Monday, January 31, 2011

The Sickness Vortex and Traveling About

It seems like this whole last month at least one of us has been sick therefore I have dubbed this month as the sickness vortex. It has made it hard because I feel as if I have not been out much.

However, I made sure to be able to travel to a very special event. Moose and Jackie Parker and their family have basically been our adopted family since Mom and Dad started at camp. When Uncle Moose died in a truck accident 5 years ago it was really hard but through the last few years it has been amazing to watch Aunt Jackie rise from the grief more radiantly beautiful.

I received a call from Aunt Jackie late last fall, sharing with me some exciting news. God had brought someone into her life and she was in love...with Milo Thompson. So, our trip down was to attend her wedding! It was such a beautiful picture of God redeeming the sorrow and transforming it to beauty.

After the wedding, we were able to go out to visit my Mom's family in Smethport, PA. My grandfather is now in a nursing home and doesn't always remember who we are, so we try to visit whenever we can. All of Mom's surviving siblings live in the area as well as a bunch of my cousins so it is fun to see everyone.







Wednesday, January 05, 2011

Just Like Me

When Mom and Dad were up at Christmas, Dad kept commenting on how much Emma looked like me when I was little. This prompted me to get out pictures of me to compare. Mom is great about keeping special outfits, so I was able to put my outfit on her and do some comparison shots.

We are both 1 year old in these pictures.

As I looked at the pictures again today I began to wonder how much she will be like me. Will she have my bucked teeth and need braces? Will she struggle with her weight? Will she battle depression? And to be perfectly honest, it scares me.
Then I realize how I need to face my own demons of insecurity and learn to live out my love for God before her so that she can see Him through each thing I face. I won't ever be a perfect example, but I can point her to one.

Tuesday, January 04, 2011

Sewing New Adventures

Junior High Home Ec Class honestly ruined sewing for me. I decided to make a skirt and picked plaid fabric unaware of the challenge it would be. My overachieving, perfectionist self ended up being so frustrated that sewing was added to my list of things that make me curse and should be avoided.

Since becoming a stay at home mom with two kids, I having been feeling a sense of losing myself in Mommy hood. So, last year I decided to start stretching myself in different ways. The first challenge was taking up running again.

I began to see some easy sewing projects on blogs of various friends of mine, I started to think about the possibility taking up sewing again. I decided this will be my next challenge. I was able to find a GREAT deal on a machine on Black Friday and purchased it to put up as my birthday present.



I remembered being frustrated with threading the machine and was grateful that mine came with video instructions. I found it to be a little frustrating at first but was finally able to complete my first sewing project in years. I found the directions to these baby legs made from knee socks here: http://http://soapaholicsanonymous.blogspot.com/2008/12/babylegs-tutorial.html

I look forward to continuing to hone my skills and try new projects, especially some that I have seen on some of my friends blogs!