As our Memories fade Away

Sunday, May 29, 2005

haven been blogging this few weeks... too bz ba... and lazy =)
this few weeks quite alot of things happened... firstly i go sentosa with pq, del, oli, zm, gh giffenest, yuxuan, hs, wh, hong mama, cj, and mr ong.. hav alot of fun playing vball, frisbee and water =)
then have chem and phy spa.. screwed up phy one but chem one is ok ba so nvm..
kena scolded by someone haiz and really feel bad and screwed but after awhile feel much better... the tution thingy only work for 6 days so is ok la but i kena all the suay areas wat west coast and jurong omg... shall find my way there.. i will not get lost =D
then i am damn pissed with the astro teacher la who bully chiobu!!! is ur president not responsible not her k.. y she want to create trouble for her.. chiobu is not ur fault ok.. dont be upset by wat the teacher say.. yandao will always protect chiobu.. u can vent ur anger on me =) dont worry..
recently oso have alpha list meeting... need to join donnoe wat module... haiz quite a waste of time..
ytd was be urself day didn really participate much haha nothing much either... then we need to see the principal!!! bcoz..... chua is being complained!! haiz think of it he is quite pityful la... but i think if he is not suitable as a teacher i think it is better for him to find other job maybe he will be happier and will not be bully by us. didn really blame any party coz i think both party r wrong ba including those innocent one... juz hope tt everything will be fine and there is a happy ending for both parties.
after sch went to eat lor mee with chiobu and she eat prawn mee.. haha then i send her off to the bus stop and walk home...
finally finish my drq haha at tt 2 hrs b4 i go and watch the guitar and harmonica concert..
some pieces r nice but some ok la.... feel quite sleepy tt nite so went to bed early..
holiday has finally come.. but kinda worried for the tution thingy coz there's lots of rules and things to rmb.. hope everything will be fine =) i need to cope my work, studies and cca well =)
shall try to do well this mid year...
**if u think i have done something wrong, u can juz go ahead and blame me and do waever u like if u r happy**

a shooting star flew past at
9:47 AM

Sunday, May 15, 2005

this few weeks quite hectic, really bz.. now i hope the hols dont come!!! omg.. lotsa things to do during june!!! need to teach to earn $$, need to go for 4 camps, need to do pw, need to mug real hard for common tests, need to go for cca, needa do lotsa things... first time in my life my june hols is fully pack... hope everything will go smoothly and is a fruitful one =P
but when life is bz, i wont be thinking of some stuffs tt will really make me feel bad.. so shd be a good thing ba to be bz
recently everything seems fine but deep inside i noe it wont end so soon... dont really want to think of anything anymore juz want to concentrate on wat i really want to do... it's raining now.. hope to get drench in e rain i think the feeling to be walking in e rain is really nice.. love rainy days thou it may be troublesome at times... simply love e smell of rain, the pattering sound make by the rain... feel so relax =) at this moment i feel good
i hope i am really happy happy happy happy now... i believe everything will be fine soon

a shooting star flew past at
2:50 PM

Thursday, May 05, 2005

i have been so evil.. after reading oli's blog.. it really makes me think alot.. haiz .. shd i juz let go dont be bother by watever u do anymore? but i think i cant for the time being, u hav such a big impact on my life.. shd i used e word fear? i really really fear of u thou u didn do anything.. i am juz being more and more paranoid.. can u tell me how? i dont want to hurt u, but do u noe u r hurting me this way? maybe i shall be frank with u one day.. maybe this is e best solution i hope so.. recently i dont noe wat i am doing i actually let someone to hurt someone in a really mean way.. i think i hav change, change to a ugly gal who only think of herself.... wat is happening to me... maybe i shall really do some deep reflection on my actions...
**if u let go, i will be happier, and u will be fine soon, but do u ever noe tt? i dont think so, all of us juz noe how to think for ourselves**
at this moment life really sux =(

a shooting star flew past at
12:17 PM

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

recently donnoe y hav e urge to blog so often... haha
there's someone freaky out there... i really donnoe who he is... so scary... haiz y i so suay always associated with sick ppl... if u r playing a prank on me pls stop k? Thanks =)
omg i hav been listening to some yanzi's songs.. really touching.. lotsa memories.. make me really feel like crying.. haha what i am doing... nvm but i really enjoy those songs =)
nothing much today but then we hav a fog session lol get to crap and gossip so much lah but then we r damn *evil*.... end here =)

a shooting star flew past at
12:30 PM

first love

our last kiss
tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell

tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

the paused time is
about to start moving
there's many things that I don't want to forget about

tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you

you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

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dreamxstarx`
allrightsreserved

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me_______
peigin
03/06
csps>>cgss>>aj20/05=)

lurve______
peace, happiness, stars, nature, frens, family, dreams, fairytales...
believe in______
happily ever after, true love, wishing upon a star, you.