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Wednesday, July 30, 2003

i feel so hopeless..just don't have the courage to face someone whom i want to talk to..dunno why..

Tuesday, July 29, 2003

had an mc to excuse from jogging today..but i did not use it..i want to run..too long never run liao..stamina not too good..slacking at home these few days..getting lazy..haiz..

Monday, July 28, 2003

managed to go online..but can only go for 5 minutes to download the newater thing which my friend had sent over to..so sad..can't do much in 5 minutes..

now in com again using the com..ipw..so boring..haven got any information or anything with me..so can't do presentation..so sad..have to complete the presentation by week 7..now is already week 5..2 more weeks only..must hurry..otherwise going to kana scolded and deduct marks..then the whole group's going to blame me..cos i am the leader..i don't like being the leader..so big responsibility..so ma fan..

this is so sian...dunno what to eat during recess and lunch..my knees very itchy..but it's healing..that's why so itchy..chinese so boring..maths also...our maths so slow..still at pyramid..less than 10 minutes teach finish pyramid..going on to cones tomorrow..term 3 is soooooo fast..

Saturday, July 26, 2003

so surprised...i din know that from our school we can actually see the fireworks...very B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L ... i thought i would never get to see the fireworks this year...watching news..channel 5 news don't have our item..my friend's friend say that just now at 6.30pm channel 8 news got our item..they say very nice..at least better than last week's..so relieved after hearing that..put in so much effort in this item..so much time..so much energy..if not nice then all our efforts will be wasted..we spent about 7 months on this ndp thing...

haiz..so tired..put on make-ups and did our hair again..this time there is coloured glitter..got glue type and spray type...today not very fun...cos we are on our own most of the time...the teachers so boring..they din do anything..whole day mark their stuff..ms lee very funny...haha...i am so bored...nobody's online...

now at my dad's shop waiting to go to school...so in the meantime, i am using the com..haha..leg sort of get better..don't really hurt that much when i run..but it is very awful and disgusting and gross...

Friday, July 25, 2003

haha...went home yesterday after the second temperature taking..38 degree celcius...pretty high...have cough today...getting more and more sick..tml still got ndp preview..dunno whether can go a not..hopefully can..not feeling too good today..but still come to school cos today got science test and english time assignment..could have gotten an mc..but i don't want..but i took a 5 days pe excuse..which means i can don't do pe until tuesday...missed jogging today...so happy..but i very worried about my napfa..

Thursday, July 24, 2003

having a very bad sore throat..can't shout or even talk..finger got cut yesterday morning..so stupid..temperature still rising..

haha..so many days never update my blog..no time..feeling very sick right now..temperature's above 37.5..almost 38..my leg did get better recently..so happy..hopefully it will be better by saturday cos the is ndp preview..yesterday there is ndp rehearsal in school..ran for the first round..but gave up and went to rest at the grand stand till the rehearsal ends cos it really hurts when i do the bending part..

Friday, July 18, 2003

I'M IN PAIN!!! my knees did not get better...so stupid...and painful...

fell down just now very badly...during pe...quite deep...sooo...painful...and it is so awful...tml still got ndp ne show...don't know whether can run a not...but i think i have to cos i am in the s group and there is no shadow or reserves who knows our steps...or even where to run to...so hopefully my injury will heal faster and will not look too bad with our costumes on..but i can't really walk or run now...so how? so poor thing...

i am sooo tired...now in sch using com...

did not manage to use the com yesterday...anyway, cedar's guzheng on song clinched the gold award in the syf...so happy...first time ever in cedar's history...

Wednesday, July 16, 2003

st. nicks got 1st for c and d division...cedar got 2nd for c division and 3rd for d division...not bad lah actually...at least they tried their best...some so scary...straight away after they finished their race, they collapsed and sort of fainted...especially those in sprints...they ran very fast...realised that lok wei yoke is in st. nicks...but she did not run that fast...quite slow actually...

this com is super slow...and now so many people is trying to log in their hotmail account...this is so bad..

Tuesday, July 15, 2003

ndp was so short today...can't do much...rehearsed for a while only...a few times...got our sport shoes...so nice and light...white and gold linings...and it is also free-of-charge...school was dismissed 1 hour later...made my mum so worried...

Monday, July 14, 2003

this is so horrible...now so many people in my class knows about daryl...even the non ndp participants...but they don't know how he looks like...most of them...my friend says that daryl lives near me...in lorong ah soo...and they say that my wish is coming true...

yupzz...skip recess just to come to the com lab to use the com...tml got ndp..so happy...but must bring the costume...gold colour...haha...saw mr johnny toh many times today...

Saturday, July 12, 2003

daryl likes raisins...haha...i think he sort of like ms lee...or the other way round...the way they talk to each other was...amazing...hard to explain...

gosh...today was very horrible...rain before, during and after our ndp rehersal...everyone was wet...some even slipped and fell...but i didn't lah...our twirlers were all stuck together and whipped up lots of rain water...jeanice was so funny...she was laughing with her mouth so big that some rain water got into her mouth...but she did not spit it out or anything...she just continued laughing...conclusion...today was the most memorable day in my life..

Friday, July 11, 2003

tomorrow there is ndp rehersal...really looking forward to it...so fun...but must remember to bring the fan and twirlers or sash...otherwise sure kana scolded by ms lee mei kay one...or yes...and also thermometer...always forget to bring on none school days..

Thursday, July 10, 2003

daryl..haha...

my poor legs are still aching from yesterday's pe...we did the plunging thing...is that what u called? i also dunno what lah...something like that..

yesterday's ndp was so damn cool and fun...this saturday still got practice but without our costumes on...asked daryl a question..."how old are you?"... what was his reply? very old. such a stupid answer...as good as not asking...

Tuesday, July 08, 2003

yipee...tomorrow there's NDP practice...kinda fun...with all the twirlers and fans...but not with our costumes on...so sad...

yup...back in the school library again...using the library's computer...my friend, Lee Si returned to school today, after being home qurrantined for 5 days...only 5 days..what kind of home qurrantine is this?

Monday, July 07, 2003

tomorrow there is school...anyway, Pei Jun, i too did not see you in the stadium yesterday...tried to contact you through your handphone but you did not switch it on...

Sunday, July 06, 2003

i'm so tired after all the ndp rehersals...juz came back from one rehersal...very fun...with our costumes on some more...

Saturday, July 05, 2003

so tired...tomorrow there is ndp practice...we have to wear our costume for the rehersal...so awful...i dun really like the colour...gold colour...looks disgusting...

juz came back from the bazaar thing...tired and hungry...skipped lunch and breakfast juz now...dying of hunger rite now...

Wednesday, July 02, 2003

finally finished half of the presentation...not the whole thing unfortunately...and also not completed in school...I and Mel half completed the presentation in my dad's shop...school computers all occupied and too slow for such impatient people like me...

stuck in school doing some stupid geography presentation with mel...missed light years yesterday...so sad...not allowed to watch...this com that i'm using right now is so slow....i don't have that much patience...

Tuesday, July 01, 2003

haiz...so tired today...yesterday i was so tired that i went online for a while only...all because of ndp...juz typed some science stuff for my friend...my back is aching...