Life Expectancy: 65 Years
Claud An avid collector of your hopes and worries, a romantic at heart. She thanks her fairies, for blessing her with people who know compassion down to an art. For accepting her for who she is, who never fails to turn up, in times of need as well as happiness, or just there for a loving hug.
Thursday, July 29, 2010
the emotions talk whenever the flock dock.
These few days I don't feel so well. It has nothing to do with physical health, although having your monthlies is never a good feeling.
To add salt to the wound, having met 3 different insane people at the MRT station in a week is not very comforting. Sometimes I wish I can join them.
It's true that my relatives and family affect me to a very large extent. It's not something new and I feel like I'm bothering non-related people by ranting to them (sorry folks) because it's none of their concern. Hence 'non-related'.
For the sake of my sanity, I need to tell someone...it's my way of coping. Some people draw, some people play the piano, some people watch dramas. I think when I 'talk it out' (which is probably why some people accuse me of talking too much).
So now I'm at Esplanade library, writing so that I can talk to myself. Or at least let the hormones do the talking.
We all live our own lives and our problems tend to be in focus of our lives. It is afterall, what's bothering us the most isn't it? I confess sometimes it's easy to slip into the whole 'I am vulnerable, so please come and comfort me now' mode and forget that there are others who need help and probably need it more than me.
This post makes me feel guilty in some way, because I think I've bothered my friends enough - both old and new. And I also know some of them will be more than happy to be bothered, which then makes me also guilty.
HAHA...ok, I can see Xinyi already saying "no darl, you no need feel guilty ok? We are here because we want to."
That kind of things makes me feel even more bad. So maybe the solution is to be more thick-skinned. HAHAHAHAHA!
in any case, it's perhaps pride that results in the guilt. The fact that you might want to carry everything on your shoulders and not rely on anyone else. However, it's not possible and I sometimes don't like people saying 'you're an independent woman' because that implies that I don't need a shoulder to cry on.
Fact is, I do. And these days, I do need a shoulder from time to time. Company never fails to cheer me up =D....and distract me from emo things.
And I do enjoy people taking over from time to time. HAHAHA!
(note to self: hire wedding planner)
I am not strong...I just have very good friends who don't mind (or are too nice) lending me a listening ear. However, they have their own lives, and their own problems and it would not be fair to them as well.
So hopefully school starts soon so I can take my mind off things and distract myself from whatever that is bothering me...so as sick as it sounds. I hope NUS can start soon.
I may regret making this statement.
However, on the upside of things, I'm really excited form my 21st party...I think the mood of my party is probably going to weird some people out, if you're not the sporting sort.
It's nothing shocking, like asking you to come nude.
(for the 100 millionth time because I'm endlessly grateful to these 2 ppl) Thanks to NAT and Chris for offering to plan/decorate/clean/sweep/kill any suspicious insects/comfort the distressed hostess/do the relevant sai-kang.
and of course Rovin who's Nat's PA and lending the additional help. I will da-pao more food for you. Chris and you can have an eating competition.
Much appreciation to Xinyi for offering to stay all 3 days and coming with entertainment ideas.
Thanks Cat for offering her PS3 for my chalet. (anyone wanna contribute Wii? Cat! Can I play Little Big World again? HAHA!)
Thanks Terrena for offering to make the decorations =)
(ok this is sounding like an award show...HAHAHA)
and Thanks to Pinhao and Yongquan for being my sounding board about giving guys flowers and the many witty suggestions. I will take the yellow box idea. HAHAHA!
In any case...I'll be posting the chalet details soon la...Super excited about it and I can't wait!
And yes I'm feeling better after venting all these insecurities and you reading them...HAHAHA...thanks for listening - whoever you are =D
16:17
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
讲钱伤感情
the world revolves around money. While it doesn't buy everything, face it, it buys most things.
money is the root of all evil. While in itself, it is not evil by nature, the use of it is.
These proverbs didn't tell you, is that it is the person you're dealing with that is the root of all evil, and that makes your life revolve around money.
today we went to a new lawyer...hopefully one that is better. He was really straightforward and honest, something we appreciate a lot la...(his office had a lot of gifts, supposedly from past clients?)
