Tuesday, September 30, 2008
{ 10:15 PM }
YES GOT BACK MY MATH AND physics.
notice physics is small caps.
math - A
physics- U
notice the vast difference
yeap
math was good. onli 4 ppl in our class failed. sry ppl.
to hear that. yea.. but im sure all of us put in our 101% :D
so the ppl who got A are..
for those i remember la.
amelia
natasha
clara
me
wilson
eugene
youquan
gavin
haha.. 5 out of 7 guys A/
and b4 that.
none of us got above and E. cept wilson
so i can consider it quite welldone:D
FOR MATH ONLY.
well..other topics.. yet to come haha
after econs. WTH PRE BDAY CELEBRATION SUCKS OK>
got splashed with water. and got all wet..omg
tried to zao after econs class but. kw caught up with me.. lol omg
more to come on thursday. im gonna dread it
Monday, September 29, 2008
{ 6:58 PM }
okay.
todays a start of a new day.
the lt hall dam hot.
no aircon. omg
zzz
so yea
endured the day, sweating like mad
then chemistry.. i dun even know if i pass annot. im checking my ans soon:D lol
then aft sch. bball with kiatwah chiehsuan.
and a few other ppl
ok.
first things first
im sorry for the pictures i posted. chieh suan one and lucas. LOL cos its gonna happen to me this thursday. forgive me haha :D
and to this unknown pikachu. screw u. dun spam my blog. i know ur reading this but u cant post. hiding behind ur com like some screwed up asswipe.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
{ 11:38 PM }
todays sunday.
happy bday ernest! haha as well as xiaoke tuck yan and isaac.
hhaha.
went to swensons to eat after church at 3.30!!
and pooled with the guys.
man. haven gone out with them for so damm long.
then later ate buffet at 7 with classmates from acsbr :D
omg..
crazy rite.
right after swensons eat buffet.!!
argh
40 bucks ..
and hella lot of calories lol.
):
but anyway. its bday celebration and class gathering. haha
Friday, September 26, 2008
{ 10:13 PM }
its over its over
woohoo
haha
ok today math paper sucks lol
my predicted results for promos.( not including the 60%)
H1----
Gp-C
Chinese-U
Physics-U
H2----
Math-A
Chem-E
Econs-E
haha hope i can pass all 3 lah. but i know i wun.. lol -.- give and take hope i can promote :D
physics was the pwnage.
2 hr paper. i sleep 1 hr. haha
i sleep also stress.. i do do do.. then sleep.. all the ppl around me rustling their papers..
at the end of the paper.. i look at shiqi.
she was infront of me.
and she dint sleep
and she left the same blanks as me
(:
pure pawnage. hahah
then later went movie in town with youquan eugene clara and anna.
enjoyed ourselves watching painted mask:D
well.. abit extravagant la the fighting scenes. and the story line sucks.. really sucks lol. but the acting was good. haha. hong kong actors and jap i guess..
yea.. and the love between the husband and wife was damm strong. haha . and the quote of the movie was..
" you don't even know the true meaning of love"
haha . it was sad.. but not sad to make ppl cry. lol
after movies. went to shop. everyone bought alot of stuff.. and me and eugene went to adelphi to check out earphone with yq. and anna and clara haha
:D
saw the f1 racing. cars look flashy but they dun look fast.
lol.
tmr will be faster i heard.
dinner at funan.
then head back home for dota.
i love today. i really do.
(:
hope i promote :D
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
{ 4:37 PM }
2 more days to more mugging for chinese and OP
hahaa
but i dunnn care :D
i want my promo period to be over. tmr chem and followed by physics
i think the econs quite easy. pity i dint do my best.
and the worse of it all.
i tot sept 11 attack was in 2003. omg
argh
nvm chem paper tmr. i need to get S to promote
im aiming for my Math-A
Chem-C
Econs-E
but probbie i will get Math-C
Chem-S
Econs-S
haha but i stil can promote i guess :D
conditionally lor. but im gonna try for full :D
Monday, September 22, 2008
{ 1:25 PM }
1 paper down yo.
it was the pwnage. haha
woo:D looking for an A
if i get A. it would mean U from common test to A in promos:D
anyway shant say much..later come out not A but juz pass.
i confirm sad. lol. the more pride u have, the harder u fall :D
lol
anyway i need to mug econs. 1 day mug econs haha.
