Siesta of Dreams

i sprained my neck T_T it really hurts... and when i was working today... it hurt worse... what was worse (than "worse") was when i was closing the shop and bringing the stuff in, while trying to take down stuff from high places with that "stick" thingy, my neck was going ballisticly painful -_- anyway, i should be finishing another song soon. it was requested by one of my friend so i wrote something for him... i thought i would finish in a day (again ;P) but unfortunately, i couldnt just leave the song in it's bare "piano/vocals" format so i decided to add other stuff into it... hope he likes it though -_-

some songs are meant to have extreme amounts of arrangement and some are just beautiful in it's subtlety... here's such a song, Kris Dayanti's "Menghitung Hari" (translation: "Counting the Days")~ clearly shows that very good vocal melodies go a long way! lol! hope you guys love it as much as i do..

woohoo!!

"yippeee~ yippeee~,
yippee, i'm so damn happyyy,
yippee~ yippeeee~,
you go to makan curry~~"

now that i've released one of the utterly most crappiest lyric (sung to the tune of that tv series in the early 90s called "skippy: the bush kangaroo") i'm pretty happy cause i finished another demo track of a new song... 4 hours for writing/arranging etc... hoho~ so now i've got 1 full decent song and 1 full good song (in my opinions of course) all there is left for this demo midi tracks is for me to edit bits and pieces here and perhaps "spice" up the song where it's too bland~ and hopefully, once i get some "gear", i can make proper demos~ hoho~ i'm kinda pleased seeing that i'm finishing songs with much ease now... instead of last time when i wrote a few bars and just had no more "ideas" or "inspiration" to continue =) well, i'll try harder to write excellent songs -_-

for other non-music related ramblings, below is a picture that i took at fremantle a few days ago when i went with my family to celebrate my dad's birthday... the flock of seagulls were just sitting there in a group just chilling~ lol~ so cool!! call me "sampat" (translation: ignorant) or what but such little things interests me~ haha..



the local rostery hanging out at their favourite turf.. no humans will pass by such area unscathed... *shivers*



the local ghetto's "gangstas" chilling out and taking cristal~



i really dont know what to write now that i've crapped about 3 pictures of similiar things so here's an [abrupt end]

*burp* been a while since i last posted... felt bored to finally put around 2-3 sentences of random "blah's"~ anyway, i didnt make any progress on "hati yang pilu" at all~ lol~ instead i wrote a few more songs and actually completed one in midi format~ hoho~ first time! but it still needs to be modified etc... cause the overall thing doesnt work as well and i believe there's some better chords which can twist/pull/tug (whatever's your thing) people's hearts more painfully... did i say painfully? i did say painfully... is that a word, painfully? i suppose it's painfully annoying now..

yesterday~ i had a strange dream... i dreamt that i was kissed by this girl with pinkish lips and her lips tasted like cherry (the FRUIT NOT the person)~ lol~ anyway, today was a tiring day, when i was on the way to uni due to some re-enrolment crap, i was TAILGATED by an OLD GRANNY... imagine that... i was panicking like hell, she was like a veluptrous (dont know how you spell that and wont be bothered to look it up) vulture just waiting for the moment that i slow down 5km/h than the required speed and i bet she just has a shiny baseball bat waiting to be fed it's next victim~ *shudders* if you might wonder, i made it to uni in one piece~ those that was wondering, you deserve some shilings and a hacks (arent they the best) sweet, those that didnt, let's just stop being friends D: joking~

today was a crap day at work because i was caught in the rain, and as usual, after i close up, i'll ask "what time is it now" in a "malu-malu kucing" (translation: shy-shy cat, translation to the power of 2: shyness that is put on) way and the boss-lady (my work place has a boss-lady and a boss-man) said 9:30pm and i thought for a moment "yes, 5 minutes extra" and then the boss-man suddenly said "oh, my watch is fast, it's only 9:15pm" what the hell~ this isnt the first time he's done it and it gets on my nerves because i always go to work 10 minutes before time and i always never claim that 10 minutes (they wouldnt let me you see) and now that... grr... i dont feel so cold today, maybe the anger is setting up a nice bon-fire deep in me~

