this picture prolly depicts my mood. what's going on? it seems like time is moving so fast ahead of me and i cant keep up. if i could live in dream, i would.
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Relationship is so vulnerable. They can break anytime. Two parties can be engaging in lovey dovey talk, then suddenly, it turns into heated argument and poof. Break up. It seems like all the past efforts for building up the relationship was worthless. Just becos of that one mistake, it seems like all the good things isnt relevant at all. Just within that few min, two parties can turn from those that hang out almost everyday into two strangers. So, whatever happen to those times he make effort in cheering you up? Whatever happens to those times we smile together? Whatever happens to all the effort in choosing a present and giving you. Whatever happen to the efforts in planning your birthday every year? Whatever happen to all the comfort that he gives? All that is reduce into nth just becos he broke a promise, a seemingly minor one in the eyes of others? Is it that easy to give up relationship that has alrdy lasted for years? Is it even possible to forget he existed when he's always ...
Turned around multiple times Smiled and pretended not to know Silently tried to lie to my heart Are you lost not knowing my heart Suddenly scared to say i love you Not familiar with those words With stiff lips I say love you, I love you I scream to your back behind you Just to breathe together under the same sky Can't wish for anything more Don't know anything but my love is growing pain that is to follow I will linger here even if die of pain Laughter just being by your side Even if we are unhappy and can't be undone You are the one I choose Only bruises on my broken heart Only tears when I look back You couldn't find me cause I was invisible My love quickly hides Just to breathe together under the same sky Can't wish for anything more Don't know anything and my love is growing Pain that is to follow I will linger here even if I die of pain Laughter just being by your side Even if we are unhappy and can't be undone You are the one I choose Tried hard to tur...
we may be together but we will still feels different levels of sadness different levels of emotions. you prolly need to be me to understand me. i can act strong. i can tell all my friends it's ok, im used to it alrdy i can pretend to be laughin and smiling when im with people i can hides my tear. but at the end of the day, when im alone, all the emotions within me remains... i always say thing i dont mean and i hate it but i cant change it.
A reluctant hug, and a soft kiss goodbye, he is leaving once again Every year end, he comes to visit then goes back on a plane When he is with me, it is the only time I feel truly happy And when we are apart, all I can think of is when next we'd meet He looks at me and tells me he has to go but he will be back He says i could visit him after my exams, after i graduated I watch tearfully as he walks away from me, into the departure hall He glances back for one last look and a short wave, before disappearing behind a wall All i could do was to wish him all the best and wait till the next time we meet Before I know it, he's long gone.. nothing but oceans and countries away I tell myself to be strong, that life goes on - it should and it will But why does it seem like every time he leaves, time just stands still? The following days are spent getting used to not having him around Getting used to not being able to meet as and when we want I now sit and wait by the phone, the only way...