MeMoRiEs

viva la juicy. thanks sisters for the gift. (: now where's da gift from my own sister? u can consider buying me the following: Seagate FreeAgent Go 500GB Black :D just 96USD :D lols! Click for more infomation

loves this songgg~! new recommendation please? ive finsihed the above one. :D

my heart still long for you. somewhere in my mind i still choose to believe you're around. is everything just a nightmare? if so, when can i wake up? will i see your face again when i go visit? will you be there to tell me there's my fav food on the dinner table? will you be there to ask me how's school? will you be there to say "wah you've come" everytime u see me? will you be there to share your biscuit with me? i knew you're gonna be gone some day, i knew you wont accompany me forever, i knew this day has to come but why did u disappear within hours? why didnt u regain conscious and at least talked to me? if you have talked to me before you left, maybe i would have felt better. too unrealistic...the fact that you're gone. my mind still tell me it's not true, my mind still tell me i can see you soon. and how can i imagine, it've been one week already. one of the saddest thing, is when ahma say u told her "see, the family is falling apart...

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

Im officially an adult! :D make a wish..i jus realise every year my wish is the same. wonder if it will ever come true. hahas! so fast, im an adult alrdy. feels like yesterday i was only 10plus. oh wells. thanks for the pretty flowers! :D kinda surprise i got the flowers cause i rmb telling the person who gave me that flowers are kinda waste of money. but still, im happy to see the pretty flowers. :D from parents. this is like the first time i received a bday pressie from them! hope i wont lose it! from xian. hur thanks for making the effort to come to my hse and celebrate with me (: too bad this yr midzie isnt around. lols. -+- the days past by so quickly. soon we'll be out in the workforce. soon it'll be our parents who gna be old. soon we'll be taking over our parents' roles. everything gonna change. i always hate changing. i just want things to be the way it is. i dont want any changes. but now, i think i should accept the fact that no matter how much u hate it, thi...

the path we used to walk together, ill walk on alone from now on. time flew past fast. things happen in a sudden. not sure if ive accepted it. it feels like a dream. a nightmare rather. was it a good thing? or bad? i dont know. suddenly poof and no one knows anything. i stayed with you for 12years. though then i was still a kid and prolly dont rmb much, but at least i rmb i stayed with you..for 12 years. your sudden departure left me thinking. bits and pieces of thoughts, shant pen it down here. it's time for a change. everything end just before my 21st birthday. it's time i grow up. i dont know where life is gonna head to. maybe i should let loose of something i thought was really important to me. maybe i need to rethink and readjust my current life. set it free. set myself free.

i always love bubbles even since i was a kid. always feels that they are pretty! HELLO world ! i survived my 1st paper! you know i actually spot all the question correctly but simply refuse to put extra effort in memorising them hard enuff. all i did was, read the qn, read thru the answer, understand it. the end. and when it came out i was like...eh correct not? like missing something leh. and i was right! was missing steps here and there -.- hopefully they gimme method marks and make me passsss! i seriously dont wanna retake fm! RAH!

1st paper. financial management. 230pm to 530pm. time flew past fast. exam is here! *dies*

since so many people are encouraging me to study, i shall not let them down. thus i shall start studying tomorrow! :D

exams are round the corner *dies on the spot* last year when i receive my results, i told myself ill study hard nxt year. *looks at myself* history is repeating itself. i am NOT studying hard ): whenever exam's near, every single thing feels fun to do, including changing of template which as u can see, i just changed mine. =x any drama or anime also becomes fun to watch. ive finsih 21 episode of next stop, happiness and 12 episode of down with love and 4 episode of working!! and 2 episode of bleach and some random tv show. terrific! :D gotta say, next stop,happiness is really nice! if you're free you should watch too (: shall try to study now, but im tempted to watch the chnl 8 show on tv now which last till 930pm. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. i think ill give in to temptation. -.- ill be back SOON