anyway, an embarassing incident happened at work today, i was working happily (sometimes), inputting the prices for the boss to compare etc.. and the boss-lady was entertaining some customers (of the female kind and from malaysia) and then, she suddenly asked "hey joe, can you help me find if there's any other new ones for that waterball" and it wasnt something i havent done before or anything so i just went "sure" and as i was passing by her and the customers, the customer responsible just suddenly said "please please, thank you so much etc... so sorry about that" (something similiar to that) and i dont know why on earth did i do it but i BLUSHED NON-STOP! only yesterday, i was telling one of my friend (a new friend i just made (?) fresh from the factory~) about my tendency to blush (around the female kind... i dont blush that much anymore... i believe) and lo and behold, it happened today~

it was so embarassing and i had to do this weird stance where it'd make it seem that i was standing with my head tilted down and that all the blood went to my head or something (rush of blood to the head! lol) so when they see me with a red face, they wont go "what the hell is wrong with this retarded kid" but i guess no one bought it~ anyway, i guess maybe it was her being so polite etc... she even thanked the boss "thank you maam" after she saw that and later on, she went off somewhere (to buy the thing she wanted cause our shop didnt have it and came back again cause her friend was still there) and then when the boss-man asked to have a look, she let the boss look and even said sorry for not buying from them!!! i mean, where on earth can you find such people!!

humble and polite people are good~ hmm~ anyway, today, on the way home, it was raining really badly, i had to run to the bus station (as i was running late and i DONT wanna wait another hour for the next bus) and the hood that i put over my head fell down every single second so i got pretty drenched and seriously, i must say this on behalf of all the ugly guys in the planet, "WE CANT DO THAT SHAMPOO TV AD HAIR FLINGING THING PEOPLE... DO NOT, I REPEAT, DO NOT ATTEMPT THAT FOR THE SAKE OF THE PEOPLE STANDING AROUND YOU... FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, DONT EVER THINK OF DOING THAT" and no, i didnt do that~

as i was reaching the bus station, i put my hood back on and i was walking at a steady pace and this mean looking dude suddenly asked me "can i have some *GARBLED DUE TO RAIN* spare *GARBLED DUE TO RAIN* AUS$2 *GARBLED DUE TO RAIN" and i just said "sorry man, i'm in a rush while somehow reaching out for the handphone in my pocket", i know, in those gangster movies, handphone are good for weapons but THAT wasnt what i intended to do, i just have this tendency to grope my handphone for assurance when i'm anxious~ and yes, strange that i should post all my weakness on a blog where everyone can see and laugh and mock me for the rest of my life~ hmm~

oh well, anyway, he came back with a pretty good comment (albeit illogical), "rushing to where? hong kong?", it's pretty dumb cause you know, not all asians are from hong kong, he should've tried indonesia or malaysia where i believe most international students in perth come from~ and the fact that there's no bus that go to hong kong... even a retarded cauliflower being deep fried in a pan knows that only trains with strongly-chinese-accented drivers go to hong kong~ joking~ ok, stupid joke, yes, i know, it's 1am, i dont see you writing a blog after being drenched in rain, tripped in the rain, missed the bus, lost AUS$10, cut your jumper on a tree... well, that didnt happen to me either (except for the tripping part.. i ALMOST trip ok) but still~ blogging at 1am!

