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I will not be weak .
Everything is doing great now right?
But why am I feeling like this ?
I wanted to tell you that I failed my test. :(
sigh . Running a fever and doing a test and knowing your result - FAILED- sttm!!

FIGHTING !!!

♥ツ 9:34 PM

Snakes have very few friends because thy are not outwardly emotional or open creatures. The friends they do make generally last a lifetime, even though peers may find it hard to relate to the Snake because he is withdrawn and secretive. Still, Snakes like social functions, in moderation, where they can gossip about the latest scandal or the newest news. If you stab a Snake in t...he back it is likely you will never be forgiven. In addition, you should prepare yourself for retaliation for the Snake always gets the last word.

Love & Marriage:Snakes are beautiful people who exhibit quite a sexual appeal. They are sleek and seductive and if they want you, will out a spell on you that won’t let you stop thinking about them. However, Snakes are quite prejudiced when choosing a partner and don’t just choose based on physical qualities. The Snake needs a partner who can appreciate his quirky sense of humor and his wacky way of handling situations, so generally, although quite beautiful and tempting to approach, the Snake does all the pursuing.Because the Snake is so choosy, he can become jealous and obsessive about his partner. They can be a bit stand-offish with their mates, choosing to push away emotions rather than confront their feelings and insecurities. Once betrayed, you can bank on not ever being trusted by the Snake again as much as you can bet he will get even. Not everyone can live and be happy with a Snake. It takes a patient soul, someone ready for the long haul, who can calm his nerves and deal with his obsessions with skill.

Chinese horoscopes are very specific about which partnerships have the potential to be successful in love and in business. Yet, though destiny can point us in the right direction, we must still make all efforts to maintain loving relationships. Following is a brief description of how a Snake will affect a relationship with other Animal Signs.

♥ツ 12:19 AM

Flipping throu those pic , I smiled .
That face of yours just make me smile . It makes me look like a complete retard . I don't know why every time no matter how moody I get , that looks on your face could just brighten up that moment instantaneously . Weird

Ijustwishyoucouldstopcontactingme.
I don't want to look back. I'm selfish. sorry
hopefully he is taking care of you . =/

Getwellsoon.

♥ツ 11:23 PM

You have never failed to make me feel this way.
I'm stupid enough to say that I still want to take care of you.
I'm just a hermit crab (:
GOAL: EVERYDAY RUN 5KM BEFORE BRUSHING TEETH! (*I'll die by the 5th day *)

♥ツ 11:57 AM

You have clearly shown me that I'm of no interest at all. That day I'm so anxious to tell you something. You picked up and the only thing you could say is your phone is low batt and you hanged up. I waited and I thought you might called me back to check why I called but in turn only after a few days you text me telling me you're busy and the only thing that came into my mind is taking 5 mins of your time ; just 5 mins , can you accomplish your assignment with the extra 5 mins ? If you're able to do it den I don't mind . I can't believed you could text me that . Why should I even care ? WHY WHY WHY! @!$#$%@!#!@#@!# _l_

I'm right again, you're showing me your attitude when I'm there being worried and anxious . Why the fuck should I care when it doesn't seems like a big issue to you ? Why should I get so uptight? Why should I forsake my things just for you ? The best part is after I forsake it and you could tell me go along with my stuff . Did you actually just say all this for the sake of saying ? I will never , NEVER do it again . It just sucks . Guess it could be me again . The anger , the frustration , the sadness and the lost feelings. I won't be talking to you anymore because idk what to say anymore. It just make things worse by striking a convo. Whatever thing that happens to you , I won't be giving a fuck because I know beside me there will be other people so why should i care and make my life so miserable . Why should my life just revolve ard you ? You won't even appreciate the things I do .

In the end all this just don't matters anymore.
she was just a dream and he was just a dreamer.

♥ツ 12:34 AM

♥ツ 12:04 AM

"Before you assume, learn the facts.
Before you judge, understand why.
Before you hurt someone , feel.
Before you speak , think. "

I stumbled across this lines and I realised is very meaningful .
It allows me to realise that how mistakes usually comes about.

you have never once cross my mind. never.

♥ツ 10:05 PM

I keep telling myself " this is the last time " , but it just keeps happening .

why is it so hard ?!?!
The truth is , if i could be with anyone .
it'd still be you.

♥ツ 10:22 PM

♥ツ 10:19 PM

I'm doing great! It will soon fade off .. just believed in it (:

♥ツ 12:53 AM

♥ツ 12:36 AM

我很想你。

♥ツ 11:31 PM

Do you know what it's like to love someone so much that just seeing them or listening to their voices is enough to make your day ? Everything could be going wrong , but just one look at them and you're smiling like things are okay.

Yours sincerely
Loser.

♥ツ 9:33 PM

It's in the night where thoughts of you flood to my mind.
Things I don't want to remember.
The silence never spoke so loud.

It hurts, but I'll never show this pain you'll never know (:

♥ツ 10:42 PM

I wonder what goes through your mind when you hear my name .

♥ツ 11:11 PM

Things kinda make sense now ..

I realised I've type a chuck of words but only seeing myself pressing the backspace with a heavy heart.

♥ツ 10:23 PM

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I just need to rant here!!! :(

My lonely space of mine that I'm comfortable enough to write but some thoughts just can't be put into words. I've clicked upon your blog today and everything is left unchanged. I browsed throu your post and realised all the posts that you have wrote are all misery about us. It make me feel even more disheartened but I'm glad that at least you're happier now . How I wished I can know how you're feeling everyday . So if one day you're feeling down at least I can ring you up and irritate you and make you smile...

The only regret i have is you knowing me . All this won't be happening if ....
没有我也许是一种解脱

♥ツ 10:32 PM

Don't even know why am i so affected by it.

♥ツ 9:13 PM

♥ツ 5:37 PM

It's like you are screaming but no one can hear you.

Everyone knows i fucking hate to run . Yet again so many asked me to take part in marathon but I've rejected all because I just hate to run . I know running is good . It helps me burned off all the fats in my body . Make me a much healthier person. HAA
Running makes my heart feel tired. It makes me feel like jelly after that . I know I'm weak but dear diary I've been running the entire time.

I don't know what gave me the energy to keep running but is very tiring . =/

I've tried to stop but everytime i stop , I know this will lead me to nowhere .

Everyday is just a sleepless night.
The worst part is I almost been awarded 7extra in camp a few days back . Meaning 7 weekend burned. fml

I hate the feeling when you try to smile but just physically can't do it .
It makes me feel so defeated in life. Have you ever wanting to see a particular person so badly when you are feeling down? hoping she/he will be there for you or even just a phone will do the job but you know all is impossible ? It will never happen because she /he doesn;t know abt it .
You knew that by seeing her you will feel even worst . At least you know she is doing great while you are just falling deeper and deeper...

♥ツ 8:18 PM

It's amazing how one little conversation can changed things forever.

♥ツ 10:13 PM