Tuesday, March 27

I hit a Flat

Yesterday was our long awaited Korean BBQ with 5 other colleagues to make up for that very long planned dinner out. We picked up a flyer on the way up and was in the end, just in time for an additional 20% ad 50% off alcohol beverages (7 to 8pm). I think after everything was ordered, with extra addons and 4 bottles of soju and rice wine. The bill only came to $32 per person. Damn WU HUA.


Thus, after the whole dinner affair. Just before I went to bed,  I decided that in the morning, I am to take a ride to work on my bike. Not my usual route from home to BP office, but a longer 10 km ride down Lornie Road down to HQ.

Woke up early, dawn my full head to toe cycling gear of pink bandana, helmet, tights, luminous shoes, long sleeves and gloves and headed full out. happily riding on the road until MacRitchie when I hit a flat.

I was hit full on with a sudden burst on my inner back wheel tubing. Damn Sian. 730 and I am stuck 1/3 way to work with a flat tire. Meeting was at 830am. And I had to push the damn bike back home. That already took up a steady 30 mins pushing a flat back wheel home.


God must be humoring me. On the day I decided to be healthy and ride back to HQ, which is a rare thing. And then now I have to try to find a good timing to head down to the bike shop near my place which opens and closes at the owners own time.

Seriously. And I really thought today would be a super healthy day for me to take 25 km of cardio workout in the morning.

Tuesday, March 13

A Grave Part of Singapore's History

Our little bukit brown excursion was like more than two weeks ago. Have been having too many things on and off my life and honestly I really totally forgot that I have pictures staffed out deep in my computer harddrive.

This was a trip that was so hard to arrange, from getting the ideal number of people to getting everyone interested to be free. We initially planned for a weekday evening, but office meetings and people from different departments proved hard. Think I took us a good couple of weeks to eventually organize a guide and a day where most are free.
 

The iconic main gates of the cemetery off Sime Road. Always passed the entrance when we take Sime back to HQ but never had we once stopped for a walk. Ron dropped me off at the gate, where Ei and her husband where waiting for the rest. The entire time in the car, Ron totally dint register this as Bukit Brown coz year after year he comes to see his grandfather somewhere on the hills.

Stepped out of the car in shorts and an old grey tank top with birks. Upon arrival, I immediately knew it was the worst choice of attire. Lucky I had an old smelly long sleeve button down shirt in my bag from the previous day, and Ei brought her assortment of insect repellent. I wrapped up and loaded the skin with two thick layers, hoping not to feed the mosquitoes.

HP and Dot turned up in shorts after me, so I'm not the most bare skinned.


I guess Bukit Brown has this rich diversely interesting history, each grave have a story to tell, and the owners of some of these graves have a huge-arse story under the earth. Everyone knows that there is soon going to be a road running through part of the cemetery. And in attempt to conserve his rich history, there is a team of people who gives guided walks and share a mountain load of stories to create awareness.

Bukit brown is a municipal cemetery for any Chinese back before the 1970s. Back then there was already not enough space in land scarce Singapore. You die, your family buys a plot, you get buried. A total grave count of 100,000.

There are a huge handful of people with so much family history and influence in old Singapore. Many of these names are so well known they have roads, schools and buildings named after them. Like Kay Hian, Seah Im, Gan Eng Seng, Kheam Hock, Chong Pang Nee Soon, Boon Lay, Joo Chait etc. Even Mr Lee grandparents are sitting here six feet under.

More detailed history, read here coz I really cant remember everything our guide said.



Each famous people grave is marked from the main road with red and white tape and laminated paper markers. They have put in great efforts to create a self learning trail all along the place. The whole tour was a 2.5 hours. The afternoon was humid and I already had huge armpit sweat patches within a good 1 hour of the tour, even regretted wearing my grey tank coz I totally forgotten how grey display sweat patches like a million-diamonded-crown on a queen's head.


Well, the first things I noticed about Bukit Brown was the flock of parakeets flying through, the number of forest birds were amazing. Late on a Sunday evening and the whole place came alive (literally) with calls and fluttering in the canopy. So much more happening then spending the evening in MacRitchie trials.

