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n. a. f. k.
me.

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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

My Uncle realli past away...
he didn't die because of cancer...


my thoughts at 5:28 PM


Sunday, November 26, 2006

IF I Ruled De World

woke up, went to de hospital.
my uncle is in icu.
dat means intensive care unit btw.

he has problems wif his kidneys.
both of dem are not working.

it's scary wen u learn bio
and u know wat de kidney does
and how inportant it is.

dere was once dis question in a class test,
"wat would happen if both ure kidneys stop working?"
i got in wrong of course
but somewhere in de correct answer
was u wud die...

i've learn bout how dialysis works n god knows
how many other stuffs.
but now it seems i know shit...

wat's de use of knowing so many things
but u dunnu wat's important...

i'm sure de doctor know n are trying dier best
but i overheard 1 of my family member said
dat de chances of him surviving are slim...

k anyway, went home bout 5.
went to dome.
got kenduri so we break at playground.
break2 like normal.

found a new "gerl" fren.
a fren hu is a gerl to be more exact
just in case some1 gets jealous...
she was attending de kenduri.

she said dat oink's muscles not nice
den she said mine was better.
=)
lols
but den she said oink smelt better den mi...
=(
he never break mar...
sit dere onli, of course nvr sweat ar...

we met her bout 5 plus n
bout 6 she gave mi an egg b4 she went up
bout 9 plus, wen she wanted to go home,
she said bye2 to mi b4 she left.

fyi, she's 10?
9 maybe?

den bout 9 plus went home.
brought de speaker wif mi
as viki not breaking animore.
his exams coming.

all de best!
add oil!

2moro hoki training like usual...
have to take de rechargeable batt from viki 1st.

n i onli just found out dat dere's an ex-co meeting
at 12 tomoro...

stupid workplan for 2007...
interclass games...
cross country...
sports dae....
interhouse games...
taf club...
n god knows wat other things....

-Once upon a time, Before the rain began...-


my thoughts at 10:04 PM


Saturday, November 25, 2006

Letters 2 My Unborn Child


let's begin from de prefect camp....

Day 1( tuesdae)

reached skool at bout 7. placed my bag in studio r n realised it was damn small...
at bout 8 de rest of de prefects all came. so little ppl sia...
6 groups of roughly 6-8 per group.
1st thing was de bunk allocation. den all gathered at de parade square again.

at bout 9, de bus came n we were all on our way 2 macrichie( i dunnu how 2 spell).
de trekking was ok except de place were we took our rest which had tons of ants!
during de trek back, i talked to dis gerl whom i found out bout 15 mins later
dat she is zhi ying's little sister! omg... so diff from each other...

den after de trek, was paintball!
was fun except de presence of de teacher's n sec 4 ncc ppl...
it was a prefect camp for goodness sake!
n it was bad enough dat de sec 1 cudn't play de game but
seeing de teachers n ncc ppl playing twice was insulting...

wen we reach home, i forgot wat we did but at night we had night trail cum treasure hunt.
i'm sorry 2 say dis but where de fuck was de logistics?!?!?!
apart from mi, i onli saw de gerls carrying de chairs n tables...
i'm not saying females generally are weak but our female ex-cos ARE weak...

i saw farah trying to carry four chair from de 3rd floor to de notice board area...
u know how small is farah?!!??!?! de chairs were almost bigger den her...
even wen cleaning up, i saw de same ppl carrying de chairs n tables again...
again if no boys in sight...

during de activity, i was in-charge of de station at de library which was my idea btw thank u.
de groups are suppose 2 find a book which i will onli giv de tittle
to my surprise no group technically complete it as i had to giv dem so many clues...

by saying it was fiction, de group had 2 look onli at 2 shelves...
with an average of 6 ppl pe group, 1 person onli need to look at less den 1 side of de shelves...
asssuming u want 2 be realli careful n search slowly, most 2 most it'll onli take u 10 mins...
but nooooooo, evry1 was like looking a bit from here den jump there..no organisation at all...

after de night trail, de campers all had supper n slept.
mr vik talked to us a bit all of which i had forgotten...
den we slept.

