always.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

ADORATION <3

no complains:}

just keep moving
just keep moving
hahaahah

sometimes i amaze myself at how different i look at things now,
than from the past.

where would i be if not for this love.
what would i be like if not for this chance.
who would i be around,
what would i be doing.
i dont even want to imagine.

BUT GOD,
saved the day.

sometimes when things dont go my way,
when its hard,
and i feel the pressure of giving up,
i ask myself : WWJD?

sometimes when people press you down,
and it sucks,
and i cant help but have on a frown,
i ask myself : WWJD?

so, next time,
youre feeling lousy and youre at a lost,
ask yourself What Would Jesus Do?

and when you do that,
youre on your way to becoming a son/daughter of the Almighty.

so anyway,
i just wanna say again how much love im feeling,
like that picture above,
my Daddy lifts me up and He never ever lets me go.

i love my DaddyGod :}

one word that flowed through my mind while i was spending time with Him,
is 'ADORATION'.
so i went to look up dictionary.com:
1)the act of paying honor, as to a divine being; worship.
2)fervent and devoted love.

and yes, its You i adore.

xoxo,R

thanks fels <3

p.s: south africa!

xoxo,R

Monday, September 29, 2008

missing

took an afternoon nap today.
and i woke up and felt that something was missing.
and zomg,
i realised how long i havent been dancing.
and i really miss it.

i really want to get back to it,
but i dont know why i keep procastinating about taking classes.
maybe its cause im so caught up with other things.

i wonder whatever happened to my passion.
really.
like what happened?

i stand in front of the mirror,
and its like i can see the movements in my head,
but when i move,
it just isnt the same anymore.
its like i cant express myself through dancing anymore.
whats happening?

ever since that day,
ive never really danced the same again.
i dont know how it has anything to do with that,
maybe its cause it reminds me of that night.

i dont know.

but im going back.
im going to try again.
lets see if i get my groove back,
like cherie said : 'maybe we've lost our groove'

anyway on a brighter note....

i think...

hah!

xoxo,R

night out.

night out with <3

xoxo,R

LE EN <3

i cut le en's hair today.
and made her wear a pretty headband,
and hoop earrings, and a pretty flowy skirt.

sense of achievement hahaahahaha

<3 YOUUUUUUUUU babe.

xoxo,R

Saturday, September 27, 2008

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY BESTIE

BEFORE THE DAY IS OVER!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JYINGS <3

[glad you loved the surprise]

xoxo,R

AWESOME!

its 4.36am now!
and we just reached jyings' house.
twinkys' in the shower and im in here with ame, jyings and weiqian.
the guys just left,
justine, henry, avier, shawn and brian.

today was awesome awesome awesome!

talk about it later on again!!!

i neeeeed to sleep now :{
so tired
hahaahaah

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY BFFs JYINGS :}:}:}

xoxo,R

Friday, September 26, 2008

events events events

HEY YALL.
its the first day of CHILDRENS' WONDERLAND today @ chc!
i cant wait to see all the kids:}
and its all happening at 3pm @ jurongwest CHC!

and -drum rolls-
its THE EDGE : SPECTACULAR event @ 6.30 pm today!
yes! what we've been looking forward tooooooo.
its gonna be AWESOME!

exciting day today.

also up is UNDERCOVER MISSION!
-start up the smoke system-
[insert james bond 007 music here]

Commit your way to the LORD;
trust in him and he will do this
psalm 37:5

anyway some updates :
spent monday with cecelia, irwin, maddy and jyings.
met up with jeslyn trena and fels in the evening.
celebrated MADDYS AND TRENAS' BIRTHDAY [seperately]
went over to trenas' house with bff jyings.
we watched this hongkong drama hahaha.
and oh! we played sparkles!! :}
[pictures will be up soon]

and tuesday, caught up with bffs lissy after school.
had a great talk and all.
went over to meet lovely le en after that.

wednesday came really fast!
met up with amelia <3 for shopppping trip
met up with johntay and ryan too.
went for PM at river walk.
dinner with ame,jyings,twinky,just,brian,ken,fels and cece.
had a great trip home with kenneth felicia and brian.
caught up alot.

