Took bus at 10am . reached school at 10.15am . I am so damn early for the test. Lols.
didnt know that the test that they will give 10 minutes for us to read the question . lucky i came early . the case study was okay . the answer was like directly , so clearly stated in the passage. lols . luckily , communication didnt came out. if not i will definately , ( mr tan's saying) confirm plus chop 100%guarantee will die le.
went to tampines mrt to activate my new ez link czrd . so damn sian . then went to opular to buy pens and cue cards . Hais . and then brought my lunch home..
oh well.
saw JJ just now at mos burger. it has been five years ago since i last saw him . he didnt change much . :D
going study sociology now . haven started anything , going chiong it now. hais..

not in a mood to do anything this few days .. hais...
i think i really make him angry le ;x
how ? wo bu zhi dao gai zhe me ban? :(
Sumimasen.　すみません , 对不起 , im sorry..
wo bu shi gu yi de...

Finish lecture 1 , 2,3 of the POM thingy . still got half of it to study .. oh my god , this is like taking me forever to do. i spend like dont know how many hours just to study one chapter. :P
hais .. dont feel like studying. no motivation to study.
stupid porter thingy . lame shit.. read till want to fall asleep le.
hais . Jiayou , 3 more lecture to go ! :P
tuesday sociology , i haven started at all .
good luck to me . but lucky sociology only two chapters . what i really worry is my gerontology. that one confirm die le .
so many chapters , and i haven even start a single page at all .
marketing at least read thru once le cos of that mock test...
hais ..


Sumimasen.　すみません

only finish first two chapter of my POM. seriously going die liao le... :P
going start now after blogging . lols.
still got 4 more lectures to go .. and haven even start other subjects.
die liao le..
gerontology is like a lot of thigs to study .. need to chiong study le ...
hais .. sob...
tomorrow test 11am ...one hour nia , then can go home liao le..
wasting of bus fare .. oh well..
Principles of Management BBS1001 31 May 2010 (Mon) 11:00 12:00 BS26-04-11/12 84
Introduction to Sociology GEM1009 01 Jun 2010 (Tue) 14:00 15:00 EN15-3-26(LT30) 27
Introduction to Gerontology GEM1008 02 Jun 2010 (Wed) 14:00 15:00 EN15-3-26(LT30) 27
Marketing Fundamentals BRM1005 03 Jun 2010 (Thu) 13:00 14:00 BS LT23 42



i think i had said something that shouldnt be said .
i am sorry. i didnt mean it...

Had headache yesterday night ... sian , very pek cek with the headache...hais..but what to do with it..slept for 10hrs.. okay , at least now feeling better..
kind of piss off yesterday .. idk why..
so i ended the convo..
mum went to sentosa with her friend early in the morning . left me and my brother at home. and my brother is kind of weird , listening to those oldies song early in the morning.
the 1980s , wth . chao si ren..
i need to study POM le .. monday mid sem test le.. hais..

when i start to ignore someone there's two reason.
Sometimes you just have to smile, pretend everything's okay, hold back all the tears and just walk away

went to diana's house today to STUDY!
in the end i didnt study at all ..
ended doing my SOS and POM lecture..so sian!
having pillow fights in diana room ...
throwing pillows at one another.
diana , huimin and chor hiang was there like studying and i am there slacking omg.
it's rare to see him studying until so hard .didnt know that some people when play time they really joke around . when study , they are really very serious. pei fu,admire :X
heard that song playing from his phone. that song seriously reminds me of you..
and he keep on playing it infront of me...hais ..
pity diana mummy keep on get bully by daddy . ahahaha!
zi xuan showed me a sad video kiss : because i'm a girl mv.
i tried to control my tears. lucky i only drop a few tears , didnt cry ..
that video seriosuly damn touching..
chiong my SOS in diana's house.thanks daddy for helping me to edit ...
having headache now.. oh well.. :P


i feel happy for you .. i wish you all the best...
hope that you can be happy forever...
& sometimes its hard to forget a person, but i will try to forget you..

Today had a bad headache. my whole brain is like exploding soon..
sorry to those people whom i didnt reply sms to..
i was too tired to reply sms..
brought laptop case and mouse with joy today :)
we toured around whole tampines to findd laptop case. lols.
collected the free laptop case from TP and HSS shirt. lols..
today i really got no mood to do anything ..dont feel like smiling or laughing.. oh well.. hais..
damn sian.
received the resignation form from ept ..
hmmm , my this month paid only 189 dollars nia ... so sad.. :(
sian , cant spend money le..

i wish you all all the best (:
hope that you can be happy...