2 day mug chem
and 1 last day mug physics.
the next subj i will be banking on is chem
:D
hope no careless mistakes yo.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
{ 2:35 PM }
friday was nice..
went to the libary to study
actually i was trying to console my self that i was actually studying.
but i was talking and talking and talking
and eating and eating..
argh
omg
saw alot of classmates there.
and talked as well
omg
libary is onli good for 2 person
to study and not as a grp.
and u cannot go to the cafe..
if not u end up eating
omg...
i need to work on chem and math.
math--> i think enuff liao... but i do last year promos. i see also.. OMG
chem--> score an A in mcq. which is possible.. so can lax for paper 2 :D
good tatic rite
:D haha
so todays sat. yea of course.. tution again.
and chiong chem whole day
Thursday, September 18, 2008
{ 11:03 PM }
chinese sucks
seriously
however, its not the first time i dun understand the passage at all..
from acs br. average As for chinese 0.5% to JJC. cheenapork sch.
coolios.
im adapting well yo.
hope that the other papers isnt as hard as chinese
..
my dad said the paper was damm easy..he do the qn like no kick.. seriously omg.
T.T
argh.
1 more week.. to new earphones. more dota and bball.
and either a lifetime of regret where i retain.
or another year full of hardwork preparing for a lvls
what a wonderful thought (:
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
{ 10:27 PM }
wednesday,
went to tution in the morning..
my tution teacher. some times hes good sometimes he takes damm long to solve a qn.
argh
i dunno whether to change.
studied at je lib. today..
was today productive?
did 1 full paper of math..
i dun think so.
i guess. the onli productive time is onli 2 ppl studying.
but the funny thing is. i dint really talk much though.
sianzation
tmrs gp.
i need the A to get into my course
A.
A.
A.
under my umbrella....
..
i need to freaking A juz give to to me.... now..
but i rather get E in gp
and get a pass in any of my h2 currently .
i did the mock paper A. i think i did quite well
cept for a few qns i dint know how to do.
the MI one, abit of vectors, applcation of differentiation. there goes my A but i think i can pass.
i need to take care of my powerseries yo. haha
good luck all yo.
hope nxt year's population wun decrease
haha.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
{ 11:16 PM }
its tuesdays.
sucky..
omg so draggy..
went to sch and did gp.
then followed by abit of bball.
we were losing 9-2.
then we caught up 10-10.
then lost 11-10
omg
so gay.
then later headed over with the guys to eat lunch at JEC
then me and kiatwah go je lib study with huiyan jw guanyi.joand poi
haha
rather productive for them
for me..
okay la
i finished chem bonding tut.appl of diff, vectors, so... its soso.
i hope to do my mock paper for chem and math.
and i hope to acheive at least a pass when i mark strictly if not,.. i will be damm sad.
saw brandon.
stupid ac asswipe... sian.. i dint get to ac.. ai yo..
and then..
walked around and bumped into wenjie horny and shi qi.
wenjie damm funny.. wear specs. lol
circle circle de.
haha :D
..
left je lib at 9.30 and bussed home.., im now feeling damm tired.. all these is gonna magnify nxt year the same time same day
cos by then
i hope we will be preparing for A lvls. (:
and i hope kaisi had a fruitful day today .
