The day u went away.

didnt go to skool on wed cause had my phyzio.
actt it was at 2 but just plan lazy to go skool.
i nvr do pw the eom, phy tutorial n gp reflection.
skali in the end, didnt had to pass up any of them.
gp teacher was even absent lol!
wtf lor.
waste my time onli at home.

after the phyzio, at bout 4, went back to skool cause nth better to do.
they ask mi to run for inter cca 4 by 100m n i repeatedly told them i'm not fast
but no1 listen.
In the end, i run slow, my fault.
haish.. speechless...

went to ljs after that wif some of the hoki boys.
eat2, drink2, talk2 then went back woodlands wif nakiran.

reach woodlands, go rp.
saw afiqah there.
she got back her mid-year result liao.
even i was disappointed wif her.
wif an l1r5 aggregate of 40+, hu isn't seh.

afiq who still come break wif us got better results sia
then her and some of the other bboys hu shall not be named here.
congrats2.

then today, skool was normal.
gp in the morning, talk bout essay writing.
phy lecture, drew on my hand lol.
maths, chem n phy tutorial, paid intention in klass cause mid-year is coming.

after maths, actt still had econs tutorial n gp but i skip that cause going hoki finals.
rjc vs sajc.
rj won 1-0.


omg!!!
the atmosphere was damn great!!!
having ure skoolmates cheering for u n all those eyes watching,,,
how i wish i could play in a match like that...

been playing hoki for 4 years n i didnt even know such a thing existed...
wah.. my life suddenly full of regret sia...
if i know, i wud hav played harder, ran more n...
sheesshhh...

regrets...
i think i'm finally going jogging cause i seriously need to raise my stamina...
maybe going gym too to increase my endurance...
i wanna make sure my nx year in hoki isnt full of regret too.
i want a season which i can look back on n be proud bout it...
just hope all this aint hangat2 tahi ayam lol.
(heat of chicken shit)

i have gp exam tmr so by2 for now.
peacce out.

my thoughts at 7:53 PM

finally got back my hp liao but...
bill still havent paid yet so wat's the use lol.
cant even msg.
listen song onli...
and guess wat?
i dunnu where i put my 1gig memory card sia...
like wth lor.
i bought that for like $30-40 something then lost just like that.
now hav to do with the 512mb only.
mi n my carelessness.
ish3...

gonna put some new songs after this.
kiss me... beneath the milky twilight..
lead me... out on the moonlit floor...
haha.
liyana's gonna be damn pissed lol tmr with our singing.
SONG!

hmmm....
then quiet only??
so....
haha.
had an online marathon lol wif my bff yesterday from 12midnite to 6 am this morning.
=)
there were moments of silence wen both of us didnt know wat to talk about,
but on the whole, had a relatively good time lol.

learn this new website, www.bash.org.
damn funny lol.
got tons of funny2 quote from irc.

lol
I download something from Napster
And the same guy I downloaded it from starts downloading it from me when I'm done
I message him and say "What are you doing? I just got that from you"
"getting my song back fucker"

haha. wtf lor. damn idiot lol.
feel free to go there wen any one of u guys reading this blog get bored lol.

at bout 6, she was sleepy alreadi so i also went to bed.
woke up at bout 11 n watched tv.

bout 3, went to rp.
haha.
damn mass maplestory lol.
me, halim, syafiq, viki n hamster all brought our laptop n all play maple together lol.
damn fun.
it was like a local server or something so the xp we get is like a lot lol.
kill one snail can get u from lvl 1 straight 2 lvl 6 lol!
in less then 2 hours, i manage to get 2nd job sak!
haha, too bad my house no internet...

went home bout 8 like that cause viki got work at night.
halim just wanted 2 go home n hams had to go home early cause he booking in tmr...
so went home n..
teng.. teng.. teng...
here i am with nth 2 do n thus updating this blog..

until nx time, bye2.