Slept for 9 hours today .. but i still ended up with super strong headache and neck pain ... :(
this is the side effects of sleeping too long?
LOLS. sian..later have mock exams for marketing.
i haven finish studying.
oh my god , die liao le.. :P
seriously. haven finish studying lecture 3 . lecture 4 haven start yet. need to chiong liao le. seriously , i think i am addicted to jay chou's shuo le zai jian .. keep repeating the song like 10 times le .. lols..
after school today need chiong SOS draft and do POM quiz le..
tomorrow is jia hui's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE JIA HUI!
hope you enjoy your day!
i will celebrate for you your birthday after my mid sem test :D

keeping my fingers cross that i wunt see either of you again.

天亮了　
雨下了　
你走了清楚了　
我愛的　
遺失了落葉飄在湖面上睡著了
想要放　
放不掉　
淚在飄你看看　
你看看　
看不到我假裝過去不重要　
卻發現自己辦不到
說了再見　
才發現再也見不到我不能就這樣失去你的微笑
口紅待在桌腳　
而你我找不到若角色對調你說好不好
說了再見　
才發現再也見不到能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉說好陪我到老　
又狠往哪裡走再次擁抱一分一秒都好

天亮了　
雨下了　
你走了清楚了　
我愛的　
遺失了落葉飄在湖面上睡著了
想要放　
放不掉　
淚在飄你看看　
你看看　
看不到我假裝過去不重要　
卻發現自己辦不到
說了再見　
才發現再也見不到我不能就這樣失去你的微笑
口紅待在桌腳　
而你我找不到若角色對調你說好不好

你的笑　
你的好　
腦海裡　
一直在繞我的手　
忘不了　
你手的溫度心碎了一地　
撿不回從前的心跳　
傷心過去我無力逃跑　
說再見　
才發現再也見不到能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老　
又狠往哪裡走再次擁抱一分一秒都好

Today , woke up at 7.25 . almost late for school .
marketing lecture was boring. went to bistro walk together again .
my hair keep absorbing the smell of bistro ... oh my god..
went to configure my laptop . i am very upset. msn keep sending the virus thingy when i download back msn.. :(
went to library to "study"
in the end was like "fighting" with joanne and shuying .
they wants me to log in msn and ...
tomorrow have marketing mock test. oh my god. i sense that i will fail badly .
my instinct tells me so.. :(
oh well...
got to study later le.
i like sociology lesson. this is somehow the most fun lesson among all of them. :D


hais...the more you dont want to see someone , the more you will end up seeing that person. the more you hope that u can see someone , the more you wouldnt get to see that person .

Very sleepy today :(
hais . tired. :P
falling asleep at public speaking lecture.
i feel very sad for the lecture . she seems to be upset and kind of disappointed , half of the lecture hall was empty. many people didnt attend the lecture..
poor thing..
gerontology lesson i was like kind of falling Zzz...
oh my god ,stress!
test test test . projects... :(
time to wake up le ! no more daydreamings . :P
mid term test is like next week le ...
saw that person that i dont want to see ...
i think i am seriously kind of unlucky.
the more i dont want to see someone , the more i will end up seeing that person .
this always happen to me..
listening to jay chou's song this few days.
i like his songs , its nice.
as in those smoothing songs . hahaha!
repeating his songs over and over again :)

can u stop like harrasing her ? people is trying to ignore you.
cant you just get the hint?
are you stupid?
why cant you just stop making use of her?

today went to brought two dozens of donuts for kaien . tomorrow is her birthday! happy birthday kai en and yi zhen (:
hahas .
so many people's birthday tomorroq.
well . planned to study marketing with diana :D
i seriously wan dan le .
dont know single thing , i feel so damn stupid.
oh my god , how? jiu ming! :(
POM and marketing is killing me .
stress increasing everyday...


in a state of confusion...
omg , seriously what's happening to you , fiona?
i really dont know ..
i dont want to see you two anymore...

