Remembering Sundaybeen quite a long time since i last updated this blog.
sad to say it was not because i was busy though.
the real reason, i finally went back to my house.
(and well, my house aint got no internet)
yup, after exaclty one school term,
or like 2 plus months,
im finally at home once again.
moved back last monday.
nothing's change.
at least i dun feel like anything's diff.
it could be due to the fact that my mom's been away since i went back.
went to malaysia for a week.
coming back tmr so we'll see how things go from there.
so...
after moving all my stuff back on monday,
had a call from weili telling mi that i still havent paid my a lvl fees.
and that day was the last day.
tf, i had to go to tschool just to go to the office n give the clerk some cash.
no other cchoice though.
it was completely due to my forgetfulness.
i wish teachers would understand that.
sometimes the way thier face turn red whenever i say i forgot to bring
my hw is just frustrating.
why is it they feel we everytime will purposely forgot to bring hw just to make thier life miserable?
more often than not,
i forgot things that make my life miserable too.
anyways, after going all the way to cck,
went to rp to study with wl for econs.
study wouldnt be the word i'd used to desrcibe it though lol.
more like takl coc* n i even fall asleep for like an hour.
haish.
wasnt productive at all.
none of my study outings are ever are.
left rp at about 8 n went to wl house.
really didt know what to do at home
so decided to go to his house and took some movies.
at first was just gonna take like 4 movies and put them in my thumb drive
but in the end,
i took his bro's whole external drive lol.
hehe.
imba!
slept at 4 lol that night cause busy watching movies.
well, on tues,
didnt really know who to study with
so just stayed at home n cont watching movies.
what can i say,
the tumbdrive has a lot of movies.
it needs its own power source for goodness sake.
finally managed to turn off the comp at 7 n took out my notes.
but then the tv was calling my name.
can realy recall what show i was watching but it was nice.
by 10, i only managed to read some notes during the many commercials
inbetween shows.
did some real studying from 11 to 1 though.
but i dunnu whther that was enough.
cause the paper on econs was really diff.
maybe without the essay i could have passed.
who knows.
i really do hope i pass the paper though.
but leonard seriously too good.
is ques 3 was completly blank.
thats alr like 25 marks gone.
i thought i was lazy but as always,
thers always someone better(or worst) than you.
i dun even think he studied.
mid years only mah.
crazy sia these ppl.
but had a lot of fun after the paper.
played soccer, basketball n a little bit of american footbal lol.
scored a hat trick for soccer.
hehe.
not bad hor.
even if i say so myself.
basketball, scored like 4 points for the enitre game?
and even those were like open shots.
i pursuaded them not to disturb me lol while i took my time.
well, we cant be good at all sports right.
it was still fun.
i fell like learning it more seriosly?
like all those crossover and what not.
looks cool lol.
just cant find anyone who willing to teach me.
sian.
had a small eating2 with the hoki boys.
juniors n seniors.
coach was leaving pj to coach sa.
i finally told him my name was naufal lol,
not naufun or what.
he looked really surprised.
cont playing baskeetball after that.
finally took a rest about 7?
MI girls were lost so i offered to show them the way.
took them to the ramp.
cant a guy help a group of girls who were not that bad without having any
ulterior motives???
i really think if they were obese and disfigured i would have helped them still.
the school was dark and absolutely no lights were switched on whatsoever.
the guys didn't felt that way though.
sheesh.
libido drven neandderthals.
had dinner after that wiht some of the hoki boys.
talked a while like nomral.
reached home around 10.
the ride home on the 911 felt really right.
dun really kknow how to explain it.
like my body was doing it without me even telling it what to do.
like i was on autopilot???
hmmm...
and finally we reach today.
quite shameful to say what i did today...
actt had school at 8 but i nvr go.
was too damn tired sia.
couldnt force myself out of the bed.
woke up at 2pm...
it turns out vineeth n loenard too didnt go to school.
hope james didnt thought something fishy was going on.
just stayed at my nomrla place using the comp,
and yup, wathced movies.
haihs.. pathetic.
its alr 9 30 at night now and...
i still havnet bathed yet.
disgusting i know but hey,
im home alone right now and frankly,
i just dun give a shit.
having said that thoug, i am going to bath after this.
i may be a sloth but not till to that extent.
really wanna study tmr but dun know who to study with.
i doubt anyone even wants to tudy with me.
worst come to worst,
it'll just be me, my hp, my notes and some comics.
XD
stuyding is nvr complete w'o comics!
goodbye then.
the toilet awaits me.
He woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes
Started making his way past two in the morning
He hasn't been sober for days
Leaning now into the breeze
Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees
They had breakfast together
But two eggs don't last
Like the feeling of what he needs
Now this place seems familiar to him
She pulled on his hand with a devilish grin
She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs
Left him dying to get in
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm gonna ask her to marry me
Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny, these butterflies?
They're filling his gut
Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces
He pleads, oh he tries
But he's only denied
Now he's dying to get inside
Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm gonna ask her to marry me
The neighbors said she moved away
Funny how it rained all day
I didn't think much of it then
But it's starting to all make sense
Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds
Are following me in my desperate endeavor
To find my whoever, wherever she may be
I'm not coming back, (forgive me)
I've done something so terrible
I'm terrified to speak, (I'm not calling, I'm not calling)
But you'd expect that from me
I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt;
Now the rain is just (you're driving me crazy, I'm)
Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind
Keeping an eye on the world,
So many thousands of feet off the ground
I'm over you now
I'm at home in the clouds
Towering over your head
Well I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home now
I guess I'll go home.