Bukit Brown looks and feels... just like a cemetery. With their mess of old stone armchairs, matching guarding lions, guarding Sikh guards for those who can afford it. Days before this trip we were all saying how we have to watch our mouths and what we say when we get there. And yet, just soaking in the whole atmosphere made us blabber casual comments.

I learnt alot of small grave details on how the chinese buried their dead. How colors and name crafting on the tombstone meant something. The number of photos, how graves of couples were displayed, symbolism of flowers, animals and figurines encrafted amongst the graves.

It nice to learn a small bit of my Chinese ancestry and tradition especially in modern times where many of things do not hold still. My tomb would probably be a multi-storey pigeon hole somewhere.


There were a couple of ang mohs walking their dogs and babies. Its nice how angmohs think of graveyards to differently. I still remember how beautiful the cemeteries where in Norway and UK. Pristine, quiet and manicured. In Singapore they are wild but also equally pristine and quiet.

We climbed through some wilderness into the biggest tomb in the whole of Bukit Brown. You could see the westlakes buildings from the horizon. The entire area is as big as 5 3-room flats. This dead guy (forgot name) has the whole 24 stories of filial piety (二十四孝) crafted on the side of the grave.

And we were like, we dint even know any of the stories. Randomly googled, read here.


One of the most iconic part of Bukit Brown are the Sikh guards. They are an old symbolic representation of loyal, fierce and strong guardians for graves. Those who can afford these guards have a pair standing either side. And this colored ones are the most beautiful pair in the entire cemetery.


Bukit Brown has really lot of stories to share. Do join a guided walk when you have the chance to learn about some tiny things about our local Chinese history.

Sunday, March 11

Awake since 6am

I'm typing this at 6.30am on a Sunday morning because I can't go back from sleep. Someone from the neighbouring block (corridor facing my room window) has decided that the auspicious hour to lift the veil is at 7 am in the morning.

So there they are playing games in loud and bold mandarin since 6am along the corridor. Lots of talking loudly, a single female voice repeatably saying '快点,快点' in an almost sampat manner. Clustering of guys baritone giving random comments and a symphony of laughing.

And yesterday was horning of cars at 7am from someone else in the neighbourhood. Heng they never do that today or I'm sure horning will cause a police report from someone in the neighbourhood.

I'm a light sleeper, light and sound sensitive. I'm really being very nice considering that I have already written a nice email to the neighbouring school to feedback about their loud morning school music at 7am on weekdays. and they haven't replied or rectified their music.

Since the start of the gatecrash till now, that single female voice (amongst others) would have possibly said '快点,快点' at least two dozen times, followed by the same female voice saying half a dozen times ‘没有时间了’.  I been hearing it over and over again.

Saturday, March 10

2 Kinds of Happiness

There are two kinds of happiness in the world. One is a happiness that you realize after the fact. The other is a happiness that you feel in the moment. The happiness in the moment is so rare that they say you can live your whole life on the light that shines from remembering it. I think we’ll go on remembering this moment, today, like that kind of happiness…that we can remember for the rest of our lives, the moment when we shined.

Quoted from the last episode of Dream High. Anyway. Because I couldnt get the english subs for the last two episode, I had to watch the entire last two episode of the drama without them. And funny how I still could understand the main gist of the story and some words.

Going Atas for Lunch

I got a feeling the total cost of the meal to feed me, my mom, my dad, my bro and his two friends goes to about $400 maybe. All crafted in the kitchen by my bro after possibly a whole morning of preparation.

It's fine dining home made style. Foie Gras with apple sauce and balsamic, duck something with blue cheese and honey on crackers, Parma ham egg Benedict with hollandaise sauce, scallop garlic prawn with truffle salami in yogurt something sauce. plus a bottle of white on the side.



Too bad they were all served on our usual dinner plates. And too bad this is most likely a one off cooking experience. We were all home sitting on the floor at the coffee table in our fbt shorts and singlets eating this.

