As our Memories fade Away

Saturday, March 26, 2005

today meet oli peiqi del feli chuanjian and zhi to go wanghao's hse... wanna see exactly how big is his hse and pool... after having lunch at kfc at amk we make our way there to his hse and meet zhi at the bus stop... the way to his hse is really long lah... when reach there we r alresdy perspiring liao... the guys are there already playing ps 2... btw his hse is not tt big lah as imagined ahaha =P and the pool is pretty small..=P but den his hse is quite nice lah =) then we tour ard his hse exploring.... and... there is a toilet without ceiling haha the ceiling is actually the stair lor.. can peep inside haha cant really see wat the person is doing lah.. but no one dare to use tt toilet haha.. later we wanted the guys to wear pinafo haha they look damn funny and gay lah... took photo of them.. shall upload and show the whole world MUAHAHAHA... *evil* hong mama really look gurl lo.. think tt if he go st nick definitely no one will doubt tt he is a 'gurl'... haha..no wonder u r mama =) then we play silent mahjong, peiqi is like so pro every gambling stuff oso noes haha maybe she will be the next "du hou"(gambling QUEEN) haha... then i play "soccer" with chiobu and jiemei, lost to chiobu haha and draw with jiemei.. but chiobu make me so proud of her!!! she beat hoeseng haha.... then the time juz past... i gtg home for dinner then zhi went for tennis with her dad then the rest i think go watch movie.... yah tt hong mama make me bring the monopoly lah in the end didn play at all!!!!
feeling abit sick now... think caught the flu virus from my sis.... feeling bad... think needa rest more ba =) hope will recover soon =)

a shooting star flew past at
12:48 PM

Thursday, March 24, 2005

today is a whole new day... feel much better now but still feel tt something is missing.. missing the ppl who used to be in 20/05..
there is long long talk agn lah haiz so boring.. me, oli, peiqi, feli and the rest of orula (our dwelling name) were stuck in the audi from 8 to 12.30 lo... wah really cannot take it... then we sneak out haha and hide in the toilet for a while =))
later after lunch we start our orientation programme... super boring coz is like everything is the same the dance and stuff yah... SIANz..... but something interesting do happen haha =)
we sabo del and yuxuan to dance the couple dance muahahaha... we laugh like mad lah haha.. we actually succeed in saboing them =P but then our og is like so little ppl left coz some pon and some went appeal... so empty haha only left 2 guys and abt 16 gals lol... i partner with my chiobu =) and i am a super lousy dancer lah ahaha
and then at the audi rite we tok crap lah and pinic there eating and toking =P haha and the guys feel inferior haha coz they saw a cedarian who is very man.. haha.. they so bad lah say so many crappy thing abt her.. but created alot of laughter lah... feel so evil now =P and i think our class outcast the newcomers =S haiz shd treat them better tmr =)

a shooting star flew past at
12:25 PM

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

zhi after reading ur blog, i got the urge to cry and my tears juz rolled down my cheeks i really cant control and i really cant stop. i noe i have to be strong but i juz cant for this moment.
u r right we tried twice and we failed but r we going to give up like this? i juz hope miracles can happen now and let us be together in the same sch... maybe i am more fortunate than the others coz i get to see u every week but i juz feel so helpless now... i wanted to console u but i donno how, i dont wish to make u feel bad anymore... haiz.. i think i hav give u too much hope tt's y now when this happen u feel the pain more too... but i really donno what to say now juz hope tt u will noe i will always be by ur side and do cheer up gal. gurl be strong too k.. dont be like me juz burst out crying...
ok tt's it, stop thinking abt this stuff... let fate decide ba

a shooting star flew past at
1:32 PM


early in the morning receive a message from zhi... she say she didn get in and my heart sank.. haiz.. i thot it was a prank maybe is juz a joke but somehow it is a truth, a fact... juz wanna give her more luck and hope the appeal is successful. wanqi, u too shall give u more luck too and may ur appeal be successful.
then on the bus didi msg me say he got into nj.. kinda expected it but still abit sad lah.. but den i will still wish him all the best there =). today everyone somehow is saying goodbye to me... i donnoe how shd i react.. i think i hav been irritating ba...
den today is so stupid lah. the sch shd giv us a break lah every1 is ponning lesson..
i pon lesson too haha sneak out of sch at abt 12 to play bowling at yck.. feel abit guilty lah but is like nothing to do in school and everyone no mood lo.. haha today bowling keep washing the drain haha... then later went home and sleep.. pig
muz help mama to do smth too in exchange for letting me to go out.. ok lah till now still haven do yet muz really do liao!!
tmr there will be a new orientation hope will get some nice and fun ppl ba and everyone will be happy after today =)
wiil miss 20/05 very much