Now preparing to go school for my lecture at 10am.
my bag is gonna be heavy today . :(
today no POM lecture . heard that its elearning de. :P
got three hours break today ..
planning to study marketting. well , hope it goes all well .. today is a long day . all the way till 6pm.
Well , after yesterday i seriously dislike you more than what i used to be .
i think she do feel the same thing too.
i am sorry , but this is how i feel , you can hate me for all you want. :P
You are more childish than I've ever imagined .
when you scold others childish , lamer . you should think carefully whether you are one as well?
oh please , can u stop making use of her?
messaging her just to get...
i really pity her , you know?
she's trying to ignore you . but she's just being nice to reply you.




somethings will ended up be keeping inside my mind and never be told.
it should be kept as a secret ..
soon , you'll be gone.

didnt sleep well yesterday night. couldnt sleep at all . because of a stupid cockroach. :P
lols. must blame diana mummy and chor hiang daddy didnt clean the house ah. lols!
having a war with the cockroach . ahahha!
i realise i am having mood swing nowadays.
one minute can be very happy. the other minute ....
i want the colourful carebear! :(
should go shipeng's house next time to "steal" the colorful one. :P
feel very weird now, a sunday morning no need go work .
no need give free breads to people. hais.
should i be happy about it? O.o
got a lot of homework haven do yet...
sian . i dont feel like doig homeworks , seriously.
those projects and homeworks is like worst than working.
seeing all those kns customer. lols.
but i still have to complete it...

Sometimes you need a second chance, because time wasn’t ready for the first one.
but for somethings , there will not be any second chance .

went out wit the ept-ians today.
and i actually forgot to bring out my wallet and ended going home to take it out again :p
ahaha . went to tampines mall arcade at first. there was this big colorful carebear in the machine .
damn nice and cuteeeeeeeee.but it's super hard to hook it.
got this man who spend like 30+ x1.4 dollars just to get the carebear.
in the end he didnt get. :( awwww.
but the carebear was really nice , i want :(
today i want to officially annonuce diana yeo is my mummy , chor hiang my daddy! :D
ahahaha!zi xuan my er ma :D
well , went to watch robin hood , the whole movie was quite boring.
and the funny thing is chor hiang ,diana and zi xuan is playing with the popcorns . and the person sitting infront of diana actually scolded her.... :P
chloe and huimin was watching seriously
shipeng playing her psp , haha . :D
people keep bullying my carebear :(((((
poor carebear..
after movie , walk like retard to find place for dinner.
in the end we went to mac. and we are like weird people eating there.
AHAHAHA . and this war between my mummy and daddy occurs.
then headed home le. :D
enjoy the fun we have today , hope next time we will have time to meet up again next time :D

regrets......

Tomorrow is saturday. and i am so used to going ept for work . and i was like almost forgot that I've already resign for my job le.
Well , it was a good decision make to resign.
i realised i really have no time to do my homework and projects not to mention to study and revise my work. How?!
Two weeks later is mid-term test liao le.
My Marketing and Principle of Management is so gonna to be screwed up le. :(
i dont want to retain at the year of this year .
seriously , i got no motivation to study ! HOW! :(
tomorrow meeting up with Chloe , Chor hiang , Diana , Hui min , Shi peng and Zi Xuan :D
some of the people arent able to attend tomorrow :( i hope that all of them can come :( i want you all to come .. :( but oh well...

remember the days when i used to talk about xiaoqiang in my post , and curse and swear about all those irritating customer that I've had . now it's no longer available le.i feel kind of weird. somehow i wish time can go back to 2009 dec, no projects , no school. freedom .miss the time in band with the lowerwinds.

Yesterday night was doing research on the Ac write. oh my god , i am very tired .
this is really killing me . until now i only did the thesis statement and two points of the body. hais.
there's lots of projects to be done . and lots of tests coming up soon.
POM quiz , marketing test .
i really scare i cannt get good results for my GPA .
i am like daydreaming every day in class.
okay , shall continue doing my ac write assignment. :P
tomorrow having "retirement outing" with the ept people. :D
hmmmmm. didnt see some of them for quite long le :x
i miss all of them :(


No more hello, not even the last goodbye. No more laughter, no more smile coming from your lips.
Sometimes the memory of happiness cannot stay true because it ended unhappily.