anyway, i made it to the bus station on time and could manage to gulp down my dinner in 2 minutes before the bus arrived~ now about my bus ride, those that've been on those sick rides in movie world etc... well, sissys united (btw, AMS stands for Association of Malaysian Sissies[Students] too!), you havent been on anything till you've been on this bus #878!! he was seriously speeding like he was on crack or something~ i bet we broke the mach3 record just now, at first, i just ignored it and i was enjoying the scenery (construction, naked construction workers [you wish!], rocks and stuff, ocean)~

speaking of scenery, we almost became apart of it, i doubt many of the guys in the bus realized but the driver braked abruptedly not long before the journey started and he reversed the vehicle, me being the busybody that i am, peered curiously outside and i saw something which scarred me for life (maybe i should sue... psychological damages, negligent driving, unecessary duress etc...), we were like 3 meters away from the centre-parting (?), ok, i know that's a hairstyle and stuff but, those things that part the road? the high wall looking thing~ and yeah, we were 3 meters away from that thing... phew~

and after that, the driver was still speeding like mad!! crazy!! everytime we went by puddles, my subconcious keep going "ARGH! TSUNAMI! TSUNAMI!! KEEP THE CLOTHES AND SHUT YOUR DOORS!!" seriously, the waves that splashed up covered the whole side of the window~ it was like we entered into those car-wash machine thingy and the machine just broke down and kept spraying soap+water~ well, i was busy enjoying that when i suddenly felt droplets of water on my face... and i suddenly wondered, surely the guys 2 rows behind me (on the left side of the bus, i was on the right side) have not mastered the art of shooting out saliva non-stop when they talk so i turned and realized that the bus was leaking!! well, the door anyway~ so at least, there wasnt going to be some violence on that bus tonight~

well, that kinda summed up my night, gotta work evening shifts again for the next two days -_- sigh~ cant wait to go jam with johnny and yinoran~ have you thought of a place yet johnny?? oh well, i'll stop for now~

hmm~ yesterday's post sparked a thought~ i've always been used to describing a person but if someone asked me to describe myself, i think it's kinda hard... well, of course, when most people are asked to describe themselves, i doubt anyone ever said "well, i cheated in my test when i was 16" (i didnt do that), "never finished my homework often in high school and did last minute work" (denying that), "lied through my nose" (and that), "watch porn" (i'm not saying anything till my lawyer gets here)~ anyway, that's besides the point but you get the drift, how many people actually says negative things about themselves? in a way, when we introduce ourselves to someone, we're "marketing" ourself to them... so i guess, we like to impress? well, i certainly do... sometimes...

well, i guess, to describe myself, i'd say, i'm someone that is quiet ocasionally, hysterical the next, and probably in between sometimes... like all average normal homosapiens, i feel sad sometimes, and happy the rest of the time... if life has no sad moments, we wont appreciate nor understand what is happiness right? anyway, i guess, i'm someone whom will never backstab anyone else (unless necessary)~ i'm joking... actually, there's a thin line between gossiping and backstabbing... gossipers enjoy what they're doing and just like to share stories with the world, not that different from news casters etc... whereas backstabbers, they adore what they're doing and are willing to create gossips in order to fulfill their duties... at the expense of people's feelings! harumph~

anyway, i lost my point again -_- well, i used to be a VERY VERY (times that with 1,000,000 and put that to the power of 1,000,000 gazillion fruttalion) good boy... i always helped around the house, sometimes surprise my parents by cleaning the whole house with my sister~ well, of course, putting toys in the bath tub isnt exactly cleaning the place or anything but it was neat and i was 6 or something.. hang on, that would make my sis 2 years old or something~ damn~ so i got duped into cleaning the house all alone... damn... anyway, the catalyst of my corruption happened in st. xaviers~

actually, st. xaviers enlightened me a lot... and brought me my first taste of friends whom cant hold a single secrets (i emphatize with them though, their mouths has been given the curse of exploding into a gazillion mini hobbits if they dont spread every secret they're told~ i wouldnt like such a life) but thankfully, also good friends whom i know will always be there for me, no matter what... yes, that's right, it's even more powerful that gay love~ anyway, during my first year there...

