during cny 08 if im not wrong
holga fujipro160s (first roll :)

im bloody tired. i know its the hols and so what?! yes i should be resting and stuff but everything is just rather disturbing. the thought that everything is just a cycle meaning that i'll get back to the hectic life is just too provocating to me. im just wasting my time every single day and its not the hols that im blaming. im always wasting time even during school. if you wanna blame mood, then guess what, i've got the calm tunes of King Of Convinience playing to influence me but nothing happens still. (im not even bothered to listen to the lyrics). i feel like running away (i know i kindda say this before) and make myself disappear. whether people look for me or not, i dont really care. all that matter is that whether they are sincere.

okay its not about social life here. alright alright. im just lazy i suppose. but im not gonna let time pass away just like that for hours (prove is that i havent been sleeping all day long and also havent been day dreaming all this while). but what the heck anyway. i've still got my "teenage angst" in its mid level. not even activated fully before heh. meaning its ready to burst when anybody dares to do something unforgiving. im overall still a nice person tho (:

i gotta lots to think about, including the topic "is everything worth it/important". yes this is serious.gd luck on me thinking bout this one without the influence of satan or what/whoever.

by pehan

Okayy where should i start? Oh yes... Anep told me that my post are (too) short most of the time. Oh well it all depends on that im having in mind vs what im willing to share or type down. In anyway, it will all still be followed by my mood and energy level at the end of the day.

Where was i? Ah math. It was.... a flung and flunged. Section a :abt 25% was guessed. sect b, 50% anyhow 50% blank. c, none. It was really demoralising and also not forgeting the fact that i did study, did made some sacrifices and really did asked my friends regarding stuffs that i dont know.
Now, im thinking, if i were to repeat only math for the whole of next term, i'ld be working part time plus giving no excuses not to finish off on getting my license. If not, i'ld still be a full time student and only studying. Wishes for the latter. Just have to leave it to god and hopefully that the other percentages can really save me. Alright maybe not just math but also Computer Hardware System Operations, the module that i certainly would NOT like to repeat! God please show me the right way, the right things to do at the right time let me be guided closely by you. Amin.

On a brighter note, (notice the -er, it would just be bright without the -er if i had no need to worry) the hols are here for me!~ I gotta lots of things planned as usuallllllllll.. Aside from the gigs and the usual routine from day to night, im thinking of

.giving TSTV's myspace a facelift
.improvisation on the current songs
.compose something with Fau and Lam on thier side proj
.make vid perhaps
.sewing somethings

.record some audio
.watch lotsa episode from http://www.surfthechannel.com/

.watch the movies that i have right now

.slideshow of all the pic on my lappy

.revive my holga. my lovely love at first sight holga LOL not

.financial and time planning

.play around with html and java codes perhaps? nyahaha

.jack rovers fc blog tweaking
.keep my room at the tidiest state ever for the longest period of time

.clean up guitar

okay i gotta lots to say on the things that i dont like and some things like that but i dont think it will be in the right context here. shall save that for some other post (yeah should be free during the night) haha. shall leave with the potential lyric of the latest song. hah. p.s. IM COLLECTING THE TIX TIS SAT. YOU WANNA DO TELL ME BY FRI LATEST. THANKS LOVELIES!

its funny how some people looked like some of my aunt or neighbour or even my grandparents! not gonna tell who unless you are that person! haha!

gotta gig details here contact me for presale tix which would be going for 10 bucks. if too late then too bad la hor at door 12 bucks. 7th or 14th march. hopefully its a really successfull and smooth event. *amin*

fashion based editing try 1 by ~sahlansahlan on deviantART

huda and i were laughing our ass out when i showed her this. i was thinking "HAHAAHA muke step pretty boy!" and she was thinking "HAHAHAHA so mmg ah purpose kau nk perasan model?"
and later on in the convo i know something tat i didnt think of earlier.

who is whdh. says: idk why.but that dp.reminds me of..
who is whdh. says:superman

errr... HAHAHAHAAHHA WTF. but i get her point. lol

its like.... sharp cutting but sleeve TOO short.
thinking of the next time that im gonna wear it.

im still deciding on what should i do with my MySpace , how many post should i show as default for blogger, and also how to make myself damm hardworking without straining my eyes!

i dont know what to post on actually. call me slow or whatever shit but i've just found this vid on youtube. what makes it interesting to me was the fact that they use this idea on a music video. hehhhh. bye