In any case, he was telling us about the previous cases that he has in the past. There are many cases like us - one member of the family is incapacitated, and the other side doesn't trust the spouse to handle the finances. Apparently, we're not alone.
And somehow you wonder where all the HK dramas get their plots from. =.=
Now the Mentally Unsounds Act or something has changed, whereby the committee appointed by the court (order) can even make wills on behalf of the incapacitated person now. Sounds scary? It is. Although it's not easy for the committee to do so, no doubt some shmuck will try.
Now it makes sense why my uncle wants to drive us to go to court and file an appeal. Although there's a slim chance of making the will on behalf of my mum, he will no doubt push his luck - given this is a new act and all...
It all makes sense. So you see, it's not about money. It's about the person using the money.
The good news? THERE IS NO MAJORITY WIN...(meaning there no such thing as voting in the court order, all 3 of them plus my dad has to agree. all have to sign check and do everything together.)
The bad news? This nightmare won't end when I turn 21 either. It'll just get worse. Right now, we're looking at making this present arrangement work, if not, the new Act may just make EVERYthing worse - with my uncle trying to make wills on the mum's behalf? it's a freaking scary thought.
We received a piece of good news as well =) although it's not confirmed yet, but the new lawyer suspected that some money claimed actually is not considered part of my mum's holdings. So we don't need to actually be accountable to them for that.
If that is really true. I really would like to take that money and throw it in their faces - because that has been their concern all along.
So....people, make a will when you can. Ask your parents to make a will while they can. If not, when shit hits the ceiling, the only person that gets hurt, is the person who is the most vulnerable - and in this case, my mum. Don't let that happen. Don't wait....the grim reaper (or stroke, heart attack, diabetes, insanity reaper) doesn't, so why should you?
16:42
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
a will but no way
these few days...my tuition kids have been cancelling on me...one due to sickness, the other due a car accident and the last one has just too many commitments that she only sleeps 4 hours a day.
sometimes I talk to my friends online and they take a long time to reply, i wonder if talking to me is a chore.
Then perhaps looking back at my hectic schedule, i've also let some people down, forgot some appointments and didn't turn up for many for the sake of others.
Sometimes, the heart is willing, but the body is weak.
No longer do i blame the shortcomings of those who cannot make it, neither do I hold grudge against those who aren't busy, and can make it, yet do not do so.
We all need a break some time. Sometimes, you have the will, but there's no way.
=)
18:33
Friday, July 23, 2010
dad's version of a chalet
Dad, "EH! you book the chalet already?! I got the receipt here you know. Where is this fairy bungalow? Why the name so kuku one?"
Me, "it's at aloha changi la...i know how to go, it's my friend's chalet there lor!"
Dad, "you book what day? thurs-sat?! wah...sat is F1 leh....how arh?"
Me, "=.="
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my dad: sports maniac extraordinaire.
10:14
Thursday, July 22, 2010
prelude
as a prelude to the sexuality module I might be taking this coming sem, Jia wen wrote something on facebook which got me thinking....(which is happening less these days thanks to the holidays)
In any case, she has this quote which says "Girls do not dress for boys. They dress for themselves and of course, each other. If girls dressed for boys, they will be walking around naked."
There are many assumptions that are going to be make in the following. But just humour me? Kinda fun twisting logic in a very twisted way.
Let's assume that human kind dress themselves up to attract attention. Like how the male birds will be more colourful than the females so as to attract a mate and hopefully get laid (and then lay many eggs). Say, if going by that above quote - if girls dress up for ourselves and for other girls, then who are we attracting exactly?
You follow?
In any case, we are either i) very egotistical because we think the world to ourselves and dress up to impress upon others about our character or ii) we are attracting attention, not from the boys, but from the girls.
Then of course, implies that all women actually desire to be with other women - which may not be the case isn't it?
Maybe we don't think each other in the erotic sense. Well, many years ago, marriage and sex was a separate issue. People marry for the sake of family, connections, resources and procreation. While sex was for lovers, entertainment, pleasure. In past, 'spouse' and 'love' were seperate institutions. Today, 'love' and 'spouse' are synonymous. Discovery Channel says women were built to cheat. Which is why the size of men's testicles is larger than a gorilla, despite being very much smaller than our hairy cousin. Gorillas are absolutely loyal to their mates, while chimpanzees, being very much small in physical size, has much larger testes. That's because they literally, sleep around. So the chances of passing on genes increases when erm....the sperm count increases.
