Wings on the floor.

2009. In two years' time, i will turn 20. Two decades seem so infantile to the older generations, the one who had their shares of broken dreams, suppressed desires and moments of joy, success, and everything else to do with life rolled into one. Yet.

It's October. (so fast?)

What have i done so far?
Not much. Not little either. A friend texted me the other day bout how she felt she has not done anything brave for the past 19 years of her life. But, what is the definition of brave? How do we define this word? All of us want to be significant in life, to another person, to the world, to leave an impact, to make a difference. But all this is vague, no?

What is YOUR purpose in this life?
I think, it's time for a change.
Because all moments passed us by, and it's up to us to hold them in our hearts, or let them go, like burst bubbles that once shine.

If you've got dreams in your heart, why don't you share them with me?

;)
Guys. And their time management. *shakes head*
152 minutes. 3.10pm, supposedly it should end by 5.50pm. We left. At 5.30pm.
Nice movie nonetheless.
Nicer ending.

I rolled to the other side of my bed, clutched, at emptiness and hollowness. Sometimes, amidst the noise and crowds, you don't realize that things have changed. Perhaps, this is it.

MIA

Greetings, baby.

Since you just love gluing yourself to the pc, I figured I'd dump some things in here for you to waste your time on.
In this pendrive, I have included random stuff, mainly stupid stuff...

Lol.
Silly boy.

I need inspiration. And some zest, yes, definitely some.

Regardless of what others say, love should never ever be about race, colors, and religion.
Love, is not represented by them. For those who think they are, you are as shallow as a puddle on the road.

1. Studying is actually fun.
2. Love is not easy, but it doesn't have to be hard either.
3. In this age of fb, twitter and plurk, privacy is golden.
4. Harry Potter will always be a part of my life.
5. Knowing many people is different from being there for your friends.
6. The leavers are teaching me to be more independent.
7. My first love will always have an impact in my life.
8. Best friends stay, no matter how far they grow apart.
9. Life is a challenge, but it doesn't have to be sad.
10. Want what you want, the rest fades away.

. The boyf is out of town. :)
I miss him already, but this is beside the point.

Thank you for being in my life.

You're the best, as always. :)

They strut with their skinny asses and skanky clothes down the malls when you were too busy pouring over your books and meticulously counting numbers so that the A's will be in your hands. Sometimes you come across pictures of them with boys (entirely too close) getting drunk in clubs or some party where their rosy pink cheeks (thanks to the alcohol) and beautifully startling features still stand out amidst the drunken stupor and lost decencies. In school, they have the best stories to tell - escapades, adventures, dirty jokes, jokes, latest trends and boyfriend problems - and we, the nerdy lifeless ones stare listlessly, half listening to their droning, half wishing we were that brazen or gutsy. Sometimes i wish i had the courage to go up to the guy i like and ask if he would like to go out with me, like what those girls would do - just for kicks. But now i look back, and laugh at the silliness, at the impermanency. So what if those girls were the life of the party or did things nobody else was doing - smoking, drinking, flings - all of that come down to nothing now, they are dust, ashes, on a hill of forgotten life, in an abandoned chapter. We have all move on. And for the rest of us, so called nerds in high school, we are still moving on, still pouring over books and stuffs like that with a purpose, a dream, a vision - but those popular girls? Where are they now?

It is not always easy, but it's okay.
Because i love you.
Just make sure you wash the dishes properly when you're at my place next time, okay?
*winks.

-runs away-

But still lost.
Closing in.
And the only person who can help is myself.
Time to get a move on? Definitely.

Better three hours early, than one minute late.

Myself.