Raining non stop since I reach home from school..
Sigh.. It makes my day so gray..

My dad was waiting for me bout 1 hour plus today..
He missed call me for 7 times in my class and I didn't heard my hp ringing..
Did I silent my phone?
Ohh.. I dunno = ='' I was so concentrate doing my paper craft..
I was so sorry for didn't notice the time..
Also, I did tell him the wrong time my class end.. Great~
And I only realize it when I recheck my time table after class..
Lolz.. It was terrible.
Haha.. I was so blur today..
Blame it to my watch that no battery already..XP
But lucky my daddy didn't scold me..
He just keep nagging me..as usual..ha..

Doing paper craft today was really fun..
Although I just draw, cut and paste for the decoration..
I was still satisfy..
Contentment huh? hehe..
Tou, PiPi, Kaofu and I did cooperate well as a team..
We almost finish the 'artwork'..
Yet, we decided to hand up in next class as well with the presentation..
Yay.. we got time to perfect it.. Lolz.. [ This is sure for Tou ]
I was so mad with the lecturer who just only know how to fast fast fast..
I ain't angry with him.. Just feeling frustrated and helpless..
I wonder after the class he got date or train to catch isit? lolz..
Never mind, I shall study the Photoshop myself and ask help from Tou if I'm totally lost..

Sigh, I don't want to fall behind > ~ <

 

It is my 1st project for History of Art and Design..
It's about self portrait by using different style..
Although I done it by burn the midnight oil..
Yet, I feel satisfaction after seeing my ' achievement'..
What I feel bad was the description that I wrote for the self portrait..
It wasn't really good..
I didn't explain it well since I did it in half sleep status..
LOLz.. what to do.. who told me to rush at the last second..
Ha..

Its been awhile for me to stay awake over night like this..
I know I'll be looking terrible the next day..
But I do really need to sacrifice my sleep..
I want to score better then last semester.. XP

 

According to my secondary school classmates..
They said I've been changed a lot..
Become more optimism..
And also cheerful..

I was quite surprise when they told me..
Since I didn't notice it at all..

I did swear to myself as I graduated from high school..
That I will make some changes..
To become a different me..
It wasn't because of something happen to me..
I'm just not satisfy with the 'me'..

Anyway, it's a past time for me now..
I'm glad that I've changed..
Really.. maybe went to Taiwan's study tour was a correct choice..
Entering The One Academy and meet some awesome friends either..
I did not regret for it..
Though I was hoping to study at overseas..
Never mind.. I'm happy that I've this kind of life..^ ~ ^

It might because of the changes that I made..
It makes me more mature and stronger..

Yes, this is what I want.. To be improved and improve~

I always wanted to fly..
Like a balloon floating in the air..
Like a kite welcoming the wind..

Everything is just wonderful..

You don't have to mind on others..
You just need to follow the path that you have to..
By not troubling yourself nor others..
Listen to the deep voice in your heart..
Also not making decision of this or that...

I don't wanna stay..
I loves to travel..
Like an adventurer.. often trying things differently..
You can said that I'm weird.. LOL..
Yes, I am.

I do really hope that someday I could be at Neverland..
A place that you won't grow older..
Learn how to fly like Tinkerbell..
Learn how to be independent..
Learn how to be strong like Peter Pan..
...

Believe me I can fly..

Was a little bit emo today..
Although the presentation of LCS goes okay today yet I think I'm the one who fall behind..
I do admit that I'm very very afraid of standing in front of the audience..
But I gonna go through it someday..
I tell myself that I must be stable and must not be nervous when going out there..
However, without thinking any further my legs and hands are starting to shake already..
Lame huh...
I can't stop it...

I was very sorry to TouTou, my very good partner..
If I can do better.. We're definitely the best..
LOLz.. PiPi , next time I'll sure let u check my speech before the presentation..
You're going to be my sifu for the final advertisement project.. haha~

 I'll work harder and harder for it..
TouTou, I shall not let you down next time..
Fighting !!!

Although there's always something came up..
There's always something turned upside down..
Nor even somethings goes wrong or worse..

It doesn't really concern to me...

I'm really CONTENTMENT with my life now..
It's just simple yet not completely ordinary..

My mom used to say I'm easily to get satisfying with something..
Haha..It's not that I have no high expectation with myself..
I still have my own dream to chase and goal to achieve..
Yet, why don't we choose a life that makes yourself happier?

Sometimes, we tend to make life complicated which ended up disappointed and sadness..
Although it's a way to let us grown faster but it's hard, aren't they?
I admit that I'm a person who hardly get to understand..
So do I, myself even didn't get myself meaning sometimes. LOL..

Hmm..
I do really hope that this kind of life could last longer so that you will be seeing me smile all the time..
Haha.. And I hope you too, my friend..
Have a nice day~

Lazy..
Really lazy..
"This isn't a good excuse.." I tell myself..
What to do...
I know that this week is gonna be hard since I've lots of assignments need to catch up and finish..
Yet.. I keep following the lazy path..

I'm totally lost of time...

5 4 3 2 1 ...
Here comes to the end of the deadline..
Nice, I need to rush again..

Kinda frustrating.
I know that I have to keep it on...
I can't stop at the half way..

Please.. I wanted to beg myself to work harder...
Can't I?

Having a great photo shooting session with my besties last thursday..
It was really fun and a nice experience to all of us..
I would not disagree that TouTou was really good at posing..
Haha, some how I think if she turned to a famous model, director or even a singer it wouldn't be a surprises to me, since she really talented in those stuff..
Oh my.. she makes me adore her.. LOL.

I guess I'll have to mention Pipi here if not she will be sad.. ha..
For me, hmm.. she has a nature sweet smile that she doesn't notice it at all..
And she said that she wanna learn how to smile with TouTou..
I was speechless looking at her.. I wonder how people learn how to smile.. Isn't it learn by nature? o.O''

Well..
I had my 1st time holding DSLR camera and taking photo with it..
It was really and absolutely great !!!
Those effect and quality.. makes me feel so high.. XD
I was so satisfying with those photograph taken by me...
Some more I'm proud with myself.. ^~^

End of the day..
I realize that I have falling in love with taking photograph..
Though advertisement is my 1st choice but now...
"Advertisement and graphic design vs multimedia..
Which is the one you really really want huh?"
I asking myself.. yet I know no one could give me the answer other than me..

Contradiction..
Argh, hate it~
But I know there's an answer deep in my heart..

Well.. I cant denied it that I've been influenced by TouTou and Pipi about the blogger thingy..
Its been awhile since last time i blog at wretch..
Though it last for few months only.. but i did having a great time blogging there..

Hmm.. I wouldn't say I'll use this blog for my entire life..
Yet, I hope that this blog could be a temporary memory reminder for me..
Haha.. I admit that I'm a person who easily forget something..
But I don't care ^~^
Being clumsy and ridiculous is a part of me.. LOL.

I'm a person who trying to make life simple and wonderful..
so..

Lets just get STARTED ..