Biology aside, I think it's pretty interesting that homo sapiens sapiens (yes, we've upgraded ourselves. It means VERY wise man in latin now. Although I still dispute over the wise part of the taxonomy), are the only species as far as I know, where the FEMALES appear more beautiful and attract attention from MALES.
(we all know the male chicken is prettier than the hen)
Think about it...
Of course, we may never know the true answers to things. However, the truth is only as much as other people believing in it, and right now, the truth is that women still dress up in hopes of catching attention, or hiding her flaws so that the attention is favourable. It has been for centuries, and it is here to stay in this century. So perhaps, we ask ourselves - why? If the men can't care less about what clothes a woman's wearing since it's what's underneath that they are really interested in. Then who are we REALLY dressing up for?
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of course, i'm assuming that clothes do not have social meanings behind it. Dressing up, dress codes, clothing, attire...they are all part of our social identity. I wonder if anyone has studied this at all?
23:54
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Get it or not
My email to Prof
Hi Dr. ****************
I'm am interested for the field studies programme next year. How do I sign up for it?
Thanks!
Claudia
Prof's reply
Claudia - you just did.
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Am I the only one getting the humour?
23:56
Spheres of Existence
I'm deeply bothered over that subject for a long time...ever since I did a paper on childhood inequality...
and the differences in the crowd for my friends' 21st birthday parties set me thinking...
and then Yongquan wrote about inequality and wrote it so well that I maybe I should just post the link here....
In any case, I met a few friends for lunch, dinner, brunch, dunch...basically to eat. I can't help but wonder whether they know how lucky they were to be living in a semi-detached, being able to have their mothers drive them around, or to be able afford lessons. Eventually, I find myself slightly envious of their predicatment. The fact that they were actually born into a 'good life' and yet know very little what it means to be living on the 'outside' - present company included.
Life chances and differences aside, I'm intrigued how our friends mostly have similar backgrounds.
This makes me wonder, that perhaps we live our own spheres of existence, that while we may walk the same tarmac, but our living experiences are entirely different in terms of how we see and interpret the information around us. Take for instance, when the news reveals about a single mother who's barely scraping by, I would not understand the predicament she is in, and least of all, empathize her demise. We can imagine how she might be living, but we can never capture understand. Yet, another single mother would know EXACTLY what she's going through and ache.
It's like watching someone being eaten by Godzilla versus being ACTUALLY eaten by Godzilla.
You laugh, but it happens all the time.
The space we occupy, are not simply spaces, but is a form of bubble we surround ourself with in which contains the most heartfelt experiences which we know best. Hence, we cannot or do not have the chance to experience something out of that bubble.
Even if we have overlapping spaces, like how 500-600 of FASS students pace the corridors of AS1 everyday, we all carry a sense of difference due to our background and upbringing. While we may be at the same place at the same time, we are also in different spheres of existence.
I think, at this moment, is why it is difficult for the rich to help the poor. I think it's not simply reluctance or ignorance. To give these people credit, they must know that poverty exists. However, the difference between action rather than just having a reaction, is experience. If one knows the how it is like to struggle through life, then I think stupid policies like increasing transport fares won't happen on an annual basis.
That's why so-called idiots can say that 'people are poor because they choose to be'.
It's not enough to go to poor countries, do a little community service or visit a home once in a while...I think the vast majority need to experience a little pain, as morbid as it sounds, to truly be in the other person's shoes. Our spheres of existence, and not simply spaces, require expansion and overlap, before anything meaningful can truly be achieved.
15:47
Saturday, July 17, 2010
a post that's long time coming...
inally finally got settled down with my new macbook pro baby. The system is amazing and I'm not going to stop typing, in fact this is going to be a rather long blog post because I finally could type in peace (on what's mine =D) and catch up on the happenings recently...
so while the cake was on its way to the venue in Rovin's car, the rest of 222 was waiting at marina bay. At first we were wondering how to get there via the shuttle bus. So tottering on our heels, we walked around the area, which was a total mess due the the extensive construction work, and couldn't find the bus stop. Finally, ADG was man enough to walk to the other end and told us that the bus stop is there. Later, we realised that XJ was driving and drilled jia liang to call him. So he finally came and we breathed a sigh of relief.
