Monday, November 29, 2004

"father forgive them, they know not what they do..."

crapo! my internet is down T_T only can go online in univercity from now on... sigh... anyway, just decided to post while printing a resume for a friend... still waiting for the bus, gonna go to city to go job-hunting! *brings out sniper riffle* listening/watching The Flare's upcoming single, "uetiko"~ such a kick @$$ song!! about war again as usual with SUGIZO's addiction to hippie preaching~ the song is really wicked in a sense that it doesnt go "DAMN YOU PEOPLE FOR HAVING WAR etc.." it's more like, "sigh, the world cant help itself anymore, everyone's disillusioned"... it's like a "cry" against war? hahahha~ i really like the song~ very nice... the verses are sorta rapped/flowed and the chorus is kinda capturing the essence of "dismay" and "sadness"~ anyway, i'm gonna catch my bus now before it escapes my grasp~ woot... blog later... well.. maybe -_-

"nobody knows truth, nobody knows dreams, nobody knows peace!"

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

"love makes no sense of space and time will dissapear"



woohoo!! the exams are over!! finally!! freedom!!! freedom i say!!! speaking of which, i bought U2's new album 2 days (no pun intended seriously) ago when it was released~ to be honest, i was kinda planning to dowload the songs and test it out first because seeing as how the past few U2 albums have been, they have several killer tracks, some mediocre tracks and some just plain crap but hey, they're the world's greatest band (as acclaimed by some) so i cant hold anything against them i suppose? anyway, i walked sluggishly to the local Big-W near my place and i was surprised to see it still available in the CD/DVD limited release so i just grabbed it and pay and ran home in anticipation~ pfft, i'm a marketing strategist's dream come true~ lol~ anyway, i only had a brief listen that day but now, i've finally listened to the album properly so here goes a review! woot!!

U2 - How to Dismantle an Atomic Bomb
the overall packaging was pretty standard but it had a bonus DVD which included some live/studio performances and an interview and some bits about some of the song writing's process. i especially liked the part where Bono (vox) was talking about songwriting with instruments and when he mentioned the part about The Edge (guitars/keyboards) playing the piano and he mimicked Larry (drummer) and Adam (bassist) going "ah f... not again, we're never gonna get a rock song out of him"~ lol~ and Bono sorta gave a revelation that The Edge is more of a person into melodies rather than an all-out rocking thingy~ explains their trademark guitar tones then~ by the way, this album was dedicated to Bono's late father and it's interesting to note that under the inner loop of the CD (the plastic part), usually, there's things written there such as ID numbers and the album's name and such but for this album, it's written "i miss you sugar" =) a message for his dad? or loved one? hmm.. i think it's quite interesting~ heheh~

01. Vertigo
this song was the first single that came out before the album's release. a good rocker track with a catchy riff and a decent enough catchy chorus. overall, i think it's just an ok song coming from U2. nothing really groundbreaking but i loved The Edge's guitarwork throughout the song (and most of the album!). the videoclip is quite interesting i must say, it has the band performing in the desert and with circle's moving up and down around them. it's quite cool i reckon~

02. Miracle Drug
here, we're introduced to the first gem of the album. it starts out with some synths and The Edge plucking some notes. Bono's voice enters like a silent lullaby and the song quickly builds up to the emotional chorus. i especially love the line, "love makes no sense of space, and time... will dissapear"~ i dono, it just rings a powerful note under the song's context i reckon. the prelude to the guitar solo has The Edge experimenting with some wicked tones~

03. Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own
this is definitely the BEST track of the album... it starts out quite slowly with a typical arrangement which makes one think it might be just a boring song but once the song reaches it's verse, things start to climb more emotional depths... coupled with The Edge's trademark guitar and the chorus just seamlessly wades into heavenly territory~ really lovely ballad... this song is actually written about Bono's father and was performed the day he passed away... "it's you when i look into the mirror"... he sees his dad in himself~ =) the song reaches a climax during the bridge and you get some really emotional singing from the man himself~ personally, i think this song is flawless and it'd definitely end up as a single! (;P)

