Saturday, April 24, 2010

My Temper IS SHooTInG & Im super UpSet today! Im gonna burst if i dun vent my frustration!

WHy am i fuming? FOr Fooking many Reasons:

1. Deprive of Sleep and yet still got to wake up early for work on a busy range AgaIN

2. Facing IRRITATING PEOPLE & annoying subordinates

3. Saw my EX flirting with other girls in front of my very own eyes. What do u tink u are please? very humourous? dat behaviour Irks me. Jus get lost pls la!

4. WAna Work Overtime today but Cuz of soME people, i had to forgo de chance of earning money for future studies & WORSE STILL-GIVING my assistant managers the image dat I keep procrastinating or lazy THOUGH I REQUESTED TO DO OT. WAd an irony.

5. Do something which I DUN inTEND TO DO AT ALL & I Feel like a ball-Always being kicked around; U need me, u put me on VIP floor, U dun need me, u jus kick me away. ThX How i luv my job.

And I HAte people telling me wad to do unless u r a rank above me. PS If not pls shut ur mouth up cuz i dun see dat u r any smarter than me.

Lastly, dun flirt in front of me cuz ill feel disgusted..

and sorry meiwei..i was in e bad mood when u tok to me wif ur bad tone. makes me feel even more upset & screamming more loudly inside me. didnt mean it. jus feeling dat life sucks. Hope u understand.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

I was too exhausted to blog ytd. Hehs Went to K-box wif Meiwei & NingZhi. Though de second round of kbox-ing wasn't as great as compared to the first time cuz de selection of songs is repetitive but i still enjoyed their company whole-heartedly! =D Nz went off early for her lessons, felt abit bad not to go off wif her. But I'm sure she will understand.

Getting to the sentimental side, i realise de significance of having close friends who r true to u & stand by u especially towards adulthood. U can have one million and one friends but nothing beats a friend who truly understands u. And i am fortunate to have a few really close buds at each stage in life =)

Snap snap* BAck to Normal! JAY CHOU's concert is gg to blast down de Singapore Indoor Stadium on 24th July 2010! Tix selling out fast! I juz pray dat Royston can get us the tix real soon man! Luv luv Jay Chou <3

Talking abt work... its an average day at work. I run the range with VIP floors again. The VIPs today are important people, one of them is our GM's VIP another one is from JTB. I was informed that the VIP from JTB is gonna film a show inside e room. So even our boss came down to help..what an exhilarating experience i had today. ha ha ha

I hope tml will be a better day for me!!! AND OH YEA Less than 2 hours to watch ADAM LAMBERT MinDblowing Performances on American Idol Season 9! =) Woots off i go to prepare my stuff!

Saturday, April 10, 2010

I can't stop listening to Adam Lambert's singles!! i am so freaking addicted to his songs recently Esp "No Boundaries", "Whatyawant from me", "For ur entertainment" Etc Etc. But no worries i wun forget abt my Jay Chou regardless of how many "flings" i have outside. Yea wadever. Hahah How childish! I am bored to the extent that i'll blog about nonsense which nobody bothers to read or cares here! lols.

At this stage of life, I really felt lost, an overwhelming sense of helpless-ness clouds me & sometimes i can't even breathe. Many things have happened & changed. I must learn to let go and move on...

There are one million and one things which flashes in my head now. Many things i wana shout it out loud! Yesss! i finally found a platform to unleash my unhappiness. i didnt realise de advantage of using a blog in de past cuz I have been ego & only want to blog about happy events in the past.

But now, i jus wana find a space where i can take off dat mask & BE MYSELF.

Get back to earth. Today is jus another normal day for me. work work work. F*** dat stupid routine. Sick & tired of working sometimes. Many VIP rooms to check today. Without eileen's help i guess i would juz die flat alone upstairs. haha. And tml i got to work overtime as promised. Wooohs~ i luv my life -.-

Haas. Tired. WAna go bathe & slp now. More to come tml! Watch for this space!

I tink everyone has forgotten that i have a blog. Hahah but who cares? isn't it even better? I can talk nonsense here. =PP & more importantly be my true self. No more 不能说的秘密