240607-22:48
Kayu; whatever u do 2 it, it wont be affected (Really?). Unless u put fire to (read:kill) it laa..
It acts as if it has no feelings. It acts as tho’ whatever u say/do/signal to it; is juz a passing matter. It’ll break if u hacked it. But it wont avenge u. it wont have revenge against u. u throw it, it stays there. U chuck it into water, it floats. To know n understand this fact; maybe u have 2 meet one.
How kayu can a human be? For whatever reason it is there, it wants u 2 understand, 2 accept, the way it is presented…so u wont be hurt too much, realizing how kayu (& innocent & helpless) can dat human (im sorry) I mean, kayu be.
Maybe it needs a different shape. Can u sculpt it?
Kejam; can we attribute this 2 a Kayu? Well, if d kayu is as innocent as it’s described, let’s not blame it. This comes when u really deny/don’t want 2 truly understand a kayu. A kayu might use these words against u. but of course, u’d hurl it back 2 d kayu. Haha…
Quit d blame game –
Nevermind, This too shall pass...
I quote fr. Sis Gie “…kayu or kejam, kt je yg tau niat sebenar…we juz wanna do n be gUd…xperlu pening2 pk ati org lain..wat apa yg rs baik 4 all…”
Thanks sis…
250607- 23:44
p/s: El-fakhr will tie d knot on 1/12/2007, insyaAllah. Let’s pray for both of em :)
Tuesday, 26 June 2007
Monday, 25 June 2007
This Too Shall Pass
If I can endure for this minute
Whatever is happening to me,
No matter how heavy my heart is
Or how dark the moment may be
If I can remain calm and quiet
With all the world crashing about me,
Secure in the knowledge God loves me
When everyone else seems to doubt me
If I can but keep on believing
What I know in my heart to be true,
That darkness will fade with the morning
And that this will pass away, too
Then nothing in life can defeat me
For as long as this knowledge remains
I can suffer whatever is happening
For I know God will break all of the chains
That are binding me tight in the darkness
And trying to fill me with fear
For there is no night without dawning
And I know that my morning is near.
Helen Steiner Rice (1900-1981)
p/s: read the poet's life at;
Sunday, 10 June 2007
yea, i could try this...
What's your soul trying to say?
You really don't know how to deal with the things that are happening in your life right now. You attempt to satisfy your curiosity of who you really are, but you end up failing at a terrible pace. Try taking a bubble bath. Include: candles, calm music, lights off, and comfy pajamas to top it all off.This should help you to take time to think about things and have a moment to yourself for once.
Saturday, 9 June 2007
& i'm trying 2 find more meanings in my hopeless moodiness
What type of aura do you have?? ^.^
Purple! your aura is purple! you are extremely shy and quiet. you tend to
stick to your books and dont speak out much. you have 1 or 2 close friends
that you hang out with. you're not active or confident. you lack
communication skills and you're very kind towards everyone no matter what
they say about you. since you read a lot you are very smart. normally you
go unnoticed at the back of the room but you like it that way b'cuz you are
too shy to even be noticed in the first place.
Take this quiz!
Friday, 8 June 2007
Saturday, 2 June 2007
A dear fren from far, far away...
yet her msg went straight into my heart...
I cant help it but cried after reading dis,….
“Salam- if Allah made me to marry a prince, well I pray dat he prepare a king to be urs. Love u n miss u so much.-nurul UK“ 020607, 21:29
I cant help it but cried after reading dis,….
“Salam- if Allah made me to marry a prince, well I pray dat he prepare a king to be urs. Love u n miss u so much.-nurul UK“ 020607, 21:29
"Hurt"
"Hurt"
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you........
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you........
Cinta itu buta, pekak & bisu…
A: Great! Now u go on & did it again! Way ‘a go girl!
I: What? Wats wrong wit wat I done?!
A: Oh? Nothin’s wrong? Doin’ wat u always do when u know its wrong n uve been wrongin urself 4 long? Oh, let me restate that, u –
I: Shut up! No! u shudda know better than sayin wat ure sayin!
A: Oh I know wat im sayin alrite! Uve been hurting urself too often too long dat u don’t know how 2 reverse n make it rite! Rite?
I: Now u –
A: Juz let me finish! U deserve happiness dat God ever so willing 2 grant u girl but u gotta make it rite 4 urself…u cant juz push every1 away…!
Tears welling up in I’s eyes
A: u gotta give urself a break girl... U cant chained urself 2 those shoots 15 years ago!? Come on girl…
I: its been dat long…I juz cant…I juz donno how….*sobbing*
A: *sigh* why r u doin dis 2 urself?....
I: I donno…ive tried…really, ive tried…! I donno why I kept comin 2 dat…
A: r u sure uve tried hard enuff?
I: I .., I …ive tried many times…ive hurt so many…
A: Not 2 say u hurt urself d whole time too! Did u realize dat? Huh? Did u?
I: I know…I know I need help. I donno how... U can see dat cant u?
A: *sigh*…yes dear. I can see dat… Let’s pray to God 2gether… I hope people wil pray 4 u girl…I hope they can see d pain dat ure sufferin from n not push those things away like sum dusts under the carpet…. Now u B strong 4 urself okay?
I: I sure hope I can make it rite myself..i sure hope I have d strength…please pray 4 me…
I: What? Wats wrong wit wat I done?!
A: Oh? Nothin’s wrong? Doin’ wat u always do when u know its wrong n uve been wrongin urself 4 long? Oh, let me restate that, u –
I: Shut up! No! u shudda know better than sayin wat ure sayin!
A: Oh I know wat im sayin alrite! Uve been hurting urself too often too long dat u don’t know how 2 reverse n make it rite! Rite?
I: Now u –
A: Juz let me finish! U deserve happiness dat God ever so willing 2 grant u girl but u gotta make it rite 4 urself…u cant juz push every1 away…!
Tears welling up in I’s eyes
A: u gotta give urself a break girl... U cant chained urself 2 those shoots 15 years ago!? Come on girl…
I: its been dat long…I juz cant…I juz donno how….*sobbing*
A: *sigh* why r u doin dis 2 urself?....
I: I donno…ive tried…really, ive tried…! I donno why I kept comin 2 dat…
A: r u sure uve tried hard enuff?
I: I .., I …ive tried many times…ive hurt so many…
A: Not 2 say u hurt urself d whole time too! Did u realize dat? Huh? Did u?
I: I know…I know I need help. I donno how... U can see dat cant u?
A: *sigh*…yes dear. I can see dat… Let’s pray to God 2gether… I hope people wil pray 4 u girl…I hope they can see d pain dat ure sufferin from n not push those things away like sum dusts under the carpet…. Now u B strong 4 urself okay?
I: I sure hope I can make it rite myself..i sure hope I have d strength…please pray 4 me…
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