Tuesday, July 31, 2007
finally sort up my thots and feelings... is a good feeling i guess. juz let go of what is meant to be.
a shooting star flew past at
Thursday, July 26, 2007
hey! trying to blog again...
a shooting star flew past at
Sunday, July 22, 2007
stars
a shooting star flew past at
humans are silly creatures that learn lessons the hardest way. i am included too. is only when one loses something then they realise the importance. i learnt a lesson, quite hard i guess but is part of growing up. thou it was a little hard, i realise things were not that bad too. i lost smth and gained smth... for me i took things for granted, i was timid, i lack the faith, pessimistic, petty and wanted things my way. when i realised, it was a little late and saying sorry doesnt cure anymore. but is not the end of world (: coz is still not too late to learn from my mistakes. i wont let myself wait till i lose smth then realise their importance anymore. i know is easier said than done but to learn a hard lesson agn will never be a good feeling. so i will try my best (:
actually for something to work out, i realise it is really important to be optimistic about it and have faith and bravery... but it doesnt mean when u know smth is wrong u still be optimistic and do nothing. i said so coz i learnt tt once u are pessimistic and hav no faith, u will do and say irrational things to protect yourself which will in turns back fire. so in the end things will fail eventually thou it shdnt be tt case in the beginning. so yupp, whatever you do, just tell yourself be optimistic about it. it is really impt to believe in the things you are embarking on.
for those who felt lost losing smth, look on the brighter side. others might hav lost as much or even more than we do, but they still hav the courage to move on. is never the end of world. there's always things to look forward in life... dont ever be afraid.. scream, cry, sing, whatever that can ease the pain, juz do it. let urself feel better and look forward to tmr coz is a brand new day. let the pain remain in the past and smile for future (: rmb there's always someone who will non-stop loving you and care for you. so be STRONG and dont disappoint them (: sort up ur feelings and thots and move on...
having said so, i am a happier person now. i learn my lessons and move on. i am thankful for being who i am. optimism shall always stay (:
jiayou everyone. life is full of challenges, always look on the bright side and you will realise at the end you are the winner of the day(:
7:06 PM
juz to update, i am studying in nyp school of health science, physiotheraphy.
busy memorising name of muscles, struggling with physiology but coping well.
tests coming up soon :( busy busy busy! but i am gonna be fine!
yupp it has been raining. love the rain want to run in the rain play in the rain. anyone?
grey, moody weather. i shd stay happy. take care everyone. dont catch a cold.
will update agn soon i guess.
8:56 PM
the wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,
the stars reassure tired me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me
don’t be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep
though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get
Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever
My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug
though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walkthough my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get
Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever
Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever
8:34 PM