Day 2(wednesdae)

morning pt was a disgrace, no offence ar monil n sabir...
u onli had dem stretch less den 4 muscles for god's sake...
n even de 5bx which u all copied from obs was done wrongly...
wat's de use of having a sports n games comm if de vice-head n discipline comm are doing
de morning pt...i know u all are from ug but seriously, do even know which stretching
stretch which part??!?!?!?!?

den after dat was de "physical games". due 2 hoki n volleyball, many of de venues had 2 be changed...so de games ic all got our respective stations readi.
den sway2 just after 1 game, it started 2 rain...
off to the wet weather plan... had a clash of venues wih red cross but dey were kind to
let us take the place. =)

after de games was another free time, so de groups were given time
practice dier performance. borrowed a radio from ms loola.
i pity de groups as wif even de addition of another radio,
dey still had onli 10mins to use it.

i forgot wat happened after dat but i remembered wailum coming!
woohooo, finally some1 hu i can talk to hu isn't to serious...
we got de ava things readi for de campfire.

b4 seven, it started 2 drizzle, so we went to de hall to clear de chairs.
at 7 thirty, it stopped raining so de campfire was at de original venue.

bla bla bla.
normal campfire.
a dance session.
bla bla bla.
campfire ended.

wen de campers all slept after dey had dier supper.
mr vik tlaked to us again.
n again i had forgotten wat he said...
den after he left, de "fun" part begins...

aishah said she was disappointed in us for not helping her wif de campfire.
lols. it wasn't funni but just amusing. de camper n facilitators were in de canteen
and after dat was in de parade square. de campfire was in between block B n C.
it dey didn't ask for help how de hell wud we know dey needed help?
i'm all for initiative but if i dun even know wat de hell de person's doin, how wud i know dey needed help...
btw, i too was busy running around skool, trying to find another portable speaker....

den some rebuttal from de other ex-cos but i just kept quiet.

den i remember some of de ex-cos brought up the topic bout aishah keeping de load to herself.
even wif de camp, she n monil did de proposal demself n de rest of de ex-cos didn't
have any say in it. den monil talked bout last year's camp bout how too many cooks
spoilt de broth...

bla bla bla... no1 wanted to take de blame though...

den another amusing part was wen aishah asked mi y i was at de cone war station
wen i was suppose 2 be de games ic.
i guess she never saw me running around skool but at least de rest of de ex-cos did...
=p.
fyi if ure reading dis, farah, de ic of dat station, didn't know how 2 explain de game,
so i just helped her explain 2 de 1st group...

i'm not pointing fingers, but i recall, both u n monil, de ic of de night trail.
were in de library during most of de duration of the night trail, monil especially.

i may seem rarely serious, ok, maybe never serious but at least i get the job i'm given done,
n i dun complain wen no1 helps mi.

no hard fellings. no beef. but in a game, even wen it's not my fault, i dun mind getting de blame
as i should have been de 1 stopping dem from making dat mistake...

eee geli aku....nk muntah...

anyway after day we played cs till god know's wat time.
top frag!!!bwahahahha!!!s

Day 3( camp finish)( thursdae)

den the third dae, i remeber me sleeping till i had 2 leave for my hoki match.
went home n cahnged n left.
reached boot n shoes n bout 10 thirty.
again all i remembered was sleeping thru out de whole journey.

n might i add dat i have a reali "NICE" bunch of hoki frens..
dey stopped at newton mrt station wif out mi...
luki got dis 1 nice auntie hu woke mi up 2 say dat my frens had left mi.

luki dey waited for mi at newton...if not, i wud hav gotten de nx train to woodlands sia.

so anyway we lost 3-0.
but as the coach said, de point dun matter,it's how we play.
Coincidentally, i got hit 3 times...1st= leg, 2nd=hand, 3rd= head...

after de match, went to banquet to eat.
slept thru out de journy 2 woodlands again..
after eat, wen home, reach bout 5.

den bathed n slept again!
woke up de nx dae at bout 10.
maut!!!

Fridae
went 2 library in de morning.
den went to dome after dat.
went home to eat casue to hungry.
den went dome again.
break till 10.
reach home, sleep!


my thoughts at 12:10 PM


Sunday, November 19, 2006

Castles in de sky

2dae got hoki, so woke up quite early.
went wif de rest of de hoki bois, all noisy as usual...
played against temasek poly for one half onli.
we lost 2-0.

after dat went banquet to 'eat'.
or in my case, watch de rest eat.
used to it liao.
den wen to din's house wif pian.

he had to go home early as his family goin negeri sembilan
or some state in malaysia.
played some soccer game for a while den watched tv.
felt asleep soon after dat.

woke up bout 6 n went to dome.
palyed viki's psp for a while den talked coc*
all de way until 10...den went home...

dis weekend goin 2 be my last bz week.
after dat can fianlly enjoy!
yessar!

