certainly can feel it. Call me insecure, call me selfish, call me a persistent bastard but don't ever call me a person who doesn't love you truly and deeply. To all who's been reading this may think that I’m stupid for pushing myself to the limit for someone who lost their interest in you. All I’m just trying to do is to open up her eyes to what a man I can be and I did say that I’ll try my best to steal your heart once more. I'm just a kid expressing his feelings and opinions to this one individual that gave him the reason to move on from the past. One advice to you all is that don't say I love you plainly but mean it because you won't ever have the chance to say it once they have left. Bear in mind the saying “you don’t know what you got until it’s gone”. Read it and think about it because you may find yourself one step to being someone else, someone better, someone who loves.

I end this by saying this to that someone "I still love you and I hope I can get another chance to be with you every minute that is able to spare me the seconds that can."

I am back. We are not together anymore. Many things have changed.

I'd like to wish you guys a happy new year! Don't worry, I'll be alright. :)

Hi people. Did you miss me? Haha. I'm still here! The reason why I haven't updated my blog.. because of..how to say this? love? no. relationship? heh. It's between me and my sayang duan. I still love you sayang. :) I am still looking for our cool pictures masa me and my sayang di pantai. Kinda miss those old moments that we had together. Haha. What's up? What have I been up to? Nothing. I am having an exam going on. Tomorrow will be my last paper. Yay, I am happy! Ok guys till here. I'll post some pictures if I find them. CHEERS.

Hey guys!!!!! im so tired right now but just felt like telling anyway. just came back from bukit shah bandar and mall. it was a great day! ok,let me tell you how the journey went. went to bukit shah bandar with my parents. yes,only 3 of us. but guess what? they left me di bukit ah! before went to Bukit Shah B. dad decided to go to Giant to buy something. but sudah abis ke giant. i didnt see him holding barang or anything. i thought he didnt buy anything there. so yeah. ahha. di bukit shah bandar. naik bukit and guess what? my dad said "lai,agath kau naik bukit dulu. mama ngalih. biar bapa dgni mama dulu". so YES,i was alone di bukit. then,i was really tired. i decided to go back. guess what? THEY WERE MISSING. after 5 minutes of searching,still no sign of them. where they could be? then....arghh! guess what? I HEARD MY MOM SCREAMING "AHHHHHHHHHH". OH MY GOD,THEY DID IT AGAIN!. ishhhh,inda mau abis waa. cubatah beranti just for 1 day! thats what they did!. they were hiding arah hutan ah. what a strategy place dad!

exactly at 6,we went home. my SILLY brother wanted to bring me jalan arah mall.went there for like 30 minutes. oh yeah,my silly brother's name is Rajit. hehe. to be frank,i dont like going out with him cause hes so like kan mati wa HAHAH. msa di mall. he saw the sign "no smoking".he wanted to smoke but since he couldt smoke there. GUESS WHAT HE DID? why do i have this silly brother? he took off his jean and started mastubating! i was like wtf are you doing? talur kali! then he asnwerd "sigup inda dpt. blow job saja. biar ramai org ikut kan.huhu". then we went home! i cant stand of his SILLYNESS.. gahhhhhhh.ahha bye

Hey guys! Salmah here. My sexy boyfriend wanted me to make a blog. erm.hello im salmah,taken by Duan :) i love him. i really love him. kan sayang? guys,duan's mine. pls, keep your hands off my boy. because he is mine wah kima sial buduh! hahahaha. ok. im 17 and i go to F.U.C.K international school. heheh. i have like 80 sisters and 91 brothers. i know. its a BIG BIG BIG family. thats because my dad selalu horny. he gets horny easily. plus his job is ...a baby maker? i mean, all he does everyday is. lying on the bed. takes off his clothes and everything. puts his not so big P and puts his P in to my mom's hole. hehe. my mom is hot. she has a big boobs. GUESS WHAT? she won the competiton last year. yang "who has the big boobs?". my mom's boobs` size is erm. xxl? haha. yg penting basar la. what i dont like about my mom is. SHE JUST CANT STOP SCREAMING/SHOUTING every night. inda nyaman tidur wa. hahaha.as i told you before. they work 24 hrs. hahaha. i will post their pcitures later! ;)