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me, please, I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away

Catch you if I can

my thoughts at 8:55 PM

had some sort of hoki carnival last sat at the padang.
was damn sleepy sia!
the event started at bout 7 so mi, nakiran n kumar was meeting at 6.15 at cwp.
that means i had to wake up at around 5:30.
being the clever person that i am, i slept at 3 lol
SONG!
BFF!
haha.

event though we had to arrive at 7.
the 1st match started at around 9.
stupid sia.. make us wait so long...

1st match was agaist nyp if i not wrong.
lost 5-0.
was damn disappointed sia.
we realli played like shit.

the 2nd match was against sp.
we scored the 1st goal but eventually lost 4-1.
one of their player was even once an umpire for us in the A division lol!
wtf.

4rd match, won ngee an poly 4-2.
haha. damn hapi wif that match.
i onli scored one but it was a fun match lol.
asryaf(evg) was even playing 4 the opposing team.

our last match was against mi.
won that too, 2-1.
but we didnt qualify for the 2nd round.
too bad i guess.
at least we had fun playing.

and w/o fail, abi once again pissed me off.
damn self centered bugger.

during the other team's match, he went in as a sub.
i know lar u good but wtf sia.
for once can u stop thinking bout ureself.
let the other j1's play lar.
they're just here to hav fun n gain some experience.
it's not everytime about winning u know...
let them play lar...
syafiq also, captain but got no authority at all...
just kept quiet onli...

enough of that.

after our match ended, we still stayed cause the student helpers still got job 2 do.
syafiq was so damn obsessed wif this one girl from rjc lol!
chong something2 something.
number 12 if i not wrong.

it wasnt onli him.
all the other j1 also had at least one girl whom they were like going goo-goo, gaa-gaa over lol.
somegirl from rjc lar, st theressa lar.
wth lol.
damn raging hormones.
they even got request songs for them lol complete wif msges.

me on the other hand, just slept.
realli tk boleh tahan lol.
used some1's bag n just slept there under a tent in my pe shirt n shorts.
haha.
damn embarrassing i guess but hu cares.
by the time i woke up, it was alreadi the finals n syafiq finally got to know her name.
i realli cant recall wat it is though.

then after the whole thing ended, wei hong walked up 2 her and told her syafiq wanted to take a photo wif her.
she rejected lol.
not being mean or anything but i saw it coming.

but syafiq was either in denial or is realli over-estimating himself.
he kept saying that if he had asked her himself, she wud hav agreed.
haha.
wateva lar engh.
keep telling that to ureself n maybe one day it may come true.
ask her name also dun dare, want ask take photo...

after the thing ended, went to rp.
bought zinger meal otw.
ate then straight away fell asleep lol.
macam babi.(lik pig)

hamster was there n he said he put my hp at my house alreadi so i returned him his psp.
went home, went online 4 a while to check email n frenster.
read a few chap of hunter x hunter but my eyes realli cudnt take it animore lol.
so went to bed.

woke up today at 5 lol!
5 in the evening that is.
my mother was like nagging at mi wen i woke up lol.

basically just slacked today at home, alternating between tv n com.
it's like 12.35 now so i'll update this nx time i'm free.
bye2.
good night.
happy vesak day too.

my thoughts at 11:56 PM

sat:
was woken up by my mother cause some1 was calling mi.
turned out it was liyana asking mi bout the study group thingy.
haish.. w/o hp, life can be a bit ma fan sia....
everything also dunnu...

so woke up, bathed n then went to the lib.
liyana, leaonard n weili was there.
studied till bout 1 and then we went 4 lunch.
a very, very, very, very long lunch lol.
bout 1h 45 mins if i not wrong.
we ate at ljs, then bought some food at bread talk, then buy some donut at munchies n even ate pizza at pastamania lol.
it was one of the most fun study outing i had so far lol.