Thursday, March 8

An Old Musical Tune

Recently, I was watching Dream High. Quite pleasant. Interesting enough to make me want to stay at home and procrastinate abit before packing up and leaving for work for the last couple of mornings. Then one third way through episode 12, I heard a very familiar and old tune.

I really can't explain the familiarity of the guitar plucking at the back of the snowy scene. It was an old tune from a long long time ago. A time so long ago I don't really remember how far back it was. That tune stunted my concentration to focus on reading the subtitles, it was just so familiar I can trying to reconcile the tune with a old distant memory.

I was so sure that my mom would remember it. Lugged my laptop to the living room and play it for her to listen. Then as I was asking my mom, a little pink musical box suddenly popped straight into my memory. A round, three tiered musical box that seemed to ring the tune in a looped repeat mode.

I'm not even sure if it was it.

I think it has been 20 years since I last saw that musical box. I only remember it from our old house back in Jurong when I was a kid. How I used to play with it and the little gold chain and that silver blue stoned ring that my mom kept in it. How it sat on the old laminated dressing table by the side.

It amazing how I have such strong feelings and memory of something when I was 5.

My mom never found it familiar.

And I'm really still not very sure if it even came from the box. But my gut said so. It was like the music was calling out to me.

Wednesday, March 7

Cooling off

It's stuffy outside sota theatre. I'm in long sleeves and there is a crowd of people.

I'm glad that they did a second staging of this since I missed the last one. Only had a little parody at chestnuts15 two months back. Too bad I could not drag Ron here, so here I am alone after a horrible tight carpark at two buildings down.

I don't know how I can actually watching play/ musicals/ movies alone. Everyone is always in pairs and yet standing alone doesn't feel that bad. I just hope one day I can see someone I know in the crowd. More people need to like theatre like I do. My only problem is that I can't afford it.

Tuesday, March 6

Walk back to 2002

Early morning on a work day, there I was digging through my old photo album.

This was what school looked way back then in 2002. I still have all the other random class photos. Dug some of them out just for old times sake. I still remember the other time when Jillian was over at my place flipping through my old album.  Look what I found.




School Calling

I have been excited the whole week, totally looking forward to seeing who I've hadn't been seeing since graduation. The morning before I happily left to meet Lihui and Josephine, I was at my desk at home, whipped out a small piece of rough paper from the drawer and started writing - '05/05 uni 1'. Then I counted back 3 and forward 6 years, and realised that this trip back to Cedar will mark my 10th year anniversary.



Honestly, I have lost major contact with Lihui since JC days, what was left was little Facebook messages every now and then. Only since she came back from US has we met up. Jo on the other hand I had not seen her since I graduated JC back in 2004, other than random bumps at the MRT.

Me and Lihui counted back the number of years we have known each other, and realised that although we had never been in the same class since Primary 1, we have known each other since PY period, that is really a whole 20 years of friendship whether we remembered it or not. We even wanted to celebrate with cotton candy.

Funny how out of everyone I knew, I choose to call the tennis people out on a date like this one. Too bad Marie either din't get my message or she was busy.


Walking straight into school was something different. Greeted by the new foyer right out at the front, everything has changed even though nothing really has. The spray of color right in the old courtyard was a joy to see. A carnival it really was.

Straight back into the second floor and we bumped straight into Wendy and Joanne.






The general feel of the school remained the same. The general spray of blue, grey and yellow. The track and sport hall feel the same 10 years ago. The girls where still all in long grey skirts, as kwai as i was back then.

Josephine and I even had a small discussion about skirt length.





Went straight out to the canteen for food since we were all super hungry. Bought overpriced food sold at prices almost twice their worth. All the sake of fund raising and fun and hunger. Let a money making alumni spend some money for old school's sake.

Totally attempt at fund raising - $10


The sports hall have been expanded to included a second sports hall. Now i know why Zealicia said they had two sports halls. Plus the old sports hall was expanded to the old flagpost that Josephine was crying over her lost of the pillar she used to lean back against studying for the O levels.

Same yet different.


Spotted my old lockers sitting unused at the back of the sports hall, they look 10 years old and the old graffiti are still there. How i missed those days back then when they dint allow us to store books under our desk and had to pay something like $20 for lockers.