cos jo and poi did . haha :D
Monday, September 15, 2008
{ 8:57 PM }
"sry it turned out this way.. dint realy meant to waste ur time but.. yea.. i think the gap from Mi and now is way too long.. besides.. yea it kinda died off. but still i feel.. the differences between us is too big a gap. so many holes and all.... yea..good thing u came up with the qn if not i know i confirm wun ask one. "
today's monday.
went to je lib to mug.. met up with kaisi and eugene.
lol
so in e end. mugged together
it was quite productive for me. yea i covered chem equil the whole day.
wanted to do math. BUT FORGOT BRING GC OMG. totally sian liao.
i bet kaisi super productive. shes learning J1 in 1 day. haha not bad not bad..
she learnt back titration, chem ener in 5 hrs
lol...
she needs alot of practise i swear..
so fun.. JE lib has a lot of ppl... from jjc
saw wanjia greg leslie. lol.
saw brandon too.
sheer joy.
my phone keeps screwing up.. keeps offing for no damm reason.
and im gonna get an amp too. eugene's lousy amp is e pwnage :D hahaha
score for promos yo :D
Sunday, September 14, 2008
{ 7:43 PM }
its sunday and its church time.
lately i feel.. im distancing myself away from God..
issit becos i dun feel that im growing.
or becos my Jc life has overtaken me so much that. i juz wanna be with my jc peers who are non christians.
unlike acsbr whom my frens are mainly christians
or maybe its in chinese and the fact i dun understand almost anything makes it so.. yea.. hard to understand..
argh
studied with vignette today.
taught me chem ener. ionic equil
shes really good. haha
juz that her gp sucks.
lol
anyways. im grateful for all e help that has come my way.(:
cheers. hahaa
this thurs is GP.
dun intend to study cos im sure i can pass it.
i need to concentrate on my h2s.
so its sunday(chem)
monday(math)
tues(chem)
wed(math. at nite. abit of the essay format)
thurs(gp paper followed by chiong math)
fri( chem==> after tution)
so u see.. its alternating.. leaving no room for econs..
oh well
sry ceteris paribus
i promise i'll study for it nxt year prelims:D
haha
if i get to nxt year j2, that is.
okay la..
before the econs paper i go read up on market structure the whole day and recap elasticity okay? :D
4 more days.
to think i was counting down 1 mth ago saying " 30 more days to go" whew. time fliess....
and i got to know this girl called luyao. by talking to her thru huiyans phone. its funny how some ppl know ppl thru this type but yea. lol
kinda intriguing aint it
did i spell that right?
blogger has no dictionary
mug hard yoz
Saturday, September 13, 2008
{ 12:33 AM }
its the last day of sch
nxt weeks is promos..
drat..
the day ive been waiting for not to come and to come at the same time
maybe nxt year. i stil be in s27..
maybe not..
maybe
maybe not..
argh
i look at everyone in the class...( the class photo).
everyone seems to be able to pass.
onli:
me
kaisi
jolyn
siian
gavin
how cool sia
the rest..
most probbie can pass..
me" eh gavin. u think i will retain"
gavin " no la u wun retain one.. u think i will retain?"
me" my ass la haha. i scared retain.. u wun retain la"
so everyone is assuring everyone?
i dunno..
all i know is that
i need to study
1 week
is all i;ve got left.
nothing else that stresses me most
but the voice at the back of my head.
..
and u know wads the best thing
i tot after promos can PLAY..
yea right
hi oral presentation. u suck
hi new j2 topics u suck too
):
but thats just life. yayye. the fun.. sheer fun
Thursday, September 11, 2008
{ 11:09 PM }
i felt like ive screwed up today...
made someone emo..
got thrashed in bball
heard alot of stuff from a certain someone..
i know.. coming to a mixed school is new.. somethings habits are hard to break. yea
for example.
in my class.. a person sitting at the back hurls vulgarities in class infront of a teacher to a guy in front " hey u f***face pass the f***ing worksheets faster can annot."
its perfectly normal
come to mixed sch..
well juz try that (:
i got a mere 45% for my mock promos.. i skipped qn 8..
got ALOT OF CARELESS OMG. ahha
and u add up those i know.. lalala~~ its a pass..
besides, the conditions i took the test is like.. so sucky? lol
yea sure nick. blame everything but urself.but then again.. wad the heck
and i need to get new shoes..
my left shoe is flipflopping like mad..
my right shoe has a imbal tongue that laps out at the ground to expose my socks
yayye..
i need to buck up on graphing techniques.. i suck at it like seriously haha..):
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
{ 11:16 PM }
hoho.