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well, i wanted to sleep and just decided to write a poem before i did, so here goes...

the colours of the wind,
paints the sky a deep blue hue,
and here i am wondering,
is there anything that lies for me,
beyond that horizon,

i’m not really sure,
the reasons of my existence,
but somehow i can see,
the life that i should lead is not easy,
perhaps i'm just blind,

i cant be certain,
the reasons of life's pain,
the trials and tribulation,
it's just something i'm blinded from,
perhaps i'm just ignorant,

maybe there's just something i dont know,
maybe i've always been kept in the dark,

the colours of the rain,
paints the sky a deep blue hue,
and here i am pondering,
will there be anything that lies for me,
beyond that horizon

lol~ i was just browsing through some old pictures of me with the AMS gang~ lol~ just decided to post these two pictures



shows that asian dont need no weed or anything of such to get high... we can do it naturally~ and the faces of those two dudes *ahem* has been changed... i've added some quotations which are "trademarks" of those respective people... and no, those two guys did not meant to make it look like a gay act or anything of such...



i swore, we were gonna get that guy that smashed josh's glasses~ joking~ anyway, this picture is just such a "couple look" between josh and cherry~ tsk tsk~

ah~ wonderful memories.. how i wish it'd never end... things have changed so much since those days~ which were actually just this year in fact... not even 1/2 a year and so much has changed... sucks...

this is the story of one of my friend whom has already went back to malaysia~ when me (and a few of my friends) first saw this person, we thought that the person's origin was from china... and this soon-to-be friend of ours actually gave us a snobbish aura~ lol~ but actually, that person was just shy... below is the person's picture



very good looking huh? the hair also quite stylo right? with one strand peeking out at the left eye area... well, actually, it's a she and she's miss cherry thian~ hoho~ i was just browsing through the pictures in my computer and this one struck me hard... like a robber hitting the back of your head with a huge bat... cherry would look good as a guy! actually, what gave me that thought was her promoting herself as someone whom's popular to the same sex (and even the opposite ok -_-)

anyway, that's out of the question... there's this famous phrase saying "what's in a name"~ i used to think that cherry is just not a name of someone i'll know... it's more like "oh yeah, such name exists bla bla bla" but you wont "know" them? it's like you know there's countless archibald's and johari's but you wont meet those people? am i making any sense?

yes, i've drifted off topic, anyway, yup~ what's in a name, especially this one... well, i totally have no idea but if the name of a person potrays a person, i'd say cherry is for people whom are kind, always cheerful, sometimes "8 chek" (translation: tension), very helpful, sometimes blardee full (joking), a great friend, will sometimes give random and strange suggestions, likes nerdy guys (translation: bad taste in guys), has an *ahem* with a tail/cartoons (lol), loves beating people up (in videogames like GTA that is), good in computer stuff and not to forget, someone with a AUS$1,000,000 smile... well, after conversion (since she's back in malaysia), its' gonna be a RM2,800,000 (rounded off) smile =D

i guess as more and more of my friends go back, i'll have more posts dedicated to them~ lol~ but for now, it's time for me to sleep~ all the best miss cherry~ a small present for you (;P)

i'll send you a prayer tonight,
as i've nothing else to offer,
set the fading stars alight,
give hope to those whom suffer,

sometimes life takes us on a journey,
crossroads that end abruptedly,
although there's much distance amongst all of us,
do remember not to close the door behind you,
as we're always behind,

till next time when we meet again,
remember not to let your weight gain,
or else we'll have to eat the "nasi kandar" (translation: kandar rice),
while you eat food meant for a panda

it's ironic when i get so overhyped when i have free days and i go "woohoo! can work on songs" and in the end i dont but on days when i have work (like today), i made more progress than my "free days" -_- anyway, i've started working to the new batch of songs i wrote lately.. the first song i'm working on is called "hati yang pilu" (sad heart)~ still testing out which chorus is more suitable and memorable... a few of them is just decent... nothing astounding.. harumph~ maybe a walk down the beach will give me some ideas...