thursday;
supposedly meet le en and abigail,
but got called off.
so went to meet amelia<3 at PS.
while waiting for her to reach,
i got a text 'babe! sales at cotton on!'
from jyings hahaah
so i gave her a call.
and zomg weiqian and herself were at PS too.
went over to meet them.
and ended up shopping.
anyway, went off with amelia to meet justine and johntay after.
justine got this mega cool batman tee from DC.
had phoneconference there at suntec rooftop garden lol

and its friday today!
serving in childrens' church;
going for THE EDGE : SPECTACULAR
and undercover mission!

right now talking to bjorn irwin and henry.
and im planning.
and zomg so many things to do.
so i gotta go.

hats off to bjorn.
congrats to your As in english and bio! :}
knew you could do it!

but before that
heres some loveeeeeee
<<<<<<<<<3333333333

xoxo,R

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

nothing to say.
speechless.

so disappointed.
so broken.

i just want to get lost in his presence.
i just want to stay away from this place;
stay away from the noise.

xoxo,R

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

AMELIA !

IM MEGA HAPPY :}:}:}

SHOPPPING TRIP WITH MY LOVELY AMELIA ON WEDS!
[so cant wait!]

and she's soooo cute :

reckless faith says:
hahahokay excited
reckless faith says:
shucks
reckless faith says:
can u dont make me excited while im in sch?
reckless faith says:
HAHAHAHHAHA
reckless faith says:
cos i cant wait
reckless faith says:
i've worms in my squirms!

<3 so cuteeeeeeeee.
worms in my squirms. hahah

talking to her really makes me happy.
i miss her tons;
even though i saw her 2 days ago.
:{

love you muchos ame <3

xoxo,R

Monday, September 22, 2008

still there. always there.

cause i dont want to disappoint anyone again.

its okay.
i'll find a way.
somehow.
someday.

[insert all that im feeeeeling here]

;
forget it.

happy blessed birthday maddy <3
happy blessed birthday trena <3

today is a great day.
and i thank you lord, for making my day whole.

;the joy of the lord is my strength.

------------------------------------------------
'these are times when you are so broken,
so tired that you can lean on God wholeheartedly,
to be so dependent on him.
rest my dear,
rest yourself.'

thank you, jyings.

rachel, dont stop, dont stop.
keeep on keeping on.
;
so i come into your presence,
with worship in my heart,
and i'll sing to you a love song,
we'll never be apart;
my hero.

and the words strung into a sentence in my heart :
'the will of God will never take you to,
where the grace of God will not protect you'

<3 amidst the hurt.

xoxo,r

Sunday, September 21, 2008

eventful!

hahaha
mega funny
discussing with bjorn,
about how you can never get drunk on jolly shandy.
cause i commented on his personal nick :
'lets get drunk tonight! lets drink jolly shandy'
it went like this:
[BJORN] I declare you as An Enemy Of The People says:
yes you can!!!
[BJORN] I declare you as An Enemy Of The People says:
drink 10 cans to reach one can of tigers;
[BJORN] I declare you as An Enemy Of The People says:
so to get drunk
[BJORN] I declare you as An Enemy Of The People says:
drink 100 lah! hahaha
xoxo,rachel ; so you think you can dance? says:
whaaaaat are you crazy?! 100.
xoxo,rachel ; so you think you can dance? says:
haha by then you'll die of bloatedness to even get drunk LAH.

anyway, today is twinkles' birthday!
WOOOO
HAPPY BLESSED 16TH BIRTHDAY LOVELY :}
we had a great day out today,
with the E472 people.
le en and i had a hard time stalling her,
while the others were getting ready for the surprise.
all in all,
it was much fun :}
will post up the 1001 pictures we took soon.

for now, im going to fender.
i was suppose to go over to jyings'
but i was missing fender so much...
so i came home instead:}

ending this post off with:
HAPPY BELATED 16TH BIRTHDAY TO VALERIE :}
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO TWINKLE <3
and
WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE CAROL <3!
WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE JUSTINE!
WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE CALVIN!

cant wait to hear all the exciting stories.

xoxo,R

must learn to let things go.
no matter how much people shove it up your face,
i must learn to patiently take a step back and walk away.

whoa.
mega.. ugh.
stop pushing me up to the wall.
yes im feeling the urge to fight back,
but i wont.
ive got it handled.