WR DATE LINE..
so many ppl dint come sch today..
and i wanna say smth about my civics tutor. michelle quek..
when i first saw her. i was like.. first impression.. heng ah at least not the malay one.
after i know her.. i rather have the malay one. like seriously pls.
its like. omg.. pms suppose to be monthly.. hers is like every other day.
omg. wad the heck
and if alot ppl dun come sch.. mc required.. wad the shit rule is that.. nonsense.. NONSENSE LA.
but i did came sch today lol. but seriously..
i mean.. got pros. got cons about quek, but.. her cons outweigh pros.
i mean. her pros; she can commit to teaching unlike sehven, and she teach ppl can understand one. so thats a super strong point..
but .. form teacher/ civics tutor mean the same damm thing. so why does she act like she doesnt know 08s27 after sch ends? cant believe it..
i talk to many teachers and i joke with alot of em..
even the prinicipal and to teachers who dun even teach me, still can joke..
social etiquettes is wad she lacks... hah. i dun even try.. sumpa fail one.
hate to say it, but shes like another keith... introvert i guess... but then thats her char and onli she can change it herself. yeap..'
this afternoon. she walk past us.. she look at me and eugene.. we both waved and say bye. loudly.. she dint even gave a hint of recognition upon seeing us both and scooted off..
wad a nice CT.
wad a nice nice CT. seriously...
then at nite.. i redid the mock promos math.
1 to 5. most i know how to do..
3 of them.. careless.. argh. but .. i believei can pass promos if i work hard..
im still not to far.. still got a great amt of stamina in me (:
and hope quek doesnt screw us all up.
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
{ 10:47 PM }
yeay..
woo.. pws finally over.!!!! for writen report as a matter of fact.. a few more days to promos.. cant take it anymore.. after promos im gonna enjoy like siao. sIAO dude siao!!!@#!@#! wooo.
pingpong with clara
bball with yq
dotaing with eg
movies with _ _ _ _ _ _ _
yea
okay im high..
but anyway.. yea.. pw is hell. we went thru a long way.. yea a long long way.
(:
i need to do alot of ionic chem qns .. alot. haha
and .... lucas bday today. happy bday.. and as usuall heres a pic of him.. oh and im gonna remind u peeps of chieh suan :D


Monday, September 08, 2008
{ 12:00 AM }
found this while doing pw cos i was really bored
it was titled: 60 things girls dun know bout guys.
-.- some are true some are not. i shld say :P enjoy haha..
ps: couldnt find the what guys dun know bout girls . lol
--"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
--Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are
method.
--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
--Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
--Guys get jealous easily.
--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
--Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
--Girls are guys' weaknesses.
--Guys are very open about themselves.
--It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
--Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
--If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
--Guys will brag about anything.
--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.
--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
--Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
--Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
--Try to be as straightforward as possible.
--A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.
--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
--No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
--Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
--Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
--Guys don't really have final decisions.
--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
--Guys like femininity not feebleness.
--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
--Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
--A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
--No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
--Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.
--We don't like girls who are too skinny.
--We love it when girls talk about there boobs.
--Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....
--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...
--When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
--Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..
--Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...
--Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.
--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
---Girls, if u don't repost this within 1 hr then you will lose the guy of your life
---Guys if you don't repost this in one hr then you will lose the girl of your life.
