Friday, November 23, 2012

Cold War 寒战 @ 17/11/2012

Watched [ Cold War 寒战 ] with my buddies, SH + Jess + Nixon & Melvin at GCS 1U last weekend. It was claimed to be the best and most anticipated police thriller movie in Hong Kong for the past 10 years, starring Aaron Kwok 郭富城, Tony Leung 梁家辉, Eddie Peng 彭于晏, Aarif Rahman 李治廷, Charlie Yeung 杨采妮, Gordon Lam 林家栋 cum guest starring, Andy Lau 刘德华.

The story plot begun with Hong Kong, the Asia’s safest city is about to be tested when EU71, a police van that full loaded with some most advanced equipment and its five officers disappears at nowhere out of sudden. Due to urgency, the acting highest Commissioner has declared and launched a rescue operation, code named Cold War to tackle the safety of hostages and retain the reputation of police force. There, it started off the cat-mouse chasing game between the hijackers and the highest levels of police management whereby, the hijackers possessed direct knowledge of confidential police procedures. It then, caused conflicts between both Deputy Commissioner of Administrative, Sean KF Lau ( Aaron Kwok ) and Deputy Commissioner of Operations, Waise M.B. Lee ( Tony Leung ) in said rescue operation where, none of them aware that they were actually being put into a stratagem that decides who will climb to the top when the Commissioner step down in near future.

Cold War brought out the power of struggles, corruption and inner workings of Hong Kong’s police force. Overall good, but I felt the movie was a little too many yet fast-paced plots that compact together until it has to rush the ending with a simple straightforward climax and unanswered questions that give leeway to further the storyline in future.

Monday, November 12, 2012

能不能够重来一遍... @ 10/11/2012

抱歉
主唱: 李圣杰

忘了我们是在什么时候
选择放开彼此的手
忘了我们为了什么理由
才会让你一个人走 ( 才决定不能再挽留 )

为什么总失去后才懂得
才发现你对我最重要
为什么到后来我才又听说
你最爱的人还是我

不想妥协 不想眷恋 我想你在身边

能不能够让我们重来一遍 你是否对我还有相同感觉
我不想要再对自己抱怨 也不想再狼狈
能不能够让我们回到从前 回到那一天当我们还相恋
你说过要陪我走到永远 还是你在敷衍

能不能够让我们重来一遍 你是否对我还有相同感觉
我不想要再对自己抱怨 也不想再狼狈
能不能够让我们回到从前 回到那一天当我们还相恋
你说过要陪我走到永远 但你却说抱歉



Note:~ You may need to stop the background player at the bottom of right navigation bar.

~ 忘了我们是在什么时候, 选择放开彼此的手; 忘了我们为了什么理由, 才决定不能再挽留; 你说过的要陪我走到永远呢? 是敷衍也是抱歉吗? ~

Monday, November 5, 2012

SPSB Charity Dinner ’12 @ 3/11/2012

I was being called for the annual SP Charity Dinner duty at our very own and brand new Setia Convention Center, Setia Alam last Saturday. As usual, we have to report at the event venue much earlier for task briefing, familiarize ourselves, identify our positioning and get ready to welcome / usher our donors. We lined up in line to welcome our guests when the clock ticked, where our kind hearted donors came one after another despite that it was heavy rain. The event started about an hour later than the schedule time due to the guest of honor’s flight delayed. As a result, all the ladies feet were strained and a seat is badly needed upon the arrival of the invited guest of honor. Me and few of my colleagues then immediately went to the staff dining venue to rest our legs and fed our grunting stomach. After dinner, we joined our donors and enjoyed the main program of the night, our very own in-house musical production as usual, themed “3+1 Kawan Setia” for this year. The floor learnt that SPSF ( SP Setia Foundation ) has successfully raised RM8.1mil, the highest amount collected todate. As for the musical, it was surely a successful show given the credit that 2 of the main characters are from SSR ( Setia Sky Residences ) Project, KL.

Good show, Ann ( MoiTeng ) & Diyana ( Tembam )...!

