★the red umbrella [:
❤HELLOGOODBYE

And all I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I do I give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

☠LOVE ME AND I WILL LOVE YOU❤.

❤SUMMERLOVE

Vis ♥
avis_yap@hotmail.com
Libra
30sep1989:D
Republic poly #15

❤SHOUT OUT LOUD
★Thursday, April 24, 2008

Overdued pictures ;



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i hate wednesdays !!!
everyone's not in school, & i've t rack my brain for maths and computing :@
its so tedious & complex but i'm getting quite good at it. hahaha ((:
i only get Cs and Ds for this module last year but i got an A last week ! :D
damm i'm so tired but i gotta rush for work straight after school. ):

yesterday, slack at school library w my ass & then went for trg !
we had short filming followed by trials /trg, it was great because there were so many people !
played full court/ half court matches.
coach motivated us t train hard !
tp & ite teams 're so f strong its so intimidating.
nevertheless, rp girls will Strive till the end ! [:
we might be going taiwan/thailand in june ! sweetttt.
cant wait for trg on friday & stackers trg on saturday !

i need t go runningggggg ! i want staminaaaa.

i'm craving for waffle & ice cream now now now now now,
even though i just had it an hour ago. hahaha fat shit.

laters.

Y

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★Thursday, April 17, 2008

the guy i'd love all my life , without a doubt .
best-est brother ever . ((:
if there's one person i cannot live without , thats him .
what would i do without him ?
he's my companion , my mentor , my chauffeur , my creditor , my support , my man , my love [:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOR KOR !!! :D <3
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yayy its friday;
friendly w quanfong &kaixuan then off t bayshoreeee, lovelyyy ((:
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Y

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★Tuesday, April 15, 2008

recalcitrant behaviour, dealing w composure, forgetting how it all started .
but still , loved.
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appalled & baffled by you.
am i being incoherent or is it you?
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i dont want t be middleman anymore,
should cease my altruism.
for the better i hope, for the both of you.
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someone's being so sweet on msn,
all the silly antics (: yeah ill cheer up !
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went sbc ytd t watch match;
qian xi won t-net,
homeU won aljunied.
my idol played so well [:

saw quite a number of people there,
sbc is like a community. (:
juli was being so nice & consoling t me so unlike her normal self of irritating me (;
told her who i liked , in exchange for a secret of hers. -grin

skipped school today, skipped work today.
i'm bad at holding back my melancholy,
maybe like i stayed home the whole day in bed.
consumed only one meal,
woots can lose weight.

mamayap triggered much exasperation in me,
not giving me any serenity at home at all.
oh well. doesnt matter anyways,
its all bad enough.

only looking forward t trg tmrw. bye

Y

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★Sunday, April 13, 2008

tears just roll down my cheeks uncontrollably,
its too overwhelming. )));
this is what happens when all your problems come at one go.
it sucks. makes me just want t sleep so i wont think, but insomia attacks me.

i wish t thank those who ought t be thanked,
you guys know who you are.
its always gets better when they're around.
its heartening t know how much they care. (:

yesterday had friendly w hkn.
i played so badly because my mind wasnt in the game.
with one expression glued on my face & not saying a word at all,
i'm sorry guys ):

happy birthday kenneth ! [11thapril]
happy birthday xiaoyuann & nat ! [12th april]
hope all of you enjoyed your day.

i'm off.

Y

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★Friday, April 11, 2008

school suck shit,
especially on tuesdays and thursday because it's so competitve i can get so stressed out and it spoils my mood. plus those one or two menaces in class doesnt make it any better.
the alternating days are much better, because i can adapt &i dont feel inferior.
i'm in w14c &the classroom makes me miss my former w14c so much,
i'm glad i still hang out w my babes, you both rock my smelly socks ((:
ahh i hate it when my wednesdays aint no sunday like everyone else ):
tmrw is last week of school, its the first time in rp i've attend school for consecutive five days !
i aspire t attend school everyday without fail. &i must stop being late, stupid regulation of degrading if late luh. ughh.

my first grade is out, &i feel so dissatisfied &undeserved. maybe like i did the whole ppt &direct my teammates, giving them contexts t present &i wasnt late ! !!*#&*!#*^#&*)@&$(@ i swear i thought i'd get an A grade or at least a B !? :@

hmm, today's problem statement was rather interesting &entertaining (:
after school supposed t go for CEtalk but lecture hall was jam-packed so we skipped it.
so met kenneth t ball awhile in school, saw phyllis &friends too. i'm losing touch ! ): i want trggg !
rushed home for family dinner after.
sorry i cldnt join yall at chongpang cc tday ! &hope i managed t cheer you up kenneth ! (=

i esteem family dinner so much. tonight was gratifying. [:
going __ tomorrow,
then papayap's taking midnight flight.
_____ );

looking forward t saturday, i miss stackers &there'd be friendly against hkn :D
wear white stackers ! cause hkn always wear black wherever. hahaha

i neeed my pay cheque, i'm penniless !

tgif ! (;

Y

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★Thursday, April 3, 2008

havent got the chance t come online this few days.
&i'm so lack of sleep ! damn shagged. ):

i cant recall what i did on sunday but i think i stayed home ?
monday; went over t liar's house, havent been there since a month ? haha yeah, quite some time since we met too. but i'm glad we're still in contact &still close at heart((: yeah, stayed up all night playing mj &i lost twenty seven bucks ! haha.
tuesday; left in the morning for sentosa w kailin &baozhen !
i'm damn sad cause it wasnt sunny so i dint managed t tan at all ! i'm still as fair luhhh ):
photos 're all in my bitch's phone so shall wait for her t send me !
went vivo &then t marina square, bought my brother's bday present :D
then after, went cckcc t ball. honey came down too ! heh.
wednesday; woke up damn late for work ! but sze yee was being so nice &pleasant about it. [:
work was fun tday, ks &pocky did free labour ! hahaha thanks !
went tiong w kailin after work, then cckcc t ball again. home U people were down too. went 203 t ball after a while cause we dint want t wait an hour for one pathetic game ! :/

oh, i forgot april's fool, three eediots told me they like/love me ! hahahaha like duh i dint get fooled at all ! -.- haha i only managed t dupe one person this year ! dammm.
i'm using my fujitsu laptop now, gotta get used t it since school's starting next monday !! lucky i got it configured already.
returned yuna her laptop tday, like finally. i'm so ashamed, i borrowed her laptop for almost a year laa ! thanks so damn f muchh ! really grateful manz. owe you one, big time ((:

papayap's back &thus i couldnt stay out tonight.
hopefully, things get better ...
i dont want __ );
ahhhhh f, i'm dreading skl t start next week, wouldnt it be nice if life's a holiday. hmm, not exactly. well, hope my new classmates 're nice &outgoing people !
oh, i'm happy that kenneth, shimin &pet got in rp ! (:

tmrw meeting partner &candy t go homeground. sure its been eons !
yeah, t the west* (;
hope we get t see the people who used t dote on us so much last time, nostalgia.

yay friday going sentosa, pray for scorching sun that'd burn my skin &turn it black !
yup, no more work next few days ! :D
i'm deprived of rest &my legs 're feeling wobbly, yeah i'm off t sleeppp !
nights xxx

Y

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