The 26th is but a day away and there has been yet another development in the rollercoaster that is my life.
The 'roids are still coming out. Thank the Lord!!
But instead of having a full-on myomectomy, I'm now having a hysteroscopy.
The difference between the two procedures is that a hysteroscopy is much less invasive. The doc can go in through the cervix with a scope and get at the parts of the 'roids that are protruding into my uterus without having to make any incisions. So, no scar, no worries about being able to stop any excessive bleeding. The downside to me is that the parts of the 'roids that live in the walls of my uterus will remain.
I must admit, at first this was a problem for me. I've been dealing with this issue for at least a year, if not longer, and the thought of having even a piece of these suckas stay inside me really got to me, you know?
But I'm trying to stay focused on the positive. Removing the 'roids this way means I can start back on the journey towards having a baby of my own even sooner than expected. Weeks vs. months. That notion alone was enough to get me back on board with my doc's protocol.
So now my eyes are pointed upward toward the clouds that have been lingering over my head for the last 365 some-odd days and I know their days are numbered. ")
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Monday, November 10, 2008
Grateful
On November 26th a change gonn' come.
On November 26th the black clouds hanging over my head will part and the sun will shine once more.
On November 26th my mood will lighten and my hubby will rejoice.
On November 26th I will be on my way back to normal.
On November 26th the 'roids come out and The Hammer goes home.
On November 26th I will get my life back.
And I will have a reason to give thanks.
On November 26th the black clouds hanging over my head will part and the sun will shine once more.
On November 26th my mood will lighten and my hubby will rejoice.
On November 26th I will be on my way back to normal.
On November 26th the 'roids come out and The Hammer goes home.
On November 26th I will get my life back.
And I will have a reason to give thanks.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Mr. President
It's official.
The very first African-American has been elected President of the United States.
Barack Obama.
PRESIDENT.OF.THE.UNITED.STATES.
I know there are a lot of people out there who did not vote for Barack Obama. They didn't vote for him because they don't think he has enough foreign policy experience, or because they think he'll be some sort of modern-day Robin Hood, stealing from the rich to give to the poor. There are those who didn't vote for him because they disagree with his views on healthcare and those who feel he will turn the U.S. into a socialist society. There are those who feel that with no military experience, he will be ineffective as commander-in-chief.
Though I disagree with those arguments, they are arguments. They are perspectives held by intelligent people who could offer up examples of why they're right and Obama is wrong. Everyone is entitled to an opinion. That's what makes this country so great.
But there are also people who don't understand why Obama is such a big deal. There are people who feel that he won just because he's black, not necessarily because he was the best man for the job. To those people, I say the following:
Obama is intelligent, caring, understanding, receptive, approachable, organized, hard-working, persistent, and focused. If you don't believe that, just look at what he's done. He was the head of a $600 million dollar machine that organized and energized and inspired people to get out and exercise their rights as Americans. He got people interested in a system that so many of them believe doesn't take their opinions or concerns into account. He raised more money than his opponent and he did it on his own. He started out as a newbie senator 4 years ago, a virtual nobody on the political scene, and made his presence known above all the other candidates who threw their hats into the presidential ring. He rose above all the rest, not just McCain. He's smart enough to know what his weaknesses are and to surround himself with people who complement his skills. He has never said this is something he is doing alone. He knows it takes teamwork and his choice of vice president is a reflection of that.
Having said that, YES, there are for sure, absolutely, unapologetically people out there who voted for Obama because he is black.
AND there are for sure, absolutely, unapologetically people out there who DIDN'T vote for Obama because he is black.
The fact of the matter is that Obama embodies all of the possibility that has been denied not just blacks, but all minorities. He is the symbol of what America can be as we move forward - a place where opportunity is available to everyone, no matter what their creed, gender, orientation or race. No matter where they grew up or how much money they had. He represents hope and opportunity for a group of people who have not always had those things. He proved that even blacks can grow up and be whatever they want to be. He is in many ways, the light at the end of a very long tunnel.
And though he is still just a man, he is THE man. THE.BLACK.MAN who was able to do what other black men before him could not - make it all the way to the White House.
Yes, there are many people who voted for Barack Obama simply because he is black.
Surely you can see the beauty and the pride in that.
The very first African-American has been elected President of the United States.
Barack Obama.
PRESIDENT.OF.THE.UNITED.STATES.
I know there are a lot of people out there who did not vote for Barack Obama. They didn't vote for him because they don't think he has enough foreign policy experience, or because they think he'll be some sort of modern-day Robin Hood, stealing from the rich to give to the poor. There are those who didn't vote for him because they disagree with his views on healthcare and those who feel he will turn the U.S. into a socialist society. There are those who feel that with no military experience, he will be ineffective as commander-in-chief.
Though I disagree with those arguments, they are arguments. They are perspectives held by intelligent people who could offer up examples of why they're right and Obama is wrong. Everyone is entitled to an opinion. That's what makes this country so great.
But there are also people who don't understand why Obama is such a big deal. There are people who feel that he won just because he's black, not necessarily because he was the best man for the job. To those people, I say the following:
Obama is intelligent, caring, understanding, receptive, approachable, organized, hard-working, persistent, and focused. If you don't believe that, just look at what he's done. He was the head of a $600 million dollar machine that organized and energized and inspired people to get out and exercise their rights as Americans. He got people interested in a system that so many of them believe doesn't take their opinions or concerns into account. He raised more money than his opponent and he did it on his own. He started out as a newbie senator 4 years ago, a virtual nobody on the political scene, and made his presence known above all the other candidates who threw their hats into the presidential ring. He rose above all the rest, not just McCain. He's smart enough to know what his weaknesses are and to surround himself with people who complement his skills. He has never said this is something he is doing alone. He knows it takes teamwork and his choice of vice president is a reflection of that.
Having said that, YES, there are for sure, absolutely, unapologetically people out there who voted for Obama because he is black.
AND there are for sure, absolutely, unapologetically people out there who DIDN'T vote for Obama because he is black.
The fact of the matter is that Obama embodies all of the possibility that has been denied not just blacks, but all minorities. He is the symbol of what America can be as we move forward - a place where opportunity is available to everyone, no matter what their creed, gender, orientation or race. No matter where they grew up or how much money they had. He represents hope and opportunity for a group of people who have not always had those things. He proved that even blacks can grow up and be whatever they want to be. He is in many ways, the light at the end of a very long tunnel.
And though he is still just a man, he is THE man. THE.BLACK.MAN who was able to do what other black men before him could not - make it all the way to the White House.
Yes, there are many people who voted for Barack Obama simply because he is black.
Surely you can see the beauty and the pride in that.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Wonder Woman
Hallelujah!!!
As I type this I am waiting for the phone call that will send me on my way toward salvation. When the phone rings, it will sound like angels singing and the heavenly voice on the other end of the line will say the words I have been longing to hear ...
"Your surgery is scheduled for..."
Ay-ah-ay-men!
Yes, Dr. B. came through for me. Well, so far anyway. I do reserve the right to change my mind should some unknown factor come into play and turn my world upside down again.
But I digress.
I went in to meet with her and she confirmed everything I already knew. I need the surgery. My iron is still a bit lower than she'd like but there's no need to put it off any longer. As soon as a date becomes available, I'm in.
Cue Wonder Woman theme song.
She's a little short for a superhero but you get my point.
She was thorough and asked me questions and made sure I understood everything. I walked out of her office feeling like I knew where I stood instead of feeling like I was in limbo. And now I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders, like there's a reason to rejoice, a reason to sing even.
Did the Wonder Woman theme song have actual lyrics?
Who cares, I can hum.
As I type this I am waiting for the phone call that will send me on my way toward salvation. When the phone rings, it will sound like angels singing and the heavenly voice on the other end of the line will say the words I have been longing to hear ...
"Your surgery is scheduled for..."
Ay-ah-ay-men!
Yes, Dr. B. came through for me. Well, so far anyway. I do reserve the right to change my mind should some unknown factor come into play and turn my world upside down again.
But I digress.
I went in to meet with her and she confirmed everything I already knew. I need the surgery. My iron is still a bit lower than she'd like but there's no need to put it off any longer. As soon as a date becomes available, I'm in.
Cue Wonder Woman theme song.
She's a little short for a superhero but you get my point.
She was thorough and asked me questions and made sure I understood everything. I walked out of her office feeling like I knew where I stood instead of feeling like I was in limbo. And now I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders, like there's a reason to rejoice, a reason to sing even.
Did the Wonder Woman theme song have actual lyrics?
Who cares, I can hum.
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