There's so much to say
Yet nothing at all
I'll never forget
That look in your eyes
You wanted to hurt me
Were supposed to protect me
I was so young, innocent
You stole that from me
Before I could throw it away
I never got the chance
To know a man as a father
You were clouded with perversion
Sickened and weak, weakening me
Beating me unmercilessly gave you power
You could never have in life
I'll never forget
That look in your eyes
I wonder now if you hated me
Did you hate me from birth?
Did you ever catch a glimpse
Of the madness in your eyes
Did you even know
How much of me you killed
When you brought me to life?
Now I know all about you
You're incapable of love
You are the coldness inside of me
The part of me that doesn't care
The part of me that I must fear
Memories fade slowly,
but my scars remain
To remind me that I survived the pain.
Inspired by Green Carnation - The Boy In The Attic
A blessing from below,
born a sweet child like foretold
Could it the boy that
I used to be
Oh, father please forgive me
if I`ve done you wrong
For how long
will you let me suffer all alone
Father! Please!
A father`s touch,
a beating one too much
Hiding in the closet
waiting for him to sleep
What others saw of me,
was what dad wanted them to see
Father! Please!
I want to taste the free,
like nothing ever used to be
I want to taste what is mine
Am I evil, could it be,
that I am the one they fear
Look at me,
I am the sweetest one you`ll ever see
I made it through the old
into a brand new life
No more hiding in the closet,
waiting for him to sleep
Into the shadows of old
Strange memories of time gone
I was never rightfully yours
Storys like mine,
that were never told
Out of the window feeling free
That is how I killed me...
Sunday, June 18, 2006
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