a shooting star flew past at
10:00 AM

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

today quite slack again =) the teachers didn hav the mood to teach at all and lectures were all quite slack haha... actually thot that today will be the last day of sch but it ended up tt tmr will be the last.. don wanna part with 20/05 but i muz really learn to accept the fact tt sometimes things dont go the way we want them to go... hope tt after the posting we will still be frens and keep in contact...
saw a horrible blog ytd... ppl actually could end their life juz like this, feel kinda sad and i dont noe juz got the urge to cry but i didnt... life is precious dont end it juz like this =)
ytd lee hom was at imm didn go haiz... though really wanna get his signature but i cant coz didn hav the tix =( and the thing is charles got his signature!!! so unfair i bought his disc so early lah... but nvm i will always hav the chance agn... haha i will make sure i will get to see him and shake his hand and get his signature =))
hope for the best for tmr... yah and zhi dont worry i give u my luck and u will be able to go aj de..
dont giv up hope k... all the best to u and to everybody else, no matter what choice u make...
as long as u all r happy, i will be happy for u all too =)

a shooting star flew past at
11:25 AM

Friday, March 18, 2005

lee hom coming to singapore yeah!! know he will be at fareast this sat and at IMM on aiyah forget where liao... really sad.. shouldnt hav buy his disc so early... always like tt one the tickets for getting signature is always included in the disc after a LONG while.. sob sob...
haiz... nvm next time i will buy after the tickets are out =)) but i dont think i will go see him ba coz i oso donnoe maybe don1 to see him from a distance ba.. haha i will make sure the next time i will sure go if i get the tix=)) really wanna see him face to face =)
yesterday celebration is a short and simple one bought a card for my mum.. happy birthday to u!! =) the cake is nice yummy.. and the mian xian is simply delicious!!!!! =P
haha but the most funny thing tt happen yesterday is wang hao is being ps once agn hahaha.... no one went to his hse... oops i think i shd not be so xing zai le huo haha =P
slp quite early last nite coz cant use the com and was quite tired.. recently love to play badminton with my bro haha can kill calories!!! muahahaha....

a shooting star flew past at
4:03 AM

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

sunday play badminton with bro haha so clumsy injured my feet haiz.. haha but better now=)
monday didn do much ba i guess
then today.. go out with oli peiqi gwen del feli to watch movie with the guys
watch assault .... 13 haha me and del so funny haha didn even noe the movie actually started haha and we r 2 big fat pigs haha both of us finished a big box of popcorns, drink and icecream haha.. later we loiter ard orchard haha.. finally go town with u all haha...
we met up with claire ard 5 then we go john little haha
gossip abit haha then up to 6 all 'zao' home
needa celebrate my mum bdae but in the end she decided to postpone coz she decided to celebrate her chi bdae together with my cousins tmr haha...
cannot go out liao haiz coz go out todae haha
but shd be content ba shd not go overboard.. didn really do any hwk recently haha so slack....
aiyoh.... hahaha
hope tmr celebration will be a fun one ba =))

a shooting star flew past at
10:13 PM

Saturday, March 12, 2005

wah... today sctually planned alot of stuff to do... in the end all don have haha... but nvm enjoy going out with chiobu and my fog frens.. =) today take a lovely pic with my beloved choibu =P then pe wah so nice!!!!! no need to do anything juz go run one rd and the end yeah!! haha so pig lah when i go j8 with them.... i drink a cup of fattening valina milkshake at mos then eat fries with all types of sauces at mac haha.... and..... the most interesting part is we make a big 'discovery' hahaha..... but the sad thing is we oways go j8 haha all my fault coz cant go town due to the time constrain.... paiseh arh ppl.. hahaha next time i will make sure i go town with u all =D
then i hav an" engagement" ring with del hahaha..... so funny haha...
yah later then i went home taking the same bus as peiqi and zhi =)
holiday coming liao hope we will hav a sucessful 20.05 outing if there is going to hav one and everyone will be there and we take more pic b4 we r all separated.... but let's pray hard i believe we will be together =)

