okay, i screwed things up :(
my mom was fairly excited about going on a trip to HongKong this December with my daddy and they actually asked me along.
it has been such a long...longgg.... time since we last went overseas as a family. Since young, my parents have been bringing my brother and I overseas every school holidays.. the last trip was to Japan when i was still in Secondary 2!
after that, when my brother and i started working and all, my parents would just go on their own..
Now, my brother is married and not staying with us anymore, i was thinking i wont be able to go on a holiday with my family anymore..
So now, this a rare chance and i'm very excited about it :)
anyway, grandma wont be able to walk long distances so she cant join us.. but we were worried to leave her alone at home as she's already so old. But granny assured us that she'll go find aunt and stay with her or something for the few days, so we could just go without worry.
so everything was sorta verbally settled :)
and then this morning, my mom came and asked if 3 adults can stay in one hotel room.. i wasnt very sure and then mom said she'll maybe ask someone (whom i'm totally NOT fond of) to come along and i share a room with her
:(
No.
was my answer.
and my mom flared up! she immediately announced that the trip is cancelled.
:(
what... i thought it'll just be a trip together with my parents.. i didnt want someone else.. like.. especially THAT 'else' :(
anyway, my mom said she was very disappointed IN ME la.. so i explained i wanted to go because it has been very long since we went overseas together as a family, but why do i have to stay with 'else'...
then my mom just said the whole thing is called off and
blah blah blah...
sigh.
after that, mom went to ahma house and my grandma came and asked me why she was so angry. So i related the whole thing to her. haiz..
i know i'm biased against 'else' but i just know a holiday trip with 'her' is sucky! Been there done that, and it really irritates me. And now, i have to stay in one room with her for 5 days. NO!
and 'else' always makes mean remarks like my mom! Imagine 2 of them commenting and criticizing what i wear/do/buy at the trip!??
But my mom is my mother so i suck thumb.
But i really cannot stand 'else'. She even said mean things to my mom and i cant understand why my mom still accepts and believes it! Then she can tell me, "Ohh, it's bad cos it is the truth!! " -___-! If i were there to hear her say, i sure scold her to defend my mom one..
anyway, grandma said 'else' was my mom's favourite, so i've 犯下天大的罪 to even badmouth her.
hmmmmmm :( okay lor.
and i know my mom's character one.. once she say call off, even if i told her i'm sorry and willing to stay with 'else' afterall, she will still say it's cancelled and everybody stays at home and make me feel guilty for the rest of my life.
sighhhhhh
:(