Perfect Simple Plan Hey dad look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according to plan? And do you think I'm wasting my time Doing things I wanna do? But it hurts when you disapprove all along And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't pretend that I'm all right And you can't change me 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late and We can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect I try not to think About the pain I feel inside Did you know you used to be my hero? All the days you spent with me Now seem so far away And it feels like you don't care anymore And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't stand another fight And nothing's alright 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too...
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someone announced that someone wanted to conduct photography workshop but the response someone received was kinda disappointing. anyway, there's always me as the student ! =x since young, i've always wanted to capture photos of everyday lifes so that i can look back at the past when i grow old in future. but when i was young, i only had the mentality to have a camera and capture whatever view i like. However, i still remember in Sec 2, our chinese teachers ask if anyone wants to be a reporter for the 星期五周报. along with another friend, we look for the teacher and said we're interested. BUT, one of the requirements was to have photographing experience for at least a year, so it's kinda sad we didnt get to participate. because of that, we went to look for the school photographer, who is also a chinese teacher in our class and ended up being my chinese teacher for sec 3 N 4, and ask him to teach us how to capture nice photos. Initially when we look for him, he ask WHY out of...
I always think that Real Life is complicated so i went into a Virtual Life. But then, now, I've realised, Virtual Life is as complicated as Real Life. So, it seems as though there's no point running from Real Life and get addicted to games. :( Anyway, I know someone through MapleStory. His ign(in game nick) is MaoOfMeowMao. He seems to be leading a very sad life. From his blog, the way he speak, it seems as though he has been rejected by everyone in the world and refuse to let anyone into his world anymore. He skipped school because he say the teacher find him useless, and wish to run away from the girl he loves. He has low self esteem and he is really sensitive to how people view him. I tried talking to him and asking him to share his burden with me, but he refuses to. I seriously want to help, but i really dont know how to. One of the things he said that keeps us(fellow guild maplers) worry about was that he said that he never plan to live beyond the age of 20. And his is tur...
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY ! :D well, my days was spend with my sisters ~ hahas it's been long since us sisters all get together to have a meal or chit chat. yEa, kinda happy we are able to meet up in this special occasion ! :D let photo do the talking... AHHH ! IM LOST FOR WORDS! NEXT TIME THEN. i dont wan ruin the happy mood by thinking about the things my sisters say... lalala ~ happy valentine all ! :D
y0x1 this is the group of cousins i grew up with when i was young ler~ we used to have sooooo much fun together! i so so so miss the fun + quarrels + argument + jokes ! i still rmb we tries our very best to play amazing race, we likes to go to the park nearby to play, we likes to go pick up saga seeds, we showers together, we snatch for bikes and scooters, we secretly buy ice-creams @ nearby petrol stations and secretly finished them before going back home, we shouts and screams at each other. it WAS so fun in the past. but now, everyone has got their own life. life moves on... i always hope to build close relationship with cousins, especially those i grew up with, but sometimes, it's just so hard to come up with a common topic and other than chinese new year, we dont even meet up now. in the past when i used to stay at my grands house, they will come to grand's house every monday during the holidays. but now, i only see them once a year. how i wish, i could turn back time and ...
everything was going fine after chatting and hearing advices from someone. my mind was almost clear about what i should do. i carried on the rest of my day well. meet up with friends, had dinner together, played, joked, laughed. everything was fine, i was enjoying myself, but a phone call ends it all. now, im back to almost what it's like initially, and it's kinda late to disturb someone. anyway, someone was kinda concern about me not having enough money to pay for today and that i'll have to be going home alone. thanks to that someone, im safely at home and posting. and you owe me my pineapple tarts. someone told me i should remain as a neutral party like i always am and to keep quiet and just listen to them. wonder if i should just do that. someone told me i should seriously think about my life, look into certain aspects of my life. and someone actually commented that im too happy-go-lucky and that i should worry and think more about certain things more. REALLY? im addict...