Nat's 21st Birthday
So it started out with nat's 21st birthday party on 19th June 2010 at the marina barrage. It was a cosy affair, like how nat wanted it. in any case days before the birthday, this hot mama called me up for a favour. The restaurant at holland V was pretty much over-charging at the last min and so she had to change venue. In the midst of all the chaos, the cake was kinda left to the 222s to handle...=) more than glad to help pick out the cake...muahahaha!
the cake was lychee martini and triple chocolate. It was white with paper flowers, simple and elegant which I thought suited nat la. I did worry that she might not like it etc. I thought maybe it's better to have, what i think, is a photogenic cake...a cake that photographs well. There are some cakes that have designs on them, which makes photography from afar difficult.
so while the cake was on its way to the venue in Rovin's car, the rest of 222 was waiting at marina bay. At first we were wondering how to get there via the shuttle bus. So tottering on our heels, we walked around the area, which was a total mess due the the extensive construction work, and couldn't find the bus stop. Finally, ADG was man enough to walk to the other end and told us that the bus stop is there. Later, we realised that XJ was driving and drilled jia liang to call him. So he finally came and we breathed a sigh of relief.BUT....the question is now: "did he drive his lorry here?" because last time he told us that his family had a lorry at home which he drives sometimes. Luckily....his lorry turned out to be a 6/7 seater Toyota Picnic....the happier thing was that we all could fit in it...=D
So we arrived at the venue while XJ went to find parking lot. There were a lot of cars and so he took quite a while to find the carpark. In the meantime we got the cameras out! All the girls wore heels that day and it so happened that we were split into 2 'teams'...the pumps team, and the wedges team.
(Note: for the unenlightened, wedges and pumps are categorisation of high heeled shoes....)
I vote for the PUMPS team! HAHAHA! By the way, I look like a giant, and kris looks like a hobbit here...D=
the same effect here...WAHAHA...kris damn funny, she was wearing her flats at marina bay and changed the shoes in XJ's car while 'heh heh heh'-ing us that our feet will hurt later.(postscript: it did.)
So finally XJ arrived....
So finally XJ arrived....
and we headed to the cafe, which was a little empty with Nat's sec sch BFFs and us. So we figured that the hostess is running a little late and helped ourselves to a little entertainment...like dai-di and bridge...=D poker claud = happy claud...
I have no idea why XJ's expression is so leering...by the way, xinyi was taking this picture...O.oAfter a few rounds of food, it's time to cut the cake! Did i mention that nat was really beautiful that day? We were WOW! by it....=D
half the time i was worried that the number "1" will just fall back and melt...D= looks kinda scary from here...HAHAHA!
We were both wearing the same shoes that day! Pretty right? Look at the killer heels! =D
half the time i was worried that the number "1" will just fall back and melt...D= looks kinda scary from here...HAHAHA!We were both wearing the same shoes that day! Pretty right? Look at the killer heels! =DSo therein ends a wonderful evening =) XJ was nice enough to leave halfway to move the car nearer so we don't have to walk too far and later sent us to the mrt station. So yes, he's forgiven for all the 'bullying'...heehee
Kris's 21st Birthday
in any case, 2 days later was Kris's 21st on 22nd June 2010...i didn't take a lot of pictures because we used Vann's camera.
While waiting for vann (she was late due to work), we took some pictures. Half the time we felt that XJ's and Jia liang's clothes looked disturbingly similar. Like the jeans and shirt was the same shade of red and black
while jia liang was huffing about how late vann was, xinyi and i decided to entertain ourselves with the camera...=D I hope that the camera can capture the RAINBOW hairband...=X but can't see the rainbow eye make up =(
So while walking there, we saw a rainbow! it was just a nice beginning to a RAINBOW themed party!!!Primary School Buddies
In the midst of all the madness, managed to meet up with my primary school buddies...haven't been meeting them for a long time and it's so nice to be able to meet them =) really really appreciated it!
