phaNtasmagoria: Nuances of Life

Came upon dis on 22082008 also. Twas written somewhat d same time as the other 1 i think.

SUCH a WASTe
SUCH a W A S T e !
SUCH a w a s t e!
WAsTE of TiME
WASTE of Energy!
WASTE of IDeas!
WASTe of MoNeY!
TIME PASSED BY
ENergy drained
Ideas lost
MoNeY Gone!
SUCH a WAste
SuCH a w A S T e!


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I found dis on dis date, 22082008, while arranging the boxes full of old books etc. But im posting dis on d date dat it was written (12042005) ..to suit d mood of all d posts in dat year. twas more than 3 yrs ago...

I'm Tired.
Tired of Everything!
Tired of having to do things that i dont like.
Tired of having to impress people,
just because they expect you to.
Tired of having to bear other's burden
I'm tired of having to sleep late all nights.
Tired of lamenting
Tired of brooding
Tired of thinking, Tired of pondering
Tired of contemplating
When will i be rid of this tiredness???!
I'm just sick & tired of everything!

p/s: A Rare & Tumultuous year it was
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phaNtasmagoria: Nuances of Life

im at home...called mom last thursday evenin after sport's theory class...all the guys in our class are still in Tangkak so we just did grp presentations on dat evenin...

it was pouring heavily just as i was abt to reach the hostel...me and Ana walked halfway 2gether.then we ran as we mite for the rain was falling hard...at 1st we didnt feel the rain,we heard sounds of like,..rocks falling on top of the roofs...?!

hm...well,for once,it is nice to know dat drought season is over. we finally get 2 c the green field and beautiful yellow flowers dropping to the ground from our room's windows...

the guys wil be back next week...oops,we mite struggle 2 be done away with the rest grp asgmnts then!n i havent read the summary writing content dat Suresh has passed on to me...we need 2 divide the tasks among 4 of us...?!

i forgot that dad is workin 2day.he must be tired to send me back 2 hostel...aiyaa...

i had fun scanning d old photos of my family back when we were in UK. remembering old memories do bring back good feelings...how i miss those days...n i still miss UIA...oh,i just remembered,kak Que replied my msg,said she's getting married on coming 6th June!?wow...im so happy 2 hear d news...only dat im not sure if i'l b able 2 come 2 d wedding ceremony...my present classmates are also having wedding arrangements..a couple of them...

well,we'll see....

Salam... it's my last day in a.star 2day. be goin back 2 sg petani around 3.30 pm...sis Yana is givin me a lift as dad's not at home...oh my, worry again..how am i goin 2 face life, i mean..i can alredy picture d again hectic,zombie life back in maktab after dis..!it's time 2submit n do more asgmnts!?i havent started my 'Success' asgmnt yet?!haf2 submit it on 3rd april..

i got2 reload my stuff...cant bring all back2maktab..sis yana is bringin her daughter to stay wit her parents in SP...sure there'l be many baby stuff inside car...Nyway,it wud shame myself 2have so many things inside other people's car...my parents alredy worry knowing dat i brought home so many stuff n dat im goin in sum1 else's car.

oh my...there's also PNB asgmnt 2b sent!then Environmntl Eductn presenttn, Grammr Presenttn,Writing Presenttn...then there's GirlGuide campin prog, Class trip 2 Cameron Hland...oh my...also the Quranic Memoriztn compttn...!i may have 2 withdraw myself...more like beggin 2 withdraw myself!...Allahuakbar!