As our Memories fade Away

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

thank goodness i found my ah gong! my family members are almost shag by then.. it was a once in a life time incident that i DO NOT wish to experience it again. i was thankful to everyone for their concern and help. it was the most drama incident. everything was so near yet so far. every calls were a glimpse of hope, every moment was a sense of anxiousness and fear.
wed, my family received a call from my ah ma saying that my ah gong went missing. we rushed down and combed every blocks we never have the thot that we wont find him. in the end we cant find him. everything was fated. u cant really imagine how drama it was. my cousin and i actually SAW the ambulance that send my ah gong to the hospital that night. but we thot he may not be able to cross that big busy road with his health condition and the ppl looked as if they were looking for snakes. i felt so stupid!!! i should not have assumed! i shd have just asked them!
so the next few days we called hospitals and pasted posters ard the areas and report to police. the drama thing happened agn. we called every hospital to check if my ah gong was admitted. most of them are picked up by nurses and so coindentally, tan tock seng was some automated receiver. so didn manged to ask them. and the thing is my ah gong was INDEED admitted to tths! i think that this whole incident was sort of fated, everything was sort of twisted to make a fool of us, but it give us a opportunity to bond better and learn to be more careful. and nEVER ASSUME. but i am really thankful that my ah gong is safe and sound now thou he suffers some minor injuries from falling. i thot i was strong enough to face everything, i broke down when i saw my ah gong. tears of happiness that he is safe and tears of sadness that his face suffers such injuries. i think i will not hav a peace in mind if i cant find my ah gong.
i love you ah gong please dont go missing agn.

a shooting star flew past at
10:36 PM

Thursday, November 23, 2006

MISSING

this is my ah gong.
went missing on 22 nov 2006
ard 9 -10 pm
last seen ard AMK ave 10 BLK 401 area
supposedly wearing a white singlet and a pair of bermudas
he might also be wearing a gold and silver watch.
IF anyone of you see him, PLEASE call me or sms me immediately!
thanks alot!

a shooting star flew past at
3:26 PM

Saturday, November 18, 2006

yupp! A levels is finally over! overall i feel that this year's papers are quite wierd. questions are weird with some tough questions along the way. some are doable but i'm quite unsure with my answers. shall pray hard that i will do fairly well. but shant have too much expectations if not i will be damn disappointed when the results are released. do bless me haha (:
but because too used to studying, now there's a sense of emptiness! but i WILL not touch my notes any more!! haha.
going for some interview soon.. hope i wont screw it up due to my "hearing prob" :Xit's not tt i really hav hearing prob but i think it is bcoz i am always in deep thots. tt's y i didn pay attention to the person talking to me. shall learn to be a better listener by being more attentive.
lots of activities are being cramped together... prom chalet work outings. hope my work will not clash too much if they decide to hire me from next week onwards.
i really need to excercise le! ytd we walked a long way to look for lau pasat. we got lost, smelled satay headed tt way and got lost agn haha. lucky we manage to find it in the end! was so tired after that long walk! after ice kachang, we continued talking and headed to the cbd buildings there to chat. the people there looked so depressed!! as if they hav lost lots of money from stocks yet we are laughing and chatting happily. :S headed home at 11 and reached home at abt 11.45pm. that would be the last time i wear the full sch uniform i guessed.
but thur was a scary day for me. early in the morning i received the news that my grandma almost fainted at home. i woke up and headed to her place immediately. she was so pale and cold. and when i saw her, i juz cried.. i tried to hide my tears hoping that she didn see it. i was so afraid and helpless at that moment, fear that something bad is gonna happen. but after sending her to doc and she took some rest, she was much better. only then i felt relieved. but still need to wait for the full body report. hope that everything is fine. i dont like my too emotional self. i dont want to be a helpless cry baby. i need to learn to be stronger...
on a happier note, today played uno with my cousins and siblings. it was a super long game!!! coz it is those that will shoot cards to players! but i managed to be the 2nd one to end the game! yeah! hav lots of fun! tmr will go to sentosa with my family. my mum havent been there for i think more than 5 years already haha.. she wanted to watch the musical fountain.. gonna to hav picnic there. hope that it will be a sunny day! but i shall bring sunblock so that i will not hav uneven tan for prom!can go to vivo city too! haven been there yet.
shall shop for prom soon!
end here!

a shooting star flew past at
11:58 PM

first love

our last kiss
tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell

tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

the paused time is
about to start moving
there's many things that I don't want to forget about

tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you

you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song

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dreamxstarx`
allrightsreserved

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me_______
peigin
03/06
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lurve______
peace, happiness, stars, nature, frens, family, dreams, fairytales...
believe in______
happily ever after, true love, wishing upon a star, you.