Sunday, September 07, 2008
{ 8:17 PM }
sunday time. its church time... lol
ponned 2nd servce again.. need to go home study.. like wad the shit.
http://www.godisimaginary.com/i1.htm
check this out yo. its like.. so opposing my religion.. it serves as a joke to me seriously.. where got ppl so wu liao one.. but anyway.. lots of ppl aint christian. and its our job to convert them..
seriously speaking. ppl who read this may think im gay but.. yea.. but thats just my religion and i love it very much
i rather retain 10 times over then change religion.
strong faith i guess.. but its sorta. im not doing things that reflect my religion.. im supposed to be a living testimony of him but yet i swear everyday.. judge ppl and stuff like that..
but anyway.. pls go there onli if ur faith is strong as a christian..
non believers plz do not go there as i really do not want u ppl to falter like the rest of the sinners did. yea
tmr is monday.. PC.. omg. monday pc is training.. sucks la shit omg.. then followed by econs test which i haven even TOUCH. lol. TOUCH TOUCH...
sothe way i wun fail econs again? haha
to think of it. if u aiming for 1 h2 pass to promote.. u go A lvls.. u need to pick up alot. seriously.. In As, without an A, ur nothing.. less than a C, bye bye.
so yea..
if retaining is needed to build basics. so be it lol but u know wad.. hols are there for a reason (:
to buck up yo
Saturday, September 06, 2008
{ 9:01 PM }
todays sat. my bros bday. happy bday (; 12 yearsold now.
anyways.
this morning got scolded by amelia again for pw. i admit some is my fault but well.. anyways
went to swim with jiawei and kiatwah.
did onli 12 laps. lol so bad ): then the rest go lazy river and jacuzzi.
the jacuzzi pump damm huge.. go to close, area of contact quite pain.. specially down there. -.-
after swimming they came my house to play psp(jw) and dmc4. then after a while go back sch study.
jiawei went out with siqi though..
went to seoul garden to eat for celebration. i did not break the promise there. i drank ice lemon tea and beef isnt fried :D
hahaha.. so yeap.. no studying today.. how fun.
then at night came the cake cutting..
kk i broke it.. ate 1 slice of cake.. no choice. lol.. it aint temptation okay. lols.but anyway.. the cake wasnt that nice -.-
and i finished wad amelia asked me to do. so yeap. hope she doesnt scold again
promos in 11 days. how fun..
i think i juz failed my math mock but wad the heck.......
promos better not fail
Friday, September 05, 2008
{ 9:34 PM }
today is a good day?
OF COURSE NOT OMG I JUZ FREAKING WENT AROUND SINGAPORE.
early morning raining.. bus 502 came. alot ppl waiting for bus 99. so i act smart, go take 502. but this 502e. and it went past jjc. and after jjc. THE NXT STOP IS IN TOWN. HOW FUN. and i passed by SCGS and RGSS. how fun seh. thats 2 bucks gone from my ezlink.
then i cabbed back.. 20 bucks zhun zhun. great waste of money i reckon..
sucks. omg
and the best thing. mock test not counted, i tot its exam conditions but i go there, everyone packed in 1 LT hall, table so damm small. ai yo..
but overall, i got alot careless.. max marks i get is 65? lol.. may fail by a bit. but im on my road to victory, considering the fact that i did the paper in 2 hrs. still got 1 more hr left. i believe i can pass promos math.
after the paper went to the kopitiam eat and talk crap with wenjie horny shiqi eugene and wilson. mmhm .. really talk alot crap, from cracking lame jokes to yo mama jokes to racist jokes.
then later bus-ed to jp to watch the new jack neo film.
omg
its damm sad can.. so freaking sad and funny yet at the same time. haha
neo has flair i reckon :D. its really a heartwarming comedy haha. anyway, i remember last time stephen chow wants to make ppl cry with his new released movie, CJ7.
i think neo's movie was better at making ppl cry. partly becos i guessed it has a certain singaporean style..