Cried In Dream @ 4/11/2012

I went down to Melaka again for another round of chicken rice ball with my buddies, Nixon + Jess + NL last weekend with an overnight stay. There is nothing much to blog about since it is just again, another cari makan trip. What shocked me was, my sudden cried out loud in dream the particular night while sleeping next to Jess, where Jess & Nixon were poorly awakened by my crying voices. I can’t clearly remember how the dream was and what is the reason that I cried in dream, all that I can only recalled was, the dream contents my late father and someone… : (

========
Crying in dreams is a typical symbolic that associates with the release of emotional pain & grief. It is also psychologically, an image for the liberation of psychological pressure or pain, or spiritually, represents the mourning over a personal loss. In general, cry stands for uncontrollable feelings or pain where the dreamer discharge accumulated feelings that saddened by events in the past, or afraid to embrace the future, or releasing emotions that the dreamer have either denied or suppressed for some reason. Cry in dreams builds often from inner tensions, stress and emotional pain especially if you cannot cry in the waking life. It could be something or someone that you need to deal with before you can move on, or a situation or person, in your waking life, that is the cause of intense emotional turmoil or that you are avoiding having to deal with. Thus, crying in dreams also traditionally indicates delight and big surprises after grief over a person you will soon forget.
========

Guess I’m really in tremendous emotional turmoil having seen the above Google information… Just hope that I don’t need another sleeping pills course ( the 4th course over the period of 1+ year ) to get rid of these emotional sickness.

Saturday, November 3, 2012

时机 @ 29/10/2012

人生... 有许多事情, 许多机遇, 都离不开时机二字.

从2011年9月初开始, 我就再也没有登入过我原本的 Gmail 帐号, 那是因为我害怕收到他的电邮, 向我讨回我们曾经的一切, 和看见他有登入聊天室但却对我不理不睬. 所以, 我干脆把自己完全地与这个 Gmail 帐号隔离掉. 甚至特地注册令一个 Gmail 帐号以联系智慧型手电.

不知从何时开始, 心里偶尔总会有点不明的感觉, 总会有一点冲动想再次登入那原本的 Gmail 帐号. 但是... 又总是会因为某些原因, 某些障碍, 尤其是那害怕再次受伤的感觉, 而始终没有成功登入. 这一天... 终于在一个人独处在家的时候, 冒然地登入了. 不登入罢不登入, 这一点击的登入, 竟意外地发现他于去年年杪给我发的一封只有标题, 没有内容的电邮. 看着电邮的标题, 我的眼泪洪涌而出... (T.T) 为什么, 为什么世事总是弄人的... 为什么两个相爱的人, 会因种种而分开, 因种种而错过, 因种种而不能与自己一生中最爱的人在一起, 因种种而抱憾终身... 或许当时, 我们都太在意吧.

我无语... 只能强烈感觉到那被砸得碎不成形的心底里, 不停地传出刀割般竭斯底里的悲痛~ 除了因为现在的他已有了她... 还有的就是他可能永远都不再有机会知道, 我从来都没放开过手, 我最大的幸福也是能和他手牵手, 一起走下半辈子... T.T

爱... 是一种久违的心痛, 当你心痛一个人的时候, 那个人在你的生命中已经不可割舍了~ 我久违的心痛... 是他, 我极深爱极想去恨, 却狠不下心去恨的他. 依然是他, 还是很爱的他... <3

"你以为放手可以成全我的幸福, 可你不知道我最大的幸福就是和你手牵手. 爱是一种久违的心痛, 当你心痛一个人的时候, 那个人在你的生命中已经不可割舍了..."

~ 后记: 你在分开还不到半年的日子内, 在发电邮后的短短几个月里, 就已经和她沾上了... 倘若你最大的幸福, 真的是和我手牵手... 那为什么你又会和她在一起呢?! 为什么没尽力尝试找我呢?! 难道除了一个只有标题的电邮, 和那么一个普通的短讯之外, 就不能给我拨一通电话, 不能再一次找我吗? 你... 爱我吗? 还爱我吗? 但我却可以很明确地肯定, 我是爱你的... 还爱你... 竟然还在白痴地等待一个更本不可能的回头或回心转意... </3 ~