Saturday, May 31, 2008

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Love is strolling on the streets aimlessly together in the middle of the night and still feeling very blissful.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

CHECK OUT my new hair colour!!
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~wheeeee.......!!!

bleached, highlighted and dyed a colour i was never allowed to!!!
DARN HIGH!

darlin, it'll be ur turn soon, muahahahhahaaa.....!!!!

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

one of my many stuff from online shopping :)

colour contact lenses
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(i still prefer my usual FreshLook lenses cos the colour is much more intense than these)

On a side note, no more lash extensions for the time being! I'm letting my poor lashes rest.
;) so hurry up and grow!!!

A slip dress from Papergirlsshop.
(*i have weakness for leopard prints! muahaha!)
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i was surprised the quality is very good!
layer it under a tunic as a petticoat or simply wear it on its own/+ a belt :)

more loot gotten from Zen's spree blog, hehe.. update soooon!

Monday, May 26, 2008

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i accompanied my granny to the clinic last wednesday when i chanced upon an article.
An article that gave me answers that i was looking for.
Answers that addressed the very questions in my mind.


Something about me that nobody ever knew was--> All along, i aspire to be a wild girl. HahAa..
*Jaws dropped and you laugh in disbelief*
but it's true.

bf is the only one who knows my secret but he never understood why i 一心一意 want to be a wild ger. I cannot fathom it myself too.
i tried my best to look like one, but i think i failed miserably... i tried to do the bad stuff but i cant bring myself to...

Not until i read what im going to share with you now....
that i finally understood why i felt that way, and this 'so-called' aspiration of mine, wasnt actually to be someone wild or evil...
but to be true to my heart

i had the urge and that's why i tore that page out from the 2006 dated 'HerWorld' magazine.


The MAKEOVER of the GOOD GIRLS
Do you have the Good Girl Syndrome?

"the good girl always puts others first while the bad girl thinks of herself. The good girl is chained to others' approval; the bad girl does what she wants. The good girl is 'pure'; the bad girl is wild and erotic."


well, no prizes for guessing who gets more outta life.
Familiar? hands up if u are the goody-2-shoes

Saying yes to the little devil that sits on ur shoulder to be selfish sometimes acts as a safety valve.
cos it stops you from exploding when pressure builds up. What pressure?
u ask.
Pressure from the stress, tension and resentment from being nice and trying to please everyone.
It can drive u nuts.


I'm not saying there's anything wrong with pleasing people, but there is a difference between being a nice chap who occasionally tries to make others happy, and being chronically addicted to gaining the approval of others.


i look at myself.
i actually felt ashamed and damn lousy. And guess what? im feeing lousy for feeling lousy.
I'm blaming myself that all along, i was trying to live up to the expectations of others, to the extent that i didnt listen to my heart.
I want to make a decision to change my life. I'm not sure if i could, but i'm sure for once, it is time.

It is time not to worry if everyone likes me 24/7.
It is time not to be always abiding and obliging (to the extent of making myself feel uncomfortable or lousy with myself)
It is time to move my arse from the backseat to where i take charge of the steering wheel of my life.
It is time that my confidence no longer solely comes from the approval and acceptance of others.
It is time to make clear my views, be firm in my stand and learn to say 'No'.


the only backlash that i'm concerned about resulting is,
i end up becoming too full of myself.



i pray to God that humility never leaves me.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

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Thursday, May 22, 2008

Have you already done your part for the cyclone and quake victims?

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

IQ Test Score


i seriously wonder....
if everyone out there gets exactly the same score.
Hmm... maybe is some kinda gimmick by the site

p.s. u all try allady tell me okie :)

Monday, May 19, 2008

Just a short post before i turn in :)


Last saturday was aunt's family moving house day, hehe...

It's not everyday i get to help out with people moving their houses, so me and my brother both jumped at the opportunity to do so, keke...

In fact, it was much more relaxing than we expected, plus it was truckloads of fun! heee...

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a fine fine day for moving house :)

Bye Regentville for auntie and family!
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and hello new house!!!! :D
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Granny says the first thing to do before anyone steps into the new house was to roll the oranges in. It is said to signify 'Prosperity', i think -_-
So, armed with a whole bag of sunkist oranges, this 'sacred mission' was to be done by the ONLY matured adult present--> my auntie. haha! (cos the rest of us even thou adults allady but still 长不大 one... u will know what i mean later)
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gong xi fa cai, gong xi fa cai!!!
LOL

The new house was BIG and SPACIOUS!!!!!!
cos maybe the furniture not yet moved in, haha... but still, it was so much bigger than their previous house :)

The 5 ah-neh workers worked very hard to wrap the furniture, move it over here and unwrapped it. But they did all in a jiffy! super efficient!! so efficient until i also never take any photos of them and they were gone.
heh....

as i was saying, we all were playing more than helping out!
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my cousins and brother were posing at the new mattress that was against the wall -_-
super boliao...

lionel, kaya's very loving bf, also came and joined in the fun helped out.
The 2 of them beryyyy the cute, haha
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cousin kaya and me :)

while we were unpacking the stuff, my cousin found an old toy gun. It looks exactly like a real one and it makes a super loud 'BANG' when the trigger is pulled!
Have u seen anyone trying to shoot while covering her ears? -_-
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i think my auntie almost went crazy with us messing up more than helping out, haha!!
but she was generous to treat us to a FrenchFries Party after that! keke
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tats all!
for more, go kaya's blog to read, heh....