the starting part was too graphically faked. so i tot it was gonna be a sucky movie, and he promoted his mitsubishi aircon
rofl.
i wouldnt wanna rate the show but i guess its nice to watch asian movies for a change. :P
i would rate non asian movies though :D
hmm. get well soon xian de (: sexy voice eh? lol
after movie we split-ed and went back home.
and YES i finish my pw. (: hope amelia wun scold me again ):
quote of the dayby gracelia: lady of england= statue of liberty
Thursday, September 04, 2008
{ 11:17 PM }
no more emo (: haha
went to sch early today to do math.. .. ive been doing math ALL the way from start of hols till now. and now im still scared whether i can pass or not. oh no. zz
i went at 10.30 studied till 12. then kiatwah call me say coming at 6!>!?! wad the heck, but then he actually reach liao lol...
so later studied ALL the way ( cept for some playing volleyball for 30 mins) the whole day mugging math.
i dunno.. the qns that people i ask me i can do. im juz scared that i make super alot of careless mistakes. ..
so, i guessed jolyn kaisi poixin guanyi huiyan kiatwah jiawei made my day by studying the whole day i guess. lol
hmm..
after promos theres hella lot of things to do man. yea woo.... bball and dota my priority immediately after promos and b4 promos, i guess i have to recap my j1.. PROVIDING I DUN RETAIN.
if retain. yayye. 2 mths holidas for me i guess.
class enrolment nxt year will be 25 - X = Y, whereby X and Y are constants to be determined by promos.
oh yea. day 2 w/o fried/oily/chocolates and unhealthy stuff (:
sheer fun and joy.
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
{ 11:13 PM }
1stly, i wanna thank all those who has been .. like kinda giving me encouragement ya know? thnx alot. really appreciate it.
its like.. i dunno im getting paranoid.. its like a whirlwind at the back of my head.
i know my own problem. i think too much.. too much negative stuff..
even quek quek says that .. eugene....youquan.. i think too much.. way too much..
i tend read into things that's out of the context, but thats juz me i guess..
..
lemme reply to tags first
clara: thats like so omg true. can. haha. thnx alot (: and dun oversleep again haha
shiqi: thnx haha. i'm trying :P
wenjie: not gonna jealous :P heh >.<
nat: sry. another result of thinking too much i guess..
yeap.. sry amelia, i overshot the dateline again. im serious..
talked to alot ppl today..
different comments, different opinions, different ideas, too many perspective. i dunno who to trust, really. really... i'll guess i'll stick to youquan.
leaked out too much info to certain ppl. the info part okay.. the ppl part... im worried i leaked out to the wrong person. but whats done is done.
ying quan told me this.. " u want to say people, think of your ownself first"
kinda true i guess... even the bible brings out a clear message.. " who are you to judge"
i sorta read sharrons blog too.. its like, yea wad she says really true..
i quoute "
But in Jc, it's really a whole new different ball game. You have to morph into some sort of cheetah and be on your toes all the time. You'll have to watch what you say, who you say anything to, your actions, your image, the way you present yourself. Why? Becauseyou can't afford to be isolated in a college.
If you dislike someone, Don't say it unless it's a well known fact, if you're being dislike or feel that you are starting to draw a whole new kind of attention, it's game over. Either you suffer your next 2 years there under constant scrutiny, or you waste your 2 years there trying to find a resurrection button to push, to get back into the social circle.
Bottom line is, if you're lucky, you'll meet great friends but sadly most of the time, it's superficial. "
i hate to admit, its really true. and thats a very big con, compared to when i was back to acsbr.
superficial is a strong word.. very strong. imagine ur best fren is juz a superficial fren. wow. that hurts aint it.
mmhm.....
it takes a million years to build up reputation but only 1 single action to totally destroy it and may nver be recovered back again.
all this doesnt apply to acsbr though. every1 has a bad reputation for smth. haha.. no bad reputation? guai guai nerd :X
okay la not really true. :X
oh yea juz made a bet with huiyan.. wahlau.. i lost lol..
the forfeit?
no fried,oily stuff and no unhealthy food aka chocs, chips..
duck rice is a nono.. chicken rice muz be the white chicken..
yayye..
and muz run with her if she wants to..