Walked straight into the batch of 2002 right outside the old library. Everyone familiar, everyone from back then. I dont know who have the photos of the group shot we had but it really was nice seeing everyone. I really got to say it was wonderful just listening to how Michelle and Jillian bickering at the side. I really can't wait for an old class gathering when the time comes.

Josephine was even commented that most of the people who made 2002 notorious where all standing there. Her batch always looked up to us for happening-ness. Haha.


We had a little tennis shot. Glad to see that the tennis people are so nice and happy after so many years. We also has a 4M picture, whom is the class of 2002 that probably has the most people in attendance = 6.

We shall organise a tennis game/catch up game soon hopefully.



Took a stroll back to the top floors of the classroom blocks. This really feels different. The vibe is so different even though everything pretty much looks the same. Blue doors opened to a slightly wider classroom and the new 4M looks to pristine and clean. Really dont remember the class back then to be so upkept



Sunday, March 4

High on half a bottle

Found a very good place in Singapore for a perfectly cooked medium rare steak for just $9 and a whole range of cheap and affordable wine. OMG, the steak was really damn damn good. Seriously cooked to ultimate perfection. 200g of medium rare. Its hard to get medium rare on a whole steak. I'm totally in love with the steak. It really doesn't look like much. But the pile of read meat on the plate was to die for.


Plus the service here is so damn good. I was already at the top of complimenting their very good service 15 mins into the meal. The service staff were attentive and dropped by to ask how was everything. Totally would love another nice candle light dinner here.

Think Jillian will love this place. Next time lets come.


Im half drunk with the perfect bottle of sparking shiaz by 9pm. And I can't keep score on the soccer match airing on the on house tv screen. I saw that goal but i barely saw it. You know what i mean. I'm high beyond anything. Sparking shiaz, I hit high before i know it and was sprouting nonsense from 9pm. Must have drunk a whole bottle of 14% alcohol by the end of the night.


Feeling high like crazy but love the feeling of my not being able to control myself. It has been so long since ive been feeling like this. Alcohol is amazing. Plus the live band just opened their session with daddy's song - tears in heaven, on the guitar.

Thursday, March 1

Remembering Teachers

Saturday is Cedar Fiesta, I haven't even been back to Cedar since JC year 1 I think. And that was 7 years ago. I think there will be a huge wave of nostalgia running through my head the moment I see the school building in a distance. Even though a round of renovations were done since I had left, I really do want to see how much the school has changed. I'm really looking forward to it all.

So gonna bring my camera.

I am so happy to learn that some of the people from 2002 batch are going back. I honestly can't wait to see everyone. Familiar faces and personalities are totally welcomed.

 

love the quote:
"The difference a teacher makes is felt long after the class is over"

So F-ing Pissed off Right Now

Seriously, what do parents teach their children nowadays. Either that or these kids have the EQ of a freaking mouse. I don't really blame the school so much for their lack of better EQ students, but these kids are wearing their uniform. I finally understand why back during the school days, teachers told us we better not do stupid things in uniform.


I am so tempted to drop the principle of the school a note just to comment on their kid's lack of social skills to keep to a line when buying things from a store. COMMON SENSE!!! Too bad their website is under construction.


I was already in the queue for 5 mins waiting for the store people to finish serving the kid at the front of the queue. I totally understand that these neighbourhood bubble tea store sell fried items they have to cook. Then there comes 3 kids in bright blatant uniform to the side and say "auntie, hotdog prata", "make that 2" and then 30 seconds later added 'plus 3 milk tea".

If my face could change color that fast I would have appeared black. I could feel myself fuming up and rolling my eyes like no ones business. I was really shaking my head in total discontentment. Behind me had a queue of other students (from the same school) and these three idiots blatantly cut the queue.

I so wanted to give them a piece of my mind, but I decided that going out at them isnt going to help. I would possible be beaten up some other day if I did that. I just took myself out from the queue and left. So gonna give the store owner a piece of advice the time time I'm there. We all have the equal rights of first come first serve.

Seriously so pissed off.

update: managed to get the principle's email and i sent a short and sweet email over