:p Nites peeps!
enjoy ur loooooong weekend!

Friday, May 16, 2008

Had a pleasant surprise when i went over to his place in the afternoon.
Asked me to on his laptop and this was what i saw....

He spent the whole night making this video specially for me! I'm sooo touched, muahahaha...

Thanks baby for being uber sweet!
u' d❤ best!!!
8)

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

my friends are all waiting for me to update -_-
haha....


wanted to finish uploading all the photos before i blog, but perhaps i should just do a short entry on the 1st day of my trip and finish off the rest tomorrow or what :)

you wouldnt believe how last minute our planning of the trip was.
Morning, book the resort and ferry,
Before Noon, set off.

i cant believe it!

Initially, we were planning to go Pulai Desaru. Our wish was for a short getaway to some tranquil beach. Felt that it was time for some bonding and spending quiet moments alone, just the 2 of us.
The plan was busted cos the tour agency couldnt help book any hotels since they needed a period of 2-4 working days. Jayen decided that he would book the hotels direct online.
And poor him spent the entire night.

The only place that could give us instant confirmation was Batam. Change of destination, but all was good. Cos it doesnt really matter where we go, as long as we have each other by our side, haha!

He called me in the morning around 8am, confirmed all booking details, packed and we set off at 1145am.
And of cos, my mom was nagging, but she relented in the end too, heee

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At Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal =)
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the ferry ride took only 35 minutes to reach the island.
There were not many people at the terminal since it was a sunday (totally OFF PEAK), haha.. and the van which ferried us back to the resort only had the 2 of us in it, keke......

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The lobby
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The staff were really friendly..and very free, haha..

Next, the driver drove us to our room (in fact is a hut, haha!)
i still prefer to call it a cottage!
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ours is very very near to the beach :)
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Ohhhhhh..... how i love those queen-sized beds, haha!! Like the Banyan tree kind one!!! (i mean the mosquito net gives the room a princessy feel!)
And with red rose petals would those beds be really perfect!!! haha

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the balcony!
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WE LIKE WE LIKE WE LIKE!!!!!!

the view from our balcony!
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dropped our bags and went out to explore the vicinity.
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Rows of cottages =)
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The beach!
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=)

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Although it is nothing compared to Bintan beach, it is still beautiful =)
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They even had a small play-area -_- with see-saw and swings
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Nothing much for recreation cos the resort was under renovation. The sauna, swimming pool, restaurants, bars, even the lobby were all under construction. Abit sad though, haha
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The new swimming pool and rooms erected at the other side of the resort.

So we walked all the way from one end to the other end of the beach, hoping to find some nice place.
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The waters is quite clear at this end of the beach.

And there was a very very long concrete bridge leading to the other end...
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..where there were soooo many monkeys!!
jayen calls this place the 花果山 水帘洞 -_-
he really thinks got the monkey god here


Construction again?!!! :(
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No entry to Nongsa Village too.

we went to the Island Bar but there was nobody.
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the whole place is old and deserted!! haha.. it's like in those shows where the people were already wiped out by some kind of virus...
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nevertheless,
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We only took less than 2 hours to finish exploring the whole resort, ahaa...
sat at their recreation area for a game of pool and some snacks.
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i couldnt play but baby taught me how to.. sometimes, he just amazes me. he seems to know how to do almost everything, haha

Next was dinner time at the resort's ONE and ONLY restaurant.
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The food is very tasty though! Jayen ordered a beef hot-plate with rice, and me, an Ayam Penyet meal!!!!
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when i think of ayam penyet, i always think of darlin Shikin =)
hehe... and whenever i misssss her, i would want to eat ayam penyet, haha!!

we went to the Island bar when it was dark with our own bottle of red wine. The bar was actually open at night, heee.. and the bartender was nice enough to lend us the wine opener together with 2 wine glasses. We ordered a margarita from him :)
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=)

more updates soooooon!
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me's back for the second day of the trip ;)

The breakfast that was included in the hotel package started at 7am and lasted till 10am.
By the time we woke up and got ready, it was 930am already.

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*teeheehee...

