I am writing down a memory in my life for the best birthday celebration with my friends here.No, they are family.
You will never know how magical I felt with the flow of tears dropped down flooding the whole cheeks when i saw what they had done for me. Appreciation were beyond words.
Sorrow/sadness/hates/emotional all and all were flushed off with the tears. They are beyond friends zone.
Wasn't really count down the actual date that I will be leaving them and the place that i had been survived for almost four years. I am afraid that I will be missing everyone of them, every single arguments that will probably laugh my grandchildren off one day.
For the past reason, I've made myself so much protective in making friends or we make it this way that I became so much inferior and loathe in making friends. I always believed that for no reason, people will still hate me in certain ways and most probably is because of my face, i don't smile much.
Even how much did i explained to people that i was born this way, no one will accept the fact but to just get used to it and I was marked with this 'unfriendly' tag,always.
I am glad that god leads me to the path that I've actually suffered so much but got to learn how to give the BEST shot in returns. Thank you for every single one that appeared in my life.
Thank you for the first and the very last birthday celebration on my actual birthday with friends.
Graduate doesn't mean you have escaped from what you need to learn in life but another turning point in the actual path.
Keep it shine and moving it on.
See, friends were there to make things funny.
Lastly, million of thanks.
p/s: Little update of the week: Grooming class was kind of disappointing but etiquette and mannerism class were superb. Oh and dark circles and the gigantic eye bags will somehow need to be get rid off. I need a solution, but how? and the trainer and every other classmates were suggesting for a more touch up on my face, I don't really know how to make up but a stupid eyeliner that looked super solid that's it. Need a tutor :)
Xo
-Bren-