I seriously declare that i dislike school to the max. LOTS & LOTs of projects and quiz and whatever shit. like worst than secondary school.
i miss my days in secondary school . i really dislike projects !
term test is coming soon le. oh my god . stress!
going to be botak soon le. :(
sian . now i want weekends to faster come . i hate weekdays ttm.

Today all tutors seem to be not in a good mood.oh well.
think today is an unlucky day. played true or dare . and we like play 3 times. and two times i kena :P
now very sleepy. i love te rain in the morning.
its like so hot now. going to become chao ta chinese le ...
i am seriously like day dreaming in all the classes.
oh my god , my POM and marketing is like shit.
gerontology also . how ? :(

forgetting someone is not simple.
it take time...
it is also hard to totally forget a person.

didnt sleep well yesterday night . sleep less than 5 hours. now having mega headache. oh well . took a picture of my carebear and shuying's one.
somehow carebear is the only thing that can make me smile now.
oh well .. i think people will think that i am crazy or what , smiling to a purple looking bear.
i am seriously tired.
dont feel like doing anything at all..

Even though things come and go in our life , it's the memories that will remain forever. so let it be . somehow , i come to a conclusion that most guys are heartless . i am not saying that 100 % of them are . but somehow 85 % of them is.
they seems to be emotion-less .they dont give a damn to anything.
they seems not to have any feelings ,even if they are with it for years.
my brother is just another example. :P
well , from today onwards . i no longer have to worry about voids , being summon back to go for work for longer hours. no longer need to see those grumpy faces of people.no need to worry about shortage of money. no longer need to touch those disgusting fishes , bloody chicken and those prawns that pokes my hands.
no longer need to copy the price of the fruits.
no longer get to ding that bell at c17 and c2.
no longer need to find those free items.
no longer need to see him , the beer uncle.
no longer have xiaoqiang accompany me at c15,16,17 :(


imy , but its just only that i didnt tell u.dont think will see u ever again.i hope that u will do well in ur future . may god bless you (:

Today is the last day of working in ept.
well . hmmm , still got void at last day. but at least this timme round there's receipt .
feeling very weird and confuse and very pissed off by those people who bring things to the counter and took me that they dont want it anymore.
if you dont need the thing then u should not have taken it in the first place alright? if its like somethings that are not from the fridge then its alright.
but cold soya bean milk . Wth..buzz off..
i actually drop a few tears just now while scanning .oh well.. tears of anger , sadness plus happiness.. lucky nobody saw it...just cant control my tears.. :x
and a lot auntie kind of justrealise today is our last day working there. working there for the past 5months and 21days let me learn alot of things.
i learn that there are nice people around , some idiotic people who is just simply too demanding. some emotionless people.
some people who likes to complain. some who is too money minded.
this job make me experience all sorts of feelings , be it happy , sad , emotionless, pissed off,confusion.
i really want to thank those aunties who taught me ( my shi fu)
soon hong auntie , yue e auntie , mui lan auntie :D i will always remember you all.
and not forgetting AUNTIE LUCY! the one who accompanied me to take mrt home everytime :D
i will also miss diana , the one that i drink each a cup with :D ;the xiaoqiang's lover!
huimin , the one that I shop for formal clothes with . :D
zi xuan , the one whom is always cheerful :D
chloe , the one that is the most hardworking among us :D
zakiah , the quiet girl who's from my sec sch. :D
desiree , the nice band person :D
yi zhen , the nice and cheerful girl :D
shi peng , the one who always smile when she sees me (which idk why? ) :P
chor hiang , the kuku one . :x
kelvin , the nice & friendly guy :D
weibeng , the friendly band senior.
kind of sad didnt get to see irene toda
and not forgetting auntie chaihwa :( i didnt get to see irene . no chance to say goodbye to her. :(
she's the one that i respected the most. she's really really a nice person. :D

i am kind of regret that i didnt say goodbye to you.
because i know that there wont be any chance for me to see you and tell u that ever again .
if u dont give a damn to it , why should i care ?

went back from work today ...
oh my god , today's sales seriously like chinese new year de..
it has been long since my sales is 9k ...
im very very tired today..
have void as usual again . :P
hais. in the end diana didnt go for the celebration . she was summoned to work 2pm-10pm because kelvin and weibeng MC.
sad, in the end our celebration is no longer a celebration . :(
but going to organise one for next saturday :D
anybody is welcomed :D
hai..having sorethroat now .. my voice is like so oh my god...
think maybe i am not going to work tmrw ..
but it's my last day working there...
okay , dont know to be sad or happy now ,seriously.
time passes very fast . 5 months and 20days there...


