sMiLe (^_^)

Well, my 1 week holiday is here! But.. I still have to study and prepare for my pract test which is scheduled next week. Which means i still have to go back to sch to practice my skills, for FYP discussion and to finish up the paediatrics presentation. *WHOA!* Wat an "exciting" holiday! haha.. No choice have to make it sound exciting, if not i'll be more sianz..

I started my hol with my nyp gals at BBBC! It's quite a 'ulu' place but the ambience was quite gd. No one was at the ground floor dancing neither was there alot of ppl. It was juz a cool place to chill and strengthen bonds! haha.. I reached there rather late due to work commitment. The gals were already having loads of fun. So much fun that our poor wx saw "stars" the moment she stood up. haha.. Next time no more vodka for her, fruit juice please. =p

Can you see who are the semi-drunk ones? (*Hint* Those with the reddest face) =P

Priority vs Responsibility, which is more important? Or should i say which one comes first?

All of us know if we put something as our top priority, it is a must that we accomplish it. And no matter wat happens, we have to get it done. If not, why put it as a top priority?

But..

What if your priorities clash with ur responsibilities? Do you forgo ur responsibilities and go ahead with accomplishing what u want to achieve? Or will you stick to ur responsibilities and leave aside your priorities because you do not want to be called an irresponsible person? Confused? So am i.

Sometimes, when you are at a crossroad, you jux have to follow your heart and do what's right. Do not care about what others think of you. Because they may not be in your shoes to understand things. As long as you are not doing something that is against your principles nor is it hurting other people, it's alright. Juz be strong and face the challenges ahead of you. However, if you did something wrong, juz stand up and face the truth. Learn from the mistakes and start afresh. Eventually, nothing is absoultely right or wrong. It's up to the individuals to look at it.

Easier said than done right? I know. But at least i'm positive of what i'm doing. Stay positive frens! For everyday is a brand new day! =)

I do not know really know how to express my thoughts, is that why i always get misunderstood?

I always say i'm busy, i do not have the time; but is it bcos i spend too much time on thinking and not acting it out immediately?

I know what i want in life in the near future. But is seems that i'm not working hard enough for it. I realise i have too much commitments and it leads me nowhere. I have to prioritise them and stay focus! If other ppl can manage it, why can't i? I guess my time management sucks. I need to be more organised so that i can get things right.

FOCUS!

Imagine u have a child and he/she did something that anger and disappoint u greatly. Will u SCREAM at him loudly, whack him as if he's not ur child and lock him out of the house even though he cried and beg u for forgiveness?

Today while i was looking out of my kitchen window, i heard someone screaming loudly at her child. I traced the source and think it's coming from my block. I can imagine how angry the mum was cos she was really screaming!! Even people from the opp block stick their head out of their kitchen to see who was screaming! Even though i dunno which unit the sound was coming from, but i can hear the mum beating the child with her bare hands. *PIAK! PIAK!* The sound was constant, along with her scolding. The child was crying and begging the mum not to beat him anymore but his cries were buried beneath his mum's anger. I thought: Is he not ur child? No matter wat the child did, he's still a child. Who will not make any mistakes when they were young?

As i thought of this traumatic experience the child underwent, it keep me thinking how many other children are treated this way too?

It's a torture man.. I juz dislike literature review! Dunno if it's me or wat. I've got all the research papers with me and yet i do not know how to link all of the points together! My points are "flying" everywhere! ARGH!

Aim for national day: To finish my lit review by tonight! So i can go out with my family for a dinner and watch the fireworks! Happy national day! =)

Hey! Click on the link below to view some of my outdoor shoots at raffles and esplanade! hehe~

I'm back!! Sorry for not updating for quite some time. Been rather busy and tight up with alot of other stuff. Partly is bcos i dun get to use the comp tat often too, cos my bro is always hogging to it! haha~

Anyway, i have been doing fine for the past few weeks. I slowly on track now and getting used to the changes around me. My dad is still the same but can see that he's better already. Thanx to frens who stood by me and cheered me on. *hugz*

Oh ya, our family new car is coming next month! It's the first time our family buys a new car and we are all very happy. It's not a big car but those mini type-picanto! haha~ Which means that i will have a chance to put my car skills to use. Anybody wan a ride from me? =)

Today was a special day for me..cos i had an outdoor makeover shoot by freelance photographers who want to build up their portfolio. Thanx to chai pin who asked me along! It was a great experience to be beautified by the make-up artist along the streets, to take the shoots at raffles place area and to be able to pose for so many weird positions. haha! Wait till i get the pictures from the photographer den i'll post it here k.

Anyway, to all my frens who are studying in uni now. Jiayou and happy studying!! take care and do drop me a sms if you are free to keep in touch! Cheers~ =)