after that, at bout 3, the rest of them needed to go home.
so i went to join the other study group at jurong lib.
basically i went there just to waste time lol.
afif, siewming, jiahong n fairul was there.
saw jun li , shi hui n sandip too lol.

bout 5.30, went to cc cause got some meeting.
turns out to be a waste of time.
got some mp come to talk2 to us n also got some Q&A session.
after the thing finish, went home to change.

went to rp after that at bout 9.
did my forces tutorial.
kimek... i dun even undersatnd a thing bout upthrust lol.
nevertheless, tried my best cause dun wan kena scolded by james koh again.
must make a good impression lol.

went home bout 11 like that straight away went to sleep.
after bathing of course.
too damn tired sia.
tk boleh angkat.

Sun:
just slacked at home.
the end.

this week has been alright for mi.
didnt get scolded for anything n finally managed to stay awake for almost all my lectures lol.
now hopefully, just need to satrt doing my tutorial!
i still owe my maths n chem tutorial ever since skool started lol!
wth sia. sheesh.
talk bout turning over a new leaf.
yeah right.
=p.

hmmmm....nth new but abi pissed mi off again yesterday.
it was during hoki training.
as i stated so many times in my entries, he's a damn good hoki player but he keeps make mi wondering does he hav a brain inside that head of his...

mi and some other j1s were practicing our short corner,
then he waanted to replace mi as the pusher.
as i recalled, i politely said no.
then he want emo wif mi.
cb. like small children sia.
even threw his stick on the ground.

in the end, cudnt take it so i let him do the pushing lor.
if it was kumar, asyraf or any other j1s, i seriously wudnt mind letting them doing the push out.
but for goodness sake abi. ure leaving in august.
u wont be taking part in nx year's A division.

we're seriously trying to prac here.
know ure place lar.
if we let u take part, we might as well ask coach to push for us right?
use ure brain can or not.
why not even we just call down the whole singaporean national team n let them do the short corner huh???
cause that would defeat the purpose of us training wudnt it...
damn idiot...
that goes for the rest of u assholes hu nvr said anything...

then i fed up, i go prac my reverse hit alone lor.
then after a while, they all ask mi come back push.
4 wat!?!?!?!?!
finally get bored is it....
being the egoistic bugger that i am, i refuse lor.
then want call mi emo.

call mi wat u want, at least i use my brain to think n not just do things for the fun of it.
i seriously wudnt be surprise if we lose nx year's a div...

thinking back on it, makes mi more angry sia.
so that's it for today.
until nx time.
tmr got econs test and as usual,
yes, u've guess it correct, i still havent satrted learning yet.

wish mi all the best.
hope can pass lol.
SONG!

my thoughts at 9:49 PM

7 years & 50 Days.

hmm... let's satrt with last saturday,
so mi and some of my hoki frens went to peninsular cause 2 of them wanted to buy hoki sticks.
got some sort of offer and most of the sticks were like half price sak.
my fren bought a tk cruise for onli $50.
thats like onli $5 more expensive then my other fren hu bought a wooden stick for $45 ol.
hahahaha.
after that, went to kfc to eat n lepak2.
went back to woodlands with nakiran then went bns to wait for din.

mi, him, mundzir and mundzir's parents going to penin also lol.
but take van lar.
mundzir's parents were like so supporting sia.
they were with him to go buy a guitar for him.
they even treated us to mac at penin seh.
how i wish my parents were like that...

on sun, had some street soccer tournament at cck with din they all also.
nssl something2.
as usual, my team lost both matches.
i tink it's my fate lar to lose in any sports competition lol.
pity those hu are the same time as mi.
just once, i wud like to hav the feeling of being in a winning team lol.

after that, went to civic to eat.
went home after that for a while to bath n take things cause after that
went to lib with khuzaifah n some other ppl from evg.

as for today, i'm quite happy lol.
i finally manage to pass my 1st official test in jc lol.
and quess wat, it was none other then physics lol.
26 over 40. sounds bad i know but its not that bad seh.
the highest in my klass was 30 n looking that i was aiming for 18, 26 is quite a mean feat sak.