anyway, decided to change the background song to Farah Dhiya's "Bertakhta Di Hati" (Residing In Heart?)~ it's quite a nice song in my opinion, whoever that listened to it, do give your input~ i got to know the song only because the pre-chorus is a total rip-off from one of my all time favourite singer, hyde's song... anyway~ hope you enjoy the song =D

listening to this band called BEAST which was produced by yoshiki (of X Japan fame).. they had pretty good songs... this one is like some rock+rave+pop combination song~ lol~ could stand the non-stop barrage of ballad listening and had to listen to some rock songs for a change~ hahah~

a few days ago, i went out with johnny, yinoran and MC_brown sweater~ we went to Just Music at cottesloe and man~ for the first time, i wasnt eyeing any basses but only keyboards~ to play the few simple notes of X Japan's Tears on one of those babies are orgasmic! i NEED one of those! anyway, after yinoran bought his guitar, we went to cottesloe beach to climb rocks and crapped~ later that day, when i went home, that caused an argument between me and my mum~ and i didnt even mention that i wanted to buy one... and i even said in the event that i wanted one, i'll use the $ from my work -_- sheesh~ and~ well, forget it, dont wanna re-enact the incident... but thank God, she's not giving me the cold shoulder anyway~



illegal refugees from bosnia coming to perth~ oh, brave warriors of the ocean, how have thee faced the fury of crazy sharks and mentally deluded dictators, only to arrive in your paradise and be locked up for illegal entry~ look out for more refugee activities' reports on this space~

just got results yesterday, failed one unit... sigh... i mean, not like it wasnt expected, but still... ok, to be frank, it was already confirmed i was gonna fail that unit~ lol~ i was staring blankly at the paper and everyone else during the whole exam~ i "finished" it in 10 minutes... if i was to expect a pass out of that, i must be expecting 1/2 a million miracles to happen~ but sadly, units that i hoped to get HD and D respectively didnt turn out so either... all was 1 grade lower =( screwed up crap...

anyway, i've decided to just scrape all the songs that i wrote in the last batch~ lol~ i was reading some "songwriting for dummies"-ish books and this particular one by jason blume made an impact on me... you should be writing "exceptional" songs instead of "good" ones because good songs just dont cut it~ and another one was about "selling out", changing your melodies to make it so that it's more accessible to more people doesnt make yourself sell out... it simply conveys the message easier... as more people can understand your song~ anyway, gone out of point... hope to start a side-project up soon~ hoho~ have already wrotten down some lyrics and wrote some songs out for the project~ and also some arrangement and marketing ideas >:)

i just finished watching "turn left, turn right" starring takeshi kaneshiro (foolamak entau) and gigi leung~ was quite nice albeit a bit frustrating at times when for the whole movie, they couldnt meet each other! grr!! but still, a nice movie... and good for songwriting inspiration~ hahah~ i STILL have yet to finish arranging one of the song i wrote so long ago -_- frustrated... that's probably due to having no time! grr! everytime i'm free (ie. today had off from work), something will sure pop up to prevent me from doing anything... today~ i was democratically "forced" (ie. "THIS IS A FAMILY OUTING DAY!!! HMPH! IT"S UP TO YOU IF YOU DONT WANNA GO THEN!") to go out with my parents~ lol~ but it was ok in the end i guess, got to see lots of nice ocean~

anyway, i'll end this short post now and also change the background song to a song by shunza, originally recommended by mr. teong (ages ago)~ issit just me or does her voice sounds very similiar to coco lee when she hits those high notes? hmm~

ok~ another update... i dont have work today! yay! finally a whole day to do random nothingness... sigh, ever since i finished writing the vocal melodies for my songs, i havent made any progress... only very very little piano arrangement for a new song... tsk... thanx to my mum and sister being at home everyday! -_- tension~ i know some of you might wonder, what the hell does that have to do with them~ i guess nothing but i dont know, if i want to record something, i need quietness so i can hear my own thoughts~ okok~ doesnt really make much sense...

anyway, i've bought an ipod mini! woohoo! check out this sleek baby~ 1 week's grueling work paid off~ haha~ the RRP (recommended retail price) for it is AUS$299 but at curtin (ownz), it's only AUS$268! finally something that curtin is good in! hehe! i withdrew $ on monday to buy it and it was so embarassing when i was talking to the casshier at the bank (looks like a japanese mix with caucasian) and i was kinda mumbling and she went "huh?" and i couldnt stop blushing when i repeated myself -_- gah~ worse was my mum was with me *double blush attack fury* anyway, after buying the thing from curtin, i went off to work and when i came home, i started transfering songs to my ipod mini and renaming the files properly with the right chinese/japanese words and translations... i did it till 4am!! lol~ and the next day, i continued doing that~ haha~ now i have all the music i love in a mini gadget! hoho!! at the moment, i still have 400mb of space left, i think i should rip some songs from cd's and transfer them~


ipod mini dayo!