2morro goin bugis 2 watch some battle.
den mondae got training den after dat got prefect meeting
must do de stupid workplan for 2007...
any1 know how de hell to plan for a double knockout
5 a-side street soccer tournament?

den after dat is de prefect camp.
from tuesdae to thursdae.
i know it wun be boring but still....

-dang dang, dang dang dang dang-
-mak kau punyer dang dang-


my thoughts at 12:00 AM


Wednesday, November 15, 2006

My Back is Killing ME


woken up by some1 hu was knocking on de door.
ke qin went to my house n burn some songs into a cd.
surprised to see he xing wif him, but wth.
to sleepy, my eyes were barely open.
dey burned de song n played cs after dat while i bath.

went out my house at 8 ish.
reach skool n saw aishah copying her hw.
wat an examplary behaviour from the head prefect.
lols. not sarcasm. =)

1st subject was s.s.
we had to do an essay question bout a topic which i dun even know aniting about.
my partner also wen 2 obs so both of us were completely clueless.
borrowed the notes from our adjacent neighbours n just began copying almost everything.

finished quite early so went 2 de library wif xuan yi to return my reader's digest.
after dat was mt. de lesson was ok excpet for cigu's iswani's sarcastic remarks.
amalkan selalu. amalkan selalu. dun realli know how to translate it to english
but it just means dat continue wat ure doing. which happens to be "forgot" to do my hw.

after dat was english, parntered up wif yue jiao to do some exercise.
went home bout 12:20.
took my wife a.k.a hoki stick n went back to skool.

leave my house = clear sky
reach below = slight drizzle
walk to car park = drizzle
sepak takraw court = raining slightly
isaiah's house = raining
de block beside skool = raining heavily
bus stop( de place which has no shelter) = raining like fuc*


i was soaking wet wen reached skool.
training gerenti delayed so wen 2 studio r n played cs for a while.
left dere bout 2 plus n my denker still wasn't there so wen back in again.
came out bout 3.

FOUR! 4! FOUR! 4!
onli four ppl came to de training...
dunnu wat 2 say liao...
speechless...
hoki dying alreadi....

de training was not tiring but it was damn painful...
read de title...
den had a match.
2 vs 2.
oo wat fun...(sarcasm...)
de opposing 'team' scored 2 goals, i tink.
i lost count how many goals my team scored.
not bragging but... oh well.

den went to 834, my sis said she wud treat mi food.
whole day nvr eat...
den she said go to cc 1st, later she sent there.
got prawn behind de rocks wan...

cc todae was damn packed.
lmq, 602, n some bboys from ite simei, afiq's fren i tink.
and a bunch of gerls, god knows wat dey were doin dere...
sit down onli, nvr even dance... waste of airconditioned air onli...

left dere bout 6 thirty n wen to dome.
just laid dere...
den went home bout 7 11 wif halim.

-The End-


my thoughts at 10:08 PM


Saturday, November 11, 2006

on de 1st dae of obs my instructors gave 2 mi;
some shity stori bout keeping ure mouth shut.

we reach dere bout 8 n waited 4 de boat.
reached ubin at bout 8:30.
we were "divided" into our watches.
de prefect ex-cos were grouped into Nerhu.
de rest of de evgians were grouped into Elizabeth Choy.

i forgot wat we did for de 1st day cause dey were kind of of boring.
we played a couple of games such as trust fall, a mini treasure hunt,
learnt how 2 build a basha, some sort of tent, n we learnt how 2 belay.

de most memorable event which i remembered bout de 1st dae was the stori
shared by our instructors.


de was once a bird hu refused to travel south with de rest of de other birds
wen winter was approaching. wen winter finally came, de bird felt cold n finally
decided to travel south. wen it was flying, it's wings felt cold n eventually was frozen.
de bird den fell to the snowy ground n was unable to move. a cow den came. without
realising dat de bird was there, de cow shitted on the bird. at 1st de bird felt sway dat
de cow shitted on it but after a while, it realise dat de shit felt warm n protected it from de cold
surroundings. it felt happi n stared to sing merrily. at dat moment, a fox came. it heard de
singing n looked for de bird. it finally realised dat de bird was under de shit. as it was too
hungry, it just picked up de bird from de shit n ate it. the end.