& i'll miss you all .
i cherish the days i've had with them .
the laughter , tears and joy .
i will treasure tomorrow loads.
it's going to be the starting of next chapter.
having mixed feelings now...

gotten my lappy le. yay!
i love it alot ...
cos it's pink! :D
but i dont like the mouse. not nice de...
time to shop for my laptop case le . today went out with my brother and joanne ..
very very long didnt see her le . i miss her! :(
hais..
tmrw working 9am-5pm ... very very long didnt get to work this timing le . 2 more days and i wont be seeing them again ..
i will miss them a lot a lot...
hmmmm. now looking at the function of this lappy.

i hope i wunt regret after all.
anyway , even if u regret there's no point to doing it now...
sleepy now...

just woke up in the morning. this few weeks im not going to eat at design school.
seriously im sicked of TP's food .
dont know how we are going to survive for three years ..
later going to collect my lappy. :D
yesterday used shuying's one in cafe cartel , we end up stalking people at FB . :P
today no school , but after collecting laptop , going to meet joanne . (:
i miss her! very very very long didnt see her le.
haha. hmmmm. tonight going to watch slumdog le. for the sociology project.
somehow i think i should have gone to SP or NP .
my throat is killing me. going voiceless again soon ..
didnt drink enough water , stupid me...
i just hope the weekends doesnt come. :P

uploaded pictures of 1b02 . :D
picture of dr kelvin , dr srini and my class photos . haha
why is there so much work to do in poly life?
yesterday sociology quiz i didnt do well..
hai.. :(
later going school library at 11am to watch singapore dreaming with shuying , joanne and rachel for the sociology project.
I WANT MY PINK LAPTOP!
cant wait for tmr for my lappy. :P
i waited for very long le . finally it's here.
deep fried cockroach? it sounds so super gross..
hmmmm.. and i actually heard that people do eat it.
although i dislike cockroach but i find that they very very poor thing..
they are also living things can? :x

nowadays in school im like fa dai during lecture,tutorials.
well , im damn pissed today.
seriously , u shouldnt give people false hope.
u are wasting other people's time.
if u dont need it just say that u dont need it lah .
you dont have to give people hope that u need it , in the end u didnt choose any of it.
this is like so what the hell ..
people do make effort for this and you just make their effort go down the drain ?
this is so irresponsible.
so in the end , i didnt got into that cca.
and the reason is like so oh my god....
i guesse the other two of them will feel the same as me .
it's seriously what the hell..

i am very disappointed and somehow sad today..
today is the worst day that i've had in TP ..
nobody will care though

Something to say , i really hate lizards.
lizards are so scary. their skin is like OMG.
guesse what? early in the morning a lizard actually walk pass my feets
Oh well..the feeling is like super gross ...
i rather xiaoqiang walk pass me than a lizard..
i ♥ xiaoqiang more than lizards.
didnt sleep well yesterday night..
we have waited for many many days , why cant you just give us the reply?
it's like days after days le , it just makes me feel worst as days passes..
the feeling of not being able to sleep well at night, nightmares , who will understand?
i guesse nobody..
tonight must really chiong my sociology le. got quiz tomorrow.
people says poly life is relaxing , i think they are just lying..
it's seriously not relaxing at all.

Time has a wonderful way of showing us what really matters.

no mood to do anything right now. oh welll....

didnt sleep well yesterday night, now having aches all over my body. the feeling of OLD is coming le. :P
becoming more and more grumpy le. oh well .
had a nightmare about her again . why did i end up keep dreaming about her?
this dream seems so real but i know it's just a dream.
yesterday night i was like last minute chionging my homework .
it's like after my work i got no mood or motivation to start doing my homework.
oh my god , i really scare i will fail my test.
i really wonder how he manages to cope it for the past three years, something to say good time management , pei fu (:!
if i ever were to regret for handing up the form i still can call back the office by today , but i think i wont call back ba.
time to focus on my studies .
just packed my bag early in the morning. it's kind of heavy . today will be a long day. all the way till 6pm with only an hour break.
no more cup noodles anymore! if not i am going to be that uncle who find the product to grow hair . hahahaha!
One day, you'll be just a memory for some people.
The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most.
i feel i am like a fool now.....