(*_*) <- twinkling eyes at all the ipod minis~

[note: the two pictures above belongs to apple and i'm not trying to steal it or anything and la di da legal mumbo jumbo no liability etc etc...]


introducing; my very own~ wahahhaha!! that's the front box~ simple and nice, that's the way i like it



back of the box, showing the actual size of the ipod mini~



my wife recharging herself that's why she's displaying a "do not disconnect" sign~

anyway, yesterday, i went to thomas' house for bak kut teh (chicken bone tea) after work~ so nice of them, they left me so much dishes... mince meat+potatoes and bake bean... i just lapped it all up... unfortunately, there wasnt any maggi goreng! hmph! wasted my effort to carry the packets of maggi carefully for fear of squashing it in my bag~ anyhoo, after that, we started crapping and playing cards... the other day, this customer of the shop i'm working at told me and my boss that apparently, there was once in switzerland where the weather was 20degrees or so and the next day, it went to -5degrees!! insanity! she added further that she knew 2 people whom died because of that -_- gosh~ the world's weather is changing vastly~ even the chinese newspaper (from perth) said that perth might have the potential for an earthquake to occur in the future -_-



well, this is a supposed shot of vincent doing the "L" (loser) sign to me when i lost~ unfortunately, he didnt do a good pose and refused to repeat the pose... damn him... speaking of that, i couldnt believe how many fricking times i lost in the game... we were playing "chor tai dee" (big 2) and thomas introduced a new rule where the loser had to give their 3 best cards to the winner and the winner will give his/her 3 worst cards to the loser... that made matters worse! argh! but it was a good night so all's good~

oh! if anyone has seen cherry or choon wee's website, i must say, cherry looks very pretty in the picture where she was wearing her "matternity" dress~ lol~ choon wee and josh looked like some foreign tourists... josh looks like he was an american chinese and choon wee, some random tourist~ lol~ wish i could be there =( *jealous* hmm~ wonder if mr. teong has bought my stuff yet >:)



cirque du soleil's promotional photos at the heart of the city~ it's an interesting picture which shows humans as the circus act and animals watching... it would've been a fantastic idea HAD they been the first to do it *scoffs* cirque du soleil is meant to be an idealistic and conceptual circus but to have lazy marketers whom rip off ideas is just leaves a bad taste -_-



non-the less, it's a good poster so here's another picture~

by the way, i've uploaded a new song to the playlist, it's called "1000 emotions" and by koda kumi~ the song is from the FINAL FANTASY X-2 OST i think~ speaking of which~ i still havent played that game! hahah~ i'm still trying to finish GTA: san andreas with whatever free time i have~ kekekek~ anyway, hope you enjoy the song~ and i promise, i'll upload other non-japanese based songs in the future -_-

wow~ it's been ages since i last posted (i think) -_- anyway~ i kena forced by audriah to post her T_T well, 2 days ago, i went to fremantle with vincent, thomas, jessie and audriah for fish & chips.. vincent, audriah and me met up in the perth train station first and then we headed to fremantle... as much as i always say that perth sucks, one must admit that the scenery is really nice and the beaches~ foobaloostic cun man~ we arrived at around 11:45am and waited for thomas to fetch us all to e-shed~ hmm~ is it just me or does this post sound like those "karangan" (composition) that we have to do about how we spend our hollidays etc..? -_- argh! dullsville to the max betul~ unfortunately, the whole freo trip didnt have any comedical incidences except for the "ice cream" incident...