(: wad a nice way to lose a bet and weight.
damm.
PS: mmhm. i admit i talk too much, and sometimes i hurt people w/o even realising it. i apologise for that as well. but, yea, i hate quiet lifestyles. so .. but then again, the bullshit i say its always meant as a joke yea.. really.. even the meanest stuff i say is really in the name of fun. maybe ive gone overboard :X lol.
so i guess i have to limit):
gd luck for math paper yo
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
{ 10:33 PM }
okay.. its like 2nd post in a day but wad the heck
this post is to apologise for being the bastard i was today to certain people. my sincerest apologies . really. yea. had a bad day.. yaddayadda..
and i realise the previous post is too emo. :X
but anyway, yup.. if ive offended u. sry once again (: ( specially sharron) ):
and its back to pw yo.
{ 4:38 PM }
.. i feel so alone..although im not really alone.
dun really know what to do now..
time and time again, it lashes out.. im hanging on
....
juz had pw meeting.. and pw consultation. .. our pw sucks. really sucky shitty sucks.
its promos or pw. i choose promos. then ppl say i need some priority adjustment but. i know.. i too, rather retain than get a bad grade. but .. i dunno.. im confused..
when ur young, i complained that i dint get a say or choose wad i do
now. its like .. i dunno wad to choose.. not say im spoilt for choices or anything..
its definitely much more complicated than in secondary sch. physically emotionally..
"when you feel like letting go.. remember why u still held on in the first place " (: thnx youquan
haha that little motivation sure made my day ...
but problems still remains as problems..
it applies to studies.. sports..... and relationships.
for the last part... its like,, theres nothing to hold on in the first place, so why let go of nothing..
i guess for me.. its ..............
they said chocolate cheers u up. bullshit
they said cutting urself helps. bullshit, u'll feel no pain lol. ok la, to a certain extent.
they said releasing it to ur frens helps, bullshit, they dun understand ur real pain.
they said turn to jesus. (: it works
Cause i, need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while im still healing,
Just try and have a little patience,
I really wanna start over again,
I know I wanna be your salvation,
The one that i can always depend,
I'll try to be strong, believe me,
I'm trying to move on,
It's complicated but understand me,
Cause I need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while im still healing,
Just try and have a little patience,
Yeah, have a little patience, Yeah
Cause this scar runs so deep,
Its been hard,
But i have to believe me,
Monday, September 01, 2008
{ 9:56 PM }
lol . its monday. lol .. went early in the morning to the bank to settle some stuff., then on to sch for study. lol. b4 that went to the market to buy duck rice.. omg its like omgwtfbbq lollerskates.. i ordered duck rice.. and add charsiew .. the duckrice 3 bucks. charsiew 1 buck.. the duck is like 1/2 is skin and fats... and the charsiew more than the duck.. nicer too.., omg.
i dint get scammed..
nope.. not a single cent and i feel so happy..
studied till liked 7.45 in between played bball la.. lol and yea.. was it productive? i guess it was SUPER productive till kiatwah came. like 2 pm.. lol then we played bball till 5 and got all stinky sweaty sticky.
and interesting fact no1. cat eats lizards.. yea i witnessed it. lol
anyways.. huiyan showed us the photos and i juz suddenly felt damm wasted.. its like omg. so nice la.. and .. yea i missed everything.. haiz.. but i got 1 week more revision than the rest but still they are better standard than me in studies.. oops..
later went to dnner with guan yi and kiatwah.. talked cock all teh way and left at9.. here i am.. blogging (: yayye. time to study..
(:
promos for the win