i really want to say i dislike DIAPERS ttm!
this nu ren damn ma fan. bring the two diapers that she brought and dont have receipt. :/ and i suppose to go c14 today de . end up going 16 . i really really really dislike express counter ttm!
i am somehow stuck at express coutner today.
headache today.
filled up the resign form today. and i realise that four people is resigning on 16th may . AHAHAHA! saw the resign form stack at cheif cashier room . four people resign same day, cool . :D
i took like 20 mins stuck in the cheif cashier room thinking whether to hand in that form . but i handed up in the end. next week sunday last day working le .
but i will really miss the people there , the cute aunties ^^ especially auntie lucy! :(
and i will miss cashiering . :/
hope that i wouldnt regret resignning ba? ahahaha , and eileen says if i change my mind can call them tmrw to tell them before they send it to boss tmr. :P
tmr the result for band audition will be out.
i had this feeling that i wunt pass the audition . oh well...

time , can eu please rewind to 2009 ?
There is so much I wish you knew. But I will never tell you.

met up with diana today 11.30am to have our lunch before work . :P
actually plan to go 18th chef , but they haven open yet .
so in the end went to kfc .
damn full after that . oh my god , i was talking that i wish i can jump counter every one hour .and it ended up to be really like that. actually is i go to c11 then c3 and stay there three hrs de . but it ended up to jump counter every one hour . YAY!
but i dislike express counter ttm. c17 and c1 .
today at pasar area was like damn cold . but at counter17 is like so damn hot. so contradicting .AHAHAHA .
chloe got her name tag today. not fair! :(((
i work there like half a year liao still dont have.
she's quitting liao . diana and me going try our luck at irene tmr.
today M was like asking , can come back work on 28th may?
i didnt reply her. hmmmmm. i dont know. HOW?
after work went to take picture of auntie kia nai . finally finish my project for gerontology. but marketting now still thinking how to do . oh my god , i seriously need a marketing tutor! who can i find? :X

no reason for me to stay is a good reason to leave there now.

hai .. oh well , cant find any lao ren . and my gem project really damn hard . imagine finding a stranger laoren , taking his or her photo . asking him or her to sign , with his or her name , contact no.
that person might think im some scammer. oh my god.
went to shop for formal wear. brought a blazer and a shirt and end up spending $149.
regretted buying blazer and that shirt.
and the audition result will only be out on monday . :/
i will keep my fingers cross .
had a bad nightmare abt the results of audi ytd nite. '
i hope it really wunt come true in real life.
tmrw have to go for work , 4 hrs only . :/
now i seriously need to work longer. i need $$$$$
spending $ like one kind this few weeks. going to be broke soon .
i still need $ to pay for my laptop.
i am seriously tired today. :P
the marketing pro and impromptu speech is making me crazy.

一盏黄黄旧旧的灯 时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸 不懂得轻重之分
沉默支撑跃过陌生 静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影 失去平衡 慢慢下沉
黑暗已在空中盘旋 该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端
无法存活在真实的空间 想回到过去
试着抱你在怀里 羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
想看你的看的世界 想在你梦的画面
只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜 想回到过去
试着让故事继续 至少不再让你离我而去
分散时间的注意 这次会抱得更紧
这样挽留不知还来不来得及 想回到过去
思绪不断阻挡着回忆播放
盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
灰蒙蒙的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去
一转身孤单已躺在身旁

project , project , project.
theres loads of project that are to be done .
gem project to take photo of senior citizen . marketing project.
public speaking. ahhhhhh. seriously its a lot alot alot..
tmrw no school . but still need to stay at home to do project. LOL.
and i am going crazy soon talking to my carebear. and something that i want to say , tp got no nice food.
only cup noodles the best . by the end of three years , i am going to be botak liao le.
and saw two funny guys today.
one with long silky hair. he walk pass and swing his hair . his hair really damn nice , nicer than women. i wondering what shampoo he used .
the other one walk very funny.
like ah gua , he walks with his butt shaking at a constant rythmn left right. lols. so funny! :D
i want my fujistu pink laptop ! :(
check my bank account le . my paid only like 400 dollars only :(
now i dont feel like working anymore le . very tired.
dont know whether shld quit ma. damn it. :P
the results will be out tmrw... seriously no faith that i will get in . :P