anyhoo~ we ate and then left some chili mussels for jessie (whom was EXTREMELY late due to her boss being mean to her~ hoho) after that, we went to McD for icecream *yum* at first, it was only me whom was buying an ice cream and i thought "hey, kinda weird right, 5 dodgy asians entering the shop and just one of them bought an ice cream" and in the end, all of us bought one! lol~ anyway, we started crapping about adding Mc's to all the items in the store such as McToilet®, McTable® etc... anyway, there was this kid, probably around 15 years old or something.. he was like.. the McMrbean® of McDonalds® you McKnow®? well, we were eating and crapping happily when i saw him cleaning the table beside us, and seriously, you guys should see his expression, it's as if he was pissed off at the world or like the karate kid movie where that hero was like "yes, mr. miyagi, i know the training will help me be stronger!! *does various odd jobs such as cleaning car windows in B.P determinedly*" and when he was sweeping the floor, he kept dragging the akeotko (i dont know what's the name of the thing that "holds" the dirt etc... so let's just call it that) on the floor and ran around which induced a loud "krangggggggggggggggggggggggggg" sound... -_- weird kid~ rather interesting though



the attack~ this is us trying to act gangster-ish and beating up innocent statues... no real statues were harm during the making of this photo though~



vincent and his chips, random aussie chick's butt and me with my fork~



i realized that all of us had different "licking" styles... vincent's style is the one more suitable for gay men... as he himself said "how come i keep licking and it grows bigger" O.O "WHAT THE?!?!" (quoted from Rove) mine is apparently the most obscene of all -_- thomas' style is also suited for gay men~ the picture describes it all...



vincent still has the growing "ice cream"~ seriously, he should think of going into the gay business...



peter styversant (?) dono how you spell it promotion shoot... can you just hear beyond's paradise on the background with such pose? hoho!



jessie's rather racist remark~ tsk tsk~ joking ;P

yesterday night, there was this show about cerebral palsy people and it featured this guy called "steady eddy" (?) something like that which was very moving and admirable... he took his "syndromme" and used it as a defence for himself by making it a joke... it showed a snippet of him doing his joke;

steady eddy: you know, i won a dancing competition once
*audience laughter*
steady eddy: funny thing was, i wasnt even entered in it
*audience laughs more*
steady eddy: i was just walking to the bar
*more laughter ensues*

anyway, some of you might not know what cerebral palsy is but to put it simply, these "syndromme" (i refuse to call it a disorder) usually is caused by brain damage during the birth or before of the child and it affects the person's muscles and sometimes causes poor coordination etc.. and usually affects the legs... anyway, i dont think there's many of us that can take our "disadvantages" as a sense of comedic material... especially for others to laught at... it takes more than courage... one thing i'll like to comment though is that i hate the interviewer... he didnt seem to emphatize in the person, it was more like "another job" for him... tsk...

well, i think i'll just end here for now, will post more pictures later (thanx for the pics audriah)~ gonna go have my lunch now and then going to uni to get myself an ipod mini finally! woohoo~ 1 week's pay gone -_-

today's post was not proudly sponsored by McDonalds® all Mc's and unhealthy food belongs to McDonalds

the examination tension is coming back to haunt me... a few days back, i dreamt that i failed a unit called "cactus" (?) -_- i dont know what the hell is happening... anyway, i'm really scared... this was supposed to be a good semester... it really was... T_T anyway, i think i'll be stopping my songwriting process for the moment and try to start to arrange the basic instrumentation of the songs now -_- if i'm free... going to fremantle to eat fish & chips tomorrow! woohoo!! yummy! *checks wallet* wow... all my moolah is gone... and yeah, i bought R. Kelly's cd today... his old album "R." (2cd's) was on cheap sale~ hoho~ AUS14! what a bargain! i cant believe how cheesy "gotham city" sounds... i thought i could remember that i used to like that song a lot~ hmm... tempted to go to city or osborne park to check out some keyboards... wonder if the prices are cheaper in malaysia than here... it'd be nice if i could get a roland one~ hoho (^_^)