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today went for Singapore's yearly event--BIG WALK... but my mood wasnt very good thou'. This morning, i waited wat seemed like ages for bus 158 to take me to the national stadium, and dear is supposed to join me up on e bus when it reaches his place at aljunied. In e end I got into a cab, and the uncle was flabbergasted when he heard i wanted to go over to aljunied.. he said, "u wanna go aljunied? there jam like siao know?? i travelled there 3 times already since morning, ferrying pple to the BIG WALK. u sure u wan go?" errr..i was speechless, so i said "uncle, u just bring me over to aljunied, i wun ask u to drive me to the stadium..then u can go off and have ur breakfast."
So i got off at dear's place...and i called him, but i couldnt get him! i got annoyed when he did not pick up my calls.. we were already very late and there seems no way to go over to the stadium now..heard from the cabby uncle tat some buses were not in service today..(no wonder tat stupid 158 wouldnt come!!)
Finally reached dear, i bellowed into the receiver and he told me he was having his breakfast.. i was literally heated!! i couldnt contain my anger i went up to his place and stood at his door.. He came out, red eyes, sleepy face..tat made me boil even further.. I turned and stormed off downstairs without waiting for him. The atmosphere was tense..i felt like going home..but i didnt of cos...but my mood was ruined.. we got to the stadium, walked e WALK, talked, had breakfast at mcdonalds, went bugis for shopping, and then home to wash up and slept until evening... my mood's still not back on track, felt sooo sian... waiting for him to call me..i wan to apologise to him for my foul attitude this morning

becoming more active in here..haha, creating new posts every other day. today went shopping with esther @ far`east plaza. We bought the same pair of shoes. The shoes looked so fashionable, like those jappy slip-ins. But ALAS, granny told me they look hideous.. HAIZ...well, somehow think she couldnt very much accept the shiny~puffy look the pair were exhibiting.. oh dear, then i couldnt imagine her reaction if she will to see the polka~dotted skirt i bought too. I simply couldnt take my eyes off tat dressy article. It's just so so so ... hippy and i guess it has just started blooming at the fad-horizon. haha..it will take the fashion world by storm!! well, perhaps a tad too ridiculous.. but i really love the skirt!! can imagine the level of my obsession wif it if u realise i actually paid $49.90 for tat tattered piece of polka~dot cloth, haha
today i STEPPED ON A SNAIL!!!!!! i KILLED IT!!!I didnt do it on purpose!!! it was so dark!! i think it became juice wahahahahahhahahha.... D:

yo..today was a long long day :D but a happy one..woke up at abt 5am in the morning JUS TO GET TO SCHOOL BY 8AM.. arghh..but i was still late (as usual) hehe. we went to Paya Lebar Airbase for some National Edu~field trip and wao!! those aircrafts ARE magnificient! :DD
Yesterday nite dear was so down. I was actually quite upset when I heard that my bro and his gf quarelled.. (i actually 'eavesdropped' on her letter to him) and felt that the whole lot of guys out there are all worthless bums who manipulate gals' emotions.. Thus I was quite impatient and i shouted at dear, didnt know he was feeling down cos of his work, his family..and me. He took leave today jus to have a good good rest at home.. I asked if I could go over to his place, jus to be by his side when he sleeps, he was reluctant becos he needed REAL rest. He hoped I wun pressurise him by taking away this treat from him.. I was disappointed of cos but I knew i had to be understanding. So told him tat he can stay in his cave for a period of time until he wans to come out again.I dunno how long but I am willing to do it for him (In the book "Men are from mars, women are from venus", i've learnt that guys they need their own personal space~their so-called caves).
I msged him "Dear sleep tight hor.. know u badly need a break so rest well tomolo.. thanks for telling me how u feel. I will take care so u wun have to worry. hee. dear i wan to be always beside u supporting and not pressurising u. dun think so much, jus enjoy ur bed. i appreciate u really dear.. =) no need reply"
haha..and he did reply me saying "thanks dear..sleep tight tonight too. Sweet dreams".. haha and was so happy... I dun wish that he will be pressurised by me..even thou the whole world may condemn him, i wan to stand by him always..
and today, he send me a msg that sent me flying up to the skies... He asked me to go over to his place and his mum has cooked bee hoon for dinner, hehe...(i expected a much longer period for him to hibernate in his cave) i was elated..u should see my face, haha...i couldnt stop beaming ear to ear, keke...
esther was shocked and thot wat had happened to me..but tat really made my day..
i went over, gave him a good massage and off he went to dreamland.. me too :-) he slept and I DIDNT DISTURB him, he was so glad and I was glad too, keke... i knew he appreciated it :D
Sorry for the long-windedness but im just so happy, heee

downloaded 阿桑's 叶子.. a very very nice song..got me feeling all emotional over.. went KTV with dear, dajie, xiuqi + her colleague yesterday. We had a fun time together.. dear never forgets his sweater..for me :) love him to bits.. last month we had alot of ironing out to do with each other..but it was good..cos we found out that we had too much misunderstandings abt each other. We both promised to always be assured of our love and best intentions for each other. It helped, it really did..becos when we, in our own individual spaces, start to feel insecure, this mutual promise we held on with each other certainly made us feel so secured and loved again.. who says feelings will fade over time? Love is a committment, a choice, an effort put in...for the best of the other person who has a place in my heart. after more than 2 years with dear, i am certain i love him more..more as days go by.. nothing can express my affection for him..

hmmm, just watched Van Helsing...thot it was very nice..fantasy kind of show. dear said the plot's really too far-fetched but well, i enjoyed it..haha... GOT GREAT NEWS, i've won myself 2 free movie tickets from great eastern life, cos i was one of the first 150 respondants who did their online survey, hehe... gonna be another movie treat coming up!:) wanna watch 50 first Dates..heard fom my brother it was a nice and romantic comedy.. **wink!! dear lost his hp today, ..left it at the army market but thank God he found it back.. he gave 10 bucks to this old uncle who returned him the phone..he said must buy 4D liao.. 0992...and we took a cab today, the uncle told us to buy the receipt number..aiyah cannot remember liao, dear say we share & buy, haha

got to this free blogskins webby and browsed thru some templates to use, haha...came across this angel kiddo~style skin, looks cute and so decided to d/l it.. today stayed at home the whole day, watched tv, sleep.. to experience how a full-time slacker feels like. i have not editd the blog's links and stuff, cos im kinda clueless abt how it's done..so hmmm, just treat this place as a source of breather to vent all my thots and feelings. sometimes u jus have to speak to someone ya.. whether or not tat someone responds, its doesnt matter

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