somehow, while it seems like everything seems in place, yet at the same time, it seems like nothing's in place. and it feels like its empty really.
and then, it feels like, its really just me.
i think ive got to go back home. maybe its a result of being away from home too long too often.
or maybe it was just a wrong step to begin with.
im so gonna concuss. a one week break is no break really.
oh seriously. wad the hell.
goodbye.
im kindof sorry i ended e entry such a dismal note. or maybe not, i do that frequent enough i think. hah.
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6:59 PM
At this rate, i really will concuss, to the truest meaning of the word, in all aspects imaginable.
dear me.
i really will like to post some other stuff up, but i guess i dun hav the energy for it! =((
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6:55 AM
I realise my blog has been stagnant for mths. Ohwells haha.
Working life ended in a flash, still remember that monday and all the chaotic packing. Then there were a couple of days to slack before all the camps commenced. The holidays were simply far too short n it just went by in a flash.
E camps were v fun really. Janus e singing og! i particularly liked e singing session in e sea where we formed a circle n turned round n round for so long hahas. Our fab cooking; our total on-ness during amazing race; karaoke sessions EVERYWHERE we went haha; kite-flying etc.. n theres
Zorro w such a great bunch of snrs n freshies who're alws so on. Enjoyed playing tukey w ZW to scare angela haha!; cityhunt where we ate disgusting chou toufu zz; e beach games where i went quite berserk LOL n e gay straw game haha; e stupid but highly entertaining cheer of e guys; my first-ever fright night; e crazy toilet-squashing game; initiation night n e lame stuff we did; e hall's queer mass dance lol but naresh was darn funny to dance with haha!; oh n zouk out of cos. funny how we stripped wk =X n sabo-ed him n yt xD
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home feels too far, too distant n too foreign now...
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my cough is killing me! my stomach hurts from coughing too much n too hard. seriously. i cant sleep well cos i wake up in e middle w coughing fits.
Wads more i cant eat junk food now! Couple that with e fact that i have cravings these few days! How terrible!
im so gonna succumb to temptations n kill my throat. oh no oh no!
oh sheesh.
adios!
*
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4:35 PM
Hello.
I guess it has been eons since i last visited and updated my blog. oops, i update it so much less frequently compared to when i was schooling. oh i dun see why when u have to OT for 3 weeks in a row. Haha but i honestly am ok with it, perhaps its because our lil 'sweatshop' is really nice i guess. I like e other interns working alongside me in any case. And of cos, that queer case.
It has been mths. But i dun really rmb much happening. Its a sickening thing stms. but yet, its sth that is desired at times.
Much has happened, things've changed. Ppl have come and gone. Others are soon to follow suit. Vira is frolicking in the lush greenery and pristine blues of japan, bella's in US and the guys are all trooping to tekong and wadnot.
its somewhat getting fuzzy.
a moment ago i felt like blogging, a moment later, i kindof lost the impetus to do so.
and so. till then again.
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9:34 PM
wad if,
u dint even have a go at e roulette.
and its basically it.
it was all pre-determined.
now, trace e silhouette e way it was set.
- i woke up at an earthly hour cos its e hr most earthlings awake actually, but it was so unearthly -
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7:45 AM
there.
e most sumptuous hellish spread.
now. feast on it.
and perhaps, its all self-incited-
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2:28 PM
damn.
*wad a wretched being.
its jus. ugly now.
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and in e dead of e night, there is nothing but, a resonating hollow ring...
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9:53 PM