DaddddddddddddyGod i dont want to feel this way.
:{

xoxo,R

all the assurance i need is in Him.
and even though people will keep putting me down,
keep telling me i'll never do it, i'll never make it.
i know and i know i will.
because my God says so.

i will make it.
i can make it.
so long as i put Him first.

xoxo,R

Saturday, September 20, 2008

temperatures' risin'

is it just me,
or is it incredibly HOT these days!

according to channelnewsasia.com,
SINGAPORE (Today)

26 - 33 °C
Partly cloudy, showers over few areas in the early afternoon.

NONSENSE!
how come its 1.30pm now,
and its not cloudy,
let alone having showers,
no, not even a drizzle.

its so hot!
[im not even saying its warm]
AND HOLD ON,
saying its hot is an understatement!
and its not even summer!
its autumn and its suppose to be breezy.
whatever happened!

global warming i tell you.
gahhhhhhh

theres nothing much we can do,
except to chill indoors,
eat ice,
and shower like 1001 times in icy cold water.
but before i go off to service,
ive got an awesome remedy for all you HOT SOULS out there.

think.. coool.... thoughts!
yes!
if youre cool inside,
you'll be feeling cool outside too!

so think:

YES,
think cooool thoughts.
im talking ice popsicles,
snow, even antartica if you have to.
:}
dontcha feel cool already.
hahaha

enough;
off to service!

xoxo,R

<3 m

omgosh.
is that anxiety im feeling?

school is starting again this coming week.
and the new terms' beginning.
ive got my music exam on tuesday,
and i have not mastered a thing.
i think thats fear im feeling. zomg.
i need help.
anyone knows music theory?
please dial:
1800-i-am-willing-to-help-rachel-pass-her-music-theory-exam
OR
1800-i-am-willing-to-help-rachel-get-distinction-for-her-music-theory-exam
OR
you can simply send an offer in to:
rachel.will.do.awesome@musictheoryexams.com
thank you very much.

nonsense aside,
i really need help.

-----------------------------------
m,
i really am going to miss you.
-----------------------------------
had a great time with cherie today.
we went shopping, dining, talking, fish feeding, and all.

by the pond.

and then i went off to meet ame <3
it was realllly fun.
and she found out about my sercret admiration for her;
hahaahaha
im her secret admirer.
shall not go into details the whacky ideas that she thought of.

anyway, i'll update more like when i get enough sleep.
be back soooooooooon
LOVE YOU GUYS!
<3<3<3

xoxo,R

Friday, September 19, 2008

ohlah!

good day mates!

i am having the sniffles :{
but oh well!

its friday,
the working-week has finally come to an end.
which also means..
my holidays are over!
2 weeks shure came and went by fast;
too fast maybe.

i'll be going off in abit to meet up with cherie.

so i was just thinking about the funky times we had,
yknow when i was still in tanglin.
gahh suddenly feeling post-graduation-emo.
rofl, i think i shall stop ranting,
so on with the pictures!
p.s: dont ask me whats up with the borders;
they just happen to be part of my web cam.

-WHACKY TIME AT CG YESTERDAY.
have you checked out our cg dance.
[just kidding]
yesterdays' fellowship was one of the funkiest, ever.
hahahahahahh

xoxo,R

hehhhh!

HAHAHA
having an awesome time,
talking to cherie and bjorn.
mega crazy i tell you.

im meeting cherie <3s tomorrow!
after like what.. a year?!

babe,
no matter what happens,
you've got my back.
:}

todays' cell was awesome.
talk about it again later, in my next post.
cause right now,
ive got to get back to talking to my <3s

IMMMMMMM VERRRRRRRY HAPPPPPPPPPPY!

xoxo,r

Thursday, September 18, 2008

i stand in awe.

Good Day Mates :}

its a beautiful thursday,
and the working-weeks' coming to an end, again.
i hope you all have been doing something productive so far, aye?

as for myself,
i am incredibly amazed at how He's working in my life.
and this' season is probably one of the best so far.
of course im pretty sure,
the best is yet to come :}

soooooooooooooooooo excited!

anyway, im off to meet my lovable corrina and le en.
<3s

and here's some peekchas:

BFFs <3s

xoxo,R
p.s: HAVE AN AWESOME WEEEEK MATES :}