The keyboard is of special importance to me...since I spoilt the last one =( SO the 15inch screen is wonderful and the speed is even faster than before. Finally can build houses (in SIMS) without a hitch...=D
Vonk's 21st outing
So we went out to celebrate yvonne's birthday...which consisted of a very simple outing of jap food at Watami (thanks jes for the recommendation!) and billy bombers...felt a little guilty for bringing her to Watami, didn't realise that she can't take a lot of types of food now...=(
In any case, we went Chinatown to get my stuff and to suntec to see the jap hp...so the 2 of us were feeling so thirsty and headed to billy bombers at marina to makan. We ordered dessert before the main course...HAHAHA! waffle with choc mint ice-cream...wonderful!!
so her mum came to join us later and finished up her half finished fish and chips, was was disappointingly not as nice as before. My pork ribs was still good though...almost died finishing the ribs, with half the time yvonne being scared that the ribs will fly into her plate instead...MUAHAHA...
and last but not least....My 21st birthday
I was out with Jesline 2 fridays ago and was discussing about 21st birthdays (since I had so many this couple of months) and told her about my default plan: to celebrate my 22nd since I might not have the mood to celebrate my 21st, given how I am going to court to fight for a say in my mum's matters.
Then she told me something quite meaningful, like why not celebrate 21st, and when I win, celebrate a bigger 22nd...=D
the idea seems tempting, and another friend told me I shouldn't let this stop me from celebrating what's mine...so all in all...maybe I might have a 21st party as well...
Chris wants the theme to be the 7 deadly sins and my cake to be a really pretty stiletto...if someone knows how to dress 'Anger' and 'Envy' I might consider...as for the cake, i'm not sure yet =X
then again, i don't really want a theme, but that doesn't mean there won't be a theme, should try something different =D
HAHAHA!
So i'm wondering how to go about doing it. Was thinking 10/11/12 september =D which is exactly 1 week from Xinyi's birthday bash..D= or I can always postpon it to be 24/25/26 sept during mid-sem holiday...
=) any ideas?
10:05
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Cat's 21st and other random stuffos
Okay, so this mon-wed i've been a little MIA because Cat kidnapped me for 3 days to Changi for her chalet....
ok, maybe it's more appropriate to say that i kidnapped myself willingly to spend 3 days at her chalet - be her maria and PA...
nah, just wanna be helpful and useful, the birthday girl shouldn't be allowed to do things mah, so wrong!
so the 3 days revolved around these activities:
PS-ing Little Big World with me screaming half of the time (and irritating the guys I'm sure) because i always get left behind....Cat, Andre and Bowen were too good man, yeah, noobs.
Dominon, Bang and Saboteur-ing where the new card games I've learnt. Haiz...intellectual people with intellectual games. they took 30mins to explain and 2 hours to play. Ok, it's an exaggeration, but you get the picture.
and then there will always be Tai-ti and Bridge =D won 5 times in a row yo! thanks to chris for his invaluable lessons and strategies....muahahaha, Frank and Andre suan me say i want people to say I win cuz i kept asking "so who start first" when it's obviously the winner. eh...between 40% alcohol and cranberry juice, I don't remember small stuff like that!
and then there were the cake cutting and singing of the birthday song 3 times...=D which i totally love because the birthday girl's expression was like damn cute...
HAHAHAHA....so overally, the UN- party was kinda fun in a very Cat way: loungy, sleepy and slacky...
makes me inspired to have my own....
So in the midst of the party, i had to leave on wednesday morning to get to KKH to get my mum's results. It was negative for cancer, and the doctor said the bleeding was some menopausal menses, since menopause makes periods irregular, so the bleeding may seem out of the ordinary. Everyone in the room heaved a sigh of relief and I felt so silly worrying after that...HAHAHA, so much that i wanted to cry. But yeah, don't wanna spoil the chalet mood la, it's nothing and let's just leave it at that.
and grazie to the people who sms-ed and asked after me and my mum...thanks to xinyi, jesline, nat and yvonne...especially yvonne since i woke her up in an ungodly hour just to rant my anxiety...with all her sleeping problems i'm sure every minute is precious
So thanks cat for inviting me for 3 days and to andre and bowen for the great company...sorry for being 'mean', really didn't mean half the things i say anyway =X
in any case, august is here soon and I hate to start school....FASS is screwing up by publishing the module info late dammit...
and my macbook pro is gonna be here soon! can't wait to start playing sims again! =D my 13inch cmi now la...graphics keeps lagging...
plus, i'll upload and blog about nat's and kris's big day soon once the comp is here!
