Friday, October 16, 2009

From Subang Airport

Ahh, the title says it all. I don't really have a concrete reason to go back since I only have a 4-day short break. Sigh, whatever happened to our supposed two-week break? I have no idea, but fret not, for I can savour Hokkien mee among other nice foodstuffs in approximately 3 hours. With a Tall Signature Hot Chocolate just right beside me, and Kite Runner (Ridhwan's), I guess being alone amidst the (not so huge) crowd is not such a bad thing :)

SAT Reasoning Test is over for good since Saturday. I don't expect a good score, though. Partly because of time management and such. Please don't start lecturing me about procrastination.

Despite the peaks and troughs in the past 5 months, I'm glad I did learn some very important lessons. Always believe in yourself is one. To Cindy, I wasn't exactly emo when you thought I was. I was simply... comtemplating. Hah! I was thinking about how not to let myself succumbed to my emotions. I didn't want to.

After talking to Ridhwan yesterday, I've realised that we humans can only please so many. Nobody is perfect, hence, do not expect or let yourself be expected. I also realised there are so many, many, many things I didn't understand, or rather, I didn't put in any effort to comprehend. Then again, who is to judge? No one.

It's 7.41 am. I wonder if Yan Yun is awake. Perhaps yes, for TOEFL Speaking class is at 9. Oh, right. My flight's at 9! :D

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Perhaps the reason I choose to go home is that I want to get in touch with myself again. I'll probably be happy again. Probably.