after skool played soccer with the rest of my klass.
in spite of thier innocent looking faces, some of them are quite good lol.
even better then mi seh.
they won like 9-3 or something sak.
trashing habis.
jie hong scored like 8 sia!
kimek.

after that lepak2 with nakiran n abi n vineeth b4 going home.
otw home thogu, vineeth wanted to eat n since mi n maki no money, he offered to treat us seh.
rich bugger.
of course i accept lar. $4 student meal onli.

after eat, finally went home n voila, here i am.
about to continue reading manga so that's all for now.
wan an. =)

my thoughts at 9:21 PM

Since u've been gone.

hoki season is finally done and over with.
pjc vs ijc: 0-0.
pjc vs mi: 1-4.
pjc vs sajc: 1-5.
pjc vs acjc: 0-2.
very shameful i know but cant say i'm surprised.
as soon i saw how our team was playing against innnova, i knew this was inevitable lol.
at training n frenlies, kimek. all good like fuck. dribble here, dribble there.
flick here, flick there. hit punyer kuat.
then vs innova, all play like some noob shit like that.
told u fenlies and the a divs were diff.
can see from the way they play, all so nervous.
cant blame them though, all 1st time playing.
but wat's done is done. water under the brigde. at least they tried.

but the past few days, training was like everyday sak.
so damn busy. go home, too tired, straight away sleep.
no time to study also. been failing all my test so far and was giving excuses to myself that it was all hoki's fault.
that after hoki finish, i'll start studying.
mcm paham...

tmr i got chem test and maths test n even though today was a holiday,
all i did at home was play game n read manga.
old habits diehard i guess.
after the o lvl too, convinced myself that i'll start filing my paper but my table's starting to get full of ws lol.
ish3.
forever procrastinating.
apa nk jadi...

other then that, skool have been fun.
i like my class lol.
like, not love.
haven't reach that lvl yet. maybe a few more months lol.
gp have thus far been the most fun.
almost everybody got at least one funny remark to make lol.
i like it cause its funny, as in innocent haha funny not like those type of remark that keeps distrupting the lesson.
quite happi too that my klass got no act ganster or any of those similar ppl except maybe vijay.
haha.
he's the most vulgar person i know thus far lol.

didnt quite like him during the 1st days in skool during lectures b4 we got our klasses
but now that i know him, he's not that bad lol.
sorri vijay.
got this one guy also hu was the same og as mi, he kept talking to this one girl n i tot he was the nonok type but it turns he's ok too lol.
i tot he was putting this accent just to act in front of the girl but he actt talks like that lol.
sorri harris.
got this other guy who wore this very baggy shirt n i tot he was wearing his pants very low n i was laughing at him during the 1st day cause i tot he was some kind of poser but it turns out, he's ok too lol. sorri asyraf.
omg! i tot i was diff, it turns out i too judge ppl by thier cover. hmmm. need to reflect back n tink... haish...

speaking of appearances, alvin now really change a lot sak!
went out wif him and wl to go see the iron man preview lass tuesday,
now he's so consciouses bout his looks sak.
bought new nike shoes, some watch which cost $100+ n he was wearing this ah beng ganster hoody sak! alah... u kknow those stripy2 type.
then he also intends to buy new sneakers just cause every1 in his klass is wearing one n also a new crumpler.
haish.. i guess peer pressure is quite influential.

but halim, fuyoh. he's diff lol. mafia till the end sak.
go skool still wear his normal 3/4 pants, his 4 commitment klass t n his sling bag which he has been using since sec 1.
ure my idol man!
screw wat other ppl tink bout u lol.
wat's important is being confidence wif ureself.

so with that note, i'll end today's entry. need to sleep lol. tmr got skool.
bye2. see u all soon. tata.

my thoughts at 10:14 PM