yesterday chiong doing POM hw in the bus. and the bus was scarying crowded.
seriously feel like falling asleep yesterday in the lectures.
oh yeah , sy and joanne says that i keep smiling non-stop.
lols. now wakig up early in the morning to print the marketting notes.
hai. why must we have to print it out ourself? O.o
last two days forgot to bring carebear to school. ahahahha. i sounded like some kiddo bringing toy to school .
today got three hours break gonna to rot in school .
hmmm . tmrw two hours of tutorial and friday is ccn day liao le.
seriously , time flies.
it's wednesday again le. rmb last week at night i was like in east coast park having company dinner with diana , hui min and chloe they all . now another week gone liao . :P

Just because I appear happy, doesn’t mean everything’s ok.

i screwed the audition today . it was a simple piece but i kind of play wrong note. oh well. :P
the interview , the answer i gave them was like weird too.
and i think i miss the chance .
think the other two of them did better than me.
it's gonna be hard for me to pass the audition le . :P
it's too competitive. the girl plays pretty well, i kind of like her sound. the guy also plays not bad.
hais.....
kind of sad now.. :(

woke up from a nightmare. it seems very real but it isnt.
well , i end up waking up with tears around my eyes.
this dream is really scary. oh well. :P
suddenly feel like watching 初恋红豆冰.didnt watch movie quite a long time.
hmmmm.but seriously no time to watch monday to thursday , school.
only friday when there is no school.
weekends work work work..
today my school bag is seriously damn heavy . and i have band audition at night. :x
it is gonna be a long and tiring day.

sometimes , things that u see , hear might not be the same as how it is suppose to be.
if really time could be rewind , i really do hope it goes back to year 2009 .and stop at that moment.
all unhappy things seem to happen in 2010.

it's just an excuse....

went to work today. counter 13 is really busy!
one hour nia , nets is like 900 plus liao le. actually i prefer to serve ppl with big trolleys rather than at express counter. :x
but suay suay again ,saw that person queueing at express counter today . :P
lucky thing is that i am not at 15,16,17 today. :D
hmmm . two pm , jump to counter 2.there's this very thing that happen. okay , not really funny . but i find it funny though.there's this china man who wanted to buy a product increase the rate of growth of his hair . and the promoter told him this side for colour , this side for growth of hair.
then he took the side which the promoter said is for growth of hair . but dont know why it ended to be colouring product.and he said that he dont know english.
the most funny thing is that he told me that he's almost botak why would he need a hair colouring product? he wants to refund if we dun refund he would call the newspaper thingy and complain .
lols. i am like holding my laughter all the way while talking to him. the weird part is that he claims that he use , but his hair still seems to be black not brown.
after that i keep on smiling to the hair colouring product. people might think that i am going insane soon le. :D:
i dont know whats wrong with me today.
added my cash by short of $500 and nets short of 10cents .
tomorrow going for the band audition for the bass clar.
but think it's gonna be hard though.
there's like 4ppl snatching for it. oh well. :P
today is zakiah and hui min's last day le.
after today , they are free le . no need to see those grumpy customer's face.


although i might be smiling and laughing there. but i am not as happy as how you think .
i think it's time for me to resign from this job too.
People have their own ups and downs times. Remember, time never stays, it changes.

What happen yesterday is really funny . shall not elaborate more.
hai .. my lips are damn pain now . the side effect of not playing instru for too long.
went for the band tune in yesterday...
there is 3 competitors for bass clar to fight for one bass clar . oh my god. chances of me passing through the audition is like low liao le. :P
today woke up early in the morning , keep on sneezing , running nose and nose bleed.
what happen to my nose? LOL. :/
went to work today. there's a sentence that is really true .
the more u are trying to avoid someone , the more u will see that person.
idk why i will keep seeing him on saturday .
always at my counter on saturday. :P
at counter 17 for 3 hrs going to die of heatstroke. there is like so super hot. lols!
no fan. :(
tmrw counter 13 and 2. hope i dun see that women at coutner 13 . keep my fingers cross. :P
i need to ask help from ppl for my principle of management and marketing. lols. i wasnt like paying attention in class. and idk how to do the hw. :P
feel like spamming myself with the musics in my phone.
dont feel like doing anything now except music. :/