When we got to the restaurant, there were only cereal and toast left for us.
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it was rather sad, but i guessed we came down too late :( so all the yummier food was wiped out.

the waiters were very nice to come and ask if we would like some eggs cos they saw how poor thing we were, hehe..
we asked for 2 omelette with bacon and they fried it for us!!!
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it was piping hot and tasty!
i tell u, we were so damned touched, haha =)

*SLURP!

went down to the beach after breakkie and were surprised to see how different it looked from last evening. haha
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Jayen was so happy to see all the rocks...
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but i
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..never knew how to appreciate them.

but we especially liked this HUGE one over here. we named it the 金枕头!
Look! It's bigger than me!
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Dry land!
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baby loves climbing over rocks which i dont understand why too. I guess guys all like to climb rocks and mountains?
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We spotted a flowery crab among the rocks!!
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The water is so much clearer here!
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Time for a swim!! :D

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we realised there was tar in the water :( and it wasnt as clean as Bintan's, so we proceeded to the swimming pool instead. I guess chlorinated water is definitely much safer than tar-layered seawater.

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we were sooooo elated to see a poolside bar (just like the one at Bintan Lagoon!)
This time round, there was no 养命酒 haha
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i decided to help pour out the ice-cold beer =)
but when i heard jayen exclaiming from the other side of the pool, saying, "Baby!!! You know how to pour one or not.....??"

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not like tat one meh?


*the bubbles after awhile will disappear one lar...


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Our lunch IN the pool, haha!
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There was no other people in the pool and it was quite embarrassing to be in full view of 3 VERY FREE bartenders and waiters, so we took our drinks and food over to the baby pool to eat instead, heh...

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Took some photos. i love those attap roofs!
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WOW. His backstroke is damn POWER!

Jesus can walk on water, but jayen can sleep on it??!! haha!

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-_-
CHEY!

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This time round, we were not sunburnt cos we didnt stay very long in the sun. i very scared allady. i waited so long for the tan lines to go away :(
This time round, must swathe on ALOT of sunblock lotion.

we went back to our hut after that to wash up. There was nothing to do, so we both took a nap.
We were awakened by loud screeching of.....
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MONKEYS!!!!!
the huge 老佛爷 monkey is sitting AT OUR BALCONY!!!!!

i got a shock of my life when i peered out from the glass sliding door to see 20-30 monkeys prowling around at the grass below!!
They were here to steal food!!! Luckily the glass door was locked while we napped. i couldnt imagine waking up to see a monkey sharing the same bed as me!!!

They were very smart indeed! The 老佛爷 was peeking from OUR balcony to check if our 'neighbour' has his door opened or not! and there were smaller monkeys hiding at the side of our balcony, waiting for their 'leader's signals'.

Jayen called me to inform the security just in case anyone got hurt.
cos hor, The Batam-monkeys not like our Singapore-monkeys so obedient one.................hur hur hur...

It is better not to feed them or else they will definitely come back for more.
Mother and child. so cute!!!!!
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but sorry, no sympathy points for that!

When we saw that the 'coast was clear', we sat down at the chairs. This monkey came to the grass patch right below us and sat down too.
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he was looking right as us and so we started snapping with our cameras.

AND guess what? There was another monkey which was trying to sneak in from the side into our room while we were distracted by him! OMG!!!
These monkeys were DAMN SNEAKY lor!!!!

Jayen took an umbrella outside to scare them away, one of the monkeys even whistled to signal the rest to run! i never knew monkeys were THAT smart!
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soon, the security guard came and chased all the monkeys away
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running back to their 花果山...

The sun soon set and all was dark again
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we had a stroll along the beach and then went for dinner..

Asam Fish!!! :D *SLURPPPP!!!!
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we could actually take their transport to explore other resorts around the island and even to their town, but the transportation fees were sky-high.. so we rather relax at our own resort.
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played a game of Monopoly and pool, had some drinks before turning in for the night.
=)

3rd Day (our last)
Baby woke up super early. In fact, i think he didnt sleep a wink after a nightmare in the middle of the night.
So we went down for an early breakfast at 7am, haha!!!

ALL THE FOOD WAS THERE! MUAHAHHAHAAA......
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*slurp slurp slurp slurp slurp slurp slurp slurp slurp slurp slurp slurp slurp slurp slurp!!!!

YUMMY!
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went to the beach again and we spotted something tiny crawling on the sand.
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It is damn cute la! but we dont know what creature it was. looks like a fish but can run very fast on land, haha!

Jayen used some sand to cover it up and then said he's going to build a fortress around it -_-
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His VERY the BIG fortress -_-|||

the creature soon found its way out and ran off!
hahaha

Baby then wrote something on the sand
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His masterpiece!!!
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muahahahhaaa......
thanks baby!

he suggested that we both close our eyes and make a wish infront of the 金枕头 rock, haha
it's silly, but it's very romantic! haha
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❤ He wished that our love would be as strong as the rock :)

❤ I wished that our love would be as beautiful as the rock.

and his immediate response was, "the rock very beautiful mehhhhh???"

TSK!


i think it's very beautiful cannot meh.
especially when it reflects the sunlight, the whole rock looks golden!
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when the morning sun shines....
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awesome! :)

soon, we went back to watch TV and then it started to rain!
After the light shower,
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a water spout!!!!
WOW!
i've never seen something like that! It's special! :D

we checked out very late at around 2pm and went for lunch.
His chicken chop and my carbonara spaghetti.
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=)
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~TheEnd!~ haha