12:35
Sunday, July 04, 2010
laptop...and random thoughts
i'm getting a new laptop middle of this month...so people, thanks for your patience regarding the photo uploads. I think it's WAAAAY overdue but spoilt comp...*shrugs*
In any case, i never admit that i'm a slave to technology. However, having my iphone hang on me (butter fingers) and my darling macbook keyboard incapicitated, i am forced to admit that fact.
not that it's all bad though, i'm finding alternatives. Reading now occupies most of my free time, so's sleeping...HAHAHA! and i'm busy giving extra lessons to my students who are having exams/prelims/tests left right centre.
so cat's birthday chalet is from 5-7. in the midst of it all, i still have my final theory test and my mum's test results.
on a birthday note (since i'm writing one):
If all my friends knew each other, they would realise that I wrote the same things on their 21st birthday cards. It's not that I ran out of words to write, but rather, I truly want those things for them....=)
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I used to think that being happy was a simple thing. Just do the things you think will make you happy -hanging out with friends, caring for those you love, sharing memories - is all that matters.
However, recently, I start to wonder, if perhaps happiness is not the only aim in life?
Sometimes we have to act upon what is larger than ourselves, to give up our very happiness so that others can be happy. It's altruistic and it's hard to fathom such an act.
I don't suppose being happy means everything, if happiness in life is without meaning. If you have meaning, then you have peace and in peace you find a certain kind of profound happiness through it all.
Was that what the Buddha was trying to preach?
What if my mum has cancer, what if the doctors cannot treat her? Will we still insist upon treatment, do whatever we can to make her live so that my family will be happy? Or do we do what is kind and let her go...mourn her lost for the rest of our lives?
Academic studies, books and newspapers don't tell you the answes to these things...but then again, we never did have a subject called "Life" to take an exam for anyway =)
being happy, is not as straightforward and simple. Sometimes we may need to give being happy temporarily to let someone else be happy...and in hopes that that will make us happy in return.
22:49
Saturday, July 03, 2010
dates have powers
i sometimes chill at the coincidence of numbers...
21/11/08 is when my mum fell victim to her stroke.
21 was her bed number when she was in the general ward.
My mum went to Renci on my birthday; 16th september.
27 June, the doctors found abnormal blood flow. My mum hasn't had her mensus since June 2009. That day was my dad's birthday
Today, the 2 July, my mum went to KKH and the doctor suspected my mum of cancer, if the test results come back positive for it. We're keeping out fingers crossed.
And then we'll know on 7/7 for sure if it is.
I don't like the number 2 and double dates makes me uneasy. Like 7 July, or 6 June...just creeps me out.
In any case, the point is not that numbers but the check up at KK hospital. I hope it's just a case of menses and nothing else, and that I'm worrying unnecessarily. So I'll try to live my days through and hope for the best, but prepared for the worst.
The thing is, the doctors won't treat my mum if say choy really got cancer. they can't operate because of the anaesthetic and the procedure might present too high a risk. if chemo and radio, the complications might worsen and create a worst case scenerio.
In my mind, logically I tell myself that's understandable. However, in your heart you know, it's not possible to accept because it's something personal.
Hopefully we won't have to make that kind of decision.
00:26
The People/Websites that make me Smile
Friends
Kris
Yong Quan
Xinyi
Vanessa
ShangYi
Chengying
Tracey
Tarrant - poetry
Websites of interest
bits and pieces
Compilations of digital art and art photography
Food blog/photography
XKCD - for a bit of off-beat intellectual humour and sarcasm
Because public spaces can be friendly
For the trivia junkie
F My Life...
Post Secret
6 Billion Secrets
Tales of Romantic Dead Ends
Graphic books, graphic knowledge
The Older Dreamer
Retrospective
July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 December 2012 February 2013 May 2013 June 2013 July 2013 August 2013
Curtain Call for....
Designer
DancingSheep
Resources
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Eulogies?