04. Love and Peace or Else
after 2 slow songs, we're met with another rocker~ not a good rocker track though~ the song starts with some weird industrial-ish noises... overall, the song has a very classic rock feel towards it... it sounds like something Jet will do and i'm personally not a fan of those kinda music.. sure, the riff is catchy and all but the chorus is just weak in overall.. boring track for me~

05. City of Blinding Lights
thank God, we're back to some good music... i'd say the overall arrangement is great and melodious... it's a mid-tempo ballad and has some nice keyboard/piano bits at the intro... the chorus is kinda catchy with the "oohHHh oHhhh"'s but not my cup of tea... the verse is nice though~ and i kinda grow to like it after a while but it could do with a so much more better chorus >_< 06. All Because of You
this song begins abruptedly with a screeching guitar note and here we go again to some classic rock~ lol, i guess you can already sense i dont like this song?? hehehe~ this track is kinda like "Love and Peace or Else" and it's pretty much a throwaway track for me -_- next!

07. A Man and a Woman
the song starts off with some acoustic strumming which emotes a carefree feeling... when Bono's voice comes in, you know right away that this is another instant classic U2 song! i really love this song too.. it's a kinda romantic song which gives out a melancholic feeling... the thing i love about U2 (and MANY other japanese rock bands) is that they often have simple songs but they have lots of effects here and there that spices up a song and it often elevates a good song to fantastic~ =) this song is kinda catchy but i dont think many will like it~

08. Crumbs from Your Table
gosh~ the guitar line intro is lovely~ this is another mid-tempo rocker song and it's pretty good i reckon~ in the DVD, it was said that Bono wrote this song with The Edge when they were drunk or something like that.. hahaha...

09. One Step Closer
"one step closer to the edge, and i'm about to breakK!KK!" lol~ nope~ no nu-metal here~ it's another soft and beautiful song... the intro starts with some dreamy synths and atmospherics... Bono sings cautiously throughout the entire song and he keeps repeating the line, "one step closer to knowing" which does get a bit too repetitive and boring... and that's the chorus so it's just an alright track in my opinion but i love the arrangement...

10. Original of the Species
U2 played this song when they promoted their iPod... this is another fantastic song in my opinion~ with uplifting and emotional vocals from Bono... this is one of the few songs in this album that builds well and has a great chorus and it's good! =DD the overall song has a bit of a nostalgic feeling especially during the chorus~

11. Yahweh
finally, the last track of the album... it has a great orchestraed intro to it... giving it a very epic feeling~ like when you've just finished watching a great movie and the credits have started to roll, reminding you of the "journey" you've just been through~ =) overall, it's quite a beautiful song except that the chorus falls a bit short >_<>_<>Miracle Drug", "Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own", "A Man and a Woman" and "Original of the Species"~ to think they spent 4 years on this album~ hmm... should've gotten a much better album with 4 years, guys~ but all is forgiven with those 4 fantastic+flawless tracks... and now, it's time for me to sleep and ponder what a life i'm leading (after exams, write album review -_- sheesshh) goodnight world~

Friday, November 19, 2004

wanna be your star~ wanna be your star~



gosh~ the stars are beautiful tonight.. just finished my exams... waiting for my beloved driver to come to fetch me (my parents (;P) hahahah~ they should learn to trust me to drive alone! tsk!) gosh~ i swear i strained all of my entire brain and it's cells to the max just now when i did the paper and i feel so brain dead now... if anyone was to ask me anything, i'll probably go "uhh?.. ehh?... muhh... uhh?... ehh?... muhh"~ that'd suck so much huh? anyway, on the way to the abacus lab, i saw so much pretty stars dancing in the sky~ woot... anyway, this picture above is called "starry night on the rhone" by van gogh... it's a beautiful painting dont you think? i love it a lot~ kekekek~ the colours and mystical-looking stars in the clouds with two lovers at the seashore... music is like art, paintings... they evoke your emotions from deep within... so sleepy and tired... 3 down, 1 to go... and i'm out of bullets... sigh -_-

"why you little...!!"