a shooting star flew past at
12:18 PM

Friday, March 11, 2005

today nothing much happen... juz rotting in sch the whole day...
before i start i muz say smth to my darling enifled first hey i am not angry hor haha =)
k, next we use econ lesson to go makan haha.. tt stupid 'potato' dont even care lo and crapped with us thru out the lesson ... think he more slack than us lah... today oso have alot of ppl pon sch becoz of the speak ez thingy and spa... tt ms ang arh, wah really cant stand her lah... shd not hav end the thing early so tt she would not hav the chance to nag n nag n nag at us... i think she is really agst my class, everything all see us bu shuang!!!
hope tt tmr everyone will come since it is the last day le.. sob sob.... muz really take a full class pic...
nothing better to do now so i shall be PIG agn haha go slp liao hahaha =P

a shooting star flew past at
6:33 AM

Thursday, March 10, 2005

i really hav enuff of tt crap!!!!
wat's the big deal of being able to score 7 pt for o's? it's juz a one nite glory, a time for me to be proud of myself for how long? i dun think will be long maybe a year? who really cares? i hav make my choice to stay in aj i will not regret.. pls ppl pls stop saying i am dumb to stay there...
actually sometimes there is something more than juz wat the sch can provide u with..
i am happy there, i hav a great bunch of frens and i enjoy my life there... who can assure me tt if i go to other jc i will meet someone who are as great as them? i love 20/05!! it simply rocks..
my conclusion is a 7 pointer is nothing... it is not wat the sch is but is wat u want ur life to be in the sch =)
ok.. enuff of this.. shall tok abt some happy stuff.. ponning aje haha
wanna quit liao but den so happy we won the proposal haha
we so pro haha =)
yah and we play basketball today during pe.. so fun =)
i think we and other gals can really bond le... coz we hav common topic =)
so happy haha
yup shall end here today ba

a shooting star flew past at
1:18 PM

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

today i received the invitation from my sch to attend the speech day... quite happy bcoz in my four years in cedar i am always so useless ba i think..
finally there is an achievement i can be proud of.. haiz.. quite sad rite =(
but it may not be so bad ba.. at least cedar has make me a stronger person ba and bcum less warm blooded... i think my greatest mistake maybe is to join track but i think this also a factor that has really make me as a person both mentally and physically stronger
never achieve a single thing.. hope this will at least make my last goodbye to cedar a proud one ba...
yup today i mugged with zhi.. haha really dont understand wat tt stupid person is toking abt... same zhi muz really work hard le ba haha...
then later of the day i was a pig again haha slp for so long... haiz....haha
hope tmr will be better day ba =) toe still hurt =(

a shooting star flew past at
12:56 PM

Monday, March 07, 2005

bought a new phone yesterday, i shd be so happy but haiz.. pissed my sis
i think u r wondering y u hav such a dumb sis who always spoil the com... sorry k... i really dont mean to get virus... hope u r fine now and ur leg will recover soon =)
later, i banged my toes agst the door and it got a cut that is deep.. pain.... sob sob....=(
but nvm i shd be cheerup by my new phone haha.. got lee hom- ni bu zai as my ringtone =D
will try to find more lee hom songs haha =)
juz wanna tell u sis i am really sorry and i WILL try not to be a com idiot agn..

a shooting star flew past at
11:39 PM

Sunday, March 06, 2005

hey i really wish tt i am not myself now...
if i have been irritating to u, i am really sorry

a shooting star flew past at
3:27 PM


aiyah donno wat to write now ... first entry so....
yah hope tt i will write more happy stuff inside than sad stuff...

a shooting star flew past at
10:25 AM

first love

our last kiss
tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell

tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

the paused time is
about to start moving
there's many things that I don't want to forget about

tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you

you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

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dreamxstarx`
allrightsreserved

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me_______
peigin
03/06
csps>>cgss>>aj20/05=)

lurve______
peace, happiness, stars, nature, frens, family, dreams, fairytales...
believe in______
happily ever after, true love, wishing upon a star, you.