moral of the stori.
1- dun procrastinate.
2- a person hu shits on u may not be ure enemy.
3- a person hu picks u up from shit may not be ure fren.
4- wen in deep shit, keep ure mouth shut.


on de second dae of obs my instructors gave 2 mi;
some quotations which i had forgotten.

de day was divided into 2 activity.
de 1sy activity was kayaking.
we 1st learnt de basic of kayaking like hot 2 paddle,
de diff parts of the kayak, n wat 2 do if a kayak capsize.
den we went into the sea n did some exercise which was fun.
we hold each others arms n floated freely on our life jacket.
after dat we finally got on out kayak n
started on our mini sea expedition.

before goin 2 far, we had to do capsize our boat n rescue each other.
we den had lunch in de middle of de sea.
de worst experience for me in obs...
it made mi vomit 7 times...

we reached the back camp 1 bout 2 plus.
n since it was raining, our rock climbing was canceled.
so we played a game in which we were given 3 planks, 6 blocks n were to
move from 1 point to another. we didn't manage to complete de activity
but i our watch tried dier best.

de stori for de second dae was also dope n meaningful
but it it's too long...

my computer lies over de ocean;
my computer lies over de sea.

on the 3rd dae,
we walked from campsite 1 to campsite 2.
reached there n unpacked our bags.

de 1st activity for de day was de flying fox.
it was ok n truly a once in a lifetime experience
cause u can nvr force mi to go thru it again!!!

in de evening we had to build our own raft.
we also wan't able to finish de activity...
den was jetty jump. another fun experience.

at night half os us cooked while the rest built de basha
for de whole of us 2 sleep.

de food cooked by dem were nicer den de food at obs campsite.

deep in my shoes dere are rocks;
deep in my bags, dere are shirts.

we had a land expedition around pulau ubin on the 4th dae,
it was de most fun n most memorable part of obs.
we left our campsite n with anton n aisha leading de watch,
we started trekking
we journey at 1st was boring n tiring but slowly it began
to become more fun n i began to enjoy the journey.

out 1st pit stop was at a shrine for some german gerl.
it was a relief, cause our abgs were killing us,
n so our whole watch help massaged each other.

the next destination was de quarry.
de view from the top was magnificent.
b4 we climb up the hill, we weer asked to pick up a stone.
upon reaching the top, we were den told the significant of de stone
n were asked to throw our burden aka the stone into the quarry.

it began raining so we had to stop.
lj, one of the instructors den told us another stori.
it was meaningful as usual n damn cheem.
i felt asleep after de stori ended
n was woken up onli to continue on our journey.

we den headed to our campsite for de dae.
de campsite was dope wif a picturesque view of de sea n singapore.
we den built our won basha n cooked de food.
we den had candel light dinner by de sea.
we talked cocked as usual n laughed so loud dat de other watch
told us to keep quiet.
i'll remember dat dae 4eva....

High

the last dae was boring n sad for mi.
on de 1std ae i cudn't wait to go home,
so i never tot dat i wud felt dat way on de last dae.

de song playing right now was a song dedicated to us by our instructors.
so just enjoy de song n thanks for reading thru dis long entry.


When youre close to tears remember
Some day itll all be over
One day were gonna get so high
And though its darker than december
Whats ahead is a different colour
One day were gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
Well remember the days
We were close to the edge
And well wonder how we made it through
And at
The end of the day
Well remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
Well remember it was me and you

cause we are gonna be forever you and me
Youll always keep me flying high in the sky of love

Dont you think its time you started
Doing what we always wanted
One day were gonna get so high
cause even the impossible is easy
When we got each other
One day were gonna get so high

And at
The end of the day
Well remember the days
We were close to the edge
And well wonder how we made it through
And at
The end of the day
Well remember the way
We stayed so close to till the end
Well remember it was me and you

cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love
i miss obs...
i miss ubin...
i miss lj n zippy....
i miss my watch...


my thoughts at 11:36 AM


Friday, November 03, 2006

New Moves, New Pain

internet is finally back.
injured my right thumb doin airchair.
so ma fan to type.
injured my right knee trying to do munchmill...

went beach road 2dae.
buy stuff for obs.
den went cc.
after dat, break at playground.
flip a little also.
reminiscenced de old times....
den break at void deck.
went home bout 10....


my thoughts at 11:19 PM