Munmun's Trail : : 敏子の迹

After a long arrangement, we finally able to have the Mother’s Day Dinner at one of the famous Japanese Steamboat Restaurant in Bandar Puteri, Mizi Shabu-Shabu. Well, reason why we dine at this restaurant? Well… no doubt this is one of my favorite dining place since I’m a Japanese food lover, but this is not the reason. The main reason is simply because I want my family to have a try on this shabu-shabu thingy since they don’t have chance to try this before except for Sam & Koh… We then went to Galaxy Puchong, Casa Square for a karaoke session after getting our stomach filled with sumptuous food.

This is the 2nd time I went to karaoke with my family of which the 1st time was many years ago with my beloved dad along… We had our family time at the karaoke room with a little surprise when a birthday song broadcast out of sudden and a waiter came in with a birthday cake… And of course this is my bro in-law, Chasel’s request lor… sweet and lovely… I’m glad and happy that my sis is blessed and living in happiness with her hubby… but I’m tearing at the bottom of my heart… :’(

Sms Mich to see whether she is working on night shift thinking of to ask her for her companion. As soon as she picked up the call, my tear drops… She then offered me to join her + her colleagues for a night out at Breakers Hartamas. After I've got myself showered, Mich & Colbert picked me from the little sad house and head down to Sri Hartamas to meet her colleagues.
At Breakers, guys were having their fun time on the pool table and gals were enjoying the dinner or rather call it supper… Thanks to Mich for sparing her time to accompany me, we had our private time on some girl talk at the train’s cabin on top and call off the gathering session after couple of hours at Breakers. Thanks everybody for making me welcomed… : )

Bought this trip during the month of March when I was terribly down until I’m desperately looking for an escapade trip to runaway from my unhappiness, depression, pressure and work… But end up being the escapade trip to ment my broken heart… This is the very 1st time I travel alone without a companion of which I was a little bit nervous at first to go for it, thanks to Nixon for his encouragement in traveling alone... : )

I woke up early the morning and left a note to Alv wishes him all the best in his new undertaking on SP’s Vietnam Project before I left the little love nest… While I was having my breakfast at KLIA, I received a sms from Alv wishes me an enjoyable trip and my tear drops… :’(

Reached the destination and have my check-in done, it was really a beautiful, calm and peaceful place. On this very Day 1, I went for island hoping in the afternoon and did few snorkeling. The marine park here was well preserved, you are able to see a lot of nice fishes + corals even though just snorkel around and I must say this is the nicest snorkeling spot that I had ever visited. At nite, I joint 2 couples from China & KL + dive instructor for some red wine sipping. Other than these, was crying all day long with my mp3 player switched on in the room, during lunch + dinner, even when chatting with my mum over the phone on a bench at the beach side… Never ever thought that things which supposed to be constructive even in the logical mind of other people can turn to be 1 of the break up reason… :’’(

Had my jungle trekking in the morning of Day 2 and met a new friend from Japan, Sayaka-san who is taking her OWDC course with the dive instructor, Eric whom I knew on Day 1. Then, I met another 3 new friends after dinner, KF who is the tour leader to another group of people and a pair of advance diver couple from S’pore, Steph & Matt… Went to search for “night glow sea ameba” with Sayakan-san later at nite and decided to do at least 2 dives on Day 3 after chatting with Eric, Steph & Matt …

Waived goodbye to Sayaka-san and started off with a shore dive to refresh my diving skills on Day 3 morning… the house reef is nice to see of which we can’t hardly find such beautiful house reef at most of the resort. Surfaced after 30min bottom time for lunch break and continued my 2nd boat dive for 35 min bottom time after tea break. Met another 2 new friends, SH & WL who did a discovery dive with Eric before my shore dive in the morning.

Last, have my belongings packed after breakfast with Eric on Day 4 morning and waived goodbye to him + the island after photo session with him, Steph & Matt. While heading back to the main land on speed boat transfer, I had another unpredictable surprise… Ya! We saw dolphins swimming and jumping around next to our boat for about 10-15 min…! It was really a mesmerizing phenomenon which is beyond my expectation and I guess God has given me a reason to cheer myself. : ) I then rented a rest house at KT Town with SH & WL and spent an afternoon walking around the town with both of them while waiting for my evening flight back to KL… Ended my escapade trip when Sam & Koh picked me from KLIA back to the little sad house.

This… is the day… We woke up about lunch time and had our last lunch time together as couple. I know I’m gonna miss all those time that we have spent together for 2 years with 1 ½ years living together in our little love nest… everything is so complete and warmth, typically with Alv present in my life… who has lighten up and completed my life…

We had a long talk till late evening… It seems that I’m the only party who analyzed my fault / what I’ve done wrong during the pass 2 months and do my best to push this relationship ongoing. Alv has tired with all these and he has decided to end our love relationship... As a girl friend, I think I had done my very best to give him the love that I could but it doesn’t serve anymore meaning when he has already heartless in this relationship. So, I have no choice but to let go no matter how hurt I am, no matter how difficult it will be, no matter how in-complete my life will be, no matter how deep is my love to him, no matter how sad, no matter how sorrow I’m going to miss him… :’(

It seems that I’ve lost half of my rib bone, half of my heart, half of my mind, half of my body, half of my soul… Goodbye, my dear Alv… :’’(

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I’m getting more and more moody lately cause Alv will be back to the mainland these few days…. My mood even swing upside down, 360 degree, 24/7 after knowing that Alv has already return to mainland days before without heading back home… and joint his “close girl friend” + dept colleagues high up the hill at Genting Highland for a show instead… : (

When I head home after a tiring day of work, I found that he has finally returned home and left his belongings at home without having his shadow around... A day which is supposed to be a joyful day to me but it ends up to be a day covered by dark clouds… I know I can’t hide anymore from this dark shadow… and the time has come… :'(

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