i feel so fucked up now.
argh.
i really wanna know the truth..
but yet…….
AIYA.
FUCK IT.
Filed under: i'm not emo, it's a fact that i'm sad, life can be beautiful (:, this is me! (:, thoughts
wheeeeee~ school’s ended.
hahahaha. thats a happy thing yet a worrying thing. lol.
hopefully i can go uni. *pray pray pray* and *pray even harder*
oh wells.
i must admit i had loadsa fun in DMAT despite the heavy loads of assignments. im proud of the fact that i listen to music from a different point of view now. hahahaha. anyways. i kinda dont really picture myself working in this line in the future although i would really want to do it. but somehow i know im not gonna make it there so…. yeahh (:
hahaha. but the skills and knowlegde is still precious stuff. lol.
although it’s quite sad that i only start mixing around with other classmates only near the end of the 3 years but im glad there was a start to it. hahaha. all thanks to MUMI! (: awesome pple whom i wished i had hung out with earlier. ah wells.
hmm… so many things changed during this 3 years of DMAT life. i feel that ive changed the most during this 3 years, in so many aspects of my life. hahahaha. so many until i dunno what to name but i hope it’s changes for the better. for one, i kinda learn to let go about lotsa stuff. haha. ahh wells. lets not get all emotional here in this post.
hopefully even after graduation, we’ll still be able to hang out like how we do it now. have fun. have prata and have lotsa late nights out together (: lalala~
i know life has been much better ever since ive decided to let go of some stuff and the reason why im eager to leave SP. hahaha. although a new group of pple have changed my view about leaving SP soon. too bad things came in kinda late. otherwise.. i believe i would have been a happier person and SP would have left more memorable memories for me, and i mean happy memories (:
我看开了～
走吧…人总要学着自己长大 (:
ah wells.. that group of awesome pple probably wouldnt know that my blog exist. hahaha.
other than my dear pehlinde (:
yeah yeah. you know who are the awesome pple im refering to right. HAHAHA. YAY (:
okays. time to go (:
tata~
btw. AISHAH SURAHMAN.
if you’re reading this.. you know i havent seen u online for sooooooooo long! and we havent talked for sooooooooo long! where are you! pls come talk to me online (:
LOVES (:
woooo. chinese new year went pass in a FLASH. i did enjoy cny afterall. apart from the fact that the thought of rushing pod immediately after all that fun kinda killed my mood on the second day. lol. oh wells. it’s still fun (:
anyways. POD’s kinda done i guess? wont be editing much of it other than the mix. i doubt i’ll touch the report. hahaha. oh wells. there’s still arranging to do. and seriously i dont feel like doing RnB anymore. no time. and im not exactly that familiar with that arrangement. haii. i’ll definitely try RnB if there was more time. but now…. i feel like just doing a POP arrangement then hand in. get the marks more important right? furthermore, i kinda think im gonna hand it in late. my last assignment and im gonna hand in late, for the first time. hahahaha. awesome right?
i havent even touched it yet la. and i only have 1 weekend to complete the arrangement and the score. sure cannot finish. and i still need to edit my mix for mastering on monday. haii. damn it. how i wish arranging was long over, why wasnt it due earlier! stupid shit.
oh wells. im gonna go sleep alr. shall wake up early tmr to start work.
i really think im gonna hand in my arranging on tuesday instead.
AIYAAA. sian to the max of the max. boooohoooooo.
i hope i get the job. pls reply my email!
hey. it’s chinese new year eve alr!
i cant believe it. it’s sooooooo fast!
haii. but seriously, im not in the cny mood.
this year’s cny feels so different. somehow.
isit just me? or is everyone feeling the same?
hmm… oh wells..
there’s sooooo much to mix for my POD.
so much that i dunno where to start from.
and the ulcer is killing me omg.
i eat like as though i have braces on. HAHAHA.
that’s funny. reminds me of the time when i really had braces.
i eat the same way! lol.
yes the ulcer hurts THAT BAD.
and it’s during cny somemore! ):
i have 2 ulcers of my left and a swollen gum.
my dad says ive got HFM disease.
CHOY!
no fever so he should be wrong. i hope.
HAHAHA.
okays. even though im not in the mood but still….
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE(:
ENJOY THE ANG PAOS!
Filed under: life can be beautiful (:
TOMORROW:
1. settle POD 1 cello lines and send score to vick.
2. edit POD 2 lyrics
3. stop sleeping so much like today. HAHA.
the stupid studio crashed on me yesterday.
in the end i didnt get to record any shit after spending sooooo much bloody time in the studio.
damn it. i was irritated but wasnt pissed off.
probably too tired to be pissed off. hahaha. my mind was just ‘i really need some sleep soon’ throughout.
lol. kept dozing off around the whole day. in class, in studio. HAHA. and my brain really felt so stone. omg. not sleeping for more than 24 hours really makes u super SHAGGG.
came home and conked out on the bed IMMEDIATELY after i bathed, of course. HAHA.
oh wells. but i really had loadsa fun doing the MUMI assg recording. sound design is really fun.
hahahaha. awesome night out with awesome pple and awesome recording in the middle of the night (:
AWESOMENESS TO THE MAXXXX! hahaha. suddenly i love the mumi assg. lol. it’s funn! hehehe.
okayy. i spent the whole day doing nth but slacing and catching up on my 40 hours lack of sleep. hahaha!
damn. no more sleeping so much tmr. and im so excited to get the shirt from cheryl gannnn! haha! 😀
Filed under: thoughts
so easy to say.
so hard to do!
ahhhh 3 more weeks!
haii.
studio booking is driving me crazy.
stupid shit.
Filed under: idols LOVE
do you think it’s worth it to pay 100+ dollars per year to join his fan club?
hmm.. den can take photo with him, get lotsa goodies and i dunno wad else.
pay money to take photo with him. worth it not?
tsk. retarded la.
like waste money right?
maybe i should like hope that my dream will come true.
that one day i can meet him while at work or best, meet him in the studio (:
but aye. i tink this dream only got 10% chance of coming true.
or maybe 10% oso dont have. only 0.0000001% chance ):
samantha kho 