Friday, November 26, 2010
previously i was really insecure about my honours, in the end when i called home, i just cried. sorry mama, made you worry. but after speaking to my supervisor, i felt much better. at least she said i'm doing fine. Hope it will work out well and i will do well and make you proud!
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Thursday, November 11, 2010
It's the 2nd month here already. Still doing the same things. HONOURS HONOURS, grocery shopping, cooking, travelling and going for exercise classes. I love cooking, grocery shopping and exercise classes the best. Give me a break from the HONOURS. weather is getting colder here and sun starts to set at 4pm. making me very lazy :S
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i certainly need to let some feelings out. i always think that people shd practise what they preach. is somehow getting into me and i dont really feel easy. this is what happened many many years back and is like repeating itself again. that same incident that same kind of feelings. i wonder does the problem lie with me or what. i hate to say it but i wonder is it hypocritical? maybe i am skeptical but i really don't understand why. dont ask me why or what, because i dont know exactly what is going on and why these emotions and thoughts come to my mind.
peigin, take in a deep deep breath and let it off tonight.
5:37 AM
have been trying to catch up with some friends thru fb, emails, msn and skype. sometimes can be time consuming to repeat the same thing to everyone but this is what it takes to maintain a relationship.
the only thing i was a little disappointed that till now, you didn bother to even start a conversation and even when i took the initiative to strike a conversation, you didn even bother to ask how am i doing over here. what a friend you are. meaningless for me to feel guilty about being frank to you. i've tried to maintain this friendship. if i am finally forgotten, so be it if this is what you think is best for you.
8:54 AM