hmmph~ i always see my friends blog and they always have very nice pictures of their pets so i decided it's my turn to show "my pets"! muahahahha~! (from left: snoopy, kangaroo [nameless at the moment] and panda [also nameless at the moment] and the toy which andrew gave me when i left for australia)... now two of those toys, i mean pets i've had since when i was very young... snoopy and kangaroo has been with me since the beginning of time (my time that is...)~ we've shared a lot of nice memories together (1/2 of them have probably been infected with my saliva) and you cant help but wonder, "how the *bleep* did they manage to live so long?? especially with me as an owner?!?" well, i must say, i'm quite surprised too because pets often have an average life span of 10 years (well, those cute ones that is~ cause those that people dont really like such as gremlins etc.. live for quite a darn pickin' long time!)... until today, i have yet to revel the mystery of their lifespan and the only hints i can trace is the subtle tag that says "made in china"... hmmm...

ok, the next pet, the panda one~ i actually kidnapped from my sis 2-3 years ago and well.. it just stuck on to me~ wahahhaha! and the last one, the one that my so called friend of 8 years!! 8 whole years!!! gave to me... cost: RM1... our beautiful friendship! of 8 ears, is only worth RM1 to him!?!?!? sigh~ oh well, there's a longer story to it but i'll just skip for now cause i've got an exam in like 10 minutes and *checks studying schedule* i think i have quiteeEee some reading to do... -_-

Friday, November 12, 2004

battle of ze nerds!



this was meant to be a parody with many many meanings (;P) hahahah~ (from left: me, william, andrew)~ this 2 dudes are my old members from st.xaviers.. i've known andrew for like what, 8 years! woah~ and william was for erm... i think 4-5 years~ hahahha.. can say they're like my good friends la, those i can trust with my personal stuff etc... (there's a couple more dudes too la but more notably there's one more dude [in england] but he's missing here but you know who you are if you're reading this mr.chan... know him for 8 years too)~ the funniest thing about andrew and me is that we were in the same class throughout our entire high school life... lol~ damn lots of memories man... like singing X Japan's songs in the rain and using william's bag as wrestling practice! hahahah~

anyway, back to the main topic, i was just talking with andrew on msn after a long while and then i started telling him about this "friend" of mine whom has special taste (if you EVER stumble into here however small chances are, i still never break your secret yeah~) and decided to have a "showdown" thing to see who's the nerd idaman of hers (;P) hahahah~ so let the showdown begin! wachaaAa~

Thursday, November 11, 2004

what is love?



i love this picture... i took it in the evening if i remember.. that white dot that is the moon~ i wish i had a better camera... i love taking pictures such as this (ocean, sky etc..) those kinda scenery that sets the mood... hmm... after yesterday, i felt i've got the strength to walk forth again... thanx to one of my good friend =) you know who you are... never knew that the call will help me so much~ kekekek... by the way, the poem below is not for you so dont perasan (feel) that i'm gay or something like that ok? hahahah~

you and i, we both sank into the pale sky,
leaving endless footprints together,

the flower that i cherished,
was slowly fading into eternity,
even though i've grasped that moment,
it's all lost to me all over again,

why even now,
i cant understand it?
dont i know love?
dont i have that emotion?

as always, like today,
i've been waiting for you,
under the husky evening,
we sank into the pale sky again,
only the stars became our witness...

why even now,
i cant understand it?
dont i know love?
dont i have that emotion?


i'll walk away in this lovely evening,
accompanied by the soft breeze...

mémoires d'un rêve



memory~ from left (choon wee, colin, josh, teong, cherry, thomas)~ i wanna use a picture with a similiar theme like this one day

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Nicholas Tse & Karena Lam - Dear Friend

didnt get enough sleep yesterday... slept at 3am and woke up at 9am... couldnt sleep *yawns* i guess this blog is very personal to me, i feel like i'm talking to myself as none of my friends know of it's existence~ heheh.. dear self, please do not be sad anymore, you must learn to walk forth, and face the future, no matter how many times your heart cracks, never lose hope in love... *pats self* hahahah~ lame -_- oh well, guess i'm feeling melancholic as usual =) AHHAHAHAHAHH~ wheee~ my emotional compas has lost sight of where's North, East, West or South... i'm just wandering around with no destiny... sigh, dear friend? T_T the song above and how i'm feeling at the moment kinda inspired me to write this...

every breath you take,
sends a shiver down my whole,
as this silent melody lingers,
my fragile heart is crucified again,


all the moments we shared,
your laughter and tears,
still stays in me,
in a labyrinth which i can never forget,


i'll fight with the winds of time,
because...
there's nothing i really can do anymore,
my thoughts encapture us,
but the truth divides us,


i'm just alone,
in this momentary silence,
sadness has become a part of me,
this yearning for you,
goes unnoticed...


my heart tells you to leave me alone,
but my tears shows that i need you,


please hold my hands,
and remember me,
i wont die for love,
but i'll die for you...


je suis désolé de dire que je suis tombé amoureux de vous - the story of pilot B

hmm~ something happening in my life actually inspired this story... will write more when i'm bored... not like anyone will read it anyway~ hahaha =) feeling down =( "i wanna be your star"

---------------------------chapter 1: concerto prelude-------------------------
It was a warm and serene summer when things begin, Barone Joseph was a young and spirited pilot, always venturing into unforseen terrain. As a young child, he loved imagining how he'll play with the clouds on this B-1940 when he was older. His parents, never having too much education would surprisingly own a successful bar in the heart of Paris. "Ah, Paris, Von Derk used to come here. Tis a beautiful place isnt it me lad?", Barone's close advocate, Thrickavsky muttered onto his unsightful ears. He continued on about how the soft summer breeze is bringing in more smiles upon the people and large cracks and dirt become momentory pieces of art.

"I'm happy with the way everything is, mon fere. I dont know why pappy has suggested me to learn art and music in Italy", Barone squeezed out of his throat as he layed in despair on the rock hard table. Thrickavsky just waved his hands in the air and stammered out with a cheerful glee, "Ah, but with an ending, comes a new begining you see". Yes, a new beginning, layered with uncertainty. Probably the reason why, not many people love changes but it's just the way life is. Nothing lasts forever.
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004

tale as old as time



ever wondered how life would be if it was a fairytale? =) i do often wonder about it... sometimes, i wish life was a fairytale... i guess broken hearts love to dream huh? kekekeke... silly me, life is much more complex... sigh... i love the theme song for this cartoon... however childish cartoons maybe, i think many shows the ironic twist of life... at least this cartoon holds much more emotion than kill bill (wow, the movie industry is so tough now, let's be innovative and make a movie filled with gore and blood every 5 seconds! *rolls eyes*) Disney cartoons are *love love* eheheh~ if any of you reading this thinks i'm a chick, no i'm not... they say that there's a feminine side to a guy and vice versa, guess the balance of hormones this side is a bit strange (?) wahahahh~ i hope one day, this beast here will meet his beauty (not literally "beauty" of course)...

p/s: i like the picture that i posted, beast may look horrible but just look at his eyes... you can "feel" it... it's like he's telling belle how much he loves her just through his eyes... undying and neverending love... or maybe he just got some dust in his eyes or something (;P) hahah~ jk!

Je m'en souviens comme si c'était hier

"i remember it as if it was yesterday"... so lost... my heart feels like it's been stranded on a sahara desert and it found an oasis... unfortunately, it just turned out to be a mirage... i dont know what i'm feeling now... i've just lost a part of myself... and it seems, my other part, has found another... i'm so lost... someone, please pull me out of this uncertainty...

my past memories have been washed ashore,
all my sensibilities fade away,
only a thought remains...

j'taime

(T_T) this is not supposed to happen... why is my heart betraying me...

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Falling into Tierra

wow~ this is the first time i've blogged in ages... oh well, new beginning i guess? hmm~ i've been on a rollercoaster of emotion lately and i am really quite lost... i need a map to guide me back to the road of truth... "will you please tell me the way to the sky?" (;P) i've been indulging in L'Arc~en~Ciel 's Tierra album lately... being the laruku fanboy that i am, i reckon it's a fantastic album! there's all sorts of music stlyes in there... mostly threading along the mystical theme which i reckon is interesting =) hmmm~ speaking of which, i gave a review about it but freaking blogspot just screwed it all up for me... bah!!! "fedap" (fed up)~ anyway, it's a good album, jrock/jpop fans should get it and lock it in safe boxes and those whom dont listen to japanese music should just get shot in their bum~ joking (;P) hahaha~


